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Kristyn's Blurty:
| Monday, June 28th, 2004 | |
| 6:28 pm | this morning i woke up feeling brand new and i jumped up feeling my highs and my lows in my soul and my goals just to stop smoking stop drinking and i've been thinking i've got my reasons... just to get by just to get by |
| 6:28 pm | this morning i woke up feeling brand new and i jumped up feeling my highs and my lows in my soul and my goals just to stop smoking stop drinking and i've been thinking i've got my reasons... just to get by just to get by |
| Monday, June 14th, 2004 | |
| 8:50 pm | I know I've been really dumb, and i know im not perfect, even if you still think that i am. i know that i love you n i know i made a mistake. i thought together we could face any challenge, you told me once if we're together....we can do everything. All we need is to love each other and SHOW IT. we need to fight this n come to the top....get our dreams can we please give it a try? This time I'm begging for ur forgiveness in front of everyone. I know everyone's sick of this, I don't care...i dont care what people think. I promise I will make it up to you somehow. I promise I will make the sun shine for us. I also promise that there will be rainy days, and we will fight and cry and be sad, but behind each cloud there will be sunshine for us. Just for you and me. So please take me back in your life |
| 7:55 pm | Every time I feel alone I can blame it on you …and I do Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow we must fail in order to know sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears. |
| 7:42 pm | Fuck. I guess things really do change after break-ups....I don't even know:-\ WHY?! I wanted a second chance. |
| Friday, June 11th, 2004 | |
| 12:53 pm | Tell me what I have to do tonight Cause I'd do anything to make it right Let's be us again I'm sorry for the way I lost my head I dont why I said the things I said Lets be us again Here I stand with everything to lose All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end I'm reachin out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in Lets be us again Look at me Im way past pride Isn't there some way that we can try To be us again Even if it takes a while I'll wait right here until I see that smile That says we're us again |
| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004 | |
| 4:29 pm | to anyone else, it's just a picture that used to be but to me, it's everything, the smile on my face...that sparkle in ur eye, its when u turned to talk to me, its that night. all the smiles, the laughing...never wanting it to end. to anyone...its just a necklace. but to me, its us having the same thing, and laughing while talking about it. It's how I wore it all the time because it reminded me of you. to anyone it's just vanilla but to me, its you remembering that i love it. But also knowing that I'm allergic to it, but you still enjoyed rubbing it in my face whenever you had some. to anyone, its just a box...filled with different things, belonging to a girl who won't let go. but to me..its everything, its a reason to hold on, its your love. to anyone else, it was just a high school romance. but to me...for those 2 months and 27 days, it was my life. It was those late night talks, being stupid. it was both the hardest and most meaningful months of my life. May 23th, 2004 11:08:24 PM) to anyone else, it’s just another day, never thought of again. But to me, it was the end of my life as I knew it, it was making sure I didn’t cry around people but cying so hard when I was alone, its crying myself to sleep. its whenever I see you on, and me lying saying that i'd be ok. its saying that we're still friend, but knowing they'll never be another "us" again. To anyone else, it was just a break up. But to me,it was part of my world crashing down before me. It was the end of me n you.It’s how we’ll never be the same again. It’s, the end. |
| Monday, June 7th, 2004 | |
| 12:36 pm | when i look into your eyes theres nothing to see nothing but my own mistakes looking back at me |
| Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004 | |
| 10:16 pm | There was a girl i used to know, But i haven't seen her in a while. She was beautiful, smart, confident, free-spirited. She could turn an uneasy silence into a conversation. she could turn tears into laughter, her bright eyes could light up and room and give comfort and hope. she oculd make you smile, just liket hat and she could even make you cry, just liket hat. She felt like she could change the world-paint it different colors. She could conquer anything. She believed in fairytales, dreams and love...until that day, when he took his love away. Her smile faded and turned to tears and now that the tears have run dry she feels empty. Lonely, even though shes not alone. She doubts herself. No longer feels worthy or beautiful. Now the silence is her own. her eyes have dulled, her alugh is forever changed. The colors she tries to paint are now dried up and gray. Her dreams have disappeared her fairytale is just a memory thats long gone all because he took his love away. I miss that girl, i wonder if she'll ever be the same. |
| Saturday, May 29th, 2004 | |
| 7:40 pm | [x] they call me: kris [x] sex: girl [x] my first breath of air: October 13 [x] crushin: tom [x] occupation: none _______Rewind_______ [x] most memorable memory: hahahah im not typing it [x] worst?: this whole year so far. [x] first word uttered: i dont know this [x] first best friend ever!?: jonnay!!! _______Love?_______ [x] love is: good until its gone [x] first love: mm i dunno...real love-----:-\ [x] love or lust?: love [x] best love song: DREAMIN' OF YOU (Celine Dion) [x] when love hurts, you: cry [x] true or false: what [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight? for some people _______Picky Picky_______ [x] dog or cat: dog [x] short or long hair: long [x] sunshine or rain: sunshine [x] moon or sun: moon [x] hugs or kisses: both [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend [x] summer or winter: summer [x] written letters or e-mails: written [x] playstation or nintendo: playstation [x] car or motorcycle: car [x] house party or club: house party [x] sing or dance: bOTH:) [x] freak or slow dance: umm...both _______Lately_______ [x] how are you today? :-\i dunno. [x] what pants are you wearing right now? white sweats [x] What shirt are you wearing right now?: a pink one [x] what does your hair look like at the moment? down, straight [x] what song are u listening to right now? this love by marroon5 [x] how is the weather right now? mm cloudy and cool [x] last person you talked to on the phone? that was a couple a years ago [x] who are you talking to right now? no one [x] what time is it? 7:45 _______Opposite Sex_______ [x] turn ons: personality...funny...laid back....similar to me...things in common... [x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope, i dont care what they think bout who i like [x] what kinda hair style?: anything [x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: love you [x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: depends _______More About YOU!