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[23 Jan 2009|08:11am]
yawn...
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[09 Jun 2004|08:44am]
ummmmm.... just making sure this blurty still has a pluse...
2 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[06 May 2004|07:15pm]
make that two
2 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[05 May 2004|05:30pm]
i've got a crush on someone i shouldn't...
2 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[10 Apr 2004|05:26pm]
yea my pen is a pistola
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[05 Apr 2004|10:11pm]
10 years ago a great man died...
Kurt Cobain
Feburary 20, 1967 - April 5, 1994


we miss you man...

one year ago today, this bitchin journal was born. happy birthday blurty.

i wrote 6 poems today. they're VERY random. stuff pops into my head, either from other ppl's convos, scenes around me, vibes, w/e, and i write it down into something someone intelligable. they are all untitled
spring brings
new life
car radios and rain drops
flags flapping
hand over your heart
sever your ties with reality
don't forget to tie up
the loose frays
and dream
dream
dream
everyone wears white shirts
these days... promise?


the house is trashed
you left your lights on
chicken soup can't fix this
broken windows and flawed minds
the carpet is looking at me funny
and your wristband is on backwards
jello anyone?


i do'nt know what to do iwth you
all your teenage drama
turns my hair green
like grass
wear your helmet
it's time


communication is lethal
words and phrases kill
reactor is overloaded
captian, it's time you leave


robotic arms don't give good hugs
and telephone cables
will break
happy birthday to you
i'd wish you a good one
can't quite reach the phone
carpet burns...


if the wind blew in black and white
and the world lost it's color along with it
my blood would be black
i wouldn't mind bleeding so much
it blends in
you spilt your wine...


yea... that was really bad... just really random shit...

anywho... today was boring.

sneha and her ppl are conspiring against me and i don't like it much. ugh...
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[01 Apr 2004|09:34pm]
tell me something true
8 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[25 Mar 2004|08:50pm]
how do you know when you love someone?
3 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

i'm gonna kick tomorrow... i'm gonna kick tomorrow.. [25 Mar 2004|08:44pm]
there's so much i wanna say. but i dunno how to say it. i feel guilty about it all.

don't say that unless you mean it

i wonder what the world would be like if i weren't born.
what do yall think?

Jane says
"She's never been in love
She don't know what it is"
She only knows if someone wants her

'I want 'em if they want me,...'
'I only know they want me...'


i feel naked with out it...
i feel naked with out it...
i feel naked with out it...

and the wind gets sucked away just when you lose the radio signal in the tunnel

i wonder what life as charlie would be like. i wish i could live it.
1 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

"and some crazy asteroid was like 'oh well fuck that'" [16 Mar 2004|07:14am]
thugs for life

dearest blurty, i'm sorry i don't write any more, its...its not that i don't love you anymore cause i do... but... i've just moved on... i hope that's ok with you. i'll keep in touch.

*tears*
1 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

the perks of being a wallflower [08 Mar 2004|07:34pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]
[ music | the hokey pokey ]

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it ?Chops?
because that was the name of his dog
And that?s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X?s
and he had to ask his father what the X?s meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it


Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it ?Autumn?
because that was the name of the season
And that?s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it


Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it ?Innocence: A Question?
because that was the question about his girl
And that?s what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle?s Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly


That?s why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it ?Absolutely Nothing?
Because that?s what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn?t think
he could reach the kitchen.

1 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[05 Mar 2004|11:21pm]
chicago april 5 2003
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[23 Feb 2004|11:36pm]
my girlfriend makes me so happy:) i love you baby! even tho she is SUCH a rebel and skipped school. lol.

anywho, i took pictures today! anddddddddddddd i'm gonna post them!! booya!
shave my balls (just so i could be cool like sarah) )
ok...ummm...

i love my girlfriend...:) happy happy happy. ok i'm gonna stop obsessing over how happy i am...but i'm happy...

