The Insane Plumb is who I am's Blurty

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Subject:	(walang tong subject) flash.to/psychsoc --->updated po to
Time:	9:43 pm.
Mood:	working.

Bakit ang tao mahilig makialam? Dahil sa tingin ko nasasatisfy ang kanilang mga sarili kapag marami silang nalalaman sa mga taong nasa paligid nila... Sa rasong hindi ko malaman kung bakit. Kahit ang taong yun e hindi talaga nila kaibigan... O hindi sila kinoconsider na kaibigan. O maaari rin namang hindi sila kakilala pero kilala nila. Talagang ang tao mahilig mangusisa. Pag may iba ka namang kakilala na walang pakialam naaasar ka. Kasi nga walang pakialam e. Pero pag ayaw mo tapos nakikialam sayo, ayaw mo pa rin. Talaga nga naman ang tao oo... Hindi makontento. Kaya't ang maigi na ginagawa ng karamihan ay tinatago na lang ang kulo upang hindi makasakit ng damdamin ng ibang tao. Pero pag sobra na... Dun ang tamang oras para magparamdam na nakakabwiset na. Hindi naman 'yon masama sa aking palagay. Karapatan lang.

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May ibang tao kapag magkalapit kayo, napakapersistent. Pero napalayo na (pero gumagawa ka rin ng paraan para di magkalayo loob niyo) dahil sa hindi pa rin malamang kadahilanan. At hindi na ako ang may kasalanan nyan. Marahil nagsawa na sila sa mga "luma" nilang kaibigan. "Sa bagay", a nila, "andami ko namang bagong pagkakaabalahan, ba't pa ko magsasayang ng oras sa mga dati ko ng kaibigan, lam ko namang hindi nila ko matitiis noh."

>>> Para sa 'sang kaibigan na medyo nakakalimut na. Isa pa naman siya sa mga "i-special". Wala sanang makabasang ange people, baka kung ano pa isipin :p

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Subject:	Got this crappy thing from friendster =)
Time:	12:49 am.
Mood:	reminiscient.
Music:	Loosing My Religion - R.E.M..

P You are very friendly and understanding.

A You can be very quiet when you have something
on your mind.

U You feel like you have to equal up to people's
standards.

L Love is something you deeply believe in.

A You can be very quiet when you have something
on your mind.

Hehe *looks at the letter L* Hahahaha totoo sino bang hindi? Ewan baka nga meron malay natin :p

(If someone mistakenly passed by my blog except for my blurty friends, sorry. Hehe I have nothing sensible to write. If you want something... Real something... Go to my "bahay" Hehe just click on the link

Hmm let me rant some things. This is the only halloween when I got nothing in store. Except our going to pampanga, playing with my cousins, visiting the farm, staring at the ducks blahblahblah. What Im saying is I dont have an activity concerning halloween thingies. Last year we (random friends) were at greg's place. We (Jo, Greg, and I) organized a halloween party/get-together. Hehe we were in costumes. I was like a voodoo doll LOL. I remember when it was about to go we stayed outside the house and scared people who'd pass. Hehe even the tricycle drivers. One of us went at the other side of the street and hid on a tree, and waited for a target. Hihi

The other year or the year before the other year. Im not so sure. Forgiveness. My family was invited to my best friend's family's halloween party. =) I wasnt in costume. Even my best friend isnt too. Though my mom bought my bros black shirts with scary prints on it. But that I guess dont count. :p I secretly got scared of his mom's costume hehe. Cuz she was the one to open the gate. Ahahaha secretly... I managed to hide it cuz that would be so impolite. LOL :p

Haaaaaaaay fond memories....

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Subject:	Convo Galore... WONDERFUL!!! :p
Time:	7:17 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	Where is the love - Black Eyed Peas.

