Aggravated Rose. [17 Sep 2003|09:25pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | Porcelain - Moby ] ``I`m locked in a box with a window and a clock. Sometimes I can`t sleep. I watch the second hand feeding. Time is ticking, ticking. And the flowers are dripping, dripping. I am awake and I cannot sleep.` Running around had eventually come to a hault after the sun set that Saturday. Curled up in the security of my comforter, I slept that night -- making up for all the time I haven`t. Lately, I`ve been addicted to the work that has been shoved upon me, taking in and wanting more like an aficionado druggie. My goal in life right now is to make this movie work, and bust my ass to try to make the statement that I`ve failed to deliver in the past. Letting go of the insecurities, however, has been the hardest task. I suppose it`s normal for an actor to get jitters when their film is a about to be released into the public without any defenses for criticism. I fall hard from those things. Right now, work has been pretty slow, and my usual visits have ceased because I had neither the time nor the patience to juggle both all at once. Instead, I found comfort in using my free time to practice lines and perfect them as much as I could. Eric grows weary when I drag him out of his trailer to reherse a few things with me, and now that I look at it, I noticed that I`ve become a perfectionist to the point where it irritates others at times. .. It definitely has to stop. I requested the weekend off, so most likely I`ll find a way to slip in some phone calls here and there, if I can come around to doing so. Perhaps go to the video store to pick up Pee Wee's Big Adventure, and kidnap Johnny so he can watch it with me, since he`ll be in Canada somewhere towards the end of this week. We`ve been keeping in touch with each other via phone deep in the heart of Texas. He`s the only one I`ve been actually keeping close contact with. I try my best to call Wes from time to time, but it`s been hard to get a hold of him. .. I miss him more than ever right now. It`s actually about time I hit the sack for a day of training tomorrow to practice my kung fu g r i p. Patrick Starr is nestled under the covers and waiting for me with nothing but green boxers with purple flowers on `em. .. Which is very tempting. 5 cherries    POP

Can you bend your back like this? [14 Sep 2003|05:26pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Contagious - Ron Isley ] I haven`t really had the time to write, and sing as much as I would like to, but when asked to do a track for the Underworld soundtrack, I agreed nonchalantly. If you haven`t seen the movie yet, go watch it, it`s great. And while you`re at it, pick up the soundtrack, okay? .. Or just collapse before my endless pluggings and click the link below. Rocket Collecting -- Underworld Sountrack 2 cherries    POP

Fleeing the scene. [13 Sep 2003|11:40pm] [ mood | refreshed ] [ music | More Than Words - Extreme ] `Is you is, or is you ain`t my baby?` Though not much of a big Tom and Jerry fan, I happen to really like this episode. Destination? New York. When I arrived in Toronto, filming was put on a hold while I attended some public events, one of which were premieres for Dummy. About two days later, I booked a flight for New York to attend the premiere here, and have been here ever since, which isn`t so bad at all. I attended the memorial service done for those lost in 9/11, and was also able to pay my respects to their family. It`s been a while since I visited the sight, and once there, I found myself giving thanks, and praying that loved ones stay safe. Off the subject, I think I`ve managed to annoy people long enough with my shameless plugging about Dummy and No Good Deed .. andhowtheyarebothshowingintheatersrightnow. :: Cough. :: .. I made a banner earlier, and shoved it in a number of people's faces, then fleeing from the scene, which is amusing and relieving at the same time. However, I think Adrien might beat me over the head with a rolled up poster one day, and I`d have to get kung fu on his ass. It was nice seeing him at the premiere in New York, being that he missed the one in Toronto at the Film Festival. ( adrien and i at the new york premiere ) And to throw you all off completely, I`ve came to a conclusion on who I want to be on Halloween. .. And. Gasp. It`ll probably be Peter Pan, just to amuse a certain number guys. However, I refuse to cut my hair again. .. Besides, my producer would kill me. I`ll snag Wes and make him my Wendy as well as the rest of the Petaa crew, `cept for Lil` Tobe, because he`s sippin` on that h8eraid fo rizzle. New York City night life is calling me, and I`m going to kidnap you. Ciao. 2 cherries    POP

[13 Sep 2003|01:11am] [ mood | crushed ] My heart is broken .. Rest in peace, John Ritter. 2 cherries    POP

Premiere. [09 Sep 2003|07:44pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Keep On Movin` - Soul II Soul ] I attended the premiere for, Dummy, at the Toronto International Film Festival. It was a blast, and everyone seemed to enjoy it, which calmed the jitters I had while on my way there. I was able to catch a few shots with Greg and Illeana, and we acted like complete bafoons. I happened to keep my alcohol level to a minimum, though my pictures tend to tell a different story. .. But I got good news: 1) I do not look like Peter Pan anymore. Hair is long and blonde. How`s that, eh?! 2) I drew a poster to hold up, advertising Resident Evil: Apocalypse, and Greg didn`t catch a titty attack. Where was Adrien during this whole mess? I have no idea, and shall let him have it verbally once I see him. .. Here are some pictures from the premiere, and some taken before. ( piccies ) LL Cool J doesn`t have anything on me. 5 cherries    POP

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name: milla natasha jovovich
nicks(s): meeluh, leeloo
birthdate: december 17th, 1975
birthplace: kiev, ukraine
parents: galina, and bogdanovitch
siblings: one half-brother
home: los angeles
hair: brown
eyes: blue
astrological sign: sagittarius
marital status: single-dating

biography;

My name is Milla and I enjoy long walks on the beach, picking daisies out of a cotton field, and italian food. And, no, cheekun is not an essential.

filmography;

2004: ultra violet
2004: resident evil 2
2002: resident evil
2001: zoolander
2000: the claim
2000: the million dollar hotel
1999: the messenger: joan of arc story
1998: he got game
1997: the fifth element
1993: dazed and confused
1992: chaplin
1992: kuffs
1991: return to the blue lagoon
1988: two moon junction

angels;

tobeymaguire, theres nothing i can really say that you haven't heard already. you already know how much i value you and our friendship. you were the only one who stood by me while everyone seemed to fade away from sight. thank you.
wes_bentley, you and your drunken habits. not only do you owe me a soccer lesson, but you've managed to get me drinking, something i thought i'd never do. you also managed to occupy a large piece of my heart. i adore you.
britty_murphy_, though the conversations are short lived, i think you are an absolute gorgeous person, inside, and out. i love you and your pirate obsessions. mmm. kittylube.
sparkle_reese, i think you are a wonderful mother. and when i see that presence emitted from you, i can't help but wish i can be like that one day. you are spectacular.
natalieappleton, you funny little british woman. stop invading my goddamn userinfo. you and your icons make me warm and fuzzy inside. yessum. ugnh. ;x
shane_w, what a cutie you are. the actual first person to mention the fifth element and not state the cheekun quote. for that, you earn a cookie. :) mooooltipass.
kiki_dunst, words can't describe how much of a great person you are. you are someone i can actually call my best friend, and you've shown that through the trust i have in you. thank you for being so wonderful.
john_depp, too many inside jokes. i call you edward, you call me petey, and we have an undying love for pee wee herman and his astonishing red bicycle. you make me feel like a true texan.

two turn tables;

pagan poetry - bjork
butterflyz - alicia keys
october - evanescence
biscuit - portishead
teardrops - massive attack
all apologies - nirvana
learn the hard way - brandy
faint - linkin park
dangerously in love 2 - beyonce
next lifetime - erykah badu
california - phantom planet
velvet rope - janet jackson
heartbreak hotel - whitney houston
move your feet - junior senior
the remedy - jason mraz
make it happen - mariah carey
frozen - madonna
say yes - floetry