_______ [x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? pink [x] have you ever almost died? yah [x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? Shrek 2. [x] what's the best advice ever given to you? i dunno [x] have u ever won any special award? yah [x] what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? oh theres many....too many. breaking up with people...smoking....drugs in generall...whatever [x] how many kids do you want to have? at least 3-4 [x] shampoo? herbal essence [x] what are you most scared of? BUGS!!! [x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 6 [x] do you have your own TV? yah [x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? haha..yes. just like right now [x] who do you dream about? none of your business [x] who do you tell your dreams to? ummm...... |
| 7:37 pm |  Soccer Cleats- athletic, determined, and strong, you are probably good at anything you try. you can be serious but love having a good time above all. you love sports and when you aren't on the feild you love hanging out and having fun with your team-mates.[please vote! thank you! :)] What Kind of Shoe Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004 | |
| 7:18 pm | look. this what i was talking about earlier... his a/m: At this moment i would like to take the time to retire a phrase i have enjoyed saying for the past 5 monthes.. "Damn Skippy" This phrase will not be used any more, do to its lose of meaning and bad memories... :-P..........:'( |
| 12:23 pm | Not feelin' great I feel like breaking down and crying. I'll show you something from last night when I get home....I have it saved there because..I don't even know how to feel anymore. Not even sure if I'll be able to do all my "aw"s because of it. Ok, I'm leaving. |
| Monday, May 24th, 2004 | |
| 8:59 pm | if i could i would do all of this again. travel back in time with you to where this all began. we could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind and make believe there's something left to find we'll be miles apart; i'll keep you deep inside. you're always in my heart, a new life to start. i may be leaving but you're always in my heart. |
| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | |
| 8:51 pm | oh, fun stuff NEVER a dull moment.. chilled all night:) Had fun. I didn't go to SH because of the dumb storms! key moments of day you're a Goosebeetle! "Do you remember me?" --"No, I`m stoned." oh, so thats where the leafs went.." "make your own" sundae *on the window* "Oh, I'm fiiiiiiiine" "she's not italian, i must destory her" TIGGER AND SCOOOOOBY!!!! Then we were playing Mad Gab, so... Kirz: readyyy.. goo Nick: (trying to say it.. it was A1 steak sauce) Me: THERE ONCE WAS A HOE!! Kirz: HAHAHHAHHAHAHAHA! ok, so then this morning.... will: that's one hell of a shirt to go bike riding ev: no..! me: you don't match will: yah he does.. me: um, nope, he doesn't, but ooook:) ev: Kris i didn't say anything about YOUR clothes.. me: yah but my clothes match ev: SHUT UP |
| Friday, May 21st, 2004 | |
| 5:42 pm | In 6th hour, Jon was like "uh, why is the sky green?" "attention staff and students, the sever weather has caused our public schools to issue a 'lock down' for the safety of our students. wayne county is under a tornado warning, so please proceed with the tornado drill procedures." |
| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004 | |
| 9:11 pm | And it's all downhill from here You’re hiding something, ‘cause it’s burning through your eyes I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies [Pre-Chorus:] And I can tell you’re going through the motions I figured you were acting out your part Once again, we’re playing off emotion Which one of us will burn until the end? [Chorus:] Catalyst, you insist to pull me down You contradict the fact that you still want me around And it’s all downhill from here And it’s all downhill from here Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss (Let’s go!) And I can’t believe you pulled it off again I’m nervous ‘til it all sets in You’ll deny it ‘til you’re at your bitter end And you keep pulling me down! (pulling me down) (pulling me down) You contradict the fact that you still want me around And it’s all downhill from here And it’s all downhill from here |
| 4:29 pm | craaaaaaazy I have you. A lover and a friend. You are everything I need. You are the sun, the air I breathe. Without you, life wouldn't be the same. Please don't ever go away. And if you go, then don't forget to take me with you |
| Wednesday, May 12th, 2004 | |
| 6:42 pm | If you're hot air, this means you probably: * aren't lying when you say you fall for a man/woman's mind first * can sometimes be too cool for your own good * like "interesting looking" people * are romantically uninhibitied * have no problem two-timing people * almost always get what you want * say things you don't mean in the heat of the moment * can swing from love to hate in a matter of minutes Fun-loving and attractive, you're extremely popular - especially with members of the opposite sex. You have no trouble charming whoever you fancy into submission but your main problem is that, due to a fear of hurting anyone's feelings, you're someone who just can't say no - and this gets you into all sorts of sticky situations. in love: When it comes to matters of the heart, life can be a bit tricky at times. When you get involved with someone, you worry about them becoming too dependent on you, which is ironic, considering that you're the one who makes the most emotional demands. watch out: Quite often, you fall in love for love's sake. You're almost addicted to the feeling of being in love. (How very Robert Palmer...) The object of your desire is almost irrelevant when you get into this frame of mind. advice: Don't ever be tempted to do anything you don't want to do. You're a fabulous person in your own right and it's perfectly okay to be single. |
| Thursday, May 6th, 2004 | |
| 11:33 am | I'm full of regret For all things that I've done and said And I don't know if it'll ever be ok to show My face ‘round here |