Friday, November 21st, 2008
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1:47a
So the cat nap didn't really go to plan, and ended up sleeping for about 16 hours....which doesn't make a lot of sense... but it does if I figure out that it was again, most likely the walk home from the bus stop that's zapping my energy, I mean let's face it...when the home is close to the highest peak in the Adelaide Mt Lofty Ranges, well l it's not like a walk to the local convenience store if you know what I mean...although I would like to wear it better than my body does.
and of course the dream....you know, how much of the dream is unconscious desire, really the dream is only my desire, unless the desire is held by another. And how many hold the desire, and not desire as merely an association within the framework of the so called contemptible, but a desire for something more than what one has and a need for understanding what one does not know.
And of my own desire, again between the mind's of the few who dare to challenged the senses of the operatic life form, a musical instability that breeds like a madness in the mind. For are we not mad, if we are not at peace. How mad this life has become, and upon the stage, it is played. Drawn to this, pulled by that, a swaying of the heart to be that which is true, true to oneself and to what one desires, the final act. There are so many act's of love, the tragedy, the unresolved, the disputed, the jealous, the happy, the jilted, does not the list go on.....and what of the love that find's itself hidden in another art form, that which is the hand of writ, the mouth of speak....speak to me of your love, yet I have seen none. ...undying...unwilding in my love.....
you see Shakespeare is still my sage, and one that I will turn to if I so choose to speak to you of these words of love..yet who will they be for...those that pull me apart or those that draw me near...I find that I am forever drawn to one....and drawn to all.
And in this madness I will remain .....until....again we are united......
(I love my love. I hate my hate. I enjoy those in which I co-create, I distress my stress, I alleviate my pain, with the words of love. which I write again ...love is my disaster....and you are but a piece ...of a jigsaw puzzle....yet to be complete.....shall we puzzle tonight...like Rapunzle tonight... for a love so fair....where ....where the Golden hair....lower it before me.....so I can climb the ladder....and sit inside your head.
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1:50a
And how would you play with my mind tonight...all of earthly and unearthly delight.
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2:04a
Now I feel like something to eat.....mmmmm crepes.....how about in bed ? I mean that could be really sweet.
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2:06a
Now is not the time to tease....my young and chaste one... "please?". :-)
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2:07a
I do not want a dumpling...
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2:07a
Then how about a pumping....lol.
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2:08a
(She's such a Naughty Bitch)..
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2:29a
I'm sure we could find some Uzi's to take away your bluezies.
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3:13a
But I've got the munchies...so maybe something Crunchie ?
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3:14a
But if you eat those chips...they'll put kilo's on your hips... (well then you'll have something to cuddle)...
I'd rather take a leak and make a puddle...
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3:15a
Well then I suggest the soup...if you want to try good food...
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3:26a
I think I'd prefer some P(K)orn to bring in the morn... well if I make it right....you'll be popping with delight...(lol)
Well just getting ready to do some job hunting....you know in between everything thing else...a lot of people have been going on about that 10 year plan ? Know what I mean ? And I absolutely know everything I need to be doing...and more...and while I'm pushing every channel...I still need to be doing more...so....basically I'm going to the loo...and then thinking....money....money...money...buy and sell....work and labor....contracts....and what ever else I can find....along with the War...which I still think is the best way to put things right...and slowly getting my head back to animating....most likely will take the bus to town tomorrow...and of course more higher education..
so bye for now.
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3:29a
Now I need a coffee....
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3:49a
I like Nice Things Too... I like Nice Things Too.
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4:12a
I need a love munchkin I need a love pumpkin
Then perahps then I will sugges the pie...it come's with an apple...one of my eye...am I so being a love pumkin...don't you hate it when I talk sweet....when all I'm thinking about is sucking on some meat....like a Burger... (lol)...no body likes my bad jokes....or my good one's come to think of it...
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4:43a
I'm trying to find some milk do you have some for my honey I'm trying to find some milk
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4:59a
Check out this cock sucker man.... http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/harvey-charity-not-so-sweet/2008/11/20/1226770649462.html
I've never bought anything from Harvey Norman's...and that's probably a good thing too....because I'd hate to think that 1.6 Billion his sitting on...had anything to do with me...nor would I ask him for money....for business development, because guy's like that make me sick....and as a quality person...I would say Australia...I'd rather be dead, than around your kind of quality...
and would suggest that you're business plan is not much other than monopoly and very much a drag on the whole community..perahps we'll see you in lipstick next.
