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[18 Mar 2005|08:19am] |
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hey...had my two days off...i was finaly able to have some time with mumu...and now that she went home again...well, it feels im empty again...and lost...now i feel so tired and sleepy...suddenly parang bigla ako tinamad sa work...we talked about moving sa pasig...i dont know...seems okay...but what im really after is security for my family...though i know you can not really get it 100%...but atleast i would like to make sure that everything is atleast in order and they are safe...god i love her so much...bakit ba kasi hindi kami mayaman or mapera...or atleast with a house of our own and probably a good maid man lang...i dont really need someone who will look after me...gusto ko rachel lang syempre ang magaasikaso sa akin :) ...we just really heed someone to look after mumulette siguro for some time...onting linis and yes siguro luto ng onti...ill just continue this tom
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[12 Mar 2005|08:40am] |
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its our anniversary kahapon...nothing much to say...late na kasi ako nagising tapos late na din ako nakapunta ng ofc niya...bad trip...di man lang kami nakakain...there are some visitors here...paikot-ikot na naman...parang sobra ang tension ngayon dito sa ofc...dami na bawal...dami na di pwede...you will notice a lot of people that it are not happy anymore with the account...a lot of tl's are going...either resigning or transfering to other accounts...a lot of people are not happy anymore with whats happening...a lot of people are getting tired of everything that they have to do...a lot of people are having some problems sa bank sa salary...time really dictates everything...whatever they did...definitely made a lot of people unhappy...people...opinions changes and so as their principles...i dont have much to say about my job...its not easy to meet all the standards or metrics na gusto nila mangyari...somehow maiisip mo and you will ask yourself if ayaw na nila ng employees...parang gusto nila magtanggal...anyway i have to go...
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[11 Mar 2005|11:40pm] |
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kita kami wifee kanina...she explained what happened the other day...galit ako sa nangyari...if andun ako siguro baka sa sobrang galit ko baka hinabol ko yun eh...or maybe hindi din naman yun mangyayari if andun ako...she said a lot of promising things re: work...she is i think somewhat confused on what to do...tutorial or call center...maybe who offers the higher pay...ganun talaga...galing ng asawa ko noh?...she always have this luxury to choose what or where to go...i dont have that kind of advantage...mia also applied for so and so position...atleast another chance for her to start over...jowell di naka pag apply for tl position...naka pip daw kasi siya...ayaw pumayag tl...kasi naman dami na din niya pinagdaanan dito...tapos yesterday...rcv pa email si tl na nahuli daw si jowell sleeping while on call...tapos ang career...he did provided some written explanation kaya lang parang ayaw ata siya paniwalaan eh...
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[08 Mar 2005|05:21am] |
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i had the chance to see my wife kanina...she looks awesome...as usual maganda pa rin...ako malungkot pa din...gusto ko pa din sya...patay na patay pa din sa kanya...nagkakandarapa para lang pasyalan nila ko sa bahay...dalawin...sometimes i think na kaya ganon kasi alam niya na mahal na mahal ko siya...pero di din siguro...shes trying and i can see that naman...siguro ganon lang talaga...hirap na hirap na ako...mamaya day off ko na...makikita ko na naman ang mag-ina ko...kidnapin ko na lang kaya asawa ko?...hmmm...painomin ng pampatulog tapos iuwi sa bahay :)...ewan ko ba...sobrang hirap naman talaga ng ganito...