Yea so today I went to ust to hopefully sign for a pe. The guard didnt let us in cuz we were not in uniform. Hell. Then julie was late and she said she's goin to wake me up... She didnt and Im the one who called. Sheesh. So Ive gone in a real bad mood after those "nakakaasar" combos. And what's up with their walk it's as if they're strolling on a mall. Wah! After bein rejected for a permit to enter to the annex from the dean's office I told them Im goin home. Im changin clothes then I'll go back at 1. Im with joa and we planned that she'd go with me and after I change go to her house... Then we'll go to ust together. When we arrived here (at my place) riza texted saying the peS we wanted werent available anymore. There are only fitness, social dnace, ekek. Basta! I dont want another dance! Oh please! We decided to go back on the date the irregs will enrol. And thats on a wednesday. So tired goin back to sch! Hell! Sana naman may handball na nyan... At sana hindi pa TALAGA naubos ang softball. Pwde na ang b-ball. Pleaaaase!!!! I want softball!!!! Huhu!

Wondering whats with the title (if thats what you think duh). Hmm... After joa left, I went online... And I had this wonderful wonderful convo with ades, lala, jane, and az. :D We are in a conference actually. Wonderful!!! And also before that pala, I met ades' bestfriend mervin which is a classmate of our classmate/friend during gradesch in hs. Small world indeed! And marian jo... She told me bout a blog she read by chance and after that she kept coming back... I asked the url... And Whoa! The person was ate abbie! Oh my! Small world indeed indeed! Hahaha! Futek!

Ohh... Joa enjoyed her stay here. Hehe she sang with our magic mic... Although they have one our chips arent alike. Hehe

We're off to pampanga this evening. Bianca's picking me up at my lola's house and I dont know... Most probably she's taking me some place god knows where.

Naudlot ang wow phils... Yun lng... I'll see my other friends next week. Sana

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"Where is the Love"
by: Black Eyed Peas

Chorus:
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love?

Ü

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Subject:	Things You Do When Bored
Time:	6:17 pm.
Mood:	bored.
Music:	Knock Three Times - Dawn.

You eat. You do crazy stuffs... Like me touching our magic mic singing Sugar Sugar, Knock Three Times, Rainbow Connection, and Moonriver. Hahaha! And lastly talk about nonsense

Bundat na ko.

Last night, was talking with kuya jeff. I asked bakit ba mga lalaki mahilig sa magaganda. Para daw kainggitan sila ng kapwa nila lalaki, he guessed. Okay that to me is unacceptable. Mga hindi pa rin makontento. But then I thought of myself... I also push away guys I dont like. Im badder than most people I guess. Ayoko ng hindi ako madadala... Yung mas may utak pa ko sa kanya. Of course I do want someone who's more intelligent than I am (sorry sa term wala na kong ibang lam na suitable e). Ibig ko lang naman sabihin dapat yung mas marami siyang alam sakin sa lahat ng bagay. Gets? Eek ang gulo ko. Basta intindihin niyo na lng. :p Dun siguro ko sumayad... Kung karamihan ng lalaki mahilig sa maganda, ako naman gusto ko ng matalino. Yea. And Im too sorry for that.

Haaaay

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Time:	1:03 pm.
Mood:	melancholy.

The personality profile of Ms. Calaquian reveals that she tends to be restrained, introspective and resposible. She prefers one or two close friends to large groupd and tends to be shy, withdrawing, cautious and retiring. She tends to be tender-minded, daydreaming artisitc, fastidious, and feminine. She is easily pleased and content with what comes, and is natural and spontaneuos. She dislikes crude people and rough occupations. Though she tends to be unsophisticated, sentimental and simple. She is sometimes pessimistic, prim and proper. She also tends to be slow in expressing herself though she can be quite authoritarian in managing others. She may upset group morale with unrealistic fussiness. She is independent-minded and at times may even disregard authority, as she can be stubborn and competitive. Her freedom from group influence may lead to anti-social acts, but at times makes her more effective. Ms. Calaquian tends to be moody, a worrier and brooding. She tends to be easily emotional and affected by feelings though she is slightly in control of her behavior. Furthermore, she tends to be tense, excitable, restless and impatient. She is often fatigued but unable to remain inactive. The rest of her traits fall within the average range.

