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| Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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12:19 am - We like the moon!
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So it's Tuesday morning at 12:19, I am here sitting online talking to a few people, listening to music, not doing my paper. Sigh, so let's see...
Lesley went back to school this weekend and I hung out with her and Katie on Friday. I went to a party(ies) on Saturday all over Ptown and hung out with Jennie, Megs and Glo in the Sweezey's lot. Sunday I had work, almost had a heart attack doing an order for Angel's Dad. And then I took Joe and Glo for Applebees. We then drove around wasting Joe's gas and smoking. Lovely friends. I went to bed, woke up sick and then went to work. I hung out with Katy and Sean doing nothing and running into scary people. I am now home and I didn't start my paper and yeah I just haven't been in the greatest moods lately, I hate school and work and I hate not sleeping and having to do everything and not having free time and no free money and yeah...
I'm so out of it, my cat is calling me to sleep...but this isn't my cat
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| Thursday, March 11th, 2004
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12:52 pm
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Alright so now my Easter break might be spent in Vegas but it's still up in the air. I wish I knew what was going on and that I had the money just to get on the plane and go and not care about the price but, hey, gotta live in poverty...yup yup.
Today is my brother's birthday. He's getting older. So am I. Sweet god.
I'm beginning to want to change my major. What I was aiming for was a major in laziness or something like that, where I'd get paid a lot to sit around and do nothing but now I think its gonna be well...I dunno it's a change or something and I'm not going to discuss what I want to do with my life cause yeah...who knows I can change my mind, I dunno I'm still in debate.
Yeah last night I asked my Mom to check my normal ear cause it felt like my 3rd hole was infected and I forgot she didn't know about my cartiledge piercing and stuff and I got a lecture and stuff from that and ugh ugh ugh. UGH.
Alright I need to go get my best friend lunch.
And oh yeah, Devon is joining the army, isn't that lovely?
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| Monday, March 8th, 2004
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7:10 am
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Yesterday, work was bad. People yelling, people who can't look me in the eye, machines breaking, orders to be done, it just wasn't cutting it. Aubria stopped in and for a few seconds I had peace. Then the hell continued and I just wanted to go to bed across the counters and stuff. "Do you mind if I just don't pay?"..."uhh, actually yeah". What kind of question is that Bucko? Or let me buy $130 worth of pens and see how long I can tie up the register. I left once all the crap was done, I was just mad at that whole cubicle for awhile.
After work I stopped at Meg's house to get my purse and then went home. I called Rick, I just needed it. And oh yeah, I re-ordered a phone. Fuck yeah 30 day warranty. I'm currently now the middle person in a fight between Dev and Chiti and I hate it. Those boys, ugh...they are two of my favorite people but I need to wack the both of them sometimes. Later on in the night, Megs picked me up with Gloria and Derek and woahh, let the fun begin. I just started to scream. We went to the A-bee's as usual and saw the wonderful Kimmie and then gasp who else is there? CLIFF and Mike. Mike who recently just unblocked me<3(hmm...no comments about that situation). Ian and Jennie came later and we were there till no one else was there and yeah. Good times. I called Rick when I got home. I decided that I hate his new room cause the service is shitty, but that could also be affected by the beer I have in my phone.
School time...
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| Sunday, March 7th, 2004
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9:41 am
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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004
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8:00 am
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Last night was good times.
Anyways, the past couple of days have been occupied with school and such. I got an A on my first English paper. I was damn pleased. I'm now on an hour of sleep. I have to work till 5. I'm not going to be a happy camper. Megan has my purse. I have no money. I have no keys. I have no vanilla lip gloss. I left Eva's at like 6:30 after Glo watched Full House. I now want a cup of coffee and well....Rick finished that statement to me yesterday morning. I miss my dear. Apparently my cat is missing. Lesley is home. I'm going to be in a coma. Someone please uh...I dunno, burn Staples down forever. So even if they try to rebuild they can't. That would be nice. And oh yeah I broke my phone, there was beer on it or something. Hahaha fucking 30 day warranty.
Ugh, Staples fucka you.
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3:49 am
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I am at Eva's amd I am so drunk so Tony Bosco, i love you Rick. TONY BOSCOOOOOO
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| Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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4:06 pm
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I get to write an essay about how I hate feminist.
