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This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [21 Jul 2003|05:21pm] Hello! Well, Challenge was great fun, as usual. It sucked a lot in the worst ways possible to have missed it last year, but it was great this time. You know, considering. I've missed my boys, just hanging out. My brothers. My best friends. I know I can always count on them. Um, okay, end shmoopy Lance. Finally got to see our little angel, my darlin'. God, I've missed Faith while we were gone, but yes. The time with JC was really good. Just amazing. Letting it all hit me. I have a great life, y'all. But we're cutting the trip short. You know. JC needs to get something done. And he finally caved and agreed to do it. Which I would too because we've all been so annoying and persistant about it. Yes, I've been overprotective and paranoid and freaking out. *nods* Yes. I'm. I'm calm. See? This is Lance calm. No, really, it is. You know, thanks to Chris and Jen for all the talking and forcing me not to completely shut down. Which so would've happened. And a wave to Miss Ashlee (is that spelled right?) Simpson, who is a doll. A very nice girl indeed, and too nice to me about my dancing skills. I think she was just lying about the me able to dance thing, but you know. I'll take the boost to my ego. On a closing note, I got a new tattoo. Yes, I like talking about it a bit. Why else do you think I agreed to take my shirt off all the time at the Skills games? I'll find a better picture, though, because you didn't see all the detail. It's cool. And it's got a bass cleff in it, too. 'Cause you know. I sing bass. And I'm a bass. Woowoo! Ok. Yes, that was the closing note about the bass cleff. (Note? Cleff? Get it?) 6 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [20 Jul 2003|12:43pm] Also, let's not make fun of JC and his sunburn. Or the fact that while everyone wore their shirts and beaters, JC was in long sleeves and jeans. Ignore the rumors that it was because he was hungover. He wasn't. You don't wear that much clothes in Miami when you're hungover. Teenies know shit about drinking. ( JC and Me at Challenge. We're cute, dammit. ) Also, Chris? I heard about you flipping off the fans. Good job! That's mah boy! And no, ignore the stories that I was drunk at the hotel. Well, actually, I kind of was, but no, really, do I seem like the kind of guy who would get trashed with fans around and ask them where I can find a microwave to warm up my food? No. Of course not. Right? 2 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [20 Jul 2003|12:25pm] This is so wrong, it's funny: JC Squared. 2 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [20 Jul 2003|02:48am] Just in case you wanted to know, Lance got a new tattoo. On my back. It is sexy. No, the bull horns thing has nothing to do with the "rock on" bull horns. I'm Taurus in the zodiac, thankyouverymuch. ( You know you want to lick it. ) 8 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [19 Jul 2003|01:26am] [ mood | amused ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) Weee! Parteee! In Miameeee! Er. Yes, ignore all the piss poor spelling. Lance may have gotten a few drinks in him. A few. Just one or two drinks and a couple pitchers after that. So, yes. Miami. Four out of five. Is Justin going to be here? I forget. Maybe I'll remember tomorrow. Anyways. It's just another one of ( Lances Random Posts of Himself and Others Around him. ) Well. That was fun. Really, it was! And. I go. 4 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [17 Jul 2003|12:38pm] You're Basez. Oh, James and Joshy, you're SOCUTE!!!11 What is your REAL OTP? brought to you by Quizilla I would like to contest that "James and Joshy" have great sex. And lots of it. We should win an award for the high quality and high frequency, dammit! 8 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [17 Jul 2003|08:06am] I don't think they properly represented the Pop, yo, but all the answers equally pissed me off. So, apparently....I'm punk? Psh, sure. Of course. Rock on, dude! You are Punk music! What type of music are you? brought to you by Quizilla 3 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [16 Jul 2003|12:58pm] You are "Build My World". You are a sappy romantic waiting for "the one". The white horse broke his leg. He AIN'T coming. Get over it! What JC Song Are You? But he so has come, bitch. *grins* Quite a few times in the past few days, actually. 13 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [15 Jul 2003|06:55pm] ( Stolen from Gwen ) 2 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [15 Jul 2003|08:10am] Mehehehe. I am a needy sleepy cuddle kitty Which sleepy kitty would you be? brought to you by Quizilla Aw, makes me wanna cuddle. With JC. And do some other things. 