Date:	2007-01-11 10:47
Subject:	Day 1
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

Yes, I told you I was sticking to this. And I am. I even made up a cute little schedule for my day today. ;)

(EDIT: Check out http://www.calorie-count.com/ if you're also trying to lose weight. I just found the site today, and I like how I can tally up all of my food and exercise quite easily. The only downside is, most of the nutrition facts they have listed are only for brand-name foods. But it's pretty easy to find equivalents if you have something homemade. ^_^)

I think I'll be recording the fat and calorie content of my food, but nothing else. Fat and calories are my major focus right now.

Breakfast
10:20 a.m.
Fruit smoothie (ice, 5 strawberries, a handful of frozen raspberries, 2 or 3 blackberries, 7 small grapes, 1/4 cup yogurt, 1/4-1/3 cup 2% milk, 1 tbs sugar)
I'm not exactly sure of the fat and calorie numbers since I have no clue how many calories are in the fruits.
But I'm pretty sure it's down to about 3 grams of fat, and Mom estimated 250 calories.

Snack
1:10 p.m.
4-ounce cup of apple sauce
80 calories
0 grams of fat

Snack
2:20 p.m.
Two small bowls of sushi rice (OMG, so good)
320 calories in total (not counting the salt/sugar/vinegar mix that's on it)
0 grams of fat

Dinner
6:25 p.m.
Veggie wrap (lettuce, tomato, cucumber, banana peppers, and chipotle sauce in a wrap)
12 grams of fat
190 calories (wrapper & sauce--I don't know how many calories there are in the veggies)

More Dinner... (Because I'm a pig)
7:10 p.m.
California rolls (sushi rice, seaweed, shrimp, cucumber, avocado--topped with soy sauce & pickled ginger)
No clue of what the fat & calorie content is. I just know it's fairly healthy.

Drinks
Water (1 1/2 bottles)
Hot cocoa
3 grams of fat
183 calories

Snack
10:50 p.m.
1 cup of red seedless grapes (yummy!)
0 grams fat
24 calories

Snack (last thing for today!)
12:00 midnight
4-ounce cup of apple sauce
80 calories
0 grams of fat

AHH I caved and had a small chocolate with peanuts in it. D: Not too bad, though... and I played DDR for a bit right afterwards.

Total Exercise
80 minutes of DDR
60 crunches

P.S. I WEIGH 140. Not 144. But yeah. I want to get down to 120. :)

Date:	2007-01-10 21:43
Subject:	Please help me do this.
Security:	Public
Mood:	determined

I need to lose weight. Period. End of story. I need to exercise, eat better and eat less.

I need to stop telling myself I can't do this. I CAN. I just need to TRY. No, I need to DO IT.

I'm 5'5". I'm 18 years old. I weigh 144 lbs. It's not like I'm really fat, I mean, I have muscle. It's just, I'm tired of this chub on my tummy, butt and thighs. D: I want to get rid of it. And I actually want to do it this time.

Maybe I'll join a weight-loss community on here or something. Or on Gaia, if there are any. I'll look around. And I'll try to write down everything I eat.

My MSN is kiramistakenly@hotmail.com. IM me and encourage me, please. And my Gaiaonline.com account is Mistakenly. Any help or words of encouragement will be well appreciated.

I am going to do this. I want to weigh 125, at the most. I need to do it.

If only I had the guts to set that last entry to public.

But I'm afraid that you guys would actually read it.

I would feel weaker than I already do.

I'm finally allowed (under blurty's rules) to have an account here. XD

Yay for being 18!

I don't feel 18, though.

Date:	2006-12-05 03:37
Subject:	This week...
Security:	Public
Mood:	stressed

...is going to kill me.

Pretty much, yeah.

Date:	2006-11-16 13:43
Subject:	Tough week.
Security:	Public
Mood:	stressed

Corey, if you see this, I don't hate you. I'm sure that the last thing you need right now is another person mad at you.

I know you won't see this, but I'm posting it anyway because I just need to get it out of my system.

I still want to be friends with you.

I still want to keep in touch with you.

I'm not going to let whatever PJ (or anyone else) says change my mind.

I hope you still want to talk to me.

You deleted my comment on your myspace, so I don't know what you're thinking right now.

I hope we can still be friends.

( Picture you'll hate me for putting up. )

Okay, seriously. What is wrong with me? I'm an attention whore. When did that happen?? D:

I haven't done one of these in a while.

