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Friday, June 4th, 2004
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11:52 pm - Prime select and a box of glazed, pulling FLY BYS on days
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ahahaahhhhhahaha o my god tonight was nuts. just got home ate the rest of my taco bell and now im here...taco bell plays a kinda important role in tonights string of events.....ok so it was an ok day at scool i guess get home dressed cate picked me up went to get jess and missy then brittany....this is where it gets funnyall those involved know why ahaha o my god that poor old black lady and i hope nina doesnt see the scratch on the car window...or else we might not see cate for a while....ahaha ...who the hell can egg their own car?...yeah we pulled it off...then after all of that nonsense we go to taco bell get food..ahaha and russian boys...ahahaah we just picked them up drove em around dropped em off...i hope they go to stephs party tomorrow ahahh she seemed to want them there...which reminds me steph and brittany are so cute im glad i got to get to know them better ahaha she invited us all to her party tomorrow but yeah...cant go cause one no ride home 2 im not coming home from a party and going back to myhouse reeking of alcohol and weed(thats just asking for an ass kickin)...especially if its not even from me hahah but it was nice of her to invite....then after that we picked up cates friend steph and then drove more...drove jess home then missy then me and yeah it was such a fun time...i want my liescence...and to know how to spell...something else is the remix of dave matthews"crash" is the most amazing song ive ever heard in my life...they all said incubus remixed it but i dont know nor care because its amazing aanyway you look at it...it would just add to incubus' amazingness...i wish i could go to stephs ahah ust case thatd be fun...i dunno know whats up for tomorrow but its gonna be fun because everyweekend is fun cauuuuuse i hate school...ahahah PAPERFACE lives on....ahah im such a dumbass and i think imma throw up...laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeeeeer
P.S. im so happy for cate cause she goes out with dan<3 ahaha ou hate the heart....annnnnnd missy and colin are friends and finally reunited after all this time ahahha <3 annnnnnnd insook looked beautiful in her prom pics...and i think shes coming out tomorrow!!!
current mood:  crazy
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| Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
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10:55 pm
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| Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
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11:09 pm - ....gotta whole lotta love...
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ahahhahahahahhahaahah o my goooooood tonight was soooo fun....ahahah i felt so covert mission....black mamba...blonde bombshell...tardy...betty....ford...clinic...and i cant remeber the rest but good job mission complete...well kinda it was a ...BLAST....to say the least...i think i WET my pants lauging so hard...it was such a RUSH...god, so much fun...but it got me thinking that were only gonna have a little bit of time to do shit like that before everyone goes to college and we see eacother less and less...it makes me kinda sad to think that sometimes we take eachoter for granted but who knows how much time we have left to spend it with eachoter...and i know i can kinda get pissed easily a lot especially lately but i dont wanna be like that....i dont wanna mess things up and shit and i dont wanna hold grudges and i dont wanna get into petty arguments and i know its gonna happen it always does but i dont want it to and i dont wanna start that job and i dont wanna go to college i dont wanna anything i just wanna do what we did tonight everynight ahahah and i want veryone to do it to us ahahah but not throw rocks at Black Beauty ;) tomorrow if i go out its only gonna be for a lil bit i doubt ill go out but if i do only for a lil cause i have to study like a mofo for that french exam...it could be weather i fail or pass th quarter...i cant be distracted and i know iw will....well untill tomorrow...NIB HIGH FOOTBALL RULES......air raid get down bitches
current mood:  enthralled
current music: Brand New 70x7
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| Monday, May 31st, 2004
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9:08 pm - hey i guess ill figure it out, the resons why things went they way they did & why we cant accept it
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heyyy niggs ...uhhh schools almost done and id be even more excited if i wasnt starteing a job or being grounded...soo friday went to my aunts with all her nutty friends drinking and telling funny ass stories ahaha ahhh man...saturdat STATE FAIIIIIRRR crazyyyyyyy zipper was insannne 6 spins in a row yeah crazy ahah and i got to feed goats aww they were so cute <3 heheh they were so cute i want one and we saw chickies so that was a good time p.s. jess got hit on by this nut ass black guy sunday went to fill out papers for the acme noooooooooooo i dont wanna work i have to get working papers applications tomorrow and a drug test...ahah ...then i watched fight club met up wuth jen sean and pt ate went up to jesses watched big fish for a bit got home and wathced figt club again with ray ray.....then today slept mostly then went to kates dads saw em all so me kate and andrew just hung out most of the day and watched X men 2 aww there so cute and short ahah so i should be doing history home work but i dont feel like it.....ooooh yeah by the by...ive been having the worst mood swings ever i cant control em so sorry guys
hotness......
