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My B-Day!! [29 Mar 2005|07:35am] [ mood | amused ] It's My 17th B-Day!! Happy B-Day To Me!! Melissa would you return?

Sorry About Lack Of Updates... [20 Mar 2005|01:20pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | "Boys"--DDR ] wow, i haven't updated here in awhile. my life has been crazy. and busy. it's had it's good times and it's bad times. well, i'd rather not make a reg. update now b/c i have tons of shit to do. -Spring Cleaning -nails (taking off polish) -going through junk -getting ready for garage sale -going through school folder -doing my English Research paper -doing my Votech essay -doing my math report -doing my history report. ahhh, insaneness. ok, maybe a reg. update when i am not busy. it's almost my b-day b4. peace. Melissa would you return?

...weird. [22 Feb 2005|05:34pm] [ mood | drained ] [ music | Homegrown ] whoa has a lot been going on? or not? Last Fri.: hung out with FrankY & Rich & my bro. we played poker, watched a movie, n played Scubaopoly (they came out with a 2nd one!!). anyways, yeah, it was fun!! Last Sat.: worked n hung out with Rich. Last Sunday: Visited FrankY...hung out with friends...n worked. Last Monday: was V-Day!! Rich got me roses, candy, and a card. it was nice. i got to spend some time with him. Last Tues.: worked. Wed.: worked. Thrus.: worked...went to the HS North play w/ Rich, my g-ma, my mom, n Mrs. B. i like it a lot. it was really good. saw tons of my friends in the play. ha n lil Brandon w/ his little"r" g/f! ha! Friday: worked...Rich came over. Sat.: Happy B-Day Sierra!! hung out with her. went to YBR and hung out at her house w/ her friend(s). Sun.: went to the Scuba Flea Market. it was nice. then i had to work to work. Monday: worked. Today: basically did nothing. had fun doing it too. man i feel so light headed. i randomly just passed out! ha. i feel like i am spinning. oh well. anyways, i am kinda bored. and really tired. that might be it. i am gunna go though. there is no point in me staying here. the rest of the week for is busy. heh. bye now. *Signed: Melissa would you return?

It's So Hard To Decide... [11 Feb 2005|03:50pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | "Be There"--Bleed The Dream ] From Last Entry: ...nothing... Wed.: got annoyed at boys. wasn't a good day for me. heh. Thrus.: worked. talked to this girl i used to "hate:. found out i made honor role. Friday: nothing to good happened. 'cept i did talk to Jordan who i haven't talked to in awhile. hehe...basically since he moved to Virgina! oh and i got a hair cut!! Sat.: was the last day of bowling for the whooolllle season. and it sucked. heh. well the bowling part, but the Pizza Hut part was fun. haha. my friend Bill also called me. Sun.: worked. watched good movies. became a MOD of Leigh's Community (http://www.livejournal.com/~_cutexcore_) you should all join. also it was the super bowl. gotta love football. it's ok. damn. and my friend Bill called me a lot. Monday: got new classes for Votech. i am in Wet Lab...where u take pix on 35mm camera's and then develope them the old way. Tues.: was a good day. had no voc. 'cept for the fact i got called into work. heh. and i found out i work 8 or the next 10 days. but Rich visited me and then came over my house for a lil afterwards! Wed.: worked. heh. Rich came over before i had to go to work. hehe. he's so sweet! <3 Thrus.: worked. nothing interesting. Today: i am finally able to use my camera from voc. yipppeee. FrankY and i are suppose to hang out later. i hope so hehe!! i have a new favorite addiction: Cotton Candy Ice Cream!! can u say yummmmyy!???! haha. okie well, that's it. i am gunna go mainly b/c FrankY is home n i wanna clean up around my room n shit...and i look like shit. ha!! bye now people. *Signed: Melissa would you return?

nothing good. [01 Feb 2005|08:44pm] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World ] From Last Entry: -Rich n I's 6 month Ann. past. we didn't talk that day nor see each other. heh. -i am still wearing the wrist guard. i got better w/ it. so that's good. -b/c of the Snow we had off from school one day!! Sun.: i got over the cold i had...sorda...was still very tired that day! Mon.: i had a lot of fun playin in the snow w/ FrankY n his lil brother. it was nice b/c it was my 1st time in the snow since i was sick before hand. we didn't have school this day!! Tues.: i didn't go to Votech...also it was 6 months for Rich n i. Wed.: started my downfall... Thrus.: found out i couldn't see the people i want to in concert. Fri.: worked. YBR is open again. woopdie doo. yeah right ha! Sat.: was the formal. it was nice!! it was also 2 months until my b-day. n the scotch doubles (bowling)!! Sun.: sucked. Mon.: sucked. Today: i didn't have any school. accutally my school n everyone else did but i didn't go. i hate TEAM n then just didn't go to 5th n 6th. then, we had a "pep rally". which i didn't show up to. heh. my day wasn't to bad today to be honest. but it all went downhill. damn shit. oh well. heh. 2morrow is our last bowling game n after Sat. bowling is over. THANK GOD!! i am so sick of it!! i guess the people are just getting annoying. the only people i am not annoyed w/ are this girl Amanda n my friend Kelly. heh. sad. very sad. oh well, what can you do. i am just gunna go... *Signed: Melissa would you return?

