| I hate hospitals |
[11 Mar 2003|07:28pm] |
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"Cry"- Faith Hill |
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What a way to do my first update. I've been at the hospital since about 10pm last night. Baylee has pneumonia and I havent slept in days. I was sent home by my sister Tracy this morning to try and rest. Lo and behold the phone is ringing and guess who decides to call.....my ex-husband. I let him have it for being out of reach like this. I mean he hasnt seen Baylee since the divorce and now when his son needs him...I cant even call him. He doesnt realize what he's put me through.....but I wont get into that. Its between Brian and I.
I am crazy with worry and have no one here to hold me and tell me its going to be ok. Thank god for Nick.....I have a feeling he's going to be my rock until I start feeling like myself again. The song I'm listening to sooo fits my feelings now.
I need to go....the nurse is letting me hold my baby now...
God Bless
Leighanne
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