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[25 Sep 2003|04:09am] |
( Owl to Harry )
To all other (Neville, Luna, Cho...?)
I told Harry to be at the Leaky Cauldron at noon on wensdey so I hope you lot will be there.. Me, Ginny and Hermione will meet you there!!
See you!
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[23 Sep 2003|07:15pm] |
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I have no friends. And for some reason it doesn't bother me. I'm currently avoiding Marietta as best I can, though I can't help but wonder what she'd say to me if I ran into her in Diagon Alley. That would be beyond awkward, since I haven't owled her in maybe a week... she's not very accustomed to distance. But I just can't stand it anymore. Sharing a room with someone for 2 months can really open your eyes up to some of their less attractive habits.
My home life tends to be less enjoyable than usual. I dread listening to them, hearing the jinxes followed by my mother's screams. My past attempts to stop my father have resulted in some major battle scars to say the least. Mum's taking me to Diagon Alley tomorrow, leaving my father at home. These past days she hasn't looked too well. And she's been sending out owls constantly to Grandmother. I'm almost never in the house anymore. Its actually really complicated. Without going back into the past, I'll just say I've had to deal with this all my life but it's never bothered me so much as it does now. I find myself taking 4 hour walks just to stay out of the house. Or I'll go to a book shop and just sit and watch people, couples mainly, as I wait for time to pass. Somehow watching muggles live their lives is so much easier than living my own. Seeing people in each other's company, so happy and carefree and just content with their lives as it is, its like inspiring. It gives me hope that one day soon this darkness may be lifted. And I'll breathe again. At the shop yesterday a muggle boy came and talked to me. His name is William. He invited me to his home for tea. A much better way to pass time than walking. Or watching.
I caught word from others that Ron, Ginny, Hermione, Luna, and Neville will be at the Leaky Couldron tomorrow. Perhaps I'll show up. It will be nice to see them again. After my lunch with Mum.
+Cho+
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Well, I've been in Ireland the whole summer. You would not BELIEVE how many bloody muggles there are! Father could hardly stand it! He almost hexed one, but mother stopped him just in time. At least mum has enough self-control NOT to hurt the stupid mudbloods. I'm going to go write to Draco now. :9
( owl to Draco )
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[22 Sep 2003|08:36pm] |
I am terribly bored lately. I havent gotten any owls from anyone the entire summer. I have done all my summer reading because I have nothing esle to do.
Last night I saw father for the first time in what must have been weeks. His already pale skin looks paler and he seems distracted. Oh well. Im going to go write an owl to Pansy.
( Owl To Pansy )
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[22 Sep 2003|10:15pm] |
[Unknown LJ tag]
Dear Luna
Mum and Dad said that it would be okay if you wanted to you could spend the rest of the holiday at at the Burrow with us. She said that you could arrive early Wed. morning and bring your things and then go with us to Diagon Alley. See you soon.
With love -
Ginny
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[22 Sep 2003|10:18pm] |
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Hey! I want to join this RPG as Pansy Parkinson if that's not too much trouble. ^_^;; K, thanks! I'll be looking around for Draco! ;D hehehe, okay bye everyone!
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[22 Sep 2003|09:51pm] |
Dear Journal,
So Gran and I went to visit Mum and Dad today in St. Mungo's. They were pretty much the same as usual: didn't really realize that we were there, muttering to themselves, and handing me old wrappers of Droobles Best Blowing Gum. I keep thinking of lat Christmas when I ran into The Weasleys, Harry, and Hermione. I'm not ashamed of my parents, but I can't help but think how different .... well ..... better my life would be if it had never happend. It just makes me upset. Nobody really can relate .... expept maybe Harry Potter. But its a very different senario ..... I don't know. Maybe I am ashamed, I mean it wasnt as bad when nobody knew, but now they all know, Harry, Ron, Hermione, Ginny.....oh I don't know. They looked so sorry for me...I know I'm a pathetic forgetful stupid blundering idiot but I hate people feeling sorry for me. Oh well, whatever. Gran is taking me to Diagon Alley this Wednesday, hopefully I'll see someone i know there....as long as its not Malfoy. I can't stand that git. Ugh. My summer holidays have been frightfully boring, its just been me, Gran, Trevor and my Mimbulus Mimbletonia (which I have finally been able to breed! I've been trying alllll summer). Well I don't have anything else to write for now.....maybe I'll owl Harry, or Ginny, Or Ron or Hermione or SOMEONE I'm extremely lonely. *sigh* Oh well.