omg! was NOT happy at the boyscout meeting today. perfect scout mom and mrs. bose-kolanu got in a fight. perfect mom brought race in as an issue and called the cops for some stupid reason. so i had to babysit two grown ass women and when the cops came, mrs harmon(perfect mom) told them that she was busy right now and would get to them in a sec... um... lady, u don't call the cops and tell them to wait... ugh... and then stupid spl taylor vincill decided that he was gonna call one of his scouts an "ugly redneck retarded hick" to his face. as a leader, that's one thing you don't do. period. so i talked to him about it and ofcourse, he turned it against me, or atleast tried, but i wasn't gonna take his bullshit. he told me to my face that i wasn't senior to him and that he didn't have to respect me cause i wasn't eagle. he also said that one of my scouts didn't have any rights, not as a scout, or as a person. pist me off, i set his crippled ass down, told him he was NOT incharge of the meeting and that i was taking over......... so i ended up taking over the meeting, completely, so that we didn't look like fools infront of the younger scouts and the webelos who are joining the troop in a month. thank god we had the whole smores thing going on today or we would have been fucked. i seriously would have left the troop.

ashley makes venture crew sound so much more fun. i'm thinking of finding one to join after i get eagle since my troop is full of bitchy parents and shitty snotty lil kids like taylor vincill. the only ppl i like in the troop are hudson the scout master, billy, mr naylor, mrs velez, nando, and josh roche. everyone else could be involved in some freak accident and i wouldn't shed too many tears. YOU PISS ME OFF. oh yea, add taylor's mom to that list cause she's really down to earth... oh yea and the zarings...everyone else tho, go to hell...

anywho... we're brothers! GIVE ME A HIGHHHHHHH FIVE! w/e...

um... i fucked up my knee. ran 2 miles on it. bish and i made it fun tho. took our shirts off just in time to run past the practice field where the girls varsity lax team was practicing. lol. entertainment right there.

ok, now i'm goin to bed.
1 bigger than your head i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[23 Feb 2004|11:36pm]
my fucking god forgot to mention my beef with ben carter... today in class he was being the normal, not-funny dick that he normally is and i wanted to shoot him in the face. and then he pushed it to the limit and it took anna basically sitting on me and really menacing stares from maryann to keep me from jumping all over his ass... so everyone knows that senora stanyard's mom died a week ago and today was her first day back from the funeral and all the crisis that follows a death of a family member. her emotional state was shot to shit. completely. and ben wanted to be the normal jackass that he was and purposely answer most of his questions wrong just to be funny. well it pushed senora over the edge too and she had a break down, right in the middle of class. if anna wasn't holding me down i would have bashed his scull in. i love senora stanyard. seriously my FAV teacher in the world. and i wasn't gonna let ANYONE bring her down in a time like this, especially ben carter. gah... it's makin me tear up thinking about it. afterclass anna and i went up to her and gave her a hug and appologized for ben's behavior. i truely, DEEPLY hate ben carter...
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[23 Feb 2004|06:36am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Brand New-Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades ]

i discovered today that i only dream when i go to sleep, wake up, and go back to sleep. it's always 2 dreams, and no matter how much time goes by while i sleep, the dreams are always long and very detailed. so i had two this morning between 9:15 and 10:00.

the first starred ally cat, alli, grace, kat walters, tah, and sarah. all school ppl:
so i was at school. it was late. prolly after some practice or play or somethin. ppl were leaving, including me. and on my way out, ally runs up to me and is like can i have a ride home?! pleaseeeee? and i was like yea, but hurry up. i remembered that i told my dad that i would leave by 6:10. it was now 6:03. so she goes off into richardson to get her bags. i wait and wait and wait and get fed up so i go in looking for her. i walk in and see sarah and tah sitting on the floor studying or something. i lean down and hug tah and give her a kiss and i ask them if they saw ally run by. they hadn't. so i keep walking and run into her in the hall. "come on ally duffy!" i run outside and she follows, but she's out of breath, panting REALLY hard. so i take her gym bag and her book bag and head towards my car, i open the door, throw her stuff in and kat walters comes up to me askin for a ride too. i'm just like w/e get in. so she and ally get in the car and we start driving. i call my dad and tell him i'm on my way home. the time is now 6:48. i'm hella late. i get down to where i turn left right infront of the marta tracks and grace (who i thought was ally) goes "so, we goin to stone mountain or my place first?" and i look at her and realize she's not ally and i freak out. i tell grace that i can't give her a ride home and that i've gotta take u back so i can pick up ally. i call ally back and i'm like i'm so sorry. i try to get back to school but i get lost and end up going inside of the marta station. it looked like a renovated five points but was completely empty. i was on the bottom platform talking to ally on the fone when i see alli burks standing on the platform looking up at me. she just stares at me when i wave and the escalator takes me up to the top. there's alot of news bins around, full of papers. but i can't make out what's on there. so i go up another escalator and lose reception so i hang up on ally. this is where the 2nd dream starts:

