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[21 Mar 2003|07:46pm] |
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Well the doctor told me that Baylee can come home tomorrow as long as his check-up goes well. I'm glad to see my baby doing better....he smiles all the time now. I just wish he wasnt so.....weird around Brian. He screams, kicks, cries and everything when Brian even touches him. I know it hurts him terribly....I can see it....but I have to admit, if he had came to visit once in a while Baylee wouldnt be so strange around his father. I cant help but wonder if maybe the reason he left was because he wasnt ready to be a father....if thats the case then why didnt he figure this out beforehand......it would have been greatly appreciated. Maybe I just dont want to admit to myself that he just fell out of love with me. *sighs* Thats seems to be popular now.
Since he got here and found out how I really feel he's just been distant and avoiding me....god he's good at that. I'm glad he brought the dogs....they've been sleeping with me at night....I missed them so much its great to have them here again. They sit in my lap and follow me everywhere I go. *smiles*
*looks over her shoulder* I have to go.....its high time the silence between Brian and I be broken.
Bye!
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