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| to kaitlin... |
[07 Mar 2005|03:04am] |
to my dearest daughter,
well just thought of writing you a letter...i know im not really doing my job as a father lately...daddy is not feeling good lately...age probably...or something else...just want you to know that daddy is working hard to provide for your needs as well as your mom...she is loves you very much...maybe more than i do...more than she loves me... :) ...you are very lucky to have a mom like her...daddy is more luckier to have a wife like your mom...maybe you wouldnt understand what im saying...in due time maybe...there maybe some decisions that you will be making someday...decisions that you must and have to do by yourself...when that time comes, i just want you to think hard and harder...dont do things that will make you unhappy and miserable in the end...stay strong and be mindful about the problems at hand...remember to smile always like your mom...yup she smiles...i smile too...when im asleep just like what you do...i hope you will be proud of us...as your parents...and am sorry also if i cant provide all the things that you need...as much as i want to provide you the best...no matter how i try...sometimes it doesnt really work...just simple things that i want you to follow...make it a habit to hear mass every sunday...always pray...pray before meals and also after meals...before you sleep and upon waking up...wag ka maiinggit sa iba...learn to say pls...thank you...im sorry...try to put back / return things the way you got them...stay away from drugs...dont smoke...its really bad for your health...look at daddys skin...not as good as mom...that is actualy one of the many effects of smoking...always try to understand things as positive as possible...remember baby life is not always fair...and so does love...you may get a thousand heartaches but rest assured there will always be someone there that is only for you...living example would be me and your mom... :) eventhough life and love might not be fair to you...always be fair with others...give respect to other people so that you will get the respect that is due for you...love your mom...she loves you very much...i love you and i love your mom very much... :)... right now am working trying to earn a living for us...daddy has it eyes on our house...car...a lot...thats why daddy is ...is...thin...but daddy is strong... :)
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| rhea and drew's wedding day |
[06 Mar 2005|12:05pm] |
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saturday...work again coming from 2 days off...and it feels that im sick...galing kami sa kasal ni andrew and rhea...cute couple...ganda gown...i wish i could also give that to my wife...but i cant...i have no choice...i have no means...dont have a house i could call my own...dont have a car where could our baby take some sleep...lagi siya ganun...siguro ganun talaga pag malamig...cute niya sobra...she looks like her mom pag natutulog...if i could be like that...i would give anything...just to live one day...in those shoes...if i could be like that...what will i do...what will i do...anyway...shaun was very happy to see mumulette...offered himself to look after the baby...he looks excited...siguro gusto na din niya magka-anak kasi kaya ganon...as for scott and angel...angel looks happy to see mumulette...lahat sila cute na cute sa bata...which is true...cute naman talaga siya eh...syempre naman cute ang nanay eh...charming ang tatay malamang cute na malambing ang bata...hehehe...anyway, food was ok...parang pinagka gastusan talaga ni andrew...i would say talagang pinaghandaan...sana mabigay ko din ganon sa asawa ko...sila na lang buhay ko...
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[02 Mar 2005|11:29am] |
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am supposed to meet my wife kanina...for some reasons sobra traffic di ako nakarating ng maaga...she is not happy...i am not happy...both of us are not happy anymore with our work...awa ako sa kanya and i blame myself partly for that...i was the one who encouraged her to stick w that company...she did her part why cant they do their part...she is good...kung sino man ibang tao na babasa neto...just want to tell you rachel is good...whoever is reading it aside from her and knows me...and thinks im good...rachel is much better...malas lang talaga lagi siya napupunta dun sa pangit...i thought this company was ok...di din...pangit din...baduy...they treat us like elementary students...bawal to bawal yan...baduy...i just wish mapunta na si mumu dun sa kung saan talaga siya masaya...am the one whos supposed to make her happy...parang wala ako magawa...bakit ganon..."nothing beats contentment"...lagi namin sinasabi...pero parang this is way below contentment...tinatamad na talaga ako sa lecheng trabaho na to...tapos lagi pa pasok ng pasok sa akin ang call...sila avail ako may call...dupang naman ata...i now have 27 calls...i am not feeling good already...neck back head eyes hurt...
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[01 Mar 2005|02:02am] |
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i had a chance to meet my wife kanina...it was really good to see her again...i felt right and okay...basta cant explain the feeling...kahit medyo late na siya bumaba...yung aura niya towards me was very positive...very warm...lagi siya ganun sa akin...wonder how she does that or maintains that...basta...i feel good whenever im with her...feeling ko parang ang lakas lakas ko...parang ang dami ko tulog...tapos pag wala na siya parang mas lalo ako pagod and mas lalo masakit katawan ko...queing pa...ano ba to kakatanga naman ng mga tumatawag...nakakainis na talaga...parang sa kakatawag nila na pare-pareho ng issue and pare-pareho ng ginagawa di pa din nila alam kung ano ang gagawin...parang di pa ba nila man lang naaalala kung ano yung mga ginawa and sila na lang gumawa ng sarili nila...paulit-ulit tapos sila din naman ang nahihirapan...sila din napapangal ng kaka explain...eh ganun din naman ang mangyayari in the end...uwi na ako...sensya na maiksi lang mu paki na lang po
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[27 Feb 2005|05:31am] |
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last night was a very painful night for me...sakit sakit sobra ng likod ko...di ako makahiga ng maayos...kailangan lagi naka dapa...sakit pag higa ako...di man lang ako makapaglagay ng balm shit kasi di ko abot likod ko...yung ibang parts lang...pero ok lang...i just need some time...some time with my wife...am not asking anymore of any fucking things...just time...a little time...anyway...lets forget about it and just move on...on whatever things i have to do...one of course is to work...provide for my family, wife and our baby...wala pa din sweldo...am running out of patience for everything already...sa lahat nagsasawa na ko...puro na lang ganito lagi na lang may kasi ganito kasi ganon kasi shit...sometimes i feel or think that having mumulette changed us to a different person...slinged shot us all the way to maturity...rachel changed a lot...from someone to someone...i dont know...changed me as well too...i sometimes think that this is too early for me...atleast for myself...compared to rachel, am not doing a good job as a father...not doing a good job as a provider...thanks to this company...lagi pa ko sakitin...lagi masakit ang katawan ko...i am tired as in...so tired that i just want to get out of everything and... i dont know...
