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[04 Jun 2003|03:07pm] |
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I just got back to Atlanta at 11am today. I am so nervous about the Hero Awards....I've never hosted any show before and ofcourse Brian will be on stage with me so I dont want to let him or anyone else down. I know some of Brian's fans will be there because as long as you could come up with $200 for a ticket....you could go. They hate me because of the divorce and think I broke up BSB and that I hurt Brian. I just hope that nothing happens because of their feelings about me. I'd be mortified if it did.
Baylee is taking his afternoon nap and when Brian gets back into town tonight he's coming for dinner. We've been talking all week and he's been spending quality time with Baylee. I finally am seeing how amazing of a father my ex husband is. He was crawling around on the floor with him and laughing and making noises. Its the cutest thing I've ever seen.
My emotions have been bouncing all over the place like a bouncy ball. Its been that way ever since I called and told James I wasnt going to Rome with him. He was mad at me and still is. I didnt want him so upset but I should have expected it.
Ok I need to go....Baylee is awake because I hear him babbling.
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