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[02 Apr 2003|07:34pm] |
*scratches his head, looking around*
I don't know if I exactly understand how or why or when it happened, but it did. Lance and I ...sem to be working on things. We both still love and miss JC, but we can't stand being apart from each other. all the time JC was in the studio it was the two of us, Lance and I, and when we decided to do the break from the three of us it just hurt too much to stay away from him.
Over the weekend he called and then he came over. It just feels right the two of us. We both love JC still, but we love each other too. *looks down at the ring on his finger* When Lance gave this to me we said forever. I never took it off. Even when we decided to break.
I love Lance. I worry one of these days I'll wake up and he'll be gone again. I miss and love JC, but he was hardly ever around. I just want to be happy.
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[27 Mar 2003|01:47am] |
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Still rehearsing for the tour. Things are coming together nicely for it. The show should really be awesome, and I can't wait to get on the road. Took a small break to go up to Vegas and host the Celine special for CBS the other night. Lance was there, but we didn't talk a whole lot with all the press around, and I flew back to LA after the show for rehearsals today. I just want things to be the way they used to be. I miss them.
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[20 Mar 2003|02:45pm] |
*sighs softly*
So Lance called me last night. He had been drinking, but we just talked for awhile. Then we both wanted to see each other. He was in no shape to drive, so I went over to see him. Ended up spending the night. Just sleeping. I hadn't had a good nights sleep since the break we all took, and it was nice knowing he was there. I slept the best I had in days. I have not one idea what is happening.
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[16 Mar 2003|03:43pm] |
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Nice to know JC is already out looking for a fuck. It's just fucking he says. Makes me wonder if what we did was just fucking too. What the fuck ever JC. Have fun looking for your quick hard fuck.
*slams back a shot, clicking update*
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[14 Mar 2003|06:59pm] |
*looks around the room, sighing softly* Forever right? *shakes his head, running his hand over it, sighing shakily* Well forever isn't so long I guess. We're on a break. Just some time apart. When JC finally pulled himself out of the studio today we decided it might be for the best for right now. I just feared this. I knew I'd end up alone again. I just didn't think it would be this soon and now I've lost both of them.
*grabs his keys off the counter, walking out of the house*
I need a fucking drink.
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[13 Mar 2003|01:24pm] |
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Well Lance is here. He finally showed up. It took him a week and he kept saying he was sorry. I'm just I don't know ... I can't even think right now. I'll post more when I can.
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[07 Mar 2003|12:34am] |
Well I'm Will. *laughs* I wish I watched the show more. I've watched it some so I kinda know what that means. I guess I should watch it more since I'm going to play some gay guy that goes after the Jack character.
Lance called last night. He was upset about the grammy's. Talking about how Chris getting his part of How deep is your love. I told him to fly out today to LA, but he never called so I guess he didn't.
*sighs, looking at the phone, picking it up and dialing, getting Lance's voicemail*
( VM for Lance )
*sighs, laying back in bed, looking up at the ceiling*
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[04 Mar 2003|01:32pm] |
Well the other night was the Soul Train Awards. I performed a little medley of the three singles from Justified. Lost both the awards I was nominated for. Lost to Musiq both times. Which is cool. It was just pretty cool to be nominated and get to perform.
Things have been so crazy lately that I haven't had the opportunity to see JC or Lance. God how I miss them, and I know before it is all said and done things are only going to get crazier. What with tour rehearsals starting soon and then heading off to Europe for a few weeks in May to do the European leg and then the tour here in the states. I just miss them.
( Voice mail for Lance )
( Voicemail for JC )
On another note,  alittle_faith thinks I'm hot. I made it to number three on her list. Now like I told her if I wasn't gay and totally in love with two wonderful men who i miss right now I'd totally go for her. She is sexy and beautiful, and the few times I have met her at different things like down at Atlantis when Tim came down to perform with us she has been a total sweetheart.
*smiles, calling the florist, having this delivered to her*
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[27 Feb 2003|01:45am] |
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The other night at the Grammy's was totally fucking amazing. All five of us together on one stage at the fucking grammy's and they gave us a standing ovation. Just wow. We did so good. All five of us together again. I can't wait until my tour is done so we can get back into the studio again.
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[24 Feb 2003|12:40am] |
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Grammy's tonight. All five of us on stage for the first time in nearly a year. It was great. I love performing with my boys and tonight was no exception to that. I can't wait for us to be able to get back in the studio and work together again.
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[22 Feb 2003|01:02pm] |
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Well we're all in NYC. Did some rehearsals yesterday for the Grammy's Sunday. It's nice being all together again.
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[20 Feb 2003|02:31pm] |
Well a lot happening this week. First the TRL Awards. Then I flew to England for the Brit Awards. Did my little duet with Kylie. Everyone see me grabbing her ass? JC and I had a laugh over that backstage. She's a total sweetheart. JC came with me to England. More like I draggged his ass out of the studio for a couple of days. We're flying back and should be home just in time to watch the premiere of Making the Video later today.
Tour dates have been announced as well and it looks like this summer's biggest tour starts in Phoenix. So everyone go buy your tickets now.
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[18 Feb 2003|03:10am] |
Today was that TRL Awards thing. I did some Taped thing cause I won for Best performance or something when I did CMAR live in Times Square during their New music week. Britney was there in studio. It was just lovely watching her make a dirty look when they cut back to her after my taped thing was done.
JC called in live and got to talk to her. Luckily he didn't say something.
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[14 Feb 2003|01:40pm] |
Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
I'm off to look for two sexy boys that I call mine. Excuse me.
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[12 Feb 2003|02:36pm] |
Things are going good. All-Star Weekend was fun. Went to the game. Hung out places. Now I'm back home. And I realize tomorrow is Valentine's Day, and I have not one idea what to do for my boys.
Oh and like my new icon?
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[09 Feb 2003|05:37pm] |
I thought I had posted this when I changed it on my user info, but I see I never did. My old sn was having problems so my new sn is JustifiedTimbaL.
A small request the first time you IM me from TPL please let me know you are from TPL. I do use this sn on a couple of other games and I want to save us all some confusion, Thank you.
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[09 Feb 2003|01:43pm] |
So this weekend is Atlanta for the All Star Game. Friday night was the basketball game and yesterday I did that Read to Achieve Thing. Also if you look around online you might see my Work it video lying around some site somewhere. Not supposed to be out here til the end of the month. I think I heard it premieres the 24th on TRL ... not sure.
I think things are going to be okay Josh, Lance and I. Things look better.
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[06 Feb 2003|02:27pm] |
Really haven't been doing much lately. Resting up before the tour starts up in May. From what I hear their only putting Chrissy and I in small arenas/ *shrugs* Whatever.
Been kinda worried about Lance and the space thing, but we really haven't talked about it.
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[31 Jan 2003|12:13pm] |
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Thanks to everyone for the birthday messages so far. Today is a great day and it started out with a laugh at midnight and continued on from there.
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[28 Jan 2003|12:48pm] |
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Happy Birthday Joey. Hope you have a wonderful day and you enjoy the present we got you.
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