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5:06a
The modern rich, make me feel quite sick....just imagine....how much that guy must have under paid his staff....to be sitting on a fortune like that....
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5:08a
What a piece of trash man.
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5:10a
I say if you've got them dump them.
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5:11a
I'm going to be the new trash man.. I'm going to dump my shit...as fast as I can
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5:13a
I'm going to call you rubbish...because it's what I think you are. when I see you driving out, in your brand new car.
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5:16a
I like to be a trash compactor..and hit you all with a hammer.
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5:21a
I'd like to bash some shit....and I'd like to throw a fit... I'd like some one to suck on your mothers clit. I'd like to jam you in the ass...give you a sonic blast... that takes your empire down.... and move things underground..
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5:24a
Like I said...I'd like to dump you...like I said....I wish someone would thump you. you're a piece of garbage...that we could all live without... you're a piece of garbage...I'd like to throw in the slammer.. the smirk on your face....makes me want to puke... all you look like is a fucking hood.
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5:25a
I'd like to trash you in a trash compactor.. I'd like to blow you away on X-factor.
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5:27a
I'd like to smash and bash and thrash you... I'd like to kick you in the ass too.. .
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5:27a
because you are a piece of muck I'd like to hit you like a puck..
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5:28a
I'd like to bash, and smash shit up.
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5:31a
anyway...I'm egging Parliment House today.....
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6:06a
besides...I need to get my target practice in.
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6:06a
because like I said...next time rocks, bricks, then petrol bombs.
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6:09a
as you do...I will do until you..
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6:14a
and I'm sure by the time I've finished, I'll have the $1600 dollars you stole from me, paid back....and you can take it as my token of exchange.
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6:16a
I'll for all the people to smash and grab again.
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6:17a
because you are the shit that I do not need around.. in fact I'd prefer to see you six feet underground. so if you take my meaning....here comes another blast... I wish your mother would take it up the ass.
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6:24a
Tell me what's it going to feel like to loose all that you have gained.. tell me what's it going to feel like when you're customers become deranged.
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6:26a
A war of the lord's is about to begin..
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6:27a
and a war lord is something..that is about to begin.
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6:28a
We will not be servants....we will not be slaves.
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6:28a
we will fight this war...until we get paid.
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6:32a
I Will not stand down, when you have cost us our lives.. I will rev it up...and start up a fight.
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6:43a
So here come the Vandals to descent upon the city.. and when is all is over...I can assure you it won't look pretty.
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6:50a
take my meaning...it's another hit city. take my meaning...it's another hit city..
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7:12a
I guess you can probably tell, I'm in a bad mood.
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7:13a
but as they say...anger is the motivation....
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7:14a
and it's a change that I seek.
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7:22a
I'm going to be very angry....very mad...and very bad.
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7:24a
I'll be as rude and as obnoxious as they've been..
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7:30a
I know you can play it....but can I see you strum it
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7:40a
I know you can play it...but can I see you hum it.