the escalator takes me to this really nice looking lobby. there's house plants and a blue couch and lots of magazines. infront of me there's this big wooden double door. i open it and walk into this HUGE room. i'm standing on the balcony looking over everyone. some other guy comes up and looks with me and is like wow. so i'm looking around and i recognize a face. i had noidea who he was. (he was in some movie i watched and in the movie he was a terrorist) i recognized him as a terrorist and hid behind one of the supports for the banisters that surrounds the balcony. there's some red button on the side of it. it looks like one of those in-wall fone jacks. the guy next to me recognizes him as a terrorist also. he hits the red button and the room tilts. the terrorist freaks out, whips out a shot gun and shoots the guy in the chest. then he jumps up to the blacony where i'm hiding and tries to shoot me but misses. there's this big fight between the guy next to me, the terrorist, and i. the terrorist wins but doesn't kill us. he sets his timer for something and walks out the door, locking it behind him. the room tilts back to normal and a couple hours past by, night turns to day. i basically took control of the situation, got all the other ppl calm and blah blah blah. the other guy helping me was ok. so i think up this cool plan of how to get through the door. i open the door but out of nowhere, these velociraptors jump out and start clawing the guy next to me. their huge ass claws basically rip him to shreads. they come after me but i managed to trap them in the room. they were tryin to bust down the door. i was barely holding it. the guy came up and helped me hold the door down. i could see the raptors tryin to bust in. with one big heave, we close the door and i lock it. i lean up against the door, exahausted and rest for a sec. some guy in a suit comes up and congradulates me and i'm like thanx. then the raptors start banging on the door again. this time there's more. like 10 of them. i hide behind the banister, they break in. the terrorist follows them out. he checks his watch, smiles, hits a button, and i wake up......

i hate my dreams. i don't get them..

anywho, done with term paper and i am the happiest guy in the world cause i'm taking ashley to prom. :) :) omg soooo happy. ok...um...still got to study for french so good bye planet

i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[22 Feb 2004|02:22am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

new layout. tell me what you think...


so i'm sittin here talkin to diana and i get bored so i look at my can of compressed air, and i look at what's left of my dinner. and i think to myself, "Hey, i'm gonna freeze these greenbeans to my fork!" so i did. for those of yall who didn't know, when u turn a can of compressed air upside down the liquid inside comes out and freezes anything it comes in contact with. so i freeze the green bean to the fork and i'm greatly amused. so is diana. so i get even more creative and think to myself, "hey, i'm gonna pour water into the bowl and freeze it along with everything else!" so i did. diana and i were amused and it looked cool till i picked up the fork and broke the ice. :( but ofcourse it didn't take me too long to get even more creative and say to myself, "hey, i'm gonna stand the fork up and freeze the bottom in the water so i can make an ice sclupture!" so i did. diana and i were greatly amused. and me being me, i took pictures of it.



and then i put it in the microwave. it d i e d...


Me: God, am i the craziest mother fucker you've ever put on this planet?
God: yes my son
heh heh. bitches.

in other news...
congrats diana! lol

{UnReLaTeD}
life isn't all that bad. just look on the bright side and know that i love ya.
{/uNrElAtEd}


anywho, more term paper tomorrow. oh joy...
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feel better coco.
good luck casey.
good luck sara.
go to hell davis...

ok, now i'm gonna go play that reflex game... good night planet
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[21 Feb 2004|12:42pm]
stolened from a number of ppl...

