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| 02:53pm 29/10/2003 |
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for some reason my dad decided that we needed to go out and eat dinner as a family. why? i do not know. we went to bennigans. it was too much irish for me, i didnt know what to do. it was embarass juliana night too, apparently. all i wanted to do was a stupid word seach on my brother's kid menu, but nooo. he mad a big stink about it, which promted my dad to call the waitress over and ask for a kids menu and crayons for me.uhhh they wonder why i dont like to go places as a family. then more randomness: my dad decided we needed to go to costco. ha okay. keep in mind that my dad hasnt bought any new sort of electrical appliance since the color tv came out. he decides to get a flat screen tv to repace the tv that blew up over the summer. that was cool, but it took 181982 hours. luckly, there was this awesome massage chair right next to the tvs, so i sat in it and listened to music. some people gave me weird looks, but i didnt care cause i was mighty comfortable. when we came home i tried to do homework but i couldnt concentrate. james invited me to the sjp semi :) yay. im excited. it should be a good time.
today in school we got candy to start fund raising for the trip to florida (disney world/land, i dunno, whichever one is in florida)! let's hear it for disney! buy candy from me. it will be much appreciated.
ew. in history this girl, meg something, wreaked of weed. it was nauseating. she left class to go smoke and then came back and i couldnt breathe. it gave me a wicked bad head ache. the mix of that, and her really bad cheap perfume was toxic. gross.
band tonight. this should be interesting. its rather wet out.
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| 03:26pm 28/10/2003 |
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mood:  cheerful
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For the first time since a week before school started i came home after school instead of going to soccer. wow, awesome. rest. time. amazing. i didnt know waht to do with myself, so i was online forever. it was a super productive way of spending my time (yeahhhhhhhhh riiiiiiiiiiight). yesterday was one of those in-a-good-mood-for-no-reason days. i liked it. but then i came home and had a reason to be in a good mood! but im not gunna say anything until i know it's for sure.
today was pretty ok. we listened to tapes from the competition on saturday. itd be so cool if we won finals. in history we had a discussion on how girls and guys deal with situations differently. basically how girls are wicked catty and guys are chill about most stuff. im going to change that, or at least for me, cause it's totally unnecessary. mr degeorge moved my seat back to where it was supposta be cause me and kris talk too much. stinker.
i totally over-analyze everything. i have to learn not to do that.
i walked part ways home today cause i missed the bus. it was perfect walking home weather. i didnt mind at all.
alright, im gunna go try to make a more productive use of my time today - Juliana |
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| Today I Was Dead & It Was Great |
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| 05:47pm 26/10/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: i think it's irish bag pipes on the tv...
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i woke up at 930 and then went back to sleep till 1. it was great. my dad tried to wake me up to tell me to do something and i declared it Juliana Is Dead Day. This my friends, is an awesome day. it means that everyone has to pretend like i am dead and dont exist. it worked. i loved it. its gunna be a monthly holiday now.
friday night i got up the guts to go see texas chain saw massacre. well sorta kinda. i went but i didnt see any of the grossness. im a baby. it was the most of a gory movie i've ever seen though. i didnt think the ring was scary but i cant watch i know what u did last summer. isnt that strange. it was a good time. id say $10 well spent, but i still think thats way too much to see a movie.
saturday ...sigh... im just not going to talk about soccer because i was such a disgrace. whyyyyyyyy did i hafta suck in that game. i even ate pure sugar at 1/2 time to try to wake myself up. it didnt work. tear. adam came up and we hung out for a little while until i had to go to band. i was acting like a 5 year old because i couldnt convey my frustrations in any other way. then i got made fun of, but i asked for it. my parents had him moving airconditioners when i was in the shower. sorry about that adam. i guess they figure ur family, put u to work...at least thats what they do w/ me. he dropped me off at band and i thought i was late so i got on the bus in the worst mood ever. i sat w/ alex and he taught me the cadence on the back of a seat. that made me happy. i cant really do it, but i like to think im cool and actually can. we beat malden, got 2 high captions, a gold, and came in second! yep. i was proud. i put my headphones on and fell asleep 2ce on the way home. im going to take more advantage of being dead. excuse me.
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| You Put The Flask In Upside down?......... |
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| 10:24pm 21/10/2003 |
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Despite the impossible tests, chem is awesome...well, labs for that matter. Today I was in one of my infamous states of genius. We we're doing a lab and I accidentally put the flask into the cold water inverted as opposed to right side up....ohhh mannn. picture a slow motion scene in a movie, w/ the low voices and exaggerated motions: Kyle: ok, now put it in the water bath Me: takes the flask off the bunsen burner and proceeds to move it towards the water bath kristen: nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo balloon on top of flask: POP! SPLASH! WETNESS! Me: :-0 oops ... it was so classic. mrs. scal laughed at me. THE TEACHER LAUGHED AT ME! Jay was a nice shade of crimson red from laughing at me, and then when the rest of the class cough onto what i had done we had a good 'ol class laugh at Juliana. not that this is something that im not used to, but today was better then usual. the whole mrs. scal laughing at me just made it worth while. the best part was i did it right after she told me that i got 100% on the quiz we took yesterday (YESSSSSSS)....way to show ur intelligence Juliana!
we had an assembly on teen dating violence and it was very powerful. people we're crying and everything. a father came in a told the story of how his daughter was beat to death w/ a baseball bat by her boyfriend. the tone in his voice alone was enough to make you care.
i found out today that thorton has forbade anyone from doing soccer and band. looks like im playing jv for the rest of my life then, huh. i hate that man with a passion. when we told mr buckley (band), he was astonished and hes gunna talk to him along w/ a bunch of the parents. what a dick head. way to kill the soccer thorton, way to kill it!
we lost the game today thanks to my awesome face ball right to the woburn player in front of the net. I love it when that happens. Overall it was a good game though.
I debating whether or not to go see texas chainsaw something or other on friday night. Gory movies REALLY freak me out. eek.