<3 I love this class.
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| Monday, March 1st, 2004
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10:40 am - Fernando es muy grande y tu...chaquito
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Alright let's talk about what I'm wearing.
Black sweatpants, a red plain teeshirt, blue hoodie and a black jean jacket. and oh yeah, a tan scarf. I don't match, my hair is wavy, and there's sunglasses on my head. I look awesome but I don't match at all. Infact, I don't think I matched for like the past three weeks I went to school. No wonder why I don't have friends.
I'm in the SINC site here in the Library and there's this girl across me. She is freaking me out. She has her headphones on and she's dancing REALLY sexual in her seat and singing and I'm wanting to tell her "Hey, Slut shut up the fuck up" but I bet she's got like fighting blood in her or something so she might go AWOL on me and kill me. She has breast implants, her hair has been deep fried with highlights and a perm. She's wearing the TACKIEST ring I've ever seen. And a lot of lip liner. She, in my book is a vision of a complete slut(I have never said anything to this girl at all, I don't know anything about her) and I just realized what she's looking up at the computer-Penises. That's right the slut is looking at penis's-I see her classnotes. And I just want to go up to her and be like "save it for the bedroom sugar tits" but its not my place. Watch with my luck this girl is a virgin. I don't know, I just hate what guys think about girls and stuff, how even some of my closest friends want to 'bang bang bang' something out before the next full moon. And how I used to be like that too. I'm glad I changed. So is Lesley. So is my vagina.
Oh my god she's bouncing. Give me a gun now.
Anyways, its a Monday, I have a case of them and I have work later. And I need to do my Spanish homework.
And Rick, I love you.
current music: My cellphone going off, Celes's theme
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| Saturday, February 28th, 2004
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4:25 pm - I still know everything.
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Ahh heavenly Fridays. How I love thee. After school I slipped into a small coma which was woken by Chiti tapping on my window(wow I love my friends), I headed out to Applebees where I saw Anthony who I hadn't seen in oh, like 2 years. My Straight Man<3 Anyways, after dinner we headed to an abandoned parking lot, where Jared and Cliff and Jon met up with us and we did nothing for a few hours. I decided I love Jared because he snorts. I headed home, wrote a message to my love, slept, and woke up for work.
Today at work I decided that I hate old people and people who use their age as an excuse. This woman was like bragging to me the fact she was 80 and ugh, thank god Cyndy came in. I left early thank god and I called Lesley and Abbie with some news, and now I'm finally going out for Birthday dinner with the family...then I want to drink like a fish and get hungover and puke my brains out. Word. Fuck yeah.
This won’t mean a thing come tomorrow and that’s exactly how I’ll make it seem
current music: Zeppelin<3
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| Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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12:02 pm - Don't Bother To Write
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Wow kiddies, I am very far behind in my schoolwork for the day. I have to write a paper and then I have to take my first King Arthor test which is something I'm very nervous about.
I got my cellphone back. I figured because I got a new SIM card I could reset all my passwords and shit. Think again. Now my phone can't turn on. So, yeah guess who has to call AT&T again. I swear I hate this company more than anything but I'm stuck with them for a few more months.
Nothing really new has arrived the past couple of days in my life. I like it that way. Oh yes, something very weird. When the sun is shining and stuff, I open up my sun-roof and open my windows. Today I took my mom's car to school cause I needed to put anti-freeze for my car. She has a CD player. Ever since last night I've had "A Favor House Atlantic" in my head so I burned a quick CD with Coheed and some others. Now I'm the type of person that has to listen to the song that they have stuck in their head millions of times to get it out. So about my 2nd time listening to it I get up to a traffic light and I'm screaming "BYE BYE BEAUTIFULLLLL" at the top of my Claudio-like voice and there is a truck of like 8 mexicans all looking at me and like winking and I just burst out laughing do my "tricky, tricky" thingy with my finger and speed off. I'm so strange.
So this weekend I need to start to clean my room and get some extra work done. Chiti found out his leave date-less than six months. Seems like Bev's gonna be next. Then I just need someone in the airforce and I think I have all the branches covered. Ugh.
I miss Rick a lot lately. I have to get focused. I think I'm going to start going on a strict scheduale. One that doesn't allow me to slack and sleep. I have about 80 minutes left on my bill that has to last another week and a half. I think I might work Friday night I dunno. Oh yeah I love you Cassie.
