The Insane Plumb is who I am's Blurty

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Subject:	Magulo ako... Noh??!
Time:	10:17 pm.
Mood:	determined.
Music:	Tuloy Pa Rin - Side A.

Minsan, gusto ko na lang sumigaw. Minsan, gusto ko na magtanong bakit ganito parang hindi fair? Pero hindi... Hindi ko gagawin. Dahil alam ko, phase lang ito ng kailangang pagdaanan. Hindi akalaing nalagpasan mo na pala. Wag natin masyadong seryosohin ang buhay. Sayang. Pakasaya tayo habang hawak pa natin to.

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Subject:	Small World
Time:	3:44 pm.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	Everybody's Fool - Evanescence.

And mundo nga naman.... Sadyang maliit... =)

Mga ilan:

Yung blockmate kong si trish classmate niya kabarkada ko nung gradeschool na si tristan sa southville. (hs)

Si dam na blockmate ng besty ko nung hs nasa P1 lang.

Si wronggoy naman nasa bio lang.

Si charles isa sa mga close niya sa block nila (feu), batchmate yung kablock ko nung nasa OB mon pa sila.

Yung partner ko sa folk dance na si rie, kablock si wronggoy.

Si berny na kablock ko, physics coo nila sa st scho kumare ng dad at mom ko.

Nalaman kong si julie e gustong gusto pala ang twisted halo. Hehe naks

Kapitbahay lang ng besty ko lola ko tsaka yung mga tito ko.

Yung nakasama ko nung enrolment, e classmate nung hs kablock ko.

Ahhhhhhhh madami pa hehe

Yahu 52 members na ang yahoogroup ng batch namin. Hehe isa kong promotor! Yea! =)

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Subject:	I wanna go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:	2:18 pm.
Mood:	high.
Music:	Taking Over Me - Evanescence.

Ive been asking people this morning if we can go out and watch a movie... And eat... And bum somewhere. Most of them have classes and others are reviewing for prelims. Bulok na ko dito! I wanna go out... I wanna watch lxg... I wanna know why it's corny. I wanna watch finding nemo. I wanna buy something. A book maybe. Or new trousers.

I have this headache... for the nth time. Everyday na lang

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Subject:	Been a long time
Time:	8:36 pm.
Mood:	contemplative.
Music:	Forgive Me - Evanescence.

Does xanga have to be down for me to remember that I still have another existing journal... Tsktsk

-Haaaaaaah Im so hooked on evanescence-

Today's the last day of our prelims. My friends were sorta anticipating cuz today's the last and the hardest. Aaaah... So dead tired to write the details. Anyways... Marj, joa, and I were supposed to have our first studio pic together. Didnt happen cuz of some shitty circumstances. And marj and I were SUPPOSED to watch finding nemo... Didnt happen too cuz her mom didnt let her. Mann. So what we did was... Dropped joan to espana, went back to the boarding house. I waited for marj to fix her stuff cuz she was about to go home to caloocan. Before leaving we ate at kfc. Saw my crush's blockmates. Waaah wala lang lol.

-Missed kfc yerpyerp-
-During the 2nd exam I felt the call of nature. LOL haha-

I rested my mind as soon as I got home. Oh... not when I got home... But while I was still on the jeep. Charles called mid afternoon. Had our usual chikkas. Kubs texted this evening asking how our zoo test went. Haaaaah why is it sooooooooo biggie? Haaaah!

Oh... Saw my temporary grade in zoo lec. Not bad. Ano kaya sa lab??? Awwwwww

-Hmmm.... Okay I have 2 crushes. The other one's unofficial. LOL I learned that my unofficial who's a blockmate of my official crush, came from the same sch as my official crush. Connection again. NoOoo!
You following? LOL-

I miss my xanga. Haaay. I miss the designs. I miss the chatter. Hope itd be up soon.

I miss someone. I miss how IT WAS. Then again HOPE's still my twin. And a PRAYER is my shadow.

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Subject:	Lei
Time:	8:16 pm.
Mood:	cold.
Music:	Breakdown.

Oi Lei hina-haunt moko! Putakte ka. Hahaha. Bat ba kasi pareho kayo??? Haha wala lang. E pano may Poor Prince na. Bwiseeeet.

Bumabalik na appetite ko nga pala. Yesss! Bawal magkasakit sa college. Bawal bawal bawal!!! =)

Sa sobrang depression ko hindi ko na nakwento ang Central Library ng UST. Hehehe! Astig po pramis. The largest in the country. =) Six floors. Woow hehe may cafe sa loob. Basta parang siyang hotel. Hmm huhunting ako ng romance novels!!! Jude Deveraux! Wheee! Hehe!