Thanks, ms. Tatum.Ü

Yea that's me, presented to you.

Naiiyak ako. Dahil sa school. Sa lahat. Wala man lang takbuhan. Good luck na lang sakin.

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Time:	7:12 pm.
Mood:	crappy.
Music:	Tattooed On My Mind - D'Sound.

I joined that friendster thingy. Several of my friends are up to that. Still dont know what Id do. Hehe.

Im almost done reviewing for pinoy.
Next: Study for the math's last long quiz, Skim through my HW journal

A PE friend told me just awhile back "Tingin ko nakaLima ka na"
Di ko lam mananapak ba ko o matutuwa. Mananapak kasi hello siya lang kaisa-isang may tingin sakin nun! Matutuwa kasi ibig sabhin kahit papano muka na kong dalaga. Hahaha! (Yun pa la nanloloko lang eh noh) Hahaha!

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Time:	3:17 pm.
Mood:	awake.
Music:	Nobody Wants To be Lonely - R. Martin feat. C. Aguilera.

I ditched the vocalization this afternoon. Cant do anything about it... I have my finals. I still have to go about the pathways o nueroana and some of the confusing leesons in zoo lec.

Oh... Pure Souls won the battle of the bands last thursday at ange. Hihi it's the band of charles and dan... Of course they're positions were replaced by deserving schoolmates when we graduated.Ü Im so proud of my friends. :D

Onting tiis na lang... Malapit na... Kaya namin to. Hehe then after the last exams on friday... We're gonna go out and have some fun fun :p

La naval na sa 12th! Wheee homecoming! Homecoming! I miss you guys! :D

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Subject:	Not susceptible nor suggestible
Time:	8:50 pm.
Mood:	disappointed.

Before the LAST quiz in gen pysch, ma'am roann hypnotized us. It didnt had any effect on me. My classmates were talking bout how creepy it was blah blah blah. Syempre ako quiet na lang. Okay... I wasnt relaxed that time. I wanted to... I wanted to leave everything and raise my hands but it just cant. Waaah.

I got teary-eyed cuz of ma'am roann's saying goodbye for the sem... Maybe for the schyear pa. Next year na uli namin siya makakasama.

As for the other things, I got pissed off to my other prof in zoo lab. Know what? She graded my manual 6/10... Shyet pare-pareho ng laman mga manual namin noh. And I have A WHOLE LOT MORE contents than the others and certainly those are correct. What is her problem? Hm! Naasar talaga ko nun. Pano eto pa... Nakikikopya na nga lng yung iba sakin e! Big Sheet talaga!

My classmate in PE thanked me through text for me being so nice "kahit di daw kami masyado magkakilala". Haha hehe ganun talaga mag magaan loob ko sa sang tao e. =) Meron iba dyan mega sungit ako sa kanila. O dba. Hehe kasi gaan loob ko sa kanya.Ü

Wish me luck on our finals in folk dance. :D

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Subject:	Random thoughts
Time:	8:08 pm.
Mood:	gloomy.
Music:	Send Angels - Plumb.

Im so tired today. Dancing. Thinking. Reminiscing.

Im supposed to go with my family tomorrow to pampanga but cant cuz my friends and I are goin to extract the nervous system (brain and sc) of our frogs. And at 10am our class will be watching Bawat Tao by Tanghalang Ateneo at the med audi. (They were the ones too behind Mirandolina.)

I already saw the graph of my personality test. Ms tatum explained it to me. Id be getting the detailed print on monday, and Im gonna be posting it here.

