Lover Boy's Blurty

I had to leave...
Well, I am at home. Without Katy.... I don't like it at all. I miss her so much. It was so much fun being with her. I loved holding her anytime I wanted. She is one of those people that you could hold for hours and care about nothing else, but the thing is, she isn't just that. She is so much more. She is the girl of my dreams plus a whole lot more. I love just being with her. She makes the world seem perfect. Last night and this morning were a reality shock of just how perfect the world is not. I hate when she crys, it feels as if my heart is being torn apart. I hate hearing it but I love it at the same time. I love it for the fact that it means she is comfortable around me and willing to share her feelings but it hurts me. Thats why I dont like it. I guess I will just have to get use to those things. Eventually, I will. I have the rest of my live to adapt to it.

I am getting kind of tired, as you can tell from my mixed writings. I am going to go now...

Oh I almost forgot to tell you guys, Katy can come over tomorrow. I am so tired I almost forgot...

Good Night

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