gunna smile n not get worried... [22 Jan 2005|08:59am] [ mood | content ] [ music | "Pain"--Jimmy Eat World ] Happy 1 Yr. 7 Mon. Ann. TG n Will!! From Last Entry: --In jut 3 simple days it will be 6 Months i am with Rich!! <3 --i am still wearing the wrist guard...i am a lil better but not how i used to be. --LJ is now fixed. i was broken for 2 days!! Monday: we didn't have school!! i ended up hanging out w/ my friend FrankY! we were going to go bowling but the lady was retarded so we went back to his house to hang out! watched part of Die Hard (the 1st i think) n also clips from Dodgeball!! haha!! it was fun!! we MADE soda!! the 1st was good!! when i got home that night my dad told me that my car parts were ordered!! yipppeee!! Tues.: didn't have Voc. ended up going to bowling!! yipppee!! Wed.: was 69 Days until my b-day!! haha...also my hair was REALLY curly...and cute. i wish my hair was like it everyday! Thrus.: was my relaxing day. i went to the docs, the dentist, to get my dress fixed, drop off papers for the dance to Rich's, and clean out my folder school folder. also Chris came over n we relaxed after all the rest was done!! Friday (Yesterday): i had a tourny n did crappy in, but it was a lot of...as was Votech yesterday!! (read about in my LJ!!). Rich came over to which was awesome!! i was happy. Today: it's already snowing. i was suppose to see Rich today but due to the snow my mom said last night would be better. ::sighs:: today will still be fun though. my jaw has been hurting since Thrus. i am getting my braces off soon. hehe. i have to wear these rubber bands (have had to for awhile) but i wont put them in until my jaw doesnt hurt anymore...i think by the end of today or 2morrow it should be fine!! yay!! people accutally missed me at the mall last night. a bunch of people called me asking where i was...well last Friday was a dud so i didn't go this Friday!! i won't go next either...i think. who knows. unless there is sum1 i really wanna see then i will go. ::shrugs:: i am trying very hard to save my money!! okie well that's about it. i am gunna go. i love you rich!! *Signed: Melissa would you return?

we're not kids anymore... [15 Jan 2005|08:45am] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | "I Am Not Ok"--My Chemical Romance ] well my life seems to be taking a turn...heh. From Last Entry: --i am not going to HS North's Winter Formal. --i am still dating Rich n in less then 2 weeks it will be 6 months!! well, okie, so i can't remember much about this week. i mean: Monday was nice... Tues. was nice until bowling. i have to wear a wrist guard now...so yeahhh. i suck again. ::sighs:: but Tues. was only prac. Wed. we had a game n i sucked b/c i am not used to the wrist guard. i ended up getting VERY upset. which is def. NOT me in public. i felt i lost it for the the team n that i am back where i started in the beginning of the season. Thrus. was kinda "down in the dumps". i was upset from the day b4 and nothing interesting happened. plus people have been "further away from me". just sum people lately...maybe i did that myself. idk. Friday school was ok. pretty much boring. i just wanted to go home. oh yeah i have been kinda sick lately (eventhough today Sat. i feel better). so when i got home i really wanted to go to the mall but within the hr. of leaving i didn't wanna go. What Happened: i went to the mall...it sucked. i went last Fri. too. i hate the mall. it's sooo boring n a waste of time, but i still find myself there w/ friends. so...i met Chelsea, her friend Mary, n her lil bro there. we walked to Hot Topic where Chelsea got thi shirt...i think it's cool. ummm...met Sabrine. got free shit at Clairs. lol. went to Pac Sun. talked about the "monkey" from English. met up w/ Doug n walked w/ him, Sabrine, n his lil bro Steven. went outside talked to Shannon n all these other people. walked around w/ Doug, Steven, n Sabrine to another entrance outside...walked in saw Bill B. motioned sum things to him. ended up meeting with Jess right after in the same spot. she asked me to go outside to smoke w/ her. so i did. saw Bill B. again. he came over n sat down. talked to him. that was prob. the highlight of my night aside from what happened later (the 1st best thing that happened that night). went back inside w/ Jess n then got a TM n went to meet Nick. met him, walked w/ him for awhile. introduced him to my friends. walked around ate w/ his friends. Jess came. walked around Sears w/ her. then came back n stole Nick n walked around the mall meeting up w/ random people. the mall closed n i went outside w/ Steven. got so confused w/ rides b/c my ride to the mall left awhile ago. sooo, i had no ride home or so i thought. i called my mom to pick me up but then found out that Chelsea was bringing me home (just remembered:) CHELSEA DRIVES NOW!! ::dances around:: YAY!!! haha, she had to get her car fixed n crap. ummm, yeah so talked to Nick n then Bill came over. but then they both left n i was sitting down trying not to get upset b/c the night sucked ass n it's not what i needed. Chelsea, Mary, n her bro came out of the mall...told me they were bringing me home. well, we started talking to Mike P. (who i haven't seen since last yr. in math). he remembered me but i couldn't remember him. damn. i think he looks a lot diff. b/c i went home n i looked him up in the yb. n he doesn't look the same. anyways there were 3 other guys there. don't know who they were but seemed cool enough b/c the one kid was singing awesome songs (like CC n My Chemical Romance n others). all smoking. i loved it. then we all left. amused by one of the kids (Kyle) b/c he had a puppet on his hand. he was trying to get in a car that was driving away n talking to his puppet. yeah got home talked to my mom. no one was online. today i have a tourny. heh. i accutally don't wanna go to bowling. wow wrote to much for this Journal. well, oh well, LJ is broken. when it's working i will copy n paste this n write sum other crap. heh. alright i am gunna go. bye. *Signed: Melissa would you return?