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| backache ako, mumu.. :( |
[27 Feb 2005|02:58am] |
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hi...just got a note from my tl...from hr...saying something about the increase...yup...thats right folks...increase na kami...16200 - 17500...17500???!!!!...more than a year of service tpos yun lang???!!!others might say...buti nga may increase eh...oo nga pero increase ako tapos kaparehas ko lang ng increase yung kakaregular lang?!!...come on...sila lang ang masaya eh...anyway...im sick kanina lagnat ako tapos sakit sakit ng likod ko...ano ba ito...parang may burning sensation yung likod ko...masakit talaga...we had a meeting atleast walang call for atleast an hour...next week ako daw mag co-conduct ng meeting namin...as if...masakit na talaga likod ko...san ba mumu ko?...dapat dito siya eh...masarap siya mag masahe eh...may sakit din baby namin...ano ba ito?...gusto ko na matulog...masakit talaga siya...uwi na ako...nagpaalam na ako
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| cvg.. grrrr... |
[23 Feb 2005|11:19pm] |
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kakalog-in ko lang...i rcvd a text from my wife...made me smile...after that i felt bad again...1st...about work...more or less malamang PIP talaga ako nito...more or less wala ako increase...and it is really making me feel bad...not to mention my jaw...na sobrang sakit na parang nakipag sapakan ako...lock jaw na ata eto...masakit pag hihikab ako...or basta igagalaw ko siya...sakit din likod ko sobra...mumu...parang di ko na ata kaya...parang nagsasawa na ako dito sa lecheng company na to...di ko na alam if gaano pa ako makakatagal dito...sawa na ako sobra...medyo pangit na din pati ang palakad...pangit na lahat...ang ah ewan...naiinis na ako...pota pose 200 ako ha..awarding kanina ha...binigyan ako ng certificate ha...tapos at the end of the month PIP ako?!!!...naman...ano ba yan...ang baduy!!!...hay naku pinapainit na naman nitong mga bobong customer na to...sige na...mu miss na miss na kita...
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| eng eng na kumpanya |
[23 Feb 2005|04:49am] |
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am here at work...everyone seems to be pressured...dito na naman ang accenture...audit na naman ata...im really tired about this...kaitlin may sakit...baby whats wrong?...sipon ka daw?...baby i used nga pala your shampoo :)...tignan lang daddy if effective sa akin ang shampoo na pang baby...pagaling ka ha...ill see you na lang later...and hopefully your mom on friday...alone...just the two of us...sorry honey you cant come... :)...suntok sa buwan yun actually...knowing your mom...she will probably have some problems before that day comes or the day itself...for some fortuitous event...or self inflicted...its ok...im just missing your mom...you should be thankful that she is your mom...she loves you very much...anyway i have nothing much to say...work...same shit different day...tl was able to dispute the other pose but could not dispute the other one...cant believe that...that stupid customer caused me a lot!!!...chance for me to apply for a hihger position...my increase...my P4P...my quarterly bonus...and it all boils down to a fucking filter...its not my fault if he has static on the line because of the filter...not my fault if that is the only filter he has...line problem...now im the one who is going to suffer...sabi tl lawrence discretion daw ng tl yun if bigyan ako ng PIP...kakakuha ko lang ng certificate POSE 200...tapos PIP???!!!!...huh?...tanga ka?!!!....anong klaseng sistema to?...lecheng member naman to oh...ang tanga tanga...ang bagal bagal pa kumilos...ano ba to?...nothings is going for me...sakit baby namin...di kami kita mumu ko...wala ako increase...most probably naka PIP ako...wait lang log out na..tom ulit
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| POSE shit. |
[21 Feb 2005|10:32am] |