Neville
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could we possibly make a b-list of all the rpg aim sn's on here? so far I have:
hermione - cleverHgirl
luna - xlunaxlovegoodx
ginny - xxgirlweasleyxx
draco - slytherinpridexx
cho (me) - misschang7
us hprpg-ers love them x's. lol
if anyone else has a screenname that isn't on the above list, comment! =)
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Hermione arrived in the Burrow's living room fireplace at exactly 6 o'clock. Looking around and dusting the ash off of her robes, and stepped out and proceeded to search for Ron or Ginny. Maybe I should have sent them an owl first, she thought. It doesn't look like anyone's home... Just then she felt a tap on her shoulder, and whirled around, surprised.
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| another letter ... |
[21 Sep 2003|02:50pm] |
Owl To Luna Lovegood
( Read more... )
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[20 Sep 2003|10:20pm] |
Fathers being very annoying. He won't seem to leave me alone. I really want him to go away. This big house is getting quite lonely. Fathers always locked away somewhere and never around. When hes around he annoys me so much. Well I best be off. Im going to go study since I have nothing better to do. Where have all my friends gone? Im so lonely.....
my AIM sn for RPGing is slytherinpridexx
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I was wondering if i could join as Draco?? If I can, then thats great and I cant wait to post and stuff
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[16 Sep 2003|09:21pm] |
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I received an anonymous owl from a rather upset sender about 4 minutes ago. It reads:
"Stupid girl. How dare you add unneccessary stress to Harry Potter's life? He actually cared about you, and you spat it in his face. I hope you feel disgusted with yourself, Ms. Chang, in the light of all he's had to deal with and all that has happened. He has suffered a much larger loss than you."
First of all, since when is it ANYONE'S business but my own what I decide to do? This made me feel completely awkward, considering it was never made a very big deal. Who could've sent this rubbish? Michael? Surely not... we ended on a good note. A Weasley? They never seemed to care. If only this person knew how I felt. No one should have to feel like I do right now. I would never wish such depression and angst upon anyone. It just isn't fair.
I do hope that Harry understands I do not hold any sort of grudge. In fact, I very much would like to one day have a civil conversation with him. I found myself missing him 2 weeks ago, as I looked out over the ocean into the sunset.
I found myself missing everyone from school. My holiday with Marietta in Greece was more than I had bargained for. I don't know how much more I can take of her studying that horrid Greek mythology. That country has far too much history than I care to read about. It was beautiful though; the islands are thrilling. Could you belive we actually found a quaffle on the sand one day? It was a rather odd looking quaffle to tell you the truth; it was hollow and white with black spots. Actually, had it not been for its size I wouldn't have recognized it as a quaffle at all! Come to think of it, it may have been a ball for some muggle sport. But what could they possibly do with it? Aside from toss it or maybe kick it around a bit. But what fun would that be?
Anyway, it's getting late. If you would excuse me, I'll retire. I'll update more often as school draws near.
Hermione, I do miss you. =)
+Cho+
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[14 Sep 2003|03:31pm] |
yay we have a cho!  mschang
yay! im going to put some more ads in with the banner .. :-D. im going to play neville and im going to make the sn in a few mins so .. ya. we still really need:
Dumbledore
Snape
Lupin
Hagrid
Mr. Weasley
Mrs. Weasley
Moody
Tonks (i have someone in mind for her but im not sure yet)
Fred
George
Dean
Seamus
Draco
Crabbe
Goyle
Susan Bones
Mcgonagall
Trelawny
Flitwick
and some others. great job on the commenting so far .. we should start posting things and stuff, but that can wait untill we get some more members. :-D
any advertising you can do for us will be greatly appriciated!!
i have a question .. can someone tell me what the code is to write the community name so you can click on it kinda like - < lj user="hpfanatic247"> but with a comminty name? thanks sooo much. also .. i fixed the info for teh community .. tell me what you think :):)
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[13 Sep 2003|11:58pm] |
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hello all. wondering if I could join as cho. i need major icon help for anyone who can offer it. id like a new model all together but i'll look for that. for now i just need the words fixed. someone with photoshop or psp make it look cool! other than that, i just wanted to make sure, we're starting this at beginning of 6th year for harry, right? (7th year for me?)
+cho
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*stares into space for a second* oh .. i was wondering danradluvr/hpfanatic can we have term start? or should we wait till be have more members?? what does everyone else think? great icon and banner .. ill put up some ads for the RPG.
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