PE we practiced Binhi, our literature. Practices are scheduled on tuesday and thursday where our class ends by 4pm. Then that only means one thing... we'll be staying up to 7... And I am very certain that I have quizzes the next day and deadlines on zoo lab. Pedigree Analysis. Ecosystem. NS of the frog. Blah blah blah

Yesterday college of science didnt have classes because of the TQM thingy. I woke up 9am, studied. And by 1... felt asleep again. Eeek. AND SLEPT AGAIN.

I miss someone so much. It has been 27 days to be exact. Sad. Buti pa si wronggoy aware. At least I think he is. I know he somewhat observes me. Sana lahat ng kaibigan ganun. Kahit hindi mo kausap. When gets the chance to ask important things, will grab it right away. Bless those kind of people.

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Time:	10:11 pm.
Mood:	impressed.
Music:	Anak ng Pasig - Revival by Miles Poblete.

This is my first time to go home this late (from ust). Eek. My class ended at 1pm. I met lois after then we headed to the lib for her to study and me to make notes for zoo lec. We HAD to do something productive for the 2 hours of wait. 3pm had to meet with our folk dance group for the dreaded finals. The girls are gonna wear Ma. clara. Waaah.

I learned that miles rents a unit at the 2nd floor of zagu p noval (that's why she wanted us to meet up at the zagu station. Now I know. Hehe cuz I was kinda querying bout the meeting place.)She let us in in her humble apartment. Hihi. The other group members were late so we got bored, and what miles did was she sang... And threw in to our faces FHM mags. Haha that was my first.

Barbra didnt show up. Kay, too. Chester, too. I am goin to kill them. Lois waited for 4 hours and I 2. Thanks to rai, cory, and joan (wronggoy's gf LOL) for showing up. (rai and cory are from san mateo... sipag menn)

Note: Today, greggy's a clown. Today, greggy's a slut. LOL Greg, gimme some PR powers hahaha :p

Miles was the winner of the metropop song festival '99. Shiyet she really can sing. Talented little lady with motherly powers. :D

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Subject:	Entrance exams results can be depressing....
Time:	11:14 am.

Saw some blogs of random people talking about acet. How it turned out to be disaster. That's what I felt, too before. That's the only result of an entrance exam I cried. UP was fine. And that lasted for a week. My best friend's mom even got in the way. Pathetic huh.

The way I see from their writing, there's a chance. And from the school where they are. If you're not-too-good but from a pretty popular school you would get in. That's based from my observation. If you're fromanot-so-known school and you are not-to-good but has potential there's a very little chance. Too little.

Good luck to everyone who took it.

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Time:	10:29 am.
Mood:	lazy.
Music:	Hello - Evanescence.

Im having a hard time gathering my thoughts ang putting it in a report of a play weve watched. Mirandolina. Sheeesh. Let me blog... Kinda warming-up :p

Last night I texted charles. Something shallow happened. Yet, I texted "happiness". After seconds kubs replied, "happiness ka dyan". Hahaha then I replied. Figured out they were still together at 11pm. The other would text me after the other. Hihi so cute... Halatang usisero pero nagtitipid.Ü Then tina asked... "Okay next week we'll hang-out there but IS OUR ASSUMPTION SO TRUE?" I assume now you got a clue. But unfortunately it is NOT what they're thinking. (Sayang lol) My happiness is too shallow for it (their assumption) to be true.

Haaay... Wronngoy talking to me has a good effect. I think. Bless him.Ü

Aint sure... But I think Im goin to the dentist later. Sana.

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Time:	4:34 pm.
Mood:	dorky.
Music:	Great Big Melting Pot - Boyzone.

Id very much like to write sensible subjects... But writing's just not my line. Hihi. I chose xanga primarily cuz I get to design the page on my own. And I already got used to those editing stuffs. A number of people know it.

Hmm I wanna say something...

Think think

I have many things on my mind...

Please please come out

I envy Fleeting (perhaps) for she writes well. While I, do not. =)

Huhu Im such a loser. Waaaah! L!