| Dedicated to Linda |
[30 Jun 2003|05:00pm] |
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Hey Linda!
Here I am again.
Linda where have you been at 4.00 pm???
I came online again because I really had to tell
you something because of GC.
Well, I will do it now. ;-) ->
I just wanted to get my bike then I saw that my „Bravo“
came with the post. My dad had put it on a bench in the garden.
I just had a look at the cover . . . mhhhh . . . shitty pop acts . . .
I thrown the magazine at the bench again and wanted to go to my bike . .
I already had my ear pugs in my ears ( guess what I was listen to *lol*)
then I saw my dad trying to say something to me . . .
he said : „Do Good Charlotte have a new drummer?“
I suppose you can imagine I was like häh?
From where do you know that???
Then he told me, that there is an article in „bravo“
I really ran back to the bench and I looked for this article . . .
*ahhhh* These pictures are soooo cute. Benji like *oh I am a good guy*
and then Joel with his *Mittelfinger* and Billyyyyyy!!!
Oh my goodness . . . he-he and Paul . . .*smiling*
Well, I can*t decide if Chris looks kinda „verpeilt“ or not.
But I really like him a lot a lot.
Did you already heard that he*s an official member of GC now???
That*s also what this article about . . .
and well it stands at the official German GC page www.hardplace.de . . .
I was kinda shocked when I saw your pic at blurty . . .
you know the „Are you sure to exit“ or something thing.
Well, not shocked . . . that was that was i was to be some weeks ago,
but it makes me kind of sad . . . I know this is a really great picture . . .
I really love it . . .wouldn’t it be kinda serious.
You can tell me a thousand times it*s just a pic,
but you wouldn’t have choose it, if it*s just a picture, you know?
Don’t say anything.
Well, I sent your letter today in the afternoon. You will get it tomorrow.
Please take care of these things in it.
They all mean really much to me and it was really
difficult for me to separate myself from these things.
Even if they are just simple. ;-) You are the only person,
I would have done this for.
Didn*t you want to write something in journal because of yesterday ?
I mean the e-mail . . . .:-(
Its okay I just wondered cause you wanted to do it . . .
Well, I have to do homework for math’s . . .
*wtf* <- I love this!!!!! lol
Take care Linda
Mia
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| I heard it yesterday and I thought I heard you talkin |
[30 Jun 2003|09:19pm] |
I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't even take the time to realize
Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cuz its takin' over my head all over again
Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight
How the birds will sing as I count the rings
around my eyes
Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to
try
I'm lookin' for a way to become
The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen
Oh, nothin' is ever enough
Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem
Do you even know who you are?
I'm still tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Everybody wants to be
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No
Sorry girl, tell a tale for me
Cuz I'm wondering how you really feel
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my dreams come
true
Do you even know who you are?
Oh, yeah, yeah
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Oh, I wanted to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
I guess not, oh I guess not
Do you even know who you are?
Oh, I'm tryin' to find
A rising dream or a superstar?
Oh, I have a all these dreams
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No, no
Do you even know what you are?
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Is life good to you or is it bad?
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