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-back to 100 lbs
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[04 Sep 2006|03:24am] |
i`m still learning.
i`m still scared. -but not as much
i`m still almost constantly looking for reassurance. -but not as much
she wonders what she has to do
to make all her trying worth something
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96 lbs.
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[01 Sep 2006|06:21am] |
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today i weigh 98 lbs
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[01 Aug 2006|05:44pm] |
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today i weigh 97 lbs.
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[12 Jul 2006|08:34pm] |
July 12, 2006
Remember that you are not a dumping ground for other people's complaints and worries, stefanie. Neither should you be dumping your heavy emotions, self-doubt, and difficult feelings on others. Your job is to uplift yourself and others, and to do so with great joy and love. Today you may feel as if your brain is spinning in a hundred different directions. Do not use this as a reason to get down or confused. Use it to launch yourself upward.
tarot:
Love: The Lovers
Touchstone: The Moon
Career: Death
It's not exactly a trouble-free day today in romantic matters, dear stefanie… The Moon and the Lovers are working in tandem, creating an atmosphere of discouragement and uncertainty... You are inclined to distrust the good intentions of the people close to you and to question their love. It goes without saying that such feelings are diametrically opposed to creating an atmosphere of happiness and fulfillment... Be on your guard against an onset of the blues! As far as work is concerned, you are expecting a big change, an agreement or a contract perhaps, a promotion, or another important decision … But since this development is currently under the influence of the card of Death and the Moon, it might take a while yet. Unfortunately, there is nothing else you can do but be patient. Trying to accelerate things will only have the opposite effect! So, prove to yourself and to the rest of the world that you can wait.
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[06 Apr 2006|04:28pm] |
stefanie robles (10:53:22 PM): i love you
+13606218926 (10:57:23 PM): I love you too. Will you marry me no matter what ?
stefanie robles (11:00:08 PM): of course! will you marry me no matter what ??
+13606218926 (11:00:37 PM): I will, baby.
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[10 Feb 2006|06:24pm] |
Love: The Emperor
Touchstone: The Wheel of Fortune
Career: The Devil
There’s a cocky air about your approach to love today, dear stefanie! The Wheel of Fortune together with the Emperor brings a few surprises, handing you new encounters on a silver platter – and you don’t hesitate to take advantage! You’re dynamic, strong-willed and capable when communicating with others – and trying to seduce them! This approach proves successful for you and could lead to longer-term romantic developments if you don’t let the chance slip by… Your professional life is getting a boost from the Devil, in association with the Wheel of Fortune. Luck is on your side, presenting you with several opportunities to move forward faster than you'd imagined, or at least to expand your room for maneuver. You're holding the right cards, so don't hesitate to take on new responsibilities or accept an unexpected offer. You're on the road to success!
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[30 Jan 2006|11:53am] |
she is to him, what he is to me.
EXCEPT NOT.
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[22 Dec 2005|09:07pm] |
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i love him.
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[25 Nov 2005|03:36pm] |
Tarot:
November 25, 2005
Keep a tight rein on your emotions today, stefanie. Together, the Devil and the Empress have a tendency to bring out possessiveness and jealousy towards your loved one. Your passions and emotions need to be checked out thoroughly before being expressed! Otherwise, you'd better be prepared for a few run-ins and domestic scenes. The plates could be flying tonight… On the work front, the atmosphere is electric and the situation is unnerving… Under the combined influence of the Devil and the Hanged Man, you take a provocative approach in order to force a reaction from your collaborators, but things soon become aggressive. There are cutting remarks and hurtful responses on all sides, with nobody being prepared to admit their mistakes. Pride and strong feelings hold too much sway – distance yourself if you don’t want to say or do something that you can’t take back…
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[24 Nov 2005|06:46pm] |
November 24, 2005
You'll say more than you mean to. If you are fed up with a current relationship, then a well-timed sarcastic comment could be all you need to bring it to a timely end. But if you are happy where you are, it may help to think before you speak. Otherwise, you may accidentally say something tactless and hurt the one you love.
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[22 Nov 2005|06:46pm] |
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i guess youll never really know.
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[15 Nov 2005|08:32am] |
j: i love you
s: i love you more
j: i love you more
s: we love eachother equally.
j: that we do .
s: but i want to love you more.
j: yet that desire of thyself shall remainst unreachable
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[06 Nov 2005|04:07pm] |
November 6 2005,
Intense passion and deep feelings come flooding into your life today. You may meet someone whom you can trust almost immediately. Opening yourself up and being vulnerable is hard for you at the best of times, which is why this is so good. It may be that you have met that special person with whom you are willing to share your heart.
actually. thats kinda late. =)
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[25 Sep 2005|10:43pm] |
why am i so horrible to you ?! :(
i love you. im sorry
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[11 Sep 2005|10:28pm] |
i`m the kind of kid who likes to know things.
...and i`m scared of what i dont know. =/
when ive come so close to being so sure,
theres just some things i have to question
i just want the answers.
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[05 Sep 2005|12:28pm] |
i shouldnt even care..
but what am i supposed to think ?!
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[23 Aug 2005|11:02am] |
k and so i was talking to kris
ferry rides came up
and i remembered the day at the zoo
and when we were going home
and we went out onto the deck
and it was dark. and cold. and windy
and kinda even raining a bit? and yeahh....
and i just get really sad thinking of you.
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[16 Aug 2005|04:25pm] |
-i guess i was never good enough?
-im not happy. im not even sure if i ever truly was.
-whatever makes you happy.
-it`s just how it goes.
-thank you very much.
-greatly appreciated
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