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My desktop... [02 Dec 2004|07:42pm] David[woohooo!]

It's December. [01 Dec 2004|11:07am] I can't believe it. It's the 1st of December. I can't wait for the year to end. Hmm... David[hmmm]

Last wound update and NO VIDEO! [30 Nov 2004|10:08pm] Time : 1804 hours Day : Tuesday, 30th November 2004. Hmm... I've got nothing to write. Ehahaha. That's odd. Why did I feel like writing anyway? Anyhow.. was talking to Alvina earlier this morning and she told me that the entire time Pastor Ananda [ I still don't remember his last name ] was praying for me, I was on camera. No wonder I was getting looks after service last Sunday. Gosh. My eyes were closed throughout the time, so I didn't exactly know. My wound has more or less healed. I recorded something especially for Andrea. Here's the video. It's free for viewing, but it wouldn't mean anything more than what it seems, to you. Ehehe. No wrong ideas, but Andrea and I have been friends for some time, and yeah... I just wanted to say that I appreciate our friendship! David[woohoo!] PS: Oh, the video is cute, if you watch closely. It's not very big, only 1.4MB. Short short clip. Ehehe. EDIT : The video is not working. Sorry. I don't know why too. Will figure it out after my exams.

The real PASEMBUR! [30 Nov 2004|12:56am] I am calling all the "rojak" in Selangor FAKES! David[woohoo!]

An eventful day... [28 Nov 2004|05:51pm] Time : 1643 hours Day : Sunday, the 28th of November 2004. I was up till ungodly hours this morning. Hmmm... Truly. d:/ Woke up at 0830 this morning, which incidently is the time I was supposed to be at church, joining the leaders in prayer. But anyhow, I washed up and spread my favourite bread spread, chunky peanut butter all over three pieces of bread, took it with me and headed to church in PJ. The drive was.. normal except for my loud sounding car [ even though it's a Kancil ] with lotsa problems. I'm gonna send it to the workshop to be checked after my exams. Arrived at church at about 0925. Was surprised that the car park wasn't really full. Parked and walked into the church foyer. Was still blur at this point, as I only had about 4 hours sleep. I forgot to even get a drink of water at home, and was feeling extremely thirsty after the three slices of bread with chunky peanut butter spread. Walked to the water cooler and Sunita just called out,"Hey handsome!" I returned the greeting with a smile. Then, after I finished sipping, HweeYen called out to me,"Hey handsome!" I returned a smile, again and made my way to the sanctuary. What an odd day it is, today. There was a guest speaker, Ps. Ananda [ I can't remember his last name ] speaking today. He spoke yesterday at the healing rally... and he's back to minister today. He did the healing stuff and people were falling under the power everywhere. He delivered a good message on what Christ calls us to be. The context was taken from the book of Daniel about Daniel and his brothers in faith. I'm gonna start reading the book of Daniel to learn from him. I went up for prayer and not expecting anything... he came up to me and prayed for me. Among the many thing that he said, he mentioned that I am to be a person who will rise up and challenge the world. I don't exactly know the ways in which I will challenge the world, but I guess that's for God to reveal and for me to continue to be focused on Him. But I was truly ministered. It was as though he knew part of me, the part which I was struggling with. He asked God that He might strengthen my feeble arms. Truly, I need God to strengthen my feeble arms. Holiness, is the cry of Christ for His church. Devotion is the key to the relationship with God. Continual habitual involvement with the Holy Spirit is essential for growth. David[hmm] PS: This is what I had for dinner yesterday night. Not exactly a rendition of momma's recipe, but it's was okay. Ehehe.