we're not kids anymore... [15 Jan 2005|08:43am] [ mood | discontent ] [ music | "I Am Not Ok"--My Chemical Romance ] well my life seems to be taking a turn...heh. From Last Entry: --i am not going to HS North's Winter Formal. --i am still dating Rich n in less then 2 weeks it will be 6 months!! well, okie, so i can't remember much about this week. i mean: Monday was nice... Tues. was nice until bowling. i have to wear a wrist guard now...so yeahhh. i suck again. ::sighs:: but Tues. was only prac. Wed. we had a game n i sucked b/c i am not used to the wrist guard. i ended up getting VERY upset. which is def. NOT me in public. i felt i lost it for the the team n that i am back where i started in the beginning of the season. Thrus. was kinda "down in the dumps". i was upset from the day b4 and nothing interesting happened. plus people have been "further away from me". just sum people lately...maybe i did that myself. idk. Friday school was ok. pretty much boring. i just wanted to go home. oh yeah i have been kinda sick lately (eventhough today Sat. i feel better). so when i got home i really wanted to go to the mall but within the hr. of leaving i didn't wanna go. What Happened: i went to the mall...it sucked. i went last Fri. too. i hate the mall. it's sooo boring n a waste of time, but i still find myself there w/ friends. so...i met Chelsea, her friend Mary, n her lil bro there. we walked to Hot Topic where Chelsea got thi shirt...i think it's cool. ummm...met Sabrine. got free shit at Clairs. lol. went to Pac Sun. talked about the "monkey" from English. met up w/ Doug n walked w/ him, Sabrine, n his lil bro Steven. went outside talked to Shannon n all these other people. walked around w/ Doug, Steven, n Sabrine to another entrance outside...walked in saw Bill B. motioned sum things to him. ended up meeting with Jess right after in the same spot. she asked me to go outside to smoke w/ her. so i did. saw Bill B. again. he came over n sat down. talked to him. that was prob. the highlight of my night aside from what happened later (the 1st best thing that happened that night). went back inside w/ Jess n then got a TM n went to meet Nick. met him, walked w/ him for awhile. introduced him to my friends. walked around ate w/ his friends. Jess came. walked around Sears w/ her. then came back n stole Nick n walked around the mall meeting up w/ random people. the mall closed n i went outside w/ Steven. got so confused w/ rides b/c my ride to the mall left awhile ago. sooo, i had no ride home or so i thought. i called my mom to pick me up but then found out that Chelsea was bringing me home (just remembered:) CHELSEA DRIVES NOW!! ::dances around:: YAY!!! haha, she had to get her car fixed n crap. ummm, yeah so talked to Nick n then Bill came over. but then they both left n i was sitting down trying not to get upset b/c the night sucked ass n it's not what i needed. Chelsea, Mary, n her bro came out of the mall...told me they were bringing me home. well, we started talking to Mike P. (who i haven't seen since last yr. in math). he remembered me but i couldn't remember him. damn. i think he looks a lot diff. b/c i went home n i looked him up in the yb. n he doesn't look the same. anyways there were 3 other guys there. don't know who they were but seemed cool enough b/c the one kid was singing awesome songs (like CC n My Chemical Romance n others). all smoking. i loved it. then we all left. amused by one of the kids (Kyle) b/c he had a puppet on his hand. he was trying to get in a car that was driving away n talking to his puppet. yeah got home talked to my mom. no one was online. today i have a tourny. heh. i accutally don't wanna go to bowling. wow wrote to much for this Journal. well, oh well, LJ is broken. when it's working i will copy n paste this n write sum other crap. heh. alright i am gunna go. bye. *Signed: Melissa would you return?

up, up, up, and... [06 Jan 2005|07:25pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | My Chemical Romance ] crap it's been awhile. almost close to a month. well, heh, i have been so busy. my time is limited. From Last Entry: --i finally finished my Christmas Shopping [ob. since Christmas past]. Winter Break: kicked ass!! i loved it. i saw my friends a lot. i was also able to relax b/c b4 break i had no time to relax b/c of bowling n everything else. now it that break is over i'm back to being busy 24/7!! grrr!! anyways Christmas was nice. i got a digi cam [biggest gift] and MANY MANY other things!! was quite fun!! New Years i spent w/ Chelsea. we went bowling, then were suppose to met Doug at the movies but Chelsea doesn't kno how to work a fone. lol j/k...but it was all good. Chelsea n i saw Meet The Frockers!! gay movie. waste of money. lol. def. didn't stand up to the 1st one. heh. then came back to my house. didn't go to the party Doug wanted us to go bad...we felt horrible!! now i am back in school... Monday: was kinda a weird day...Winter Formal has been meantioned a lot lately...to go or not. that is the question! Tues.: Chelsea hit a volley ball at me. lol. talked to an old friend!! my friend came over n it was nice to see him b4 he goes back to college. Wed.: saw sum old friends that i haven't seen in awhile. it was really nice to!! hehe. Thrus. [today]: today was WONDERFUL! i love my life lately. eventhough it's really busy i am enjoying it a lot. and no one is standing in my way. aren't you so proud of me? i miss my boyfriend (btw it's over 5 months now w/ him. our 5 month ann. was on Christmas Day). a lot and i wish i was able to see him more. ::sighs:: well, at least i know we are still together n everything. that's good. anyways, well, i am gunna go. the next 3 days r going to be busy for me. i would write more things in here but their kinda personal...well not really but their things i don't want everyone reading. until next time... *Signed: Melissa AKA Kermit (like my new nickname?) would you return?