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yesterday...was...was...very tiring i would say...first i got this news that i got 2 low scores in pose...huh?!!!what?...i checked the pose and guess what...the first call was not directly for me...it was for the first agent who created the case and resend the cd...i never sent him a cd...broadband light orange...all i did was to access the GUI of that stupid modem and reset his system and email password...he was able to connect...before we put the phone down, everything was ok...tapos my pose would be 2?!!...next pose was really for me...i was the one who created the case...i was the one who took the call...broadband light red...i asked him to change filters he said the only other filter na meron siya is connected to the 1st computer which is working fine...i said is it possible for him to replace the filter...he said if he will remove the filter line will be disconnected...so i said its okay dont worry ill call him back after a minute...so i did...and when he answered the phone, the light or middle light was solid green...so i said it could be a filter problem...no problem with your line...just replace the filter and everything should be okay...pose ko? 3...comment: issue was not resolved...then on the bottom part of the pose member mentioned that "i may have a line problem...if that is the case then your tech support was okay"...huh ano yun?...anyway, i raised that subject already to my tl when we had a meeting earlier...i told her that it was disputable...shit no?...i was never put into any improvement plan...ever...i was always one of the top agents saang man team ako mapunta...tapos ngayon ganon?...ganon lang ba ang lahat ng mga pinaghirapan ko?...ang pangit naman ata nun di ba? ano ko parang wala lang pag wala ng silbi tapon na?...wow...lakas naman nun...anyway...during the meeting, ni hindi man lang na-mention name ko na i did a good job on handling the team...althought am not really expecting that naman kaya lang in a way parang pampaalis lang ng pagod pero di naman ganun nangyari...ok lang intindihan ko naman eh...ganun talaga siguro...pag uwi para ako lalo napagod...kain lang ako sa point point tapos uwi na din ako...tulog din agad...gising ako mga 330pm...lakad lakad...tingin dito tingin don...then i suddenly felt that i dont want to go to work...parang i suddenly felt that i was only dragging my feet to come to work...i felt bad and thought that i would rather stay at home and rest...nurse my back aches...and other parts of the body...sakit sakit ng katawan ko this past few days...tumatanda na talaga siguro ako...tapos while i was walking sa around sa bahay...na akala mo kalaki laki...i began to realize what are the things that keeps me going...1st...pag timpla ko coffee daan ako ref kuha ko ng water, i will see mumulettes picture...before i take a bath ill pass by the ref area and kita ko na naman siya dun...when i lie down to sleep...i will see this 2 red laces and i will then remember my wife...kita ko din jif...reminds me again of my wife...when i leave for work...i cant leave without the ring on my finger...without that i feel weak...yup...those are the small things that carries me on a daily basis...yup, others would probably say na nakakaawa ako...nakakatawa...pero ganun na yun eh...ganun na talaga ako ever since na magkahiwalay kami...small things...those are small things where i...i get my energy...para sa araw araw...hirap no...sana dumating pa dun sa point na mas gumanda pa kung ano man meron kami ngayon...increase...hmmm sana magkaroon ako nun...gusto ko ng increase ofcourse...sino ba naman ang may ayaw...pero bakit ganun parang kung kailan mo malapit makuha dun naman ilalayo sayo...bad trip talaga...i still want a new phone...for both of us...still want my ps2 fixed / repaired whatever...i still want to look for a house and probably buy one...still want to see my wife...i still miss her...im still crazy about her...am goin nuts kay mumulette...cute na bata...am happy because im blessed with someone like her...blessed with people like them...i just want the best for them...give what is best for them...anyway, dumadami na naman ang call...i also consulted my problem to TL law...disputable lang yung isa pero yung isa parang malabo daw...bahala na...pag na re-train ka pa...probi ka ulit for 3 months...wala ka increase...wala ka p4p or quarterly bonus...ngayon im beginning to think that is it really a bonus or incentive?...parang magkaiba na ata sila...