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current mood:  awake
current music: Mad Caddies-leavin'
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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10:35 pm
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You're a Spirograph!! You're pretty tripped out,
even though you've been known to be a bit
boring at times. You manage to serve your
purpose in life while expending hardly any
effort (and are probably stoned to the gills
all the while).
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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yoooooo i rember these i had one!!!! ahhhh p.s. i think imma fail french im just trying to get at least a 70....god i hope i can pull it off :( i hope to god i can and i hope i get that job....and i hope i do that forensics thing
piece owt
current music: incubus~ here in my room
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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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9:55 pm
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ummm troy is amazing go see....ahhhh so hot...i couldnt contain myself ahhahh it was the greatest thing ever but it needed more bradd pitt naked ahaha and orlando bloom.soooooooooooooo hot want to touch the hiney awwwwwwwoooooo woooo! i just found out we have a chem test tomorrow goddamn
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| Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
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9:03 pm
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ahhhh how sary is that!....
French:horrible but hopefully ill redeem myself with 3 more quizes quarterly and class participation.or i fail...and get my ass kicked, then grounded
History:ahhahah ooo my god why do we teach ourselves?annnd kelly is a racist ahah
Homeroom: hes so hot p.s. B-Stein is baaaaaaack
yeeeahhh off on thursday and fridayyyy but i have like 4 projects do monday...so sunday will be busy
current mood:  angry
current music: Kind Of Like Spitting- Passionate
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| Saturday, May 15th, 2004
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11:22 pm
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heeeyyyy foolios...its been soooo hot! i hate it and i havnt got any sun im still so white hahah its gross sickly white. friedday went to nesham to go shopping...I GOT MY BATHING SUITE I LOOOOOOVE IT!!!its like emerald green its sooooo pretty. hahha i gotta start toneing up for it i dont like how mah boobies look in it but i had to get it just because of the color. i got a shirt too...and these nut ass bananna hand wipes...im really scared im gonna be grounded this summer for french..im failing...i mean REALLY like i will fail no matter what i do now...i just have to pray to god shell let me pass with a 70...ill die if she doesnt, ill be grounded all summer [tear].....tonight we didnt do much...except got harassed by old nasty men ALL NIGHT ewwwwww...me and jen went all over to look for a place to eat ahah it took us like an hour...p.s. congrats to the fag for NHS and the job...then we met up with jess...then pat...we just hung out...we were sopossed to see troy...i all wanna see it so bad well piece owt nikka
Red Hot Chili Peppers! You guys rock and have for a
LOOOOOONG time! You have been through alot of
bad times that have made you a really tough
band. Nothing can stop you! We respect you
immensely!
What band are you?
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yoooo this summer were having an RHCP B.B.Q
current mood:  sad
current music: Jay-Z/Pharell - Excuse Me Miss
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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10:51 pm
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i am failing french..i disgrce myself...i dont even wanna go to college if i dont pass french im giving up on life...no lie...id rather kill myself than fail a class, not be killed kill myself
i can deal with being stuck with johnny deep....i can handel that
current mood:  sick
current music: Poe-Hey pretty
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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11:08 pm - goodbye, lay the blame on luck
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yooo bitches....today went sooooooo slow...school sucks more and more everyday...i hate it...i wish i did better and t doesnt seem like thers enough time to do it ...::sigh::...my ring mass is wendsdey....my moms going but my ...dad...isnt so i have to find someone to go in his place not that i mind cause id rather have someone there who i actually like,get along with, and talk to. i hope my aunt can go, if she cant go i dunno who ill ask...o well...yoooo i love will and grace, and iced tea...piece owt fagbag
"Well i talk ,Too much, To myself ,And i turn my back on my faith ,It's like glass When we Break I wish no one in my place and i've seen you don't need their seeds when the cut goes in deep and i'm lost in sleep i can't stay
in this place i can't stand when the room turns round on my fate you give no guarantees there's no promise
i can keep i can't stand i can't see my way i feel blind on my feet i can't stay too long am i wrong?"
