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Firsts.
First best friend: sarah dickinson
First real memory of something: splitting my lip at washington park with my brother and his friend (i tripped on his friend's shoelace...)
First car: a blue corsica (who even makes them anymore?)
First real kiss: max - summer before 8th
First job: falls view grill
First screen name: tic9tac
First self purchased album: spice girls
First funeral: my dads
First pets: a dog, bridget, and cat, felix (both deceased.)
First piercing/tattoo: first hole, ears
First credit card: coming soon!! lia's LETHAL ATM card!
First enemy: holly procko. she used to punch me and leave bruises on my arm
First big trip: disney land
First musician you remember hearing in your house: ... oldies.
Lasts.
Last big car ride: six flags with chris, mary, joe, and coco
Last good cry: last month maybe?
Last library book checked out: "the lovely bones"
Last movie seen: ferris bueller's day off
Last beverage drank: hot tea
Last food consumed: um lets see. cookie crisp cereal
Last crush: chris
Last phone call: mary
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: saucony's
Last cd played: around the fur by deftones (i'm hittin it old school)
Last annoyance: many. many. many.
Last disappointment: 2 nights ago, in chris's car, talking about things..... got REAL upset
Last time wanting to die: last night probably
Last time scolded: don't remember...?
Last shirt worn: pink gap tank and grey sweatshirt track shirt.
Last website visited: blurty
Five details about your appearance right now.
[x] messy hair
[x] smeared makeup
[x] bra like, hanging out of my shirt
[x] lemons on my underwear
[x] new socks
Five things you did today.
[x] got an A+ on my history quiz
[x] laughed a shit load in gym
[x] got upset
[x] studied in lunch
[x] finished my next article for the newspaper
Five things that everyone should know about you.
[x] i only pretend to be a hardass
[x] i'm a hard worker when i wanna be
[x] i'm going to be famous
[x] i'mg oing to get a tattoo on my wrist
[x] i know/understand things most kids wouldn't.
Five groups/artists you listened to yesterday.
[x] deftones
[x] britney spears
[x] brand new
[x] finch
[x] something corporate
Five things that make you happy.
[x] food
[x] money
[x] clothes
[x] having true friends
[x] getting awesome grades
Five things that disgust you.
[x] people who complain about their weight yet still eat a god damned BAGEL with BUTTER every day in study!!!!
[x] stuck up people.
[x] puke.
[x] any drug besides weed
[x] and i'd have to agree w/ murr... discrimination/racism.
Five things you can't live without.
[x] friends
[x] my job
[x] my mom
[x] food
[x] my levis low-rise jeans (the ones that make my ass look huge)
Five things you'll do when you complete this.
[x] study
[x] read for english
[x] talk to chris again
[x] sleep?
[x] maybe... stay up all night for no reason.
Five things you feel right now.
[x] almost tired/not quite.
[x] lonely
[x] reminiscent
[x] relieved
[x] anxious
DESCRIBE YOUR...
wallet: a black reaction one.
underwear: blue and yellow w/ lemons that say SQUEEZE ME!
boots: pointed, brown steve madden's - black pointed anne klein's
CD in stereo right now: deftones "aroudn the fur", deftones "white pony.", and.. hm.. something else can't remember it
tattoos: none
hair: currently long and ratty looking, dark brown but practically black (i'm asian what do you expect), loonnng side bangs that hang in my face 24/7
Who or what (was/is/are)...
in my mouth: tea
in my head: nothing
wishing: i knew.
after this: i was warm
talking to: no one?? was chris.
eating: nada (gasp! shocking!)
what's next to you: a spoon, pink chenille gloves, a box of invisible tape, glue, nail polish, etc.
something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: not much - getting tonsils out
something that you are deathly afraid of saying: anything i wanna say
do you like candles?: sure
do you like hot wax?: sure
do you like incense?: no too smelly
do you believe in love?: yup
do you believe in soul mates: yup
do you believe in love at first sight?: no
do you believe in heaven?: yup
do you believe in forgiveness?: yup
do you believe in God?: yup
who is your worst enemy?: same as murr, ugly.
if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: a pika.
what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to: none?
what are some of your favorite pig out foods?: ummm SOME? CAN'T I CHOOSE ALL?!
what's something that you wish people would understand?: i have feelings too...
what's something you wish you could understand better?: why people act the way they do
who's someone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: jonno
I. YOUR FIRST [REAL] KISS
a. How old were you?: sure 13
b. Where did it happen?: at jackie stanziones
c. When did it happen?: summer before 8th grade
d. Who initiated the kiss?: i did it god dammit
e. Was there a second kiss with that same person later?: yup
II.YOUR FRIENDS LIST
a. Ever dated anyone who was your best friend before?: yup - 19 hours
b. Would you consider dating you best friends ex?: no
c. Have you kissed your best friends ex?: nope
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
[x] being alone
[x] being poor when i'm older
[x] not succeeding
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
[x] drew/glenn
[x] chris/murr (i'm cheating)
[x] selma/steph
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
[x] aww murr loves me! i love her tooooooooooo!