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| 06:19pm 20/10/2003 |
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mood:  flirty music: preferably something corporate, but my cd is m.i.a : (
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The Weekend Review:
Friday night was the football game, to which no one attended cause all the cool kids were in NY. I’ve decided that we should be able to leave after 1/2 time.
on Saturday day we had a little memorial thing for my grandpa cause it was the one year anniversary since he died... it was very nice. then after that I went to band where I was given SUCH a hard time by stupid Jill. I don’t dislike her except for when she gives me a hard time about EVERYTHING. ((humph)) anyway, someone told her I what I was doing that prevented me from going to band practice and she still tried to turn it around on me. RAR then I confronted her and I think I made her feel bad, or at least put her in her place/stood up to her which no one ever does and she stepped back. the competition was a lot more fun the usual cause it was MICCA and not as stressful. 4 stars baby! awards got over at 630 which was incredibly awesome! I went to richie's house when I got home, and there was so many people over. it was the 1st time ive seen a lot of the people since school started. good stuff. we ate paut's apples that he picked because he was being super overprotective of them. I tried to hack it up but that was not very successful. I wasn’t feeling so hot, so jenna kept trying to give me sugar cause she said it would make me feel better -haha- despite the fact that I didn’t feel good it was still a very good night.
yesterday I cleaned my room all day long. no joke. it's so clean right now. I don’t think it actually would have taken that long for anyone else to clean my room, but I have severe attention problems when it comes to cleaning. every time there is something for me to look through I have to look through it even if I know what it is, I cant just put it away. or sometimes, I lay down on the floor and listen to my music and stare up at the ceiling. it gets my mom so aggravated when I cant "stay focused". I on the other hand, enjoy it.
today was school as usual, then soccer, and then I walked over to the jv MHS vs. SJP football game for about 20 minutes w/ k.fin, kyle, maura, and kannani.
I was just singing the treseme` commercial (you know, treseme` treseme` o la laaaa) and didn’t even realize it till my mom asked me if I wanted to sing it for her again! hahahha, I hope I don’t do that in public.
Buona Sera - Juliana |
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| 10:28pm 16/10/2003 |
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so im sitting here not watching the sox game because I an bad luck (i watched, garciapara (I butchered that spelling) struck out 2ce). im convinced. I might as well do my part and not watch so that they can win, right? right.
todaytodaytoday...what happened today.
I was supposed to wake up at 430 so I could do my homework and I definitely did not. as much as the snooze button is my best friend, some mornings I wish it would shock my hand whenever I go to touch it. I ended up getting out of bed @ 6 and totally freaked out cause I had 3 quizzes (chem, italian, and english) that I hadn't studied for. not to mention the chem homework I dint do and the geometry notes I didn’t take. rarr. this is what happens when you procrastinate kids. dont do it. I seriously contemplated being ‘sick’ and begging to stay home, but then I just sucked it up. mr pendleton who is somewhat strange (his twitch is SO FUNNY) is nice never-the-less, and as he was lecturing us today he let me do my chem homework. very cool. so I got a lot of that done, plus, i got the conversions for pressure (1.00atm=29.97in Hg=7.60cm Hg=760mm Hg=760Torr=101.3 KPa BO YEAH!) down. my luck has it that scaldoni wasn’t in today. awesome cause I had a solid 20 minutes to study for italian! woot woot! I highlighted all the words I didn’t know and learned em...guess what... every single word I had highlighted was on the quiz. I think i did decent which is not something I can usually say for italian. then at lunch I studied for english and got an 85%...not great, but im not complaining either. and geometry never got done. oh well. I should have lied and said I did it, but I knew if I did that I would get “The Challenge” dundundun.
Kris said I was acting really woooooo! today. or maybe she said strange and then illustrated it w/ the “wooo!”. anyway, for all the cramming I did that would usually stress me out big time, I was in an uncharacterist good mood.
mrs lord pointed out how mean me and tony are to each other today. it is so true, but it’s mean in a nice way (...yes, I know that made perfect sense, why do u ask?).
I found out something about someone today that totally cought me of guard. for lack of a better, less over-used expression, I was like woah. it was a mix between shock, nostalgia, and a further realization of what a big looser I am.
before soccer me and rach crashed the band room for some bizarre reason. shes really good at the piano so she played the song from a walk to remember and I sang to it. then she played me some of her songs that she wrote. they are sooo good. im extremely envious of her talent. then off to soccer which went EXTREMELY well after I got a mouth guard. we won 2-0 over burlington. the field was a complete mess so people kept wiping out. awesome. it’s so much more fun that way.
when I came home and started Second Helpings. I can tell it’s gunna be a good book already. I dont read enough when im busy.
im really gunna start to try to work on those melodies/lyrics soon for the band. I get extreme mental blocks. I need some inspiration. anyone? anyone?
im gunna go upstairs and check the score...go sox!
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| This Was Supposed To Be Short |
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| 08:16pm 14/10/2003 |
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so it's quick recap time - after soccer on friday (after winning 3-0!!! yeah mel-rose!) i attempted to go the the sjp dance. we (me and kris) had a little crisis. she sorta didnt have a key to her house and her family is anti-cell phones so luckely i have 2 shows at my house so we both took a shower at my house and then she went back to her house to change when her dad came home. it all worked out, but, im sorry kris, its so funny to see you get all stressed out like that. anyway kyle picked us up, and off we went sjp. wow, that is a big campus. it must be really hard to get to classes. so apparently there is a dress code at these dances whereas you must have straps on your shirt. psh! whats up w/ that (are they afraid of seductive sholders or something, i dont get it). no one told me! even though i had no straps i still had way more clothes on then the majortiy of the other people there. so i was really nervous that they were gunna get mad at me and make me put on a shirt that they provide, so i totaly dodged all the people w/ flashlights and such. i kept loosing kris and kyle so me and natalie hung out. she is so funny. hardcore dancing to techno is awesome! noof signed my hand (what am i supposta call him noof or jeff?)and i met another kid named jeff, but i didnt actually know that at the time. my mom drove us home *surprisesuprise* she hates driving me places.
on saturday i had band for 11 straight hours. that is really a lot of band. we got a gold metal and came in second (the points system is weird, maybe ill explain it later). we got to strike a pose @ the end which was fun, but then we were told it looked stupid. i happend to like my pose, thanks *strikes a pose*. on sunday we had the colombus day parade!!!!! oh my god, i hate colombus. i was soaked through my rain *parka*, and my 2 shirts, and those snazzy pants that we have to wear. my piccolo totally broke too. piccolos dont like rain. and my shoe fell off so i had to run to the curb and put it back on. in the process my hat fell off...i was sucha mess! after i was all put together i had to sprint back into the parade. quite the fiasco. anyway when we stopped i put alex's hair up and it was awesome. hahah he looked very porn star-esque.
monday we played belmont. and I SCORED FROM MIDFIELD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let's hear it for defence scoring! my goal, no pun intended, for the season was met. we tied 2-2. i thought we played well.
today was very average.
kyle been acting 'like juliana' lately. aww how cute, no more making fun of juliana now that u do it too! hahaha
happy birthday jenna!
i should be doing homework right now.
so much for a quick entry. i've never been good at that.
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| 10:45pm 07/10/2003 |
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mood:  lethargic
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i have to write to take a break from homework.
do u ever feel like your brain is gunna pop cause you have so much information crammed into it in such a small span of time? yeah, well if you do, i know the feeling. today i memorized the map of italy in a lunch period. i seriously hope i didnt fuck (pardon my french) up the test though, cause that's just somthin id do. i have a collective, 3 unit, vocab test tomorrow. i dread those. then a history and italian test the next day. as far as history goes, we have no text book so even if i had time or wanted to study, i couldnt...italian, well, we'll just not go there. chem test the day after that and its not that i cant do the work, it's just there is SO MUCH MEMORIZING of numbers. i cannot memorize data. why cant the U.S. just use metric measurement!?!? ((breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee)) you have no idea how good this long weekend is looking to me.
me and rach chatted for a while before soccer today cause the bus was 45 minutes late (you shouldda heard thorton yelling at the bus driver... if i am ever in his class i will never be late for anything.) the game was pretty good. we got to play on awesome turf. lexington is so rich. the ball moves wicked fast on turf. we were tied most of the game (1-1) but they socred w/ 15ish minutes to go (i think it was my fault :-/). for some reason the turf was really good for my throws. it was neat. the ball went far. for the first time in my life i saw nadia purposly shove some girl she was marking...it was a moment to remember hahaha oh nads. of course she got away with it because she's nadia. anyway, i think i could have slept on the field. strange, but true. it was quite confortable. we sang on the bus ride home. it was a good ride.
when i got home i got into a fight w/ my dad, as usual. grrr, hes always accusing me of messing up the computer when, in fact, i am the only one that actually knows how to use the computer correctly thank-you-very-much then was like whatever and asked for the clicker to the tv, so he wouldnt give it to me and turns on a show w/ some guy puking his brains out, so i freaked out and grabbed the clicker outta his hands. this ed to him yelling at me about how if i do that to some guy hell have the refelx to backhand me? wtf!? first of all, i treat my dad and my guy friends differently, and its just - RARRRRRRRRRRR - the tone he uses. god i hate how he thinks i dont know anything!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh. i screamed at him and was like "you dont know what i know and dont know because you dont talk to me, you talk at me! and u dont even spend enough time w/ me to know anything and even if u did, i wouldnt want to because of the way you speak to me!" ...........it may sound a little harsh, but you dont live w/ him, you dont understand.he knew it was the truth too, and when someone tells him the turth that he doesnt want to hear he acts like a little baby and has to get his last word in, then retreats to the computer or the garage, and then pretends like nothing happened. sorry.
i still hafta write an essay 'reflecting on what you thought of the movie.' yeah, you all know what movie im talking about. the one w/ fred savage and candice camron about abusive relationships. the one they make us watch ever year since 7th grade. any thoughts i ever had on that moive definitly got lost after the 3rd time i saw it.
i wanna go the the SJP dance on friday night. will anyone come w/ me after soccer??? pleaseeeeeeeeeee. something new and interesting - -psh! just kidding, kyle's going! wootwoot!
ya know what kinda pisses me off...nevermind u dont need to know. the thing is i dont know if i get mad/fustrated with myself more then anything.
one of these days.
everwood was really good last night.
im sorry for complaining. i find myself annoying at times. mlah -
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| 12:28am 04/10/2003 |
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mood:  cheerful
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HAHAHA --- okay we’ll start at the beginning of the day. so I slept through the alarm clock...8 times! eek! yes I’m serious, 8 times. I was supposta wake up at 5, woke up at 6:30. it was okay though, I made it to the bus just as it was pulling around the corner...I’m good. anyway so I got to school and finished retaking that 39% I got in geometry and guess who got a 92% on her retake...oh yes, you are correct if u guessed Juliana. it was pep rally day so I had no classes until lunch. I love pep rallies cause of the whole ‘I have to go to band’ excuse that everyone uses to sit in the band room and do nothing for an hour before the rally. it was quite amusing today. Chris was hilarious cause Mr. buckley said he wasn’t a real musician (jokingly), and they made this big huge scene consisting of hiding behind drum sets, rocking in the fetal position while holding an empty box of mountain dew, begging, and dinosaur noises made from a broken amp. hahaha use your imagination and you’ll probably get close to what happened. the pep rally was very typical except dave crespo and his short shorts. I was scared for the boy. I really was. in english I passed around old pictures of ‘bumstov’ AKA Alex Tony and Sam just cause Tony didn’t want me to. he was SO MAD. he said “its so on”. I called his cell tonight cause its like this inside joke thing that we have and I think he got mad at me? I was really confused. whatever. we took another quest in geometry (not the retake, a different one) and there was only 7 questions. immmmm scared. we did almost nothing at soccer. it was cool. then off to band for a football game. it was fun...it was COLD. I blanked out on the 3rd song totally. my fingers hurt. me and MO went to the bathroom and the faculty one was open...its so much nicer! next time, we’re gnu be all mature and write our initials on the wall. harhar - I met some of the Germans. they seem cool. they got such kick out the stuff we were playing at the football game. it was cute.(( I have a goal, and if it works it would be so great)) anyway, so all the upperclassmen were being really secretive and obvious about toilet papering my house. I told my mom when I came home so it didn’t scare her, but we forgot to tell my little brother and he freaked out!!!! he started screaming at them and my mom was like shhh!! its was so funny. I was standing right at the window watching the whole thing and no one even noticed. I must say, I’m impressed, my house is fully a mess. someone threw one up on my air conditioner (2 floors up) and its just sitting there. there was 20million cars and they were soooooo loud. haha o well, its all in good fun. tomorrow I have a game then practice then a competition - fun stuff JD
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| 07:12pm 01/10/2003 |
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mood:  rejuvenated
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I’m back. Sorry for the lack of updates. I had some technical difficulties a.k.a. my dad, in an extreme state of genius, did something to the computer so we had to crash it. I’m home cause I’ve been sick all week and my mom keeps telling me to take a day off (she’s cool like that sometimes) so I chose today cause there is no game. It's weird to have all this time. I kinda wish I hadn’t though taken the day off cause ill inevitably get behind BUT at least I have time to update now.
Its been almost a month...wow. Where to start?
hmmm school maybe? yeah. Ill start w/ school. school has definitely started. I like this year better then last so far, which is good. i have a lot of my friends in my classes, thank god. as for my teachers, they're so so.
pendleton for history: He’s not mean or hard or outstandingly weird, there’s just something about him that is strange. I think I just contradicted myself.
scialdoni for chemistry: she tried to scare us the first week or so of school and oh man did it ever work. she’s not that mean now, though, and she seems like she really know what she’s doing. I didn’t study for her 1st test and that was stupid. from now on all extra credit and studying will be done for chemistry.
healy...or follinore (whatever, she got married to some french argentinian dude) for italian, once again: she got her room changed and its brighter so I thought id be easier to stay awake...NOPE...she just made up for it w/ getting even more boring.
lord for english (again): I don’t actually mind having her again. I know how she grades and what she expects, so I don’t have to get used to anything new. AND GUESS WHO ONLY READ ONE SUMMER READING BOOK AND GOT A 94 ON THE TEST!! BO YA! anyway, the bad part is I sit front row center. blah. it forces me to pay attention. we read Our Town, which I really liked, and are in the process of reading To Kill A Mockingbird, another good book.
degeorge for geometry...words can not describe this man. he is such a nut case. He’s just...woww. I got a 39% of the 2nd tes...sorry, Quest, of the year. I didn’t think it was possible for me to ever score that low on anything, with a grade curve no less! the sad part is it wasn’t even the worst grade in the class.
eagen for wellness. EWW. at first I thought id like him cause He’s a sub for a quarter and he’s young, so I assumed that he’d be cool. no, not at all. He’s a total control freak. he played some sort of semi-pro hockey so he thinks He’s all high and mighty, which he’s not. he informed us that every person he has disciplined so far has cried. id like to see him try to discipline me. (hahah I just sounded like sucha punk "id like to see someone to try discipline me!")
now soccer: I guess I have some mixed feelings about soccer. we had some big team unity problems at the beginning of the year. I think we've gotten over that for the most part. our record isn’t too great but we aren’t loosing by immense amounts either. I kinda feel bad for rodge cause no one gives him any respect, and not saying that he’s the best coach or anything but I think he deserves respect. apparently thorton is really mean to varsity and its taking the fun out of it for them which is really not cool. its sort of common knowledge that Melrose soccer isn’t that great but at least we have fun, yea know? I got to practice w/ varsity the other day and it was ‘eh’. we scrimmaged for 90 minutes or somethin and every-other word out of thortons mouth was my name. marking on zedros is really scary too. Of course, as usual, I hurt myself (over the course of the season, no at practice). When the hip flexor finally went away...after going to the trainer enough times to make good friends w/ him... I gashed my knee open. it’s quite beautiful. it didn’t want to heal so I played 2 games w/ blood running down my knee, and none of the stupid refs even cared! I felt bad for the girls I was marking on cause it was nasty. So that’s the deal with soccer.
band is okay. we have a competition on saturday. i’ve never been to one before, it should be interesting.
the dashboard/brandnew/mxpx concert was amazing. it renewed my love for both dc and brand new...on the bus yesterday sam said her favorite song was hands down by dashboard, no way. this is why the radio is evil.
Just some other stuff:
-sarah was in my gym class but now shes not cause im back in the classroom. thats sad. i dont know how she does it, but shes got this person...bob, we'll call him bob...anyway, he is perfect and you are crazy if you think he doesnt like you! i am throughly envious.
-this is the 1st year since 7th grade that dayo isn't in all of my classes. i have become accousom to him helping me w/ all the homework, and seeing him every day, and just talking to him. it's soo strange now how i only see him in the soccer hallway. he told me that i looked different when i saw him (like 2 weeks into the school year), thats how much we never see eachother anymore.
-on the bright side, tony is in 4 of my classes. we are so mean to eachother! haha its all in good fun though. ive never been made fun of quite as much as when im with tony. he has a girlfriend that lives in amesbury and hes so adoriable (for lack of a better word) when he talkes about her. i ask him about her all the time just cause i like how happy he is.
-mayyyyybe i should get my own relationship...yeah. ha. thats a thought. until then i guess i'm listening to sarah's voicemails and tony's stories.
I want something to happen. Routine is killing me.
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| 09:44pm 31/08/2003 |
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Well folks, I’m back again. Probably for the last time this summer : ( Tonight is the first night all week I’ve had then energy, or incentive for that matter, to update. I thought about it last night but instead I feel asleep in my rocking chair listening to Konstantine. Quad-sessions are finally over!!!!! It’s so awesome going from having 4 hours to your self all day, to sleeping all day. Bliss.
So they killed us at soccer. I’ve never run quite so much in my life. Thorton is evil. I made JV so I don’t hafta deal w/ him, but still. Pain is a good word to describe it. Someone threw up right behind me during a “cool down jog” AKA death after death, and I ran faster then I ever thought was physically possible for me. Seriously, I ran so fast that I past the captains and got in trouble. I pulled my hip flexor, too, and it hurt so badly. It was really weird – I could bring my leg up to a certain point but then I just had no control over it and I’d have to pull it up the rest of the way w/ my arms (for example, getting up stairs). It feels 100% better now though after a day or two of rest!
Band was pretty hardcore too. Did u know that you can so stamina drills in band!?! Crazy, huh. We have a new drill instructor ::ahem:: sergeant, and he’s pretty insane. I got some brownie points from him by discovering a different way to mach a set, so it gave the piccolo section a little leeway for talking (he’s super strict about talking). I must say, his assistants are really cool though. I’m exceptionally bad at marching, so I’ve made pretty good friend w/ Jim and Jay cause they hafta follow me around and fix whatever I’m doing. I must be sucha pain in the ass. I was actually physically challenged the other day…they made us do this drill where u get on the ground on your stomach and march in the air sorta - -I dunno, its hard to explain but Mo and Jenna, you know what I’m talkin about! The best part of it hasta be when people drive by ever other minute and yell things out their windows like “ONE TIME AT BAND CAMP…” and then make it original. Like we’ve haven’t been hearing it all week guys! Pahlese – at 1st the band directors ignored it, but towards the end of the week they would yell back. The post band camp party was fun too. Bubs is the funniest person ever. Rachel and Jenna kept throwing things down my shirt. those teddy grams violated me! We went to Peddle's house and then to dairy dome. They have cool peanut butter flavored ice cream that’s white so it fools you.
Today my mom made my brother do the dishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you realize how long I’ve been waiting for this day to come…do you realize!?!?!?! Every single day I clean the kitchen and then come home and it’s a mess again just causea that little twirp! And today he had to clean!!!! BWAHAHAHAHAH.
I have to do some major school shopping tomorrow on account of I haven’t done any yet.
My downstairs room finally got plastered!
I’m freezing. Two blankts on… school is really coming isn’t it.
I hope your days get better Adam. Too bad I can’t rescue you…that would require a car, huh. I owe you for rescuing me that day. I vent on you entirely too much, typically it would all be put here. Maybe I should start doing that again so u wont hafta come of w/ things to say to things that don’t effect you at all.
Dashboard is commin up : ) yay. I hope i see james there cause i havent seen him forever.
Kristen's b-day is just around the corner too!
Well I must get back to reading my sparknotes for summer reading and cleaning my room (when am I not cleaning my room??? It seems like all the time.)
So Wonderfully Rested – Juliana |
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| 12:40am 21/08/2003 |
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I believe an update is in order. I made Kristen, so it’s only fair.
Lauren was up for 5ish days. I dunno if she had fun or not. I hope I didn’t bore her to death. I took her to downtown crossing and fanuel hall, richies house, the imax theater - - we did some fun stuff. We even went to sals house! That was a nice way to mix it up. Id never been to sals before. Us, sal ,dave and hardcore dave watched the lizze mcguire movie. It was bad for the most part, but absolutely hilarious at the same time, cause they’re all obsessed w/ her and kept making these comments. I felt special that I was invited over.
The band has been going pretty well, I guess. We cant get any of the recording stuff working so that a major bummer. They’re all leaving for college on Sunday so no more band till christmas break, or if we’re lucky, thanksgiving, but it’d have to be minus the bass : ( I’ve begun to grow accustom to adam and my car rides. Awe. I’m sad.
Yesterday was band (school band) beach day! I think 20ish of us went down to good harbor and had a good time. Mannie is probably the funniest person ever. He made this pregnant lady in the sand all inspired by some fat lady he saw and almost asked if she was pregnant. Well at least that’s what I think it was inspired by, I can’t follow mannie all the time. Anyway, it started out as a ‘nice’ sand sculpture but then he decided that she needed to give birth...it was a minorly obscene. You couldn’t help but laugh though. He got so into it. then he nick, and nick buried rachel and used mannie’s sand sculpture as a blue print of sorts hahahah we’re gunna have some funny pictures.
I took 45 seconds off of my mile today thanks to anne zankowski’s wonderful advice on how to breathe correctly. I was proud of myself. My stupid leg hates me, though, and it decided to spaz out. It’s quite painful. Ace bandage and advil to the rescue. (2 at a time kris)
I’m scared for double sessions. Or I suppose its actually quadruple sessions w/ band thrown in there and all. It’s only a week. I can do it. I’ve been running more or less. But then again, according to bill desimone, I “need to run more on your own. Did u get the summer workout?” way to keep my confidence up billy boy!!!
My poor kitty is sick.
My dad is an ass. I really cant stand him anymore. We got into a huge fight again tonight and he blocked everything on my sn. I’m risking being in major shit right now doing this. I don’t care though. I’ll do it just because. I hate how he speaks to me. He thinks so little of me. He’s making me an angry person and I don’t like it. whatever.
I’m finishing the color of water right now and then onto this boy’s life. I think i'm gunna hafta resort to spark notes. 2 books in 2 weeks and quad sessions just doesn’t looks like it gunna work out for me.
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| 12:30am 07/08/2003 |
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Hello all, it’s me again. I’ve been really lax with this thing lately. Not too much has really been happening... I think - -I can’t really remember to tell you the truth.
Lets see…what’s some news in the life of Juliana? ::thinks:: well…sound the trumpets! I passed drivers Ed w/ flying colors! haha it was a very difficult class, lemme tell ya. Oh! Cool fact! My drivers Ed teacher, Jane, is the mother of the lead singer in redchord (sp?)
A few days ago a bunch of us (Maura, Kristen, Jenna, Paut, Richie, Peter, and Cory I believe it was) went to a fun-fill and educational trip to the science museum! hahah - just kidding, it wasn’t all that educational. We kept loosing each other and having to call everyone on their cell phones…it was kinda funny cause most of the time we were standing right next to them (or pretty close) and didn’t notice it. don’t smell the animals it’s nasty. Take my word for it…or better yet, take richie’s word for it cause he tried to convince us that deer didn’t smell that bad by inhaling entirely too much of it…despite his valiant attempts, us ladies knew not the smell the deer. We all saw an omni show on speed. No, not the drug, it was about people that go fast. Example: a race car driver. Anywhoo, we saw that and a lightening show, then we went to fanuel hall and walked around a bit. This poor kid was made to dress up as that dr. seus cat…you know the black one w/ the red and white striped hat… and it was pouring out. He was doing the c walk. I returned the “how are you today” w/ a good and you? And he goes “a little cold, a little wet, a little bored.” I felt bad for him, but it’s always funny seein a person dressed up as a cat doing the c walk so oh well.
The bi-annual family reunion was ?2? days ago I think. It was interesting I suppose. I have a weird family. I was going to kill my parents they made me sing in front of my WHOLE family. There was like 200 somethin people there (okay, im exaggerating a little, but stilL!). I was going to DIE!!!!!!!!!! I have never been that embarrassed in my life. I couldn’t even hold my voice steady, I was that embarrassed. I guess some good came out of it cause my 2385784th cousin, Adam, asked me to sing in his band. We can’t really find out how we’re related, though. We got along really well for having met for the 1st time that day. Cause we were the only people there not 5 or 50 we chilled. We chilled for a little too long, cause my mom came looking for me at 2 in the morning! Oops. That kinda pissed me off a little, though, cause she knew I was with family, yet she still felt the need to come look for me. No trust whatsoever. Anyway, back to the band thing, Adam is 20. Everyone in his and is 20. Ekk! That’s scary. That scares me. He’s commin up to pick me up for band practice tomorrow. Ahhhhhhh I’m nervous. I hate being the little kid. Apparently he thought I was 19 or somewhere around there. He said he wouldn’t have put it past me if I said I was his age. Aren’t looks so deceiving. Too bad his band knows how old I am…darn. - --ahhhhhhh I’m nervous I’m nervous I’m nervous!!!!!!
More cool band news: Andrew, Steve, and Richie are startin a new band up (rubber band…hahah) and they asked me to be the singer! I’m wicked stoked about that. I hope I don’t suck.
somebody's gotta work on her confidence in singing
My cousin Lauren, from phile, is commin up on satuday...wooowooo! this is the cool one, not the druggie. My life isn’t all that exciting so I hope you aren’t disappointed! We’ll find stuff to do – no worries.
That’s all for now
Good Night -Juliana |
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| 12:50am 31/07/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: October Nights - Yellowcard
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I saw my aunts new house mansion. It’s insanely big. A bit of excess, but hey, if they can… go for it. There are so many rooms they are named, yes, named. Although I must say there was 3 parts of the house I really liked. 1) The library…id really like a library. For some reason libraries in houses remind me of beauty and the beast, and ever since I was probably 7 I’ve wanted a library just like that. I’d spend entirely too much time in there if I had one though. 2) How when you are up in the 2nd floor hallway you can look over the banisters into the great room. I imagine it would make for a grand entrance of sorts. Plus, I just like the being in high places looking down. 3) The fountain in the backyard. It’s this sort of trickle type deal where water comes through the rocks into a pond like thing that’s surrounded by all different flowers. It’s all lit up blue and looks very beautiful @ night. I went out there to escape the blah of “adult conversation” and little kids chasing each other around, and it was really…nice. I wouldn’t mind having one in my backyard.
I’ve also decided that I really like the night, dim lights, and darkness. Not darkness in a rarrrr dieeeee, keep the blinds down and shut, never wear color sort of way, but the darkness of night. Get it? –hah- probably not, but that’s okay, it’s kinda weird. I am without a doubt the kinda person who would take a late night walk, or could be more then content stargazing. What a coincidence… my background… I didn’t put it here w/ intentions of writing this either. I remember, a little ways back, we all used to sit in peters basement in the pitch black and talk after we watched a movie and stuff. I liked that. It was different.
sorry, I’m just a big dork
I had to do laundry all day. I hate doing laundry.
Yesterday I went to soccer and I could actually do the run. It wasn’t a piece of cake or anything, but I sprinted the last leg of the run when I didn’t have to. See, being super hard on myself worked… tomorrow I’ll do my bike ride to the track & run thing. That seemed to work well last time.
When I went to kris’s today her dad gave me this mini radio thing. It’s cute. haha, he got it from his work or something. It says corona light on it (he owns a liquor store). We watched “whos line is it anyway”…that my friends, is a quality show! What would the world be without good old Collin, Ryan, Wayne, and Drew... just what would it be?
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| 08:07pm 26/07/2003 |
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( YetAnotherBlowOut )
Anyway, besides that I’ve been having a really good time this week. Er’s up and we’ve been doin a bunch fun stuff. Like going to painters pride and into boston and stuff. 2 days ago I painted a fish @ painters pride and I’m proud of it, yes I am. lol. Then we (me, maura, kyle, jenna, kristen, erika, and caitlin) walked to belview to visit richie @ work and he hooked us up w/ some free slush. It was much appreciated. Then we went to the park, then home, then back to the park. There was a lotta people there. It was fun until the fuzz came and told us to leave… fun spoilers : - p Luckily, richard was able to have us all over. I love richards house. We all just hung around. It was a good time.
Yesterday was awesome. Kris, Er, Jenna, and Cait went into boston to downtown crossing and fanuel hall. Me, being the deprived child I am, had never been there before in my memory. No, I’m not kidding. I really liked it. We went to some stores and shopped, but my favorite part was out on the street, watching people. I suppose it’s just one of those weird stupid things that I like to do. There’s so much to see and do. I definitely wanna go back and spend time there again. On the train on the way there we saw some guy dressed up as ben frankin so we said hi to him and when we got into boston we say good ol’ ben. I walked up to him and asked if he remembered us from the train. Of course he did. He ended up telling us his whole life story and was as wicked nice old guy, who happened to be retired from the screen actors guild, so that was what is doing now, plus he goes around w/ his wife to schools and teaches about ben frankin. He knew every elementary school name and it turns out that his wife graduated from melrose high. He usually charges for pictures but he gave us one for free. At night we went to richie’s yet again –haha, it never gets old- it was kris, er, brian, paut, peter, jaime, james, me and richie. We watched the boondock saints. It was a superb movie. I really liked it. it was a giggly night. LoL… random. Erika was holding the fan, and apparently the wind was going up her nose so she thought it was the funniest thing ever and no one else got it but we were all crackin up at erika’s laugh. Then we had some hindu-pool stick blue stuff wars. Then James beat me up for a half an hour. Well not really, but it was funny lol, I got him back…and so did the light…turn the power off before inserting the light bulb – haha – We all departed, and on the way home we (er, kris, and me) didn’t stop laughing, it was so weird! Haha, good times, good times.
Juliana
ps : thanks to sarah for all of her knowhow! |
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| 01:38am 21/07/2003 |
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I’ve always wanted to dance old people style. That’s just what I call it cause I don’t know what else to call it…maybe you’d call it informal ballroom dancing. I don’t know why. I just have always wanted to have someone to dance w/ old people style. -- So I haven’t updated in a while. Sorry about that. I’ve had a bunch of things I could have written about, but I’ve had no incentive to write lately. Or read, which is a shame. I'm having trouble sorting out my thoughts enough to write them down.
My finger tips have lost almost all feeling which is really good cause now I can work on learning how to play things right.
I rode my bike down to the track today (3mi) and then ran a mile and then rode back. I’m really scared to go to soccer because I feel like an idiot when I’m the only one who can’t run. So instead, I suppose, I will do this until I think I can run enough to keep up. I hate when I can’t do something. I get this mindset that when there’s one thing I can’t do; I suck at everything else in life. It’s not a good mindset. At all. I’m too much of a perfectionist, but I can’t help it. People always tell me I’m too hard on myself. Maybe I should listen. Then again, when I’m not so hard on myself, like “eh, o well, it’s only a few 70’s on a few tests” and then I get my report card and I know I could have done better, I hate that too. Apparently I’m a decent songwriter as well, but I refused to believe its anything better then a 1st graders work. I have to stop that. Note to self: stop
I feel at a loss of…something and I cant explain what it is. I want to do something but I don’t know what it is I want to do. I feel stalled in a way. Do you know what I mean? Naw, didn’t think so - -but what should I expect, I don’t either. I hate when I don’t understand myself, nevertheless, it happens all the time.
Which do u think is worse: feeling nothing or feeling hurt? I was thinkin about that the other night. Feeling hurt is the pits. I don’t like when I’m sad, but yet again, if I feel nothing I think to myself that id rather be hurt and have felt something, then to have never had the experience to feel at all.
Hmmm I don’t know.
There was my thinking section. More on that later. I hung out w/ the guys last night. It was really fun. It’s cool being the only girl sometimes. We walked down to Johnny’s and got some stuff (including a can of chicken noodle soup for maura) then walked the soup to mo and visited her for a few. Hope our visit made you smile : ) then we walked back to richies and chilaxed. I like walking at night. It has a sort of intrigue for me - Hah – coming from the girl who wants to old people dance.
sal propsed that i come to youth on wednesday. i think i will. it'll be neat. it was nice of him to ask. i felt special.
My little brother taught me how to shoot a bow and arrow today. It was fun. Watch out now… I was a natural haha. He told me I looked like an ‘army girl in disguise’ was that a compliment? Who knows?
I’m tired. This entry sucked. Sorry.
As Always, Juliana |
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| 09:01pm 13/07/2003 |
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Today i sang the national anthem for special olympics again. it was good i suppose. the PA system always sucks and makes me sound not so good. not that i was great in the 1st place cause i didnt really practice all that much, but i find it annoying when the pa system adds to my suckiness. then my dad was like why do u sing black. what a stupid/ignorant comment. i dont sing 'black' if one can even sing 'black' at that. that put me in a bad mood. i was acting like it too, and then he came down and was like "i didnt mean to offend you", blah blah, "sorry, i pulled a grandpa didnt i". yeah, yeah you did. he felt bad, so he finally put up the screened-in/bug room on the deck. it's rather cool. now i can finally have people over cause ill have somewhere to put them. not like i know anything though, and it doesnt matter if i say "hey, this is a big project" or not. i dont get listened to. of course, it was a big project, but we got it done. the zipper wouldnt work and my dad kept trying to muscle it into working and im like "dad, dont do that, you're gunna make it worse"...but oh no, juliana never knows what shes talking about...so he gets the zipper stuck & then decides that it's dinner time. perfect timing huh? i went back out and tried to fix it. gentlely. and guess what. it worked. go figure... then the other one that was "busted" i also got to work. i needed plyers to fix it tho. all that was needed to be done was pull a tooth out. tell dad. he insists on seeing it. has his own ida of what needs to be done. starts to fuck it up. so i go "NO! just pull the tooth out dad!" and hes like blahblahablah it cant be done..."just try it dad" (tries it)--"oh". just some advice. never listen to me cause i dont know what im talking about. ever.
here's more of that survey thing
Private life [ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no [ .187. ] do you have a crush: no [ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: no [ .189. ] have you ever been in love: no [ .190. ] how many people of you kissed: a good girl doesnt kiss and tell [ .191. ] who was your first kiss: my mom [ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: none [ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: no one really [ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: ::sigh:: [ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: ill tell you once i find someone [ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: n/a [ .197. ] please post it if you do: [ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea [ .199. ] please post it if you do: its in one of my icons [ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: both...looks is always a 1st but personality means more [ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: no [ .202. ] are you still friends: n/a [ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: no [ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no [ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no [ .206. ] how about a little x: nope [ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: nope [ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: thats not really my thing. im sorta sxe, but i dont have a problem w/ it. do what suits you best [ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: [ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: [ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: [ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i dont smoke [ .213. ] are you a virgin: yes [ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some:
Would you ever [ .215. ] bungee jump: yes [ .216. ] sky dive: yes [ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes [ .218. ] scuba dive: sure [ .219. ] go rock climbing: yup [ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: no [ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no [ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: NO [ .223. ] cross-dress: it looks more confortable [ .224. ] lie to the police: depends on what im lying about [ .225. ] run from the police: no [ .226. ] lie to your parents: yes [ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: no [ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: heh, im kinda shy [ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: no [ .230. ] streak: no
Your friends [ .231. ] best friend: kristen [ .232. ] known longest: rachel, but that i hang out w/ kristen [ .233. ] wish you talked to more: umm sal? [ .234. ] wish you saw more: peter [ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: dunno [ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: u probally know who u are [ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: ?? [ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': yea, sorta kinda but not really, confusing [ .239. ] craziest: kyle haha [ .240. ] loudest: kananni [ .241. ] shyest: kris or jaime [ .242. ] best hair: richie or jenna [ .243. ] can always make you laugh: steve or paut [ .244. ] best eyes: richie [ .245. ] best body: paut hehe i think he looks awesome [ .246. ] most athletic: umm richie or secretly sal [ .248. ] hot tempered: none really...josh? [ .249. ] most impatient: jaime [ .250. ] shortest: me &peter [ .251. ] tallest: brian/richie [ .252. ] talented: i have a lotta talented friends [ .254. ] skinniest: ash & steve [ .255. ] nicest: im not friends w/ anyone hows not nice [ .256. ] best personality: all [ .257. ] biggest drug user: none of my friends are drug users i dont think
hey i just remembered why i hate surverys...i suck at them! no more of this - - JD |
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| 12:20am 12/07/2003 |
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im really bored right now and waiting for the ataris to be on jimmy kimmel and i ususally cant stand surveys but oh well...i wont kill you w/ all 400 or somethin questions at once so here goes:
Basics [ .001. ] first name: Juliana [ .002. ] middle name: Lisa [ .003. ] last name: DiLuca [ .004. ] nickname(s): jewels, jd, j-dogg [ .005. ] gender: female [ .006. ] age: 15 [ .007. ] birthday: 123087 [ .008. ] height: 5'1"ish i think [ .009. ] hair color: brown [ .010. ] eye color: hazel [ .011. ] race: white [ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: i supposta but i dont [ .013. ] do you have braces: no :) [ .014. ] is your hair long or short: medium [ .015. ] where were you born: @ that hostp. that closed [ .016. ] current location: melrose [ .017. ] zodiac sign: capricorn [ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english, enough italian to survive in italy, used to be wicked good at sign language back when i was like 6/7/8 but then i didnt use it anymore and forgot [ .019. ] nationality: italian [ .020. ] bad habits: thinking too much [ .021. ] piercings you have: ears [ .022. ] piercings you want: top of my ear [ .023. ] tattoos you have: none [ .024. ] tattoos you want: not quite sure, but something that has meaning [ .025. ] today's date: the 11th? [ .026. ] the time: 1230 [ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: well that was a waste of a question
Family [ .028. ] mother's name: mom [ .029. ] father's name: dad [ .030. ] step-parent's names : none [ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): devil [ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): none [ .033. ] favorite aunt: donna, shes really cool [ .034. ] favorite uncle: ehh umm dean, but hes not really my uncle [ .035. ] favorite grandparent: grandma [ .036. ] worst relative: none of my relitavesa are bad per say but auntie barbie or natalie. i feel bad for aunt barb but nat...uhhhh, shes nice to me but uhhhh [ .037. ] best relative: auntie donna [ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: occasionally [ .039. ] Does anyone in your family understand you?:no
Pets [ .040. ] do you have any pets: yup [ .041. ] what are their names: nicky and max [ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: cats
School [ .043. ] are you still in school: its the summer [ .044. ] did you drop out: nope [ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: havent gotten it yet [ .046. ] favorite grade: 6th [ .047. ] least favorite grade: 7th [ .048. ] favorite teacher: mrs ahren [ .049. ] least favorite teacher: mr believeu (or however u spell it) [ .050. ] favorite subject: english [ .051. ] least favorite subject: italian prob. but math can be tricky [ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both [ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: soccer, basketball, maybe tennis next year [ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular ativities: saa [ .055. ] are/was you popular: i have friends [ .056. ] favorite dance: the semi maybe...i dunno [ .057. ] favorite memory: umm the 1st time singing infront of people @ the 8th grade talent show (i havent had many fav memories i guesS) [ .058. ] least favorite dance: oh man, so many [ .059. ] least favorite memory: ::sigh:: there's many [ .060. ] most humiliating moment: saa
Favorites [ .061. ] number: 25 [ .062. ] clothing brand: whatever looks good [ .063. ] shoes: saa [ .064. ] saying: none [ .065. ] tv show: everwood? [ .066. ] sport: soccer or bball [ .067. ] vegetable: umm? [ .068. ] fruit: apple or grapefruit [ .069. ] movie:im not a big movie person but i wish i was [ .070. ] magazine: the one w/ the good articles [ .071. ] actor: [ .072. ] actress: [ .073. ] candy: watermelon slices u get at sweet's stuff [ .074. ] gum: orbit but that caffinee gum is awesome [ .075. ] scent: i dunno some people smell really good [ .076. ] candy bar: [ .077. ] ice cream flavor: mint choclate chip [ .078. ] color: green [ .079. ] season: spring or fall [ .080. ] holiday: christmas [ .081. ] band: lots [ .082. ] singer:lots [ .083. ] group: lots [ .084. ] rapper: they all sorta sound the same to be sorry [ .085. ] type of music: punk, emo, emoscremo, some random pop/oldies songs [ .086. ] thing in your room: its gunna be my computer when i get it [ .087. ] place to be: with good my friends [ .088. ] radio station: kiss 108 [ .089. ] tv channel: mtv or wb [ .090. ] junk food: depends on the mood [ .091. ] overall food: grandma's gnocchi or potatoes (lol why dont we just go to the italian/irish extremes there huh) [ .092. ] store: any store that has good cloths and sales ...im wayyy to cheap [ .093. ] shoe brand: anything works [ .094. ] fast food: burger king [ .095. ] restaurant: dnno [ .096. ] shape: circle [ .097. ] time of day: even tho i never see it, early early morning [ .098. ] country: olala italy was beautiful but i dunno the US is also awesome [ .099. ] state: havent been to enought to decide [ .100. ] boys name: [ .101. ] girls name: [ .102. ] mall: the king of prussa mall in phila [ .103. ] video game: i cant play video games [ .104. ] shampoo: whatever [ .105. ] board game: monopoly [ .106. ] computer game: ehhh [ .107. ] car: dunno [ .108. ] music video: dunno [ .109. ] swear word: fuck [ .110. ] words: oh so many! lol i have a weird knowledge of words [ .111. ] month: december cause its my bday and xmas [ .112. ] cartoon character: gingner foutly from as told by ginger [ .113. ] scary movie: eek scairy movies give me bad dreams [ .114. ] team: [ .115. ] possession: (tangiable) right now my computer and guitar maybe (non tangiabe) my perseptiveness
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| 12:23am 11/07/2003 |
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mood:  jubilant
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tonight was super fun. richie steve jaime mo kyle me kris and ash (for a while) went to richies. basically we did nothing but it was fun anyway. we attempted to trip steve (more like beat 'em up! lol), pelted objects at eachother (mostly @ jaime), had some quality chatts about the ways of the world (haha, well sorta), and talked in funny accents (well only richie w/ his nasty good irish accent). then we played this game kyle said we should play and it was fun. it made me feel special :) we talked about how when u have nothing to complement someone on you say they have good ears, and i was like 'hey sal always says that to me', and we all started crackin up. a few minutes later who comes walking in but sal himself -haha- great timing, apparently in sal land, saying u have good ears is a legit complement -hey works for me- dave and b were outside in the car so i went out and said hi to them. but overall it was just a super good night cause we all talked, and were goofy, and laughed, and it was just a good night. |
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| Stupidly Simple |
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| 12:31am 10/07/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed music: ^^ w/ having to do more laundry still
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Yesterday was busy. It went somethin like this: 1.wake up 2.force little bro to brush teeth 3.ride up to his camp w/ sheena and mark 4.get dropped off @ school for drivers ed. 5.go home and do laundry 6. help dad fix the disposal 7.get a hair cut 8.go to soccer 9.come home “do more laundry” 10. sleep --------- 1.self-explaintory 2. why cant he just have a little hygiene?!?!? Why???? I had to bribe him to brush his teeth for 3 days w/ this gigantic bug I found (I might post a pic of it cause I think its pretty….cool, yeah, that’s right I think I a bug is cool.) Even at that, he has to have the door shut and locked and its like duha, I know you’re just eating toothpaste in there and not actually brushing your teeth. 3. I hate when mark comes. He doesn’t talk, and when he comes I hafta sit in the back. And when he does talk I can never hear what hes saying. 4. drivers ed…ha-ha a funny class indeed 5. I hate laundry 6. in the process of cleaning the kitchen I felt water dripping on my foot, opened the cabinet doors under the sink, and discovered that the disposal was re-depositing almost all of the water from the sink into the cabinet. Not good. I told my dad, and he went and got a new one and then we (mostly he) put it in. I know how a disposal works now. As my dad so eloquently put it, it is ‘stupidly simple’. 7. I def. needed a haircut, but after I got it cut she attempted to dry it naturally which was uuu-glayy. I could only have it down for about 5 minutes before 8. soccer, was okay. Nothin too hard. We played world cup which was fun 9. I was supposta be finishing w/ my laundry, but instead I played my guitar. I act like sucha little kid that’s overly excited about a new toy w/ it. I could sorta play the 1st riff and the chorus of good riddance. Not that well though. 10. I was super tired…that’s usually what you do.
Today was also rather busy also. It was mostly the same as yesterday except no mark on the way today. The drive was rather amusing though. Sheena’s odometer and speedometer broke and we had no idea how fast we were going. There was a cop on the highway so sheena dropped like 20 miles and drove side-by-side w/ a mini van and hoped that they were going the right speed. We had to dodge millions of chipmunks on the way home and almost hit one.
Drivers ed was funny. I drew a really good steering wheel on my notes about the 15 most common ways to fail a road test. Then we watched an ancient movie called The Final Factor. It was great. They quoted from a 1937 drivers ed text book. Be careful…you could be the…final factor...dundundun.
When I came home I was - - this close to doing more laundry, but I was zonked so I feel asleep. Rarr I hatttte when I do that cause then I wake up and feel like I’ve missed the best part of the day.
I couldn’t play my gee-tar today cause my fingers hurt like woah. That was sad cause I think I was actually startin to get it…maybe… I think it might also be doing that rattling thing that tony warned me about, but I dunno cause then again it’s probably just me playing it wrong - who knows.
I straightened my hair to see what it looked like cut and I was very disappointed. I couldn’t tell a difference. At all.
Jenna, richie and I saw Charlie’s angels2. It was good…extremely farfetched yet good. I wish I could be a Charlie’s angel. That would be fun. Kick ass and look good all at the same time. As we were waiting for my mom to pick us up we were talking and such. I was tellin richie somethin and I saw a very good looking…ahem…gorgeous guy, so I kept talking to richie but I followed the guy w/ my eyes and richie looks up and says “he’s hot” hahahahahaha oh man I love richie. Its not a full-fledged trip to the movies w/out richie there, & his comments are the best. I laughed so hard.
Then I came home - - laundry…I hate laundry…
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