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[09 Jun 2003|10:11am] |
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Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders
And its weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible
To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like
I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
The kiss of vanity you blessed me with a spiritual murder
And fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is
I should have told her
And embraced the fire indestructable
To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like
I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
Always say to cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And a deserted soul is gone
A cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like
I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
And if I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile
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| To you - my friend!!! |
[09 Jun 2003|09:20pm] |
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L., please don*t worry. It*s everything okay.
I was just . ..well I don*t know. Seeing you with J. through the web cam
having fun and so made me sad.
I wish we could have fun like this together,
could watch GC videos and sing along. Just like that.
We are friends in bad times, but I also would like to be friends in good time.
Seeing you so happy made me happy, but also sad,
cause it*s seems like you are always sad when we are talking
and when you are with your so called friends you smile as anything.
Maybe this made me sad and having tears in my eyes to day in the evening.
Maria
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