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| Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
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10:26 pm - ahah imma dork for putting a song in, but i love it
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well the animals laugh from the dark of the wilderness. A baby cries hard in an apartment complex,
as I pass in a car buried under the influence. The city is driving me out of my mind.
I 've seen a child is caught in the sad trap of gravity.
He falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity.
Next time he will not aim so high. Yeah, next time, neither will I.
now a mother takes loans out, sends her kids off to colleges.
Her family is reduced to names on a shopping list.
Meanwhile, a coroner kneels beneath a great, wooden crucifix.
He knows that there are worse things than being alone.
and so I have learned to retreat at the first sign of danger.
I mean, why wait around, if it's just to surrender? Ambition, I have found, can only lead to failure.
I do not read the reviews. No, I am not singing for you.
I stood dropping a coin into the pit of a well. And I would throw my whole billfold
if I thought it would help. With all these wishes I make,
I should buy something real, at least a telephone call home.
My teachers, they built the retaining wall memory, all those multiple choices I answered so quickly.
And got my grades back and forgot just as easily, but as least I got an A.
So I don't have them to blame. well I should stop pointing fingers;
reserve my judgment of all those public action figures, the cowboy president.
So loud behind the bullhorn so proud they can't admit when they've made a mistake.
While poison ink spews from a speechwriter's pen, he knows that he don't have to say it,
so it don't bother him. "Honesty" "Accuracy" are really just "Popular Opinion."
And the approval rating is high, and so someones gonna die. well ABC, NBC, CBS: Bullshit.
They give us fact or fiction? I guess an even split. And each new act of war is tonight's entertainment.
We are still the pawns in their game. As they take an eye for an eye until no one can see,
we must stumble blindly forward, repeating history. Well, I guess that we all fit into your slogan
on the fast food marquee: Red blooded, White skinned oh and the Blues.
I got the Blues! I got the Blues! That's me! That's me!
Well, I awoke in relief. My sheets and tubes were all tangled weak from whiskey and pills,
in a Chicago hospital. and my father was there, in a chair, by the window, staring so far away.
I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish..." He stopped me and said,
"Child I love you regardless and there is nothing you could do that would ever change this.
I'm not angry. It happens.but you just can't do it again."
So now I try to keep up, I have been exchanging my currency.
While a million objects pass through my periphery. So now I am rubbing my eyes because
they are starting to bother me. I have been staring too long at the screen.
But where was it when I first heard the sweet sound of humility? It came to my ears in the goddamn
loveliest melody. How grateful I was then to be part of the mystery,
to love and be loved. Let's just hope that is enough.
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8:38 pm - I have learned to retreat at the first sign of danger.
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today was cool me jen and sean went looking at houses ahahha....friday downtown to get bouncing souls tix...good times...saturday nothing really....i hope next weekend is cool too..
im all pissed off about how hard SATs were and how im doing horrible in school...i cant wait till its over and lately everyone has been pissing me off so much everything and everyone
I have seen a child is caught in the sad trap of gravity.
He falls from the lowest branch of the apple tree and lands in the grass and weeps for his dignity.
Next time he will not aim so high. Yeah, next time, neither will I.
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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9:28 pm - It's times like these where silence means everything
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honors holla!!!!!! if i dont get money imma have to bus some caps
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| Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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11:27 pm - are we moving too slow? Tangeriiiinnnnneeee
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heyyy bitches...