( Nothing special. )

Date:	2006-10-30 17:46
Subject:	Secrets.
Security:	Public
Mood:	stressed

Haven't updated in a while.

So, maybe this will give you something interesting to read.

( Secrets. )

Can't think of much else right now.

Need to go see how badly I did on my Statistics midterm.

Date:	2006-10-07 23:39
Subject:	It hurts.
Security:	Public
Mood:	lonely

I miss him.

Date:	2006-10-03 14:42
Subject:	Geh.
Security:	Public
Mood:	blah

I have no life.

It's sad.

I should be doing homework.

I need to do Japanese, and study for the quiz, and study a lot for the Statistics quiz, and do my two drawings, and paint more. And I need to do laundry, too. But what am I doing? I'm on my computer, being lazy and getting fat.

David said he got me a digital camera...well, he had to order it. He payed ahead of time and they gave him a reciept, he was supposed to pick it up today. I keep telling him not to buy me things... But he says it's a birthday present.. >_> For my birthday that's not for another two months and seven days.

Oh, and guess what? Mom just asked me this morning to tell David not to get me a camera because she and Dad were going to get me one for Christmas. I was like, "Uh...well, actually...I hope you didn't order it yet..." I feel kind of bad, I shouldn't have kept stressing about wanting a camera when I knew David was trying to get me one.

Then again, if Mom and Dad had gotten me one, it probably would've been better than the one David's getting me (I think he said it was $160? Maybe it was more..). Oh well. I don't really care either way, I just want a camera. I just wish David didn't want to spend so much of his money on me.

Anyway... I'd better go start on my laundry and homework.

I miss David.

I won't see him till Sunday or Monday.

I reeeeally miss him.

D:

I'm sad.

More!





That's all for now!

Date:	2006-09-22 15:45
Subject:	Pretty.
Security:	Public
Mood:	optimistic

Nice-looking designs and colors like the ones in some of those icons make me happy. It's like a rush. Pretty artwork gives me a rush. Stuff that I think is amazing, that I wish I could do. Stuff that I just want to touch and taste... It's hard to describe, I know I sound insane. But I love things like that.

I think I'm going to start posting here more often. I'm really getting back into it.

Date:	2006-09-22 15:42
Subject:	Ahahaha.
Security:	Public
Mood:	jubilant

I'm feeling so... hmm... contemplative? No, that's not right. I don't know.

I feel... Like being outrageous. Doing things I wouldn't normally do. Telling everyone things they don't know about me. Going everywhere, buying everything, doing everything. Running. Going fast. Flying.

I wish I didn't have so many things hindering my energy and motivation right now. Urhh!

Date:	2006-09-22 15:15
Subject:	Icon of the day/week?
Security:	Public
Mood:	cheerful

I should post a new icon every day or at least every week. I'll try to, if I remember.

I may post more than one if I find some awesome ones. :D

Here are a bunch to start off with:

Date:	2006-09-17 01:37
Subject:	FURHRGUTRHUGH.
Security:	Public
Mood:	sleepy

I'm more stressed than I should be right now.

Urghhhh.

We made a pointless trip to Kingston. We got there and realized we didn't have time to find the art store, so we came back. But it was still fun.

Whoo, and I bought more fruit snacks!

Date:	2006-08-26 23:25
Subject:	Events of my first Saturday night here.
Security:	Public
Mood:	hot

So. I really didn't do much. I sat in my room for about 3 1/2 hours, bored out of my mind till Dannie got online. After she signed off, I went to eat dinner... Then came back and sat in my room for a while again.

At around 9, I went over to Craig's hall and we both went to the "Video Dance Party Luau". Met up with Vernon there, too, but it was pretty boring. Hardly anyone was there, so we didn't feel like dancing or whatever.

So Craig and I went back to his room to play video games. I beat his butt in DDR, but he definitely had the upper hand in Halo. I realized how hard it is to play DDR with an X-Box controller. Craig didn't know it was possible in the first place, hahah.

So after that and after numerous phone calls to Holly to find out where she was and when we'd all meet up, we finally went to the party thing again, and Holly and Beans found us a little later. It was still pretty boring, though. Some good songs but still not quite enough people to dance around. I miss the school dances at the HS. :( If Dannie were here we'd be going crazy out there.

So, basically we parted ways and went to our rooms, and here I am now.

Yeah, I guess my night wasn't very eventful...

Well. I'll try to write again tomorrow.

P.S. I keep getting my days of the week mixed up. Yesterday I thought that it was Saturday, and just now I thought that today was Friday. Urghhh.