dig faster, b/c this is ur grave, and u will die tonight... [12 Dec 2004|11:37am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | people IMing me ] alright so this week was a long week. heh. blah. From Last Entry: --still haven't finished Christmas shopping. accutally i have not gone since last time. well, here is this week: Monday completely sucked. heh. Tues. everyone kept hitting my butt. haha. i also started talking to Luke who i have not talked to in a long time! Wed. was stupid. i hated it. bowling made it even worse. there was WAY to much drama and stress going on, IN FREAKIN' BOWLING!! Thrus. was the only day this week i didn't bowl!! Sun-Wed. i bowled. and Friday and Sat. i bowled. lol. hmmm...oh yeah n i was in a bad mood b/c sum asshole ex of mine decided to say shit about me, which is not even close to tru. and he was stupid enough to say it to my friends. ha! but i became in a better mood later on that night b/c Frank n i walked to YBR n just talked. it rained but it was fun. i found out too that Doug drives. i really didn't know until he offered to drive us home instead of walking in the rain. said no. lol. to much fun in the rain! Fri. is the day i was off. announced that i am on Varsity, no longer a sub. gah! i am happie but not. Jen Le quit, my fav. person on the team. damnit. i mean i still have friends on the team but u kno what i mean. heh. i was suppose to go to the mall that night, but ended up staying home. it sucked, until Frank said he could hang out for a lil. so he came over n we watched Dodgeball n he left around 10:30PM!! yay!! Sat. (yesterday) was fun. in the morning i went to IHOP for my brother's b-day which is next Sunday. then i had to work from 1-3:30PM. wasn't that bad. it was just a party n i made cakes. then, hmmm, oh yeah i went bowling w/ Rich n Chelsea. did ok. only bowled 2 games. Anthony was working. ha. and ummm, Mike R. (loser) was there. haha. then Rich came back to my house n he played w/ my brother n his friend in a PS2 game. ate then went back to playing the game. then they watched Dodgeball n Rich n i watched sum other stuff on TV! was nice to finally spend time w/ him n myself. hehe. today i have a TEAM thing. and i have a lot to do around the house. so i better get going. until next time... *Signed: Lani would you return?