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| continuation of the continuation of the continuation |
[16 Feb 2005|07:41am] |
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so yun nga...anyway, valentines day yester yesterday...ok naman...maganda na sana kaya lang wala naman maganda na nangyari...am supposed to send her flowers pero...ok na sana...iba nga lang pangalan nung nagpadala...sabay kasi kami jowell bumili para sa mga asawa namin...in short, card na punta sa kanya iba ang name...and yadi yadi ya...i called the flower shop...kaya lang problem sa fone ko kaya yun wla din nangyari...mura na ko ng mura di pa din ako naririnig...daan ako kanina bigay ko yung totoong card...got her text...sabi read her blog...funny noh...lalaki ako tapos sabi ako ng blog...anyway, i cant...talamak ang screenshot dito sa lecheng opis na to...di tama ang sweldo iniipit mga agents...kasi naman dami kasi delinquent tama ba spelling?....dami kasi pasaway na agent dito eh...ewan ko ba...dito ko ngayon katabi mommy cel...wala lang...loner ako ngayon...away from my teammates...para di na ko madamay sa init ng ulo ng tl ko...wait lang nga queing na naman pota..wait may nag checheck ng mga computer...om na lang ulit
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| continuation of the continuation |
[13 Feb 2005|11:56pm] |
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we had breakfast yesterday...was ok...except for the part that i have to go home...all of a sudden while walking away from the house everything just...just...i dont know...alala ko bigla nung hinawakan ko siya, i dont know what happened bigla na lang umiyak...parang nadurog puso ko ata...bigla bumagsak morale ko...then i started thinking how will i put her to sleep...i cant make her smile...how the hell can i make her laugh?...after that i thought...siguro kasi di niya ko lagi nakikita...and then i felt bad...uwi sakay trike and on the way i thought...siguro ill just continue to work hard...for them...for a phone...and for a lot of things...from house to a car to a bigger house to another bigger car to a bigger family...fx tapos tulog na lang ako...maybe pag naitulog ko na medyo bababa yung tama sa akin...bago pumasok ng bahay, kita ko si tanda...na pinakamakulit na merong tindahan na may pinakamahal na paninda na nagaalok ng bahay at lupa...ya di ya di ya...blah blah...medyo maganda naman this time ang offer so i texted my wife...lets ee what happens...pag dating ko bahay naglaba pa ako ng damit...mga 2 na ako nakatulog kasi nanuod pa ako ng survivor...final episode na pala...i thought i want to join that kind of competition...di kumakain kulang sa tulog madungis...parang ang cool tapos 1 million kapalit...pwede na siguro ko dun...malamang final four man lang makakasama ko dun...as long as there is no dancing contest...no pictures...no spiders...big spiders...ok na ko dun...and then i asked myself how would i play the game?...is it going to be based by strategy?...by loyalty...by alliance?...by honesty?...ewan ko ba...pagka gising ko parang antok pa din ako...ligo plantsa alis...habang fx...i thought of my wife...i miss her so much...she always say the right things at the right time...she was there for me...tawa lang ng tawa puro ngiti...im like dragging myself everyday para lang mag work...bilis lang ng araw if you are going to sleep rest spend it with your family...pero pag dito sa mga eng eng na to...parang ang tagal..."what is the status of the lights on your modem?"...its ivory and blue...but before it was replaced it was ivory and black...huh?!!...tanga ka?...nakakainis...again...ill just continue this tom...
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| continuation |
[13 Feb 2005|08:03am] |
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to continue...im really sorry for that...as in...right now di na niya ata ako gusto i text...di na din niya ata ako gusto makita although she said otherwise...sabi niya wala na daw yun...eh baka pag nakita niya ko bigla magbago lahat...anyway i want to drop that topic anymore coz its not rili a big deal anyway...well maybe for her it is...and like what i said i am really very sorry for not mentioning that to her...my conscience might be clean but again damage is still there...now...ano ba gusto ko share sa iyo?....hmmm wala naman...its just that the more i stay in this company the more i get bored...the more i feel that im deserving for something else...something better...i should be rcvng a higher pay also...like other people here who i guess deserves that one also...our breaks...sucks...30 min for lunch 30 min for break 30 min for lunch again which i dont know what order to follow...maybe because sinusulit lang nila binabayad nila or probably they are doing some experiment on how to improve whatever is left out of it...which i think is too late for that...the P1800 that i got was for the P4P ata...shit...i should be getting atleast P4k for that but they said that there was a mistake and changed the entire whatever...badtrip...i was really planning on buying myself a new phone dun sa mga bonus na makukuha ko that is why im doing my best...at times nagpapauto / alila sa tl ko...tiyaga na maturuan in case na magkaroon ng opening...i saw some agents dito na naka slippers lang coming to work...cant help but smile kasi alala ko mumu ko...never ko ata nakita na madumi paa niya...laging malinis...yung mga andito ka dudumi ng paa...kakatawa na nakakadiri...pagod na ako...antok na ako...parang nagugutom pa...gusto ko na umuwi...