today me jenny and her momma went to Gwynedd Mercy's open house ...Holla!...thats all scary im all nervous/excited but more nervous to go to college i dont even know what i wanna do but im not about to go to communitty or undeclared. i got a new bag...i like it...i kinda want this nut ass blue one i was looking at. got free stuff...ahah and Y100 was there so we got goodies..mmmm... like johnny depp poster..stickersmm like deftones amazing! well dave was there in the respitory lab...i was afraid of that...it was extremly awkward and i felt kind bad i wish we talked...i felt kinda bad...but then again, he didnt come say hi or anything its his fault for X-mas eve...o well....thats been hppening a lot lately. anywho...my feet hurt,and sean said he toughti weighed 180...what a fuckass...ahhhhh and we went up to some crazy company town devleopment alien crazy house village it was nuuuuuts sooo scary...it was like...no one lived there it was dark and all their cars were parked...no screen doors and people would look out the window and then quickly sht their shades,,,scary asses earlier tho i "died" jens hair red BRIGHT RED....you know why .....SHES MUTHA FUKIN LADY/FLAMER. yea so next weekend is gonna be righteous . money, money, money, money...MONAAY!!! on friday ..sat i'm possibly going mini-golfing with the regs. :-P HOLLA SPRINGTIMEEE finally.. aight well im leaving to d/l some songs from killl billl amaazing movie people ... :)
current mood:  content
current music: glassjaw....grasper
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| Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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5:12 pm
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| Monday, April 12th, 2004
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10:24 pm - they want it nice and slow,kiss em from head to toe,relax and let it go
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| Sunday, April 11th, 2004
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6:08 pm - so one last touch and then you'll go and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
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yoooo foolios
Hoppy Easter!!....so friday night was cool me jen and sean died easter eggs at my hoose. ahha and we got trumpets mutha fugga....lets see....what else...ahha i always have a lot to write but say oooh ill just do it later then i forget it...oh well...B.S. are coming hopefully ill have money to do it. wed. was girls night out ahahha it was fun thursday was fun...friday was good last night i took forever to get out cause i thoought i was hanging out with susan but she took forever ahah so i met up with jen and sookie at the 59 terminal she had her dog it was cute then we walked past Exit and i was like holla hhah no i didnt say it but i was thinking it then we got sean a shirt for today...damn. that kid is soo stubburn...i hope it turned out well at jennys aunts house...today my g-mom came up for din din...the food sucked...as well as the wine...i didnt lke it it wasnt sweet enough..she asked if i lost weight ahahah i was like i ....dont....think...so....hhhahah if i did ill gain it back with all this fuggin candy i loooove it! well time for desert...P.S. Dave is still mad at me for christmas eve and we havnt talked since and they didnt come for dinner b/c of it...im prolly not allowed back over there when hes home...o well he shouldnt have started with me i dont wanna go back to school tomorrow :(
current mood:  depressed
current music: Death cab for cutie-Tiny vessels
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| Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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10:43 pm
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ummmmm im pissed because i tell and tell my brother and sister not to touch my laptop and yet they do it.....my mom also tells my sibs not to touch it...and the past 2 days ive caught them on it...and i will kill them hahahai wish i could but i get yelled at for it because i get mad and yell i cant stand this house i cant wait till i can leave and i hate my dad and now imma be pissed for the rest of the day...i got up early to go "downtown" ahah yeeeeahhh it was a pretty good time.....hhahha im still pissed bout the laptop....so then we went up to seans...then jess's but not before getting rice bowls at dub WA then jess and pat went off...jess seemed kinda pissed...i dunno why...and then me jen and schmoop went to sears to pick out clothes... AHAHAHAHAH OH YEAH MY BRA BROKE TODAY...I REACHED OVER AND SNAP RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE!!! I WAS LIKE WHHHHHHHAT AHHAH It was pretty funny....thats bout it...catch ya fags later
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| Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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4:37 pm - your just jealous cause were young and in love----hahaha yeah thats bout me and jack black
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yooooooo this weekend / few days are gonna be goooooodass shiiiiiiiiiiits hahahah yeeeahhh hopefully well paint and go nuuuuts...ahhah exams are over theywere the 2 most intense days ever...we all went to kells yesterday to make sings for her campaignWWHHHO KELL 05...biitches....yeah ahaha i still have paint all over( the real paint) all over me from our paint fight ahahhah twas fun....i think i need meds for my ADHD ahha its been pretty bad ive been nuts the past few weeks. By the by, MTV is having something with PGMG and how there new and up and coming but thts dumb cause cello!?!? theyve been out for long time
yoooo amy brown is amazing shes incredibly talented and i wish i could do somma dat shit...she should have a museem that reminds me
art museem trip whos down? i know i am foolios
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| Sunday, April 4th, 2004
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10:27 pm
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STDtragedy (10:24:24 PM): oh PS(haha) i thought you would want to know that tomorrow or tinght at ten theres a documentary about the kkk
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