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12:25p
Well that's coming close to just about one of the best day of my life......ended up going for a pancake to start the day off right....put my form in , and went egg shopping.....now because I have had some target practice, I wasn't too worried about a miss....and once I had the egg's...well it was trying to work out ....who I wanted to egg first...and in which way I was going to carry out the egg plan...as it was I decided to start with Adelaide City Council first....and work my way round to the town hall, followed by Parliament House. As I walked past the Telstra building, I decided it would also have been worthwhile to throw a few at all the Telstra Executives that sit in the restaurant all day...and do jack shit for their pay...but as I said it was Adelaide City Council I wanted to start with...so of course there's 100 camera's, and a security guard sitting right in the front door...that didn't actually worry me very much...don't know why.....I think I've felt too much pain to be scared anymore....so....for all would be egg'ers...here are some suggestions...as per my egg plan...and not much unlike the student's of Adelaide University that seem to find great joy in the art of experimentation with lack of conscious..I conducted my first egg experiment...basically I stood directly under the camera....so you know unless it's got 360 vision, it's probably hard to detect someone standing right under it....I took aim at the window...and I let it pelt man...., you know, you don't want to throw an egg, and it not break....and it was quite interesting....you see it totally splattered...and it was just like someone had done a foot wide snot on the window....funny thing is...I didn't see any of the egg shell..like nothing slid down the window....it was just like a huge lug....it did make quite a noise mind you...like a real thud...so maybe I should take some recording equipment next time....who know's I might be able to use it in a Lipcrack track....but I have to say without a doubt....the best part of egging an office window, is the reactions of the people inside....I mean really if that security camera's got it on film....it was priceless....this bald headed white shirted guy...a real giant right and twice as mean looking...well he's sitting there talking to a couple of other guy's and I swear...I got a foot raise out of all of them...and then like it invariably does....the proverbial shit hit's the fan....and there's security people running everywhere...it was actually quite impressive..and I had about three guy's chase me down...mind you, I was walking...because at this stage...I'm really at the stage of well give a shit, which I know probably sounds obnoxious....but it's not..it's just an example of how I'm feeling...so next thing I'm being told...I'm in trouble...what's...this...what's that...and I just keep walking....they say "we're going to call the cop's"...."I say go right ahead"....so in the meantime, I'm being told one of them is the compliance officer, and the other's wearing the security shirt....the third one's disappeared....which brings out the next point...the decoy...you see...I am the decoy...and what ever happen's next is left up to the second wave... So they're talking on the phone to the police...I'm walking with them....waiting for the police to show up...in the meantime...just thinking...well where do I want to go next...and if I'd been smart I probably should have just stuck to the plan...and done the Town Hall next...but the adrenaline's going a bit by now...as is the anger...as I said..."Why haven't we got jobs? "...."why are people getting away with doing this kind of shit to me?"...pulling down my lip..."he say's what's that got to do with me".....I think it's got a lot to do with Adelaide City Council, I mean why is every second year Kate Cebrano getting paid $25000 dollars to play and my bands getting fuck shit"...I didn't actually mention it...but these are a few things going on in my mind. Then I said something about his ethnicity...."He wouldn't tell me what it was, but basically said he can do what he want's"...I'm not quite sure what that was referring to...in the meantime...I decide to dump the other 11 egg's...but like I said....if I'd been smart enough at the time...I should have just egged everything else I felt like egging. Meanwhile the police have still not show up...don't know why...so I just kept walking....having a total beef about all the shit that pisses me off...the security guard say's something about "Oh get rid of the evidence"...I think to myself...well your the one who know's what I'm doing so most likely well practiced at it..didn't say that but should have instead asked him if he wanted any...."he say's yeah two dozen"....I thought that was pretty funny...anyway....we stop at another set of stop lights...and I tell them I'm annoyed about stuff....a group of Asian guy's proceed to walk across the road when the light's are green....I say...see...you're following me...but you're letting them jay walk....he say's there's nothing he can do about that...well I think to myself....you're following me with the police on the phone....yet you're going to let them walk across ...if you work for Adelaide City Council...why aren't you doing something about that as well....I mean think about it...he had one directive..so I said...this is harassment......mind you enjoying the walk ....because by now it seem's like they're getting kind of annoyed that the police haven't show up.... So I walk to the bus stop to catch the bus home....they're still waiting for the police to show up...I get on the bus...the security guy get's on the bus....and say's something like "I'm in trouble, they're waiting for the police"....I say to the bus driver...I didn't do anything bad....and at this stage...all they've said to me is something about littering...I tell the bus driver..."that's not your problem"....he tells the security guy...."I've got a schedule"...and that's it...the security guy gets off the bus...and I'm on my way home. And here I am....still pissed off....still angry....but like I've said...I can take care of my own dirty work....and look forward to calling Adelaide City Council next week...and taunting them.....now that the guy's given me his name...I might just tell him....he owe's me $4000 for being seen in public with me....
And of course Adelaide City Council has now been egged in the name of Rock School.....I wont tell you what the blessing came with....but let's say it rhymes with Verse.
And as of this day....I can be hired for $50 to egg....whoever you so choose.
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12:36p
Of course a lot of people will most likely be disappointed in me...I however feel quite good for having done it.....
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12:37p
And seeing as it seem's like the only money you can make in this town is dirty money...I might as well join the crowd.
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12:39p
In fact you should be quite proud...I've invented a new job category....Egg'ers. We're employing eggers.
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