losing my marbles... [25 Nov 2004|12:36pm] Time : 0005 hours Day : Thursday, 25th November 2004 Music : Avalon - We are the reason I'm losing it. Losing my grip on things that I hold dear to my heart, things that I used to do, ways I used to live by, the person I used to be. I haven't been myself lately, and I don't know if anyone noticed it. I doubt so, since no one has approached me about it. It's almost as though I put up a front...? Oh how could it be? I never needed to put up a front, when I meet people last time. Am I ashamed of being myself, or have I excessively reserved feelings or emotions due to the situation around me? Has the circumstances around me changed the way I am? I remember that I used to enjoy talking to people, but now conversations always lead to counselling. I remember swinging through my exams and my university work, but it's such a bumpy road to me. I remember speaking from my heart, but now I find myself thinking excessively about the consequences of my words. I remember having that reliable lifestyle which gave me the support and kept me from worrying, but now, sometimes I feel like I am being pulled by the hands. As one might say, I need to get a grip on life. But sometimes, not having a grip on life is when we truly allow God to lead. Maybe God is making changes in my life, that in which, right now feels very foreign to me. I used to have this idea of myself, how I am like, and how I act and such... but maybe that's about to change. Coming out of the Cell Leaders' Retreat, with the thrust of the camp being "Choosing To Change" did have an effect on me. I think God is holding me to my word [ which is to truly submit to His will and allow Him to do His work here in Cheras ], bringing the changes now. I am not able to place my finger on it, but I know that it is requiring very much of me. That's the hardest part. *exhales I was in Penang for Nigel and Yvonne's wedding last weekend, which ultimately went very well. I think it was a trying time for the newly-weds, but I know for sure that this leap of faith for them will truly please God. Indeed, without FAITH, it is impossible to please God [ Hebrews 11:6,"But without faith, it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is the rewarder of those who diligently seek Him." ]. Had a good time catching up with Celine too. We had our long overdued face to face talk, after keeping in contact over the internet. After speaking to her, it was nice of her to sit down and listen to me. It has been far too long since I've had that kinda conversation, where there are no expectations of the other party to give advice or provide counsel. Not that I do not appreciate people who do, but I just miss... talking. It's been awhile since I've felt that interest was being taken in me. I take interest in the lives of many, but I guess for the reciprocal to happen... is quite oftenly rare. I foresee tough weeks ahead. David[hmm]

Back to a... [23 Nov 2004|10:04pm] Hectic hectic week. I'm gonna have tough weeks ahead. Exams, and all my work are due really soon. David[*fuh...]

My "first" homecooked dinner at my new place! [23 Nov 2004|01:03pm] Aha... On Tuesday, my housemates and I had dinner at home. I cooked some curry kapitan... and my housemate stir-fried some vegetables! She was a bit shy, when posing with the vegetables. Hehaha. David[woohoo!]

Wound update 4 [22 Nov 2004|02:12am] Ah, I foresee better days! The wound is quite dry liau ler. Now, just need to guard against knocks.. and contact. Thanks for concern and prayers. Appreciate it. David[woohoo!]

Wound update 3 [20 Nov 2004|04:08am] Back in Penang. Had a dressing on my wound, all day long. Took it off too quickly, while removing it and ripped a part of the healing skin off and.. YEAOUCH! David[hmm]

Wound update 2 [18 Nov 2004|10:58pm] Better today. Bought some of the stuff Luciana COMMANDED me to buy.. and... yeah. It looks better now, on the outside. Inside, it looks worse! According to Luciana, it got infected. I thought it was just normal healing process. Losta people wonder why I didn't go to the clinic to be treated.. Well, I'm just like that. It's a petty thing.. to be paying the doctor RM30 to check it for ya. I believe in natural healing. But ... yeah.. since it's infected, it sounds... bad. So I followed orders from LULU and got the saline solution to clean it, cotton buds to ... clean.. and... gauze... to keep it clean. David[woohoo!]

Wound update [17 Nov 2004|12:55pm] My carpet burn wound has dried up. Sleeping wasn't too much of a hassle, except for one time when I woke up... my knee came into contact with the railing of my bed. Got up to say ouch, but konked immediately. Haha. David[*boooohooooo]

Busted my knee... [17 Nov 2004|12:48am] Got carpet-burnt today, in Seremban. Initially, it was okay.. but it hurts REALLY bad now. Here's a picture of it. Of course, due to the graphic nature of the picture, I refrained from putting the picture up on my blog. David[*boohoo!!!] PS: IT hurts.. it really hurts!

Screenshots of my Palm [14 Nov 2004|12:57am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | *** 5. Juwita Suwito - You in Me ] I love my Palm! Gave it a fresh look, with the inclusions of picture backgrounds on every category of my applications. Check them out! Main category Miscellaneous category Games category Word category System category Unfiled category David[woohoo!]