take me anywhere u please, boy you makin' me scream! [05 Dec 2004|09:23am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | "Dream A Dream"--Cap. Jack (DDR FULL Version) ] hello, haha, i got a new LJ layout. u should all go see it! it's truely awesome!! http://www.livejournal.com/~xlostxcontrolx u can see it but u just will see a couple entries b/c the rest r friends only. From Last Entry: -i STARTED my Christmas shopping! that's the only thing i hate about this season, is SHOPPING. everyone knows i hate it unless people make it interesting. -i finally took a nice warm sexy shower. haha, it was the BEST!! i don't think u would understand! -out first bowling game Varsity won! yay!! anyways, my past week has had its up and downs, but all in all i believe it ended the best! well, it's off. less then 4 months to my b-day...aka less then 4 months until i drive, WITHOUT my mom!! *dances around* FINALLY!! time has slowed down greatly though (well, not when i am having a good time which is often but like right now haha). on Tues. at the bowling alley the electricity went out so it was pitch black. quite interesting. lol. but very fun! then on Thrus. i was pretty bummed out most of the day, a bunch of my friends let me down (3 of them were close friends) and then i ended up letting Rich down. i felt really bad n still part of me does eventhough he says it's ok. ya know?! *Sighs* i promised him i would go to his next game though! :-) (paintball for HS East) eventhough i'm not sure when that is. so also we didn't have hot water for like 2 1/2 days this week. i had to shower at friend's/brother's friends houses. weird. heh. i also made a My Space so u should add me as a friend: http://profiles.myspace.com/users/11964745 i have also been having these dreams lately dont i dont feel like getting into right now but their kinda, nightmares but their also dreams, it's annoying and they confuse me. heh. i found out Friday night that my co-worker (Dave) is a huge fan of DDR, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, and London Browel (sp?!). hehe, we obviously worked together. i was having a bad day n when i walked in him n Chris were there n they made my night better (eventhough Chris left b/c he wasn't working). i do think Chris n i r switching hrs. on Friday n Sat. which is good b/c i have another bowling tourny on Friday night (n i was suppose to work). YESTERDAY WAS THE BEST!! I REALLY NEEDED IT!! in the morning Rich, Jim, n myself had a reffing recertifacation course. honestly it was boring, and i thought it was funnie when they wouldn't listen to me for answers when i had read the whole book over, haha, oh well. afterwards we went to IHOP (Jim drove lol). i <3 that place. the food like melts in ur mouth n is sooooooooooooooo yummmmy!! i could live there. i wanna go there NOWWWW!!!!!!! haha, anyways, hmmm, Rich was sick so he couldn't hang out afterwards. they dropped me off back home afterwards. i basically walked inside saw my mom was going to mall n asked her to wait b/c i REALLY needed to START my christmas shopping. i called Chelsea real quick to check sumthing n then TG, but she wasn't around (i talked to her mom). then grabbed money n was out the door. i ended up getting 1/2 the gifts i need but i still need more, n i will probably go to the mall next weekend. haha. i came home n it was 3:30PM already.....i sat around on the computer until 5:30PM b/c i had nothing else to do. then i watched a movie on VH1 that i have seen a billion times. i then asked Frank if he was in the mood to walk to YBR, haha, for ice cream, when it's dark and freezing. he said ok and his friend Slish came. we walked to Tom Dorman's house n picked him up n then went to the fire house n then YBR. i got this huge ice cream thing that weighed 1 lb. 12 oz.!! lol, i have to go pick it up today. haha, ummm, hmmm, i wasn't able to finish it b/c i was laughing to hard but i really would have. haha, it was a mess too. anyways we walked back to Tom's n sat around for awhile. i learned boys gossip too!! lol. not that i will spill what they said, b/c i'm def. NOT that kinda person. around 10PM we got a ride home b/c Frank had to be home. all in all i liked the night though i never hung out w/ those guys (besides) Frank b4. and it was a lil akward at first w/ Tom's mom, Andrew (also works at YBR n older brother of Tom), and Anthony (Tom's younger brother) being there, but it was all good. i liked yesterday a lot. Frank wants to go bowling next like Sat. so maybe we will. FUN!!! yay!! *dances around* Who I Am Buying For: TG: got 1/2 of her gift... Chelsea: got her gift Mom: nothing yet Dad: nothing yet Brother: got his gift Rich: got 3/4 of his gift Other Family Members: got gifts Work Party: nothing yet. Frank: nothing yet. Who else is getting me sumthing?! let me know so i know to buy u sumthing!! What I Want (sum ideas): -band tee's (any bands really, accutally Fall Out Boy is u can find it otherwise any good band...if ur not sure as sum of my other friends n they will tell u what bands i like) -shirt that says sumthing really funnie on it (like the one i got today, said sumthing like "it's not funnie when sum1 gets hurt it's halarious" or it was sumthing close to that) Shirt Sizes=Med. or Large. i like shirts when their really baggy on me!! Large is better!! those should be good enough alrighty i am gunna go now. i have things to get done.....leave a message or w/e. toodles. *Signed: Lani would you return?

history in music... [28 Nov 2004|08:50am] [ mood | content ] [ music | "We Didn't Start The Fire"--Billy Joel ] man i didn't realize the last time i wrote in here was Nov. 5th. lol. 2 weeks about. damn. well, last week i was sick so i have an excuse for that. From Last Entry: --Kate is back from FL.!! --Jordan moved...but i found out his g/f is on the HS North girl's bowling team...and so am i. we're friends now. eventhough she's a soph.!! --Christmas is now less then a month away...and i haven't gone Christmas shopping yet!!! --Things are still better then ever w/ Rich...4 Months was on Thanksgiving!! yeah, so my life has been ok. not the worst but not the best. i was sick for about a week w/ sum kinda illness...if ur my LJ friend u would see...it scared the crap outta me b/c i almost has to go to the hospital. but i'm mainly better now. i just can't wait to shower n use nice smelling hand cream n body spray instead of the shit i had to use b/c of the illness. see, it was sumthing that was wrong w/ my skin, but it was also inside of me too (wow that sounds wrong). so yeahhh i didn't go to school for a couple days. Thanksgiving was fun. i went over my g-ma's. the food was sooo yummy. i kept eatting n eatting. Thanksgiving n Christmas are def. my fav. holidays. and i like Christmas not only b/c of the gifts, but i like the decorations n the food again! lol. any holiday where u get to make a lot of good food (like TONS of Christmas cookies) is the BEST!! lol. i love still being skinny too! *smiles* so hmmm, i was suppose to go to this concert w/ TG...Fountains of Wayne, Midtown, n two other bands but it go cancelled. n it pisses me off. o man, i can't believe i haven't meantioned!! i made HS North Girl's Bowling Varsity Team!!! woot!! i'm very happie about it. yay!! *dances around* i made a ton of new friends there. such as Kelly (JV), Christina (Varsity), Jen Lake (JV), Jen Le (Varsity though i was already friends w/ her), and a couple others. Shannon is nice to but from her n sum of the other grl's i sumtimes get the feeling they don't like me to much, but if we're in school we'll talk n be friends but as soon as it comes to bowling they kinda ignore me or give me evil looks or just don't get outa my way. i dont know. maybe it's b/c i made varsity n they didn't. i don't want that to be the reason though. cause that jus makes them look bad. wow that kinda made me sound like a bitch. haha. o well, not my fault. i am happie n no one can change that part. Friday n Sat. i reffed all day. quite tiring but a lot of fun b/c it was sum cool people. made a hell of a lot of money also. today i have work at YBR from 1-5 which sux. u know sumtimes i wish i could see Rich more. it sux only being able to see him once every week or even longer. and he lives so close lol. but we're both busy n that's just how it goes. i am happie i am with him though. n i can always expect him to be there which is awesome. alrighty i am gunna go n get sum things done. toodles!! Dec. 1st, 2004 Thunderbowl in Bayville 1st Bowling Meet HS North Vs. Pinelands Be There!! *Signed: Lani would you return?

sumtimes i feel so useless... [05 Nov 2004|05:51pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Greenday ] haha like my new layout?!?!...my moose smilely thing?!?! lol. From Last Entry: --well, Kate went to FL. luckie grl. so i went to the TEAM meeting by myself. *tear* that's like a 1st. --we have off Thrus. n Fri. (well today is Fri. so we had off yesterday n today) so that means i was able to see Rich a lot!! yay!! i saw him Wed. night n i get to see him 2night. i am happie now. hehe. alrighty, so lately last been cool. but i found out this guy Mike i used to know in Spanish in my Soph yr. moved. now it wouldn't be so bad but it is b/c he moved all the way to Colorado. gahhh, n my friend Jordan, if he didn't leave already is moving to Virgina. *tear* i'm seriously really sad. he's one of the people i got really close to at Votech (i also am good friends w/ others...esp. Fiora...who is awesome...b/c usually i don't get along w/ grls). yeah lately i have been driving more. i almost got hit 2x today but it's seriously not my fault. i can't even believe Christmas is in less then 2 months. i gotta make a Christmas list. lol. damn. i ususally know what i want by now. *sighs* I <3 Christmas. i can't wait until it's here. i like Christmas when i have a boyfriend. i was thinking about it the other day n i haven't really had a boyfriend on a holiday. i mean i have but it wasn't a good relationship. ya know?! hard to explain. n i seriously like this relationship i am in right now (w/ Rich). i'm really happie n i think it's "right" for once. heh. crazy?! nah, jus in my own lil world. *grins* yeah i am gunna go i wanna DDR n then i got a couple things to do b4 i see Rich. toodles. PS the new layout was made by MEEEEE!!! would you return?

Concert!! [31 Oct 2004|12:51pm] [ mood | cheerful ] alright alright alright. so it's a lil over a week. damnnn. haha, sum people r real...*coughs* anyways, let's see from the last entry: --i still get annoyed w/ people easily. but that is who i am, i have stuff that helps me but not fully. oh well, nothing i can do about it really. --i honestly am close to giving up on horseback riding...i really don't know when either of us will be able to. b/c Wed. we have a TEAM meeting n all the other days we're busy with our own separate things. --i am not as tense at work anymore. i think i really was slacking off for awhile. i dont know y. i like the job, but i want a job that pays more. but i need a job that is flexable, n i don't have time to look for a new one so i am stuck w/ this one for now. yeah, so the past week was nice. couldn't wait for this weekend though. i am not really liking Mal n Jenna lately (in Votech) but that's ok. and yeah I FINALLY WENT TO THE GREENDAY, NFG, N SUGARCULT CONCERT LAST NIGHT!! it was fucking awesome!!! best concert ever!!! Sugarcult has been better in past concerts. NFG (well i have been to another one of their concerts too) and they were good. they played more of their older songs, which is awesome b/c i <3 their older songs. then Greenday played 1/2 n 1/2. it was the 1st time i ever saw Greenday in Concert n they were AWESOME!!! i was really happie to finally see them. n it was fun being w/ Rich, Jim, n Chelsea. i miss my boyfriend. yes i did see him last night, but at a concert, n that kinda doesn't count cause the entire time ur watching the concert, n if u do want to talk u have to scream. also Chelsea n i were singing a lot n talking about "doing" the lead singer of Greenday! haha. life is grande. anyways, i am gunna get going. i have a couple things i wanna get done for once cause of my week ahead of me. we have off Thrus. n Fri.!! woot. alright toodles now! would you return?

random visits r fun!! [22 Oct 2004|07:19pm] [ mood | loved ] okie, well, life is pretty good...'cept i find myself lately getting annoyed at people REALLY fast, and REALLY easily. which sux...i mean it's not like i wanna. so it's been over a week since the last time i updated. i was thinking of the other day then i got in a bad mood b/c of sumthing n then the next couple of days i was busy. today i went to NYC which was awesome! i had mucho fun...hehe...but i did sumthing i don't think was to bright. i will write about it in my private journal (the one i write w/ the pen n paper...haha). From Last Entry: -i think i am going to call Kate n see what she is doing Tues. i REALLY wanna go horseback riding REAL soon. it sux always being busy sumtimes! heh. i miss her greatly! -that Sun. w/ Brandon never worked out...well it would have but my whole plan got messed up...my fault. instead i saw Rich. i was happie to see him, but i haven't seen Brandon since the bowling meeting...i wish i had his number so we could go! yeah so work hasn't cut down enough. well, yeah i guess it has. i work weekdays...n sumtimes weekends. for sum reason lately at work ('cept yesterday) i have been really tense which sux. *sighs* oh yeah, Rich n i r doing good, Monday is out 3 Month Ann. yay!! *jumps up and down* i know it's not like a yr. or w/e, but he was/still is my best guy friend also n i feel really special meaning more to him then that, ya know what i mean?! yeah, well, not much people know. they r jus friends or not even b4 they go out w/ their boyfriends/girlfriend...i'm happie i know Rich pretty good (i know i don't know everything about him...n he doesn't know everything about me...but slowly we learn new things about eachother), so it's like i feel more comfitable being near n around him n all that. ya know?! okie now i am sounding like a Jamician...(sp?) n it's kinda annoying b/c that's all they talk like in Final Fantasy. hmmm, yeah i saw Team America!! i <3 the movie. (last Fri.) alright i'm gunna go. i need to write sumthing else sumwhere. toodles. would you return?

heartbeat n kisses so sweet [09 Oct 2004|10:01am] [ mood | content ] [ music | "Doctor Jones"--Aqua ] hey hey, my mood was jus lifted a lil. hehe. Alyssa is coming down today!! *jumps up and down* From Last Entry: -who the hell knows when Kate n i will get a chance to go horseback riding! -the 1st bowling meeting was fun. the room was pack. try outs r not until Nov. 15th or so. heh. i mainly talked to Brandon most of the time eventhough a bunch of my other friends were there. i did talk to others but Brandon n i talked about getting sum of his friends, including me together on Sunday night n going bowling. yay!! -the 1st TEAM Meeting this yr. was fun. Kate n i were outside most of the time w/ Jackie playing on the swings n what not. i hit my head on the slides bar n was dizzy the rest of the night. then Kate n i ate pizza w/ Steve n his friends. fun fun. then Kate n i went home. -Anime Club...never again. i can't believe Brandon made me go. haha, no offense to them, i am jus not into it. so yeahhh...sry. -Tiffany and i hung out n had fun. afterwards (Anime) we went to YBR n then walked to Dominika's (cause it's walking distance from my house and it was her b-day...Happie 17th B-Day Dominika). then we walked back to my house n DDRed. yeah so life is better now...although i didn't like yesterday much...'cept for hanging out w/ Tiffany n shit. idk...then i had to go to work after she left n yeah it was hell...last night work=reffing. n the away team was fucked up. *shrugs* yeah, so then i came home n went online a lil n then went bed...nothing intersting to do. yeah, today Alyssa is coming down n then i might see Rich...i really hope i do. cause the rest of this weekend is going to suck balls...well most of it. Sun.: work...then sit around bored (unless Brandon comes over...which i doubt)...but then i am going bowling w/ Brandon n his friends (that r also going out for the North Team)!! Mon.: i work the entire day. i am sooo pissed at my boss. he always makes me work on holidays. and lately i don't think i have been taking work as serious as i should be. i think i got so used to my surroundings that i don't seem to care when i am there. heh...not a good thing at all...maybe i should start trying harder or else i could get fired. *shapes up* seriously though, i better start working harder n accutally do what i am suppose to do...starting 2morrow...b/c there is NO WAY i am calling in today. cause i am not making my WHOLE weekend full of work. GAH fuck my boss. i am really hating him right now. good bye. I Love Rich!! <3 3 have thought about it -:|:- would you return?

trench coat n my underwear [03 Oct 2004|01:18pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Britney Spears b/c i'm cool like that ] hey hey, so it's been a lil over a week...well i have been really busy lately. haha From Last Entry: -Kate n i r finally going horseback riding Wed.!! -the Switchfoot, Band Camp, and sum other band Concert was awesome. it was Rich, Jim, n my friend Chelsey. we met up w/ Sabreen, her lil sis, and her cousin. it was fun. we saw other people we knew and we went on a couple rides!! yeah so i am bored of life right now. but not really i mean it's jus the weekends. i am really starting to hate weekends. and when i am bored i do stuff i dont mean to do. gah! so let's see, i am going to NYC w/ Votech on Oct. 22nd...and then i am going to another concert w/ Rich, Jim, n Chelsey on Oct. 30th. It's the Greenday, NFG, n Sugarcult concert. yay!! <3 my boyfriend is now 17 and it has been over two months we have been going out. i really want a long term relationship, b/c i am tired of short ones (though more then 1/2 the time it's my fault). *sighs* i have always broken up w/ guys left and right and now i have Rich n i am accutally really happy w/ him. yeah, so Wed. is the 1st bowling meeting. Sabreen n i r gunna try out for the team, for fun. lol. and then after that Kate n i might go horseback riding n then we both have a TEAM meeting. then Friday i am staying after w/ a lot of friends for the Anime Club (mainly b/c Brandon wanted me to, but also i know a bunch of people in it). then Tiffany is coming over afterwards...and i haven't seen her since the summer time. yeah so i am gunna go. i am hungry and i wanna DDR...and shit. bye now. would you return?

Home...We Coming Home Again... [23 Sep 2004|09:10pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | "Whatsername"--Greenday (off their NEW CD) ] hey i told u i would write in here about once a week...well i was starting to write b4 but then my mom told me my friend called, so i called him back n we talked for awhile. he doesn't seem as fun as he used to be...idk might jus be me. *shrugs* well, i think we're planning on hanging out next Sat. cause it's been awhile. who knows. :-\ anyways here is stuff from the last entry: -i DO NOT know when Kaitlin n i will get to go horseback riding...maybe this coming Wed. since i accutally DONT work!! *wonders* i hope so!! -Life is better now.....as of now. -things w/ Rich got bad for awhile, but all in all their better now. if u don't know what i am talking about i am not going to tell u, unless u r my LJ friend then u know... well, let's see, the past week was pretty good. Rich n i made up Sunday, but we haven't seen eachother since the Sugarcult concert, and i honestly can't remember the last time it was jus me n him. *sighs* i miss him n i think i am complaining to him to much about it. i feel bad but i REALLY CAN'T help it. Sunday is his 17th B-Day!! hehe, n we're going to a concert w/ a bunch of people (Sabreen, her cousin, her cousin's g/f, her cousin's friend who's a guy, Chelsey, Rich, Jim that is his friend, TG, Will, n myself...so far. we r going to met up w/ others though, such as the grl in my Votech class n a could of my other friend's friends. should be fun. hehe. Monday Rich drives. and yeahh, i have a horrible headache. i am gunna go. bye bye. Comment About Anything... would you return?

fix me to a chain around ur neck... [16 Sep 2004|05:37pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Brand New ] so i guess a lot has been going on. n 2day is jus going way to slow. i have been a "dream" 1/2 the day heh. here i'll update u on my last entry n then write about more recent events (heh). -i sumtimes think that TG isn't always there. i'm not mad at her but she always has lil things that piss me off...but i don't tell her. n she's not always there when i am "hurting" n crap. i always go to sum1 else...it's ok. but then she tries to tell me she is there for me, but when i need her (outta everyone else) more she's no where to be found. -Kaitlin n i didn't go horseback riding. we jus have been sooo busy between work n school lately. -Mike n i still talk n we were jus talking...i want to hang out w/ him one day. it's really akward though. heh. -Votech is better now. i made new friends n i really enjoy it a lot more. it is accutally a lot more then u think it is. it's sooo much fun though. -i work way to much. i asked for a "work-free" weekend this weekend but instead i got stuck w/ working Fri.-Sun. (n who knows about next week yet). -the reffing games were fun. i worked w/ 2 Steves n they were cool. i made sum money. so let's see lately life has been not so great. i was in heaven for far to long i guess. but i mean i guess there r sum good things happening lately. i realized i have a good friend where i jus wasn't looking (Frank). lately we have been seeing more of each other. n of course it's going to stay jus friends (lol). also i have a "big brother" n he has been awesome lately. his name is Ben. we have been friends for almost a yr. thanx for Jammie...who isn't in my life at all anymore (thank god). haha. Rich n i r doing good now (that i know of). which is good considering (long story...none of ur business). ummm...yeahhh, i work all weekend which really sux. i haven't seen Rich since last Sunday...but it hasn't been jus me n him n...well, i can't remember. i miss him n want to see him. oh yeah Mal burnt me the Bright Eyes CD. *heart* i really needed the one CD but couldn't find it anywhere so she burnt it for me. omg n Rich jus scared the crap outta me. heh...w/e. btw i got my History n Math changed...i like my new History Class but my Math Class is all dirtbags. heh. oh well, what can u do?!?! at least 3 outta my 4 classes r cool...so i guess the new Math makes up for no sucky-ness in the day. anyways, i am gunna go DDR a bit. Comment n Enjoy My Life!! would you return?

but 1st i gotta clean my room... [09 Sep 2004|09:35pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Limp B. ] well, this is my 1st post on my new computer. i am sooo dumb. it's much faster. yess!!! hmmm...so, TG isn't IMing me back n i need to know sumthing. it pisses me off. she could jus tell me she can't now, or could jus give the damn answer i need. *sighs* that's always the way she is...jus not the way she always was...she's changed. n i don't like it...reminds me more n more of Sarah everyday. and i don't want a repeat (long story). yeah, lets see, Votech started, i have 1 friend in it outta like about 40 people. which is ok i guess. it's cool. different. it's like college...cause he lectures n crap. but i like it accutally. Updates From Last Entry: Kaitlin n i r going horseback riding next week after school. yes!! Mike n i r still talking, which makes me feel good. it's not like how it used to be, but maybe we can work up a friendship like it used to be. i hope sooo. :-\ TG made me a new LJ layout. it's soo awesome. no more emo. haha. Work is often. i have 2 jobs n i am working almost everyday. *sighs* well, i dont feel like writing anymore. i'm gunna go to bed in a couple min. i might see Rich 2morrow. i have work from 3-6PM. yess, not that long. n then Sat. i have to be up early n ref 3 games, w/ 2 Stevens, which sux. b/c i haven't reffed at all this yr. yet (1st games) n now their making me ref w/ people i know...ahhh, the 1 is in my gym class n i can't remember the other. o well. *shrugs* then after that i have work again from 3-6PM then i am relaxing...then Sunday i am going to a Sugarcult concert...idk with who...it's soo annoying. anyways, sleep time def. now. night!! would you return?

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