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| ill continue this tom |
[12 Feb 2005|08:34am] |
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first of all, i would like to apologize not for cheating on my wife or hiding something to my wife...i would like to apologize for not telling her...its not an excuse though but still it my fault and my mistake for not telling about the email grace sent me...2nd of all, email was no big deal...we have discussed that before (me and grace)...we agreed on the terms na at that time yun lang ang pwede about the kid...i dont care about them anymore as much as they dont care about me...i have my family now...i have a beautiful wife a very cute kid...i would describe what we have right now as something happy...and i would like it to stay that way or have it improved into something happier...ill continue this tom..
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| ink blot |
[11 Feb 2005|12:32am] |
Jonnel, your subconscious mind is driven most by self-protection.  You are emotionally reserved and private. You typically keep your cool during arguments and rarely reveal personal information that you later regret. On the surface, you appear very serene. Inside however, you may sometimes feel detached or disconnected from the world around you. The upside of this is that you are not the sort of person to easily lose your temper. You think about things rationally rather than get swept up in emotions. You also remain calm in the toughest of situations. Your psyche is very unique; the more you learn about it, the more you will understand who you really are. |
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[31 Jan 2005|01:29am] |
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first of all...i will again say this...my wife is not obligating me to give money...my wife in any way is not pressuring me to give...(which is ofcourse very very nice of her)....but i am ...i am obligating myself and also pressuring myself everytime to atleast give something for my family...they are my family only thing i have...which brings us to this bank we call ibank...stupid bank if i may add...my original plan?...am supposed to withraw our money....go to mumu and give it to her...so that she can do whatever...she is good at that...if not she is better than me...so if im good then she is the best when it comes to that...i also planned to buy food sa jollibee (whatever the spelling is)...para sana sa knila...but guess what....sumagala ko sa buong ortigas puro lecheng error ang rcv ko...bad trip talaga...alam mo yun....naawa ako bigla sa sarili ko...thank you nga pala kay rex na nahiraman ko ng 100...dahil kung hindi baka alay lakad ako ng wala sa oras....my wife...teary eyed ako kanina coz she was saying something like...wait let me check on that...."Except maybe for my husband, who's got a lot of things to straighten out, too, so... It'd be kind of embarrassing to keep on asking money from him. Though he's my husband, I respect and trust his decisions when it comes to money. If he gives me some, then good. If not, that's fine also. Just... What is due to Kaitlin is enough."...very humble...nakakatuwa na alam mo yun...pero hindi pa din...i still put on my shoulders any support that my wife our daughter or anything that my family needs...that is how it is supposed to be...im fed up w/ all of these calls....sobrang nabubwisit ako sa mga members sa pm shift...masyado atribida...masyado pakielamero....masyado nagmamarunong....pagod na pagod na ako dito..parang sobrang toxic na....sometimes isip ko na umalis na lang din and apply na lang sa iba...try to check my market value
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| what if? |
[30 Jan 2005|04:06am] |
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what if di kami nagkita rachel before....makikilala ko pa din kaya siya?....what if i die today?...marami kaya iyak? marami kaya maawa sa akin?...what do you think my mom would say?...what do you think my dad would say?...i died early? left him alone with his debts?...what do you think will my friends say?....bait ba ko? as a friend as a person?...sabagay they will never say anything bad naman sa taong patay na eh....you only hear good things about the person....ano kaya gawin ni mumu?...i just hope when that time comes...our mumulette is old enough to handle things in life...lalo na yung mga sakit at hirap....what if makita ko what will happen to me or to mumu or to mumulette? ganda siguro yun....i dont care kahit maging ano pa mumulette pag laki niya as long as she is happy with herself and what she is doing...what if madami kami pera?....masaya kaya family namin? will we be happier or we will have a much more complex problems?...what if we have those complex problems instead of this financial shit?....kaya kaya namin i-handle ni mumu yung ganon?...what if isa sa amin nag ibang bansa?....makaya kaya namin magkalayo? definitely i have an answer for that...and it is NO i dont want that...what if makapunta kami sa U.S?...that would be probably be great...i cant find any luck or hope here sa philippines....what if may magkagusto kaya kay mumu sa office niyang bago?...ano kaya gagawin niya?....lolokohin niya kaya ako?.....what if lokohin kaya niya ko?...ano kaya gagawin ko?....sana naman wag....what if ma promote ako? e ma po-promote nga ba ko?...asa pa....alam mo im starting to feel bad sa work...iba na yung outlook ko sa office....naging outlook express na ata...hehehehe....parang ayaw ko na....they are asking so much and just giving this much....what if om kaya ako....may magawa kaya ako?....what if country manager ako? may magawa kaya ako?....
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