2 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [14 Jul 2003|10:56pm] [ mood | i'm not drunk, dammit. ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) Delayed reaction: Tony (Lucca) is the man. 2 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [12 Jul 2003|03:42pm] So, yeah. I guess the, ahem, fighting has finally calmed down. I can't say that I'm not relieved. And yeah, funny thing how no matter what, whether or not you "won," no one really ends up happy. And I got so caught up, too caught up that I didn't really see the rift between me and JC that it was causing. Something I never want to happen. And he only got caught in things because he was trying to defend me. Because he loves me, and it always catches me off-guard whenever I realize that. How. Important he is to me. He says he doesn't want me to make it up to him, but I will. I want to. So, we're going to go off on our honeymoon. (Finally.) After he goes and gets his...um. Does his thing that he needs to do tomorrow, we'll leave. Just me and him. So, Chris, s'il vous plait, do me a favor and call me. You said you'll take care of Faith and there's no person in the world (aside from the ones I'm married to, of course). Well, maybe Willa, but anyways. Um. I think we need this. This time away. It seems like it's been forever since it's been the two of us, and despite my lovin' Faith with as much as my poor little heart can, I love JC just as much. So, yes. I guess that's all. Um. Yeah. Oh, and thanks to everyone who tried to be supportive. You guys really didn't have to. And congrats to Pierre and Chuck. Y'all deserve much happiness. Good people you are. ... When I start restructuring my sentences in the Yoda way, it is definitely time for me to stop. 9 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [10 Jul 2003|07:30am] *rolls over in JC's arms, smiles up at his sleeping form, hardly able to keep from falling into a giggling fit* Wow. Just. It's almost like nothing's changed, but at the same time, everything is different. Better. I got married, y'all. Nothing, and yes, I do mean nothing is going to ruin things for me. There still some...uh. "Family worries." But it seems like I'm starting to believe that things will be okay. It seems like bad things are just happening all around. I have vowed to not get into all that. I'm fucking happy now. I would like, for once, the opportunity to enjoy it for once and not work myself so bad I collapse on stage. It wasn't fun the first time, believe me. Yes, keeping out of fighting and refusing to argue back if, ahem, someone tries to drag me into a fight. If you don't want to listen to my logic, care about my feelings, I'll bring the big guns in. In the totally non-vioolence, satyagraha, Ghandi-esque way. I can use anything to my advantage. Just ask any of the boys of NSYNC. So, this morning, we'll make it to Hawaii. Faith's the best flower girl anyone can imagine. And to my boys, my brothers from the past, what, eight years? I love you. JC? Faith? I will always love the both of you more than myself. *snuggles back down into the covers, sighing contentedly and goes back to sleep* 8 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [09 Jul 2003|05:43pm] Hey, guess what? I'm getting married! Yes, that was all I had wanted to say. Go about your business. 7 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [06 Jul 2003|07:48pm] To Jess: When I tell my daughter something, do not tell me that I am wrong, do not teach my daughter that it's okay to break daddy's rule. No, it's disrespectful. I have every bit of faith (no pun intended) that you would make a great mother, a good mother to Faith even because you are a good person and I know you truly care for her. But right now, you see things through the perspective of a friend. Not as a person who has sole responsibility over her. Jayce and I are her fathers. If we decide something, then it should not be question. Faith isn't growing up the way I did, scared to break the millions of rules for fear of a belt to my hide. She has one rule. Half the time, I'm going out of my mind not knowing where she is because people like to take her out without asking me or JC. And we accept that. We shouldn't but we do. One rule: No. Boyfriends. Not a matter of letting her make-believe. Not a matter of whether or not I think you can make a good mother or whether you are trying to be her mother. It's about respecting Jayce and me as her fathers. God, enough of that. I keep getting this sinking feeling that Faith will run away in the night because she thinks that we tried to take something away from her. So. I need to worry about. Other things. Other things. Funny how all things seem to focus on my losing someone I love. JC had his MRI today. Won't get the results for a while. God, this hurts. Too much. It's too much for me. 8 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [06 Jul 2003|08:59am] [ mood | going to church...y. ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [ music | Diana Krall - Danny Boy ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) *covers up the food he left for JC and Faith's breakfast, walks to the door, quickly looks in the mirror and fixes the collar of his shirt* So, yes. I'm up early. Going to chruch like the good Southern boy my mama raised me to be. Jayce and I were thinking of starting to send Faith to Sunday school. Hopefully she'll get some good influences from that. You know, think God-loving things and whatnot. So. Things have been going...better. Yes, the thing with Jen and Jayce, I don't like to think about it. I told him I've forgiven him, and I suppose I have. Kind of aches a little, though. But no time for unhappy thoughts. This week, Jayce and I will be legally married. None of that "civil union" crap, but honest to God married under law. And the thought of that leaves me breathless sometimes. Eight years, my best friend, and from now to forever. My husband. The father of my child. Mine. So, yes. I think I just almost started crying. Um, so, we'll be in Toronto for that (God bless those silly Canadians), all the guys said they'll be there, even Justin who can't stay very long, but he'll be there. Joe'll be there, and he'll bring Bree. Chris and Willa, of all things, are driving up there. I've missed my boys. After that, we're going to Hawaii for yet another wedding. In Hawaii. I don't think I'm going to complain. I hope Jayce'll be more healed by then because I know that he'll want to play in the sand and sun. Freak. So. Wedding, Hawaii, Orlando Bloom. Erm, yes. Good times, yo. Um, sidenotes: A prayer for Amy, Jayce, Faith, Pierre&Chuck, Willa&Chris, Joe and my beautiful Goddaughter Briahna, Justin, Samara (more like an exocist than a prayer is necessary), my parents, my sister and her baby, Jayce's family, and y'know, Jen. *coughs* Ok, a churchin' I will go. After yesterday and all the sex (four. times.), I think I may need this. *grins* Not saying it wasn't worth it. 8 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [03 Jul 2003|07:41pm] [ mood | exhausted ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [ music | JC Chasez - Build My World ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) Yes, hi. My husband JC is in the hospital. Faith stopped living in this world. walks around like she is dead. I'm left to be the strong one. I'll probably just be staying here at the hospital until he gets out, then. How's your life going? 3 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [30 Jun 2003|05:37pm] Ladies and gentlemen: It has become quite evident that I am marrying the most beautiful creature on the planet. *whimpers* Curls, big and soft and. Ok. Where is he, then? Because. I have the strongest desire to be near him. Be with my little family. 22 comments|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [30 Jun 2003|05:34pm] Eh. Let me tell you something. I decided to be all nice and stuff and donated some blood the American Red Cross. That should have some cool echo-y effect, by the by. So, I'm still a little floaty in the head. And how, that needle was fop-ing fat. But yes, what a way to start out a day in which I get killed and unkilled. Resurrecting: The new black. Also, I keep getting leaks from JC's songs. Not from JC himself, mind you. No, he has to keep this away from his husband-to-be. So. Here? I quote "A.D.I.D.A.S." Just want to get close to you. Find out what it takes to move you. Feel the rhythm, hit the spot, getting hot all night long. All day long I think about sex. All night long I think about sex. All the time I think about sex With you. With you. 1 comment|post comment

This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [30 Jun 2003|02:07am] [ mood | amused ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) [ music | JC Chasez - Some Girls Dance With Women [clip] ] This is fake, yo. (Disclaimer) JC, this song? Trying to tell me something? Oh, God. I had another comment, but I just got to the part where the voice (good God, that voice) just melted into pure liquid sex. So. That puddle in the corner? That's Lance. Just in case you wanted to know. 7 comments|post comment

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