God remembers. [11 Nov 2004|01:38pm] Time : 1247 hours Day : Thursday, 11 November 2004 Was at half night corporate prayer meeting in my church yesterday. My oh my... it turned out quite unexpectedly, I would say. Next time I go for any prayer meeting, I'll make sure I carry a packet/box of tissue with me. I was crying three quarters of the time, being searched by God, within my innermost being. I mean, when you ask Him to search you, it's really quite an experience. Unpleasant, initially when I was confronted with all my sins and how sinful I am as a human. As the process deepens, there's just no turning back because it's just so deep that I had to let go and allow Him to do that deep work within me. Of course, when God searches... He always finds the issue that He wants to deal with. But the way He deals with it, has never been the conventional way of how humans deal with issues. Human beings tend to blame, and shift the focus onto something else, but God brings it in the light, where the darkness has to flee from it. The most important aspect of the way God dealt with me, was with the power of the cross. Forgetting the meaning of the cross, and what Jesus did for me was something that I had lost. I have to admit, when it was brought to my remembrance, yesterday night... everything else just faded away. There was no need to reason, no need to fight, no need to say anything. What's left to do is just, remember. The punishment that He took, in my place. What He gave to me, no one could ever do. The thought of that just blows my mind and of course, opens up flood gates. Flood gates of tears, and most importantly, flood gates of praise. I worshipped the Lord, like never before, after being re-redeemed. Indeed, Hallelujah! Jesus is alive! Not only in the world, but in me. Other than dealing with the sin in my life, He brought about comfort in my ministry. Two things: 1. Cell Well, it's been about 7 months since I've moved here to Cheras. Every week, I would travel down to Subang for my Cell Group, as I'm the Assistant Cell Leader in the SS19A College Cell. So, week in, week out I would drive down all the way, braving jams [ sometimes ], and yeah... it's been a sacrifice on my part. There hasn't been much appreciation from the members to what I've been giving to the cell, and it didn't bother me till recently. I admit, I have not done beyond the essentials, keeping the cell alive and such because other than that, it's just too much to commit to! Yesterday, I was reminded that the only recognition and appreciation that matters, come from the Lord. He sees my sacrifice, and He knows it. Basically, yesterday was also a night of venting my frustrations, venting the feelings pent up within me. Good time crying too, on this. 2. Worship Ministry The word came again, yesterday from Ps. Julie. Creativity, the spirit of worship, the river of God flowing through. I've gotta get down to writing SONGS sooon. God, there's just nothing that I can do, except to just love You for everything. Thank You Lord. David[hmmm]

Halloween... [08 Nov 2004|11:28pm] Don't know if Halloween's supposed to be cute, but mine was. Ahaha. BOO! David[woohoo!]

Bananas of the world unite! [08 Nov 2004|02:38pm] My cousin's banana. [ Why doesn't that sound right? HAHAHA! ] Image from Cheryl's blog. David[woohoo!]

boobaaboobaa [05 Nov 2004|11:19am] Time : 0123 hours Day : 5th November 2004 Mood : Tired, exhausted and drained. Today was exceptionally a long day. Had classes from 0830 in the morning till 6, with a few breaks in between. Then, it was dinner at 7, and straight to church for worship practice. S---T---R---E---T---C---H---E---D---! Jess called, to talk but I couldn't really respond as well as I normally do. I was really trying. I could barely think. All I could do was humm, hmmm and agree. Oh, plus listen ler, of course. On top of that, I had so many thing to do. 1. Plan for worship, cause I am worship leading in CF....*drum roll... TODAY! Drum roll's not for me, but for the time of which I am planning for it. Not that I wanted to leave it till the last minute, but truthfully, I've just been swamped. Did keep in mind a theme and a key song though. Worked around it already, earlier. Theme : God's faithfulness and strength carries us through everything. Songs : Every move I make, I walk by faith, Through it all, God is the strength of my heart. 2. Still to prepare the Cell Lesson by going through the one provided. Long, and requires time, spirit and mind. Not exactly the best time and condition to do it, now that it's 0142 hours. I'm tired. Lord, I pray that You'll give me good sleep tonight, and I pray that You'll continue to bless me with Your presence. Without You, O Lord.. I am nothing. In Jesus' name, AMEN. David[hmm]

Today... [02 Nov 2004|12:49am] Time : 1055 hours Day : Monday, 1st of November, 2004 Music : Have Your Way by Paradise Live. My gosh, does time fly or does time fly? It's already the 11th month of the year. David[hmm] Time : 2343 I've just cleaned/cleared up my room again. Now, it's even more organized. My files are on another side, where it doesn't obstruct my long long legs. My room feels more condusive to study in. Hmm.. funny how I have never felt that way about any room. Prolly it's time to straighten up. *laughs to self My housemates and I just took a trip up to the 19th floor, checking the view out. Didn't bring my camera along, as I thought that there wouldn't be much to see, but to my surprise... KLCC, KL Tower, Menara Maybank, Telekom Tower is within sight..! Must bring my tripod and camera up there one day. Sending some photos to be developed by KinYan. Hopefully, they'll turnout better than the last time I got photos developed [ which was with another photo shop. Different. ]. That's all for now. David[woohoo!]

Photoshopped.. again! [31 Oct 2004|06:13pm] Amature stuff! Original Photoshopped One of the night shots I took of KLCC. David[woohoo!]

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