Paper time.
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| Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
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1:05 am
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| Monday, February 23rd, 2004
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10:55 am - Utoh, sounds like Rochelle has a case of the Mondays.
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Alright so third entry of the day. I am in between classes and I don't really want to do work cause I have to them retransfer all the files and crap and yeah. So I now have about 45 minutes till my next class. Then I go to work. Lovely isn't It?
Monday through Wednesday is my bitch days, Thursday I'm stuck here all day, Fridays I sleep during the day usually, um, Saturdays is work followed by going out usually and Sunday is completely random. Yesterday I basically hung out with Riley and Xander and when I got upset I invited Chiti over and I made cookies. The sugar cookie kind. He left and I did nothing really. I'm getting a new phone on Wednesday or Thursday so that should be good. My bill is going to be insane this month I know it already. I just hope whoever happen to find my phone was kind and gentle and didn't use it. And please don't be offended if I ask you for your number, the only ones I really know by heart are Liesel's house and cell, my Mom's work, Rick's cell, Krit's cell, and Devon's cell. All others I have no idea. Oh yeah my grandma too. And some of my ex's but even then I'm like uhhh...and there's no need to put that number in cause...well...I guess I do talk to all of them but one. Sigh I'm not even gonna start talking about that now. No use he will never want to talk to me. I get so mad about it but I did it to myself.
Alright anyways, everything is good at 29 Palms and Medford again. Between my mood swing and his mood swing it was a bad combo but we're the best ever so after being both angry for awhile we both cooled down. And you know what I like to hear, that he's playing FFX right now. That boy has my heart, oh yes he does. I think I was freaking out everyone with my away messages yesterday but yeah I was overly stressed out and yeah. I'm sorry.
Oh man I wish I had a Final Fantasy alarm clock and it woke me up to the Crystal Theme. That would be so cool.
in fact, fuck it I'm looking for it on ebay.
<3 you kiddies.
By the way, I wonder actually who reads this now that I took the link off of my profile.
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10:26 am - Stolen From Katy
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{x} what's your full name? Rochelle Elisabeth Rinoa
{x} what are your nicknames? Rowshell, Roey, Llama
{x} when is your birthday? 2-3-85/5-23-85
{x} how tall are you? 5'2"
{x} what color are your eyes? Blue
{x} where were you born? PJ
{x} piercing? 7 of them.
{x} tattoos? None yet
{x} what size shoe are you? 6
{x} have you ever been arrested? Almost.
{x} who's your role model? Buffy Summers
{x} do you have any pets? Xander & Riley & Sidd Occasionally
{x} do you have any siblings? 5
{x} name(s)? Roxanne, Robby, Randi, Rory, and Ricky
{x} nationality(s)? Spanish, Colombian, Puerto Rican, Aztec, French, Irish, English, Dutch, and Canarian
{x} what is your astrological sign? Aquarius
{x} who is your best friend? Lieselbee till the end of time. Then Greg, Bevs and SeamanBigCock
{x} pierce your nose or tongue? I'd get my tongue pierced probably. But probably not.
{x} be serious or be funny? Fun
{x} whole or skim milk? Skim if anything.
{x} single or taken? Taken
{x} simple or complicated? Simple
{x} flowers or angels? Angels
{x} grey or gray? Gray
{x} read or write? Read
{x} color or black-and-white photos? b/w
{x} sunrise or sunset? Sunset on beach
{x} m&m's or skittle? Dulce de leche m&ms(they do too exist)
{x} stay up late or wake up late? stay up late.
{x} tv or radio? eh, probably radio keeps me sane in the car. I dont' really watch TV
{x} is it pop or soda? soda.
{x} eat an apple or an orange? ooooh you want an orange?
{x} what came first the chicken or the egg? chicken bagock
{x} hot or cold? Warm
{x} dead or alive? Alive.
{x} tall members of the opposite sex or short? Taller<3
{x} sun or moon? Sun
{x} left or right? Left
{x} high or drunk? HIGH and DRUNK
{x} green beans or carrots? Um, depends. Raw I want greenbeans
{x} low fat or fat free? um, sure.
{x} what is your biggest fear in the world? