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SMACK MY BITCH UP x the prodigy |
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Death makes one ponder the reason of being here in the first place....hearts to the families of both Johnny Cash, John Ritter and the thousands lost only two years from the eleventh. i have a lot to say about the impact of life and government practice since that dreadful date..... but not the words to describe them. yet. i will write whenever i choose wise.
anyone free for booze and beauties?
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[11 Sep 2003|07:06pm] |
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"Why, thank you for my icons, Angelina!"
No problem.
Insert: One smile full of insanity. Check.
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[11 Sep 2003|01:14pm] |
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DEVILS NIGHTMARE x oxide & neutrino |
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He was found by the Bureau of Statistics to be,
One against whom there was no official complaint,
And all the reports on his conduct agree,
That, in the modern sense of an old-fashioned word, he was a saint,
For in everything he did he served the Greater Community.
i didn't need to write in here but just felt like it....and the moment i sit down, i forget everything. could've at least included the thought that's been trapped for a few days but the moment i sat down it disappeared and for the life of me, i can't remember it. maybe it just wasn't worth writing about? since my last entry, i've re-evaluated my life a little bit....and where things were said before, transformations have taken place. i wasn't in 'love', even if i thought so.... how i finally realised, was when the pair of us were alone in the living room at my family home in Los Angeles, we argued over the programming for a while she wanted to watch some off-beat hispanic soap opera and i wanted to watch CNN. out of the blue she told me i could watch what i wanted because it was my house and she didn't want to intrude....mostly, on normal terms this would have been a good thing but not for me. i can't fit into a ready made slot, i mean that in the least disgruntled manner.... i need to be free, i need to be with someone who would let me be free to do what i choose and just because i want to watch a television show...actually let me watch it because they 'love me so much' that's what everyone wants to hear but i know i'm not 'strange' because i don't believe or feel this. we parted on temporary terms, she still expects a ring anyday now.
i'm not ready. i need to rekindle old relationships and speak to those i miss, for that i went to AOL! (and copied Ang for the screen handle....) you can now reach me at 'james haven v'....and please do.
x JHV
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[06 Sep 2003|11:14pm] |
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Perfectly happy now, he looked at his estate.
An exile making watches glanced up as he passed
And went on working; where a hospital was rising fast,
A joiner touched his cap; an agent came to tell
Some of the trees he'd planted were progressing well.
The white alps glittered. It was summer.
I found journalling a large comfort.....i forget why i left it as i did, the spelling error just recently replaced there is probably the right answer.... but i'd rather not let on. since the last time i kept this journal up many things have happened, i am now in love.....or what feels like love, this isn't with my sister before anyone starts up pretentious bullshit that can be ceased with a simple shake of the head. this with a woman of grand complexion....one of those that from the moment i wake up and see her i am awake and all senses. that may not have been a great way of going about describing that but if and when the sister sees it i will no doubt be down the toilet.....literally. that out of the way, i've worked not so much upon my directing and acting but more on the art side i've purchased large collections of fantastic paintings and they now live in the basement of Angelinas London home.... i'll move them later i promise. how does one express emotions in a journal again? without using a cheesy smile face.... i have a cup with a smile face on but that's a story only the people i grant to stay overnight with me will hear, it is very cute though....not girly in any manner. i think a cough goes here. to add the war is over in bush's mind but we're far from peace only one week back the english prime minister was called to a crown court and trialed if i am correct..... investigating deep into the mysterious death of a liasons doctor that understood the mechanics of weaponry..... weaponry that is supposed to stay away, how will peace come about and how will people stop losing their lives if both countries leaders are ademant to lead their deciples and their countries most of whom are objecting to the activities in the way of fighting.
i was right.... relaxing to no end.
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[04 Apr 2003|12:00pm] |
i'm gonna get filleted for this, oh well.
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[21 Mar 2003|12:34pm] |
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What a day to begin a journal, with everything going on in Iraq it seems almost pointless to jot down my problems and every day happenings. Those who know me, know how much of a free-spirit I am, to be frank, I would have been very at home in the 60's, freedom, truth, love and all of that crap. To compare that lifestyle, to the fighting is almost as if it's an entirely different world. More than half of the population of America seem to be all for Bush and his plans for attack, some swayed and persuaded into thinking he is correct, politically correct that is. The others, just over-see the problem in it's entirety. 'Bush won't do anything unless they start it'. Take a step back and look. -shakes his head- It's not a way to think, but if that's what makes the cookie crumble, I have nothing else to say.
Man, can you tell we're from the same genepool. I assure you all, as soon as time becomes available to me, I shall use it wisely and if it influences you, why not comment. -clicks fingers, winks-
For now,
"All is said and done"
- JHV
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