[x] chris
[x] my nice 1996 honda civic waiting for mein my driveway
THREE THINGS I HATE:
[x] liars
[x] superficialism
[x] anyone who's face makes me angry (lol mary)
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
[x] why i don't get a raise?
[x] why am i still at homegoods?
[x] my concious
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
[x] computer
[x] spoon
[x] cup of tea
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
[x] filling out this survey
[x] trying to type quietly
[x] drinking tea (THE SAME DAMN CUP!)
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
[x] sky dive
[x] learn to accept myself
[x] write a book
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
[x] publicly speak well
[x] drive!! (in 4 months god dammit)
[x] shower and not smell. :)
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
[x] get a raise.
[x] leave homegoods
[x] make a decision
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
[x] random
[x] out going
[x] indecisive and confusing
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
[x] black hair haha
[x] asian
[x] 116 lbs, 5'3 (no not 5'2 and 3/4 anymore..), size 6 1/2-7 shoe
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
[x] deftones
[x] jack johnson
[x] CHRISTMAS!!! eeee! murrah
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
[x] deftones - IT'S SO FUCKEN DEPRESSING <------- hahah! no it ain't!
[x] kenny g.
[x] r. kelly
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
[x] man
[x] fuck
[x] what the fuck
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
[x] food
[x] food
[x] food
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
[x] how it's not possible to score in field hockey after playing for 3 years straight as a FORWARD!
[x] why people treat others the way they do
[x] why i don't have any money and spend it incessantly on things i don't need
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
[x] tea
[x] water
[x] dr. pepper when i can
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
[x] eureka's castle
[x] barney
[x] picture pages with bill cosby
------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------
* Cried: no but got REAL upset
* Worn a skirt: no, fuck you
* Met someone new: no
* Cleaned your room: haylll nah.
* Done laundry: yess! my bros!
* Driven a car: yes!
------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
*Yourself: yes.
* Your friends: most of the time
* Santa Claus: sure
* Tooth Fairy: no fuck my teeth
* Angels: my dad
* Ghosts: no
* UFO's: haylll nahh
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: nope
* Like anyone?: yep
* Who have you known the longest of your friends: anderw fuckin miller
* When you cried the most: when i was 9 and then again in 8th grade fucking friends suck huge cock
* What is the best feeling in the world: love
* Worst Feeling: knowing that no one understands
* Who sent this to you: mary's journal didd
*Unfavorites*
[bands] mr. big, you would hate deftones dammit
[subject] history
[food] eh. mushrooms
[color] blue
*this or that*
[boxers or briefs?] boxer briefs
[plaid or striped?] plain
[scream or scream2 or scream3?] scream
[ska or punk?] sure.
[salt or pepper?] both
[okay, ok, or o.k.?] fuck you
[bright colors or dark colors?] fuck again. you.
[tic-tacs or certs?] fuck
[sunshine or rain?] either or
[rain or snow?] either or
[sun or moon?] sun
[silver or gold?] silver
[silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] cotton--- JERSEY cotton
[preps or freaks?] preps
[popcorn-with or w/out butter?] butter dammit
[ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] ketchup and mustard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] separate
*if you were _______, what would you be?*
[an animal] panda bear
[a fruit] ugly
[a vegetable] broccoli cause it's green and treeish
[a color] green
[a bug] a mosquitoe
*short answer*
[are you smart?] yes when ia pply myself
[do you like onions?] yes but i get real bad indigestion
[what instruments can you play?] NO fuck band
[what words do you overuse?] fuck and man
[do you like to fingerpaint?] no fuck u
[do you sleep with socks on?] yes
[are you ticklish?] yup i turn it on and off
[are you shy?] no
[do you talk to yourself?] yes esp. while working
[is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 1 - ranch style
[do you have a basement or an attic?] basement, never seen my attic before. squirrels live up there... frightening thought
[did you go to preschool?] yup in PTHS
[are you a morning person?] yes
[whats your purity test score?] like, 76%
*hard questions*
[would you rather burn to death or freeze to death?] freezzzzzze
[are the best things in life free?] yes
[can money buy happiness?] MOS DEF. YES
[if you had to dye your hair right now, what color would you make it?] purplish orangish.
[if you had to get a body piercing right now where would it be?] tongue
[if you had to get a tattoo right now, what would it be?] my dad's initials on my wrist.
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