The rules:
1. Load up your iTunes or WinAMP
2. Put all of your music on random(or shuffel).
3. Write down the first 15 songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.(i decided to do 50...just cause i'm that bored)

1.Brand New-Okay, I believe you but my Tommy gun don't.
2.Tenacious D-Tribute to the Greatest Song in the World
3.Hot Chocolate-You Sexy Thing
4.Staind ft Durst-Outside
5.Weezer-Island in the Sun
6.Thrice-See You in the Shallows
7.Madonna-Lucky Star
8.Hopesfall-Waitress
9.Morcheeba-Otherwise
10.Group X-Bang Bang Bang
11.Marilyn Manson-Tainted Love
12.Mr Bungle-Super Mario Bro's Theme
13.Billy Talent-Prisoners of Today
14.Smile EMpty Soul-Bottom of a Bottle
15.Willy Wonka-Oompa Loompa Song
16.Good Charlotte-Walk By
17.some british comedy guy bitchin about techno music. got it from chip
18.The Strokes-12:51
19.Irish Tune from a Country Derry. my fav band song ever
20.Damien Rice-Cold Water
21.The Vandals-supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
22.Oasis-Wonderwall
23.Dimmu Borgir-Puritania
24.Kid Rock-X Games Theme
25.Tal Bachman-She's so High
26.Jermaine Dupri ft JayZ-Money ain't a Thing
27.Kenny Loggins-Return to Pooh Corner only toccoa folks can truely appreciate this song
28.Jeff Foxworthy-Redneck Spelling Bee
29.Mystical-Bouncing Back
30.Bad Religion-Punk Rock Song
31.The Offspring-Hit That
32.Ludacris ft Pharrell-Southern Hospitality
33.Green Day-Brown Eyed Girl(cover)
34.Nelly-Air Force Ones
35.S.T.U.N.-The Movement
36.Damien Rice-Cold Water (again)
37.The Champs-Tequila
38.Taking Back Sunday-There's No "I" in Team
39.The White Stripes-The Hardest Button to Button.
40.DMX-Up in Here
41.SNL-Sports Center Skit BOOYA!
42.Weezer-Hash Pipe
43.Gorrilaz-Rock the House
44.Marilyn Manson-This is the New Shit
45.Rhazel-Beatboxing 4 elements
46.George Carlin-Black Consciousness
47.Ying Yang Twins-Yi Yi Yi
48.Deftones-My Own Summer
49.Goo Goo Dolls-Slide
50.Tenacious D-I'm the Only Gay Eskimo
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[19 Feb 2004|06:59am]
hey everyone...um... i'm not quite dead yet... um... yea...uhhhh...bye?
i've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

[14 Feb 2004|01:54pm]
it's valentines day. that means it's gonna be a shitty week.......

oh btw, if yall didn't know, i never update this so check out my ell jay
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never call me oreo again dammit or i will pop you in the fucking face... [10 Feb 2004|10:47pm]
fuck race... fuck it up the goat ass... i'm tired of hearing about it. fuck religion... i'm tired of hearing about it... fuck morals... i'm tired of hearing about it...

my name is philip smith. therefore i AM philip smith. you coulda been philip smith, but you're not. too bad. i am. the one and only. but i'm no more different than you. you maybe white, i'm black so what? u may be xian, jewish, atheist w/e. yea, well fuck you. you may have the most perfect morals in the world...well fuck that, i've got my own and in my eyes, yours suck. you have rights. don't feel too special cause i've got them too. your daddy may be the president of the US or the 1st person on the moon. fuck you i don't care about him. it's just about me and you. we are people. it doesn't matter what we believe in, the color of our skin, our morals and ethics, who our daddy is/was. we are people. you and i. define a person? the definiton is infinate. we breathe, taste, feel, smell, love, hate, talk, listen... we think, believe. we have feelings. both of us. me and you. but i'm black...and you're white. and then the world changes. suddenly i'm something lower than human. something lower than you. well u know what? fuck you cause you're below me. you see me as being black before you see me as philip smith. i still respect you when you want to stomp on me. i still want to love you when you poison my dreams. i still listen to you when you tell me to shut up... so again i ask, what makes us so different?






i'm babbling... i'm pist... i'm tired of the skin we wear. i'm tired of how your soul hides behind it. i wear my soul on my sleeve. ppl know who and what i am and what i stand for as soon as i open my mouth. but only if you listen....
GOD DAMMIT LISTEN TO ME... i am philip, hear me roar...




here comes that break down melissa said was comming... brace yourself...
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