Ang sweet naman ni shan cai at dao ming si. Hmp kaasar. Hmp hmp hmp.

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry

So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say: "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

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Subject:	Rest day...
Time:	8:40 pm.
Mood:	gloomy.
Music:	Minsan Lang Kita Iibigin.

Wohoo Manila Day po bukas. =) Wala kaming pasok... Pero tutulog talaga ko aga ngayon. BABAWI AKO! Babawi ako sa lahat ng lintik na lakas na ginugol ko! Hindi sa aral ha. Haha. Lalim po nun. Anyway... Kanina quiz namin sa theo. Arrrrgh sigurado ako 3 mali ko. Huhu 22 out of 25. Noooo! Kainish talaga. Ayun so tapos after classes greg waited for us. We went to angelicum and followed up some files for the batchbook. =) Tapos si berny hindi na sumama sa st lukes kaya kami na lang. Si jo okay na naman. Thank God. She was operated this morning. Appendicitis. Haaaay. Tonight Im going to sleep tight. Haha. Kainis kanina madaling araw e away parents ko kaya putol tulog ko. Hm sing sing sing

Minsan lang kita iibigin
Minsan lang kita mamahalin
Ang pagmamahal sayo'y
Walang hangganan
Dahil ang minsan ay MAGPAKAILANMAN... =)

OO na oo na corny na ko. E ano!! Bleh!!

Waaah hindi na ko sasama sa reunion bukas sa ange. Eh? Kailangan magaral at magreview. Papagod lang ako sa init for sure. Pasensya na kay kubs at charles. =)

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Subject:	HOPE
Time:	9:19 am.

All I can do is hope and pray. Hope for the best. All things end. Im not saying that this is the end. Things can change in time. Prepare myself for the worst, and not expect for the best. Hope and pray. Hope and pray. Ive loved purely. Ive been loved purely. Love ends. Be open-minded. Kiss the rain.

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Subject:	Just died...
Time:	10:48 pm.
Mood:	mellow.

Ang hiiiiiiiiiiirap. Man... If I could only put everything in here. Para na akong gulay. Sabi ni rica muka daw akong maysakit. Ayoko naa. Shyeeet. Okay people... Im kind of broken-hearted... But not really. Huhu... basta. Nagpasaya sakin ngayon? Si marj. Tapos sila kublai, dan, charles, at tina hinatid ako dito. Pumunta kami after practice kila ricardo cuz bday ng kapatid niya. Huhu bangag daw ako. Haha di na kasi ako makarelate sa usapan nila e. Lumilipad ang utak. Haaaay. Pero ngayon talaga ko nagiging affectionate sa iba kong mga kaibigan. Kaya siguro bingay tong problema na to. Haaay I loOOove them. Sobra. I'll post some pics some time. =) Si charles nga pala fyi kamuka ni xi men (tama ba). Hehe sino interesado? LOL. Meron kaming lei at xi mien (ano tamang spelling??). Hahaha

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Subject:	from xanga, from a blog I read before
Time:	1:21 pm.

In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster But in front of the person you love, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring. But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush. But if you look into the eyes of the one you love, you smile.

In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind. But in front of the person you love, you can.

In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy. But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like. But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting. When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.

The feeling of like starts from the ear. But the feeling of love starts from the eye.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.

But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...

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Subject:	Llllei?
Time:	12:22 pm.
Mood:	drained.
Music:	I Will Sing Forever ~ Bukas Palad.

Last night Eunice, ate Vangie and I were talking about how Raymundo resembles Lei. Hahaha. I didnt notice that. Nung sinabi lang ni Eunice. Pero pareho nga! pahabain lang yung buhok! pati kilos nila pareho. Hahaha. La lang. Anyway...

As I was looking for the lyrics of I Will Sing Forever at yahoo (para makanta ko ng buo mamaya wehehe), one of the results was a blog. Haha interesting. I think IT'S a she. Hahaha. I added it to my favorites. La lang ulit.

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Subject:	wHOLY puwet
Time:	8:25 pm.
Mood:	disappointed.
Music:	Only time ~ Enya.

Bat ganun tinatamad ako dito. O kahit san naman e. Hehe. Siguro kasi iba yung look nito. Blurty's very hard to format the way you want it to. Man. kuya will said he'd teach me to embed my blog without having to pay. But! Where's my enthusiasm now? Ive been off for like a week, and Im not that excited anymore. Besides, he's on the whole day but logs off exactly at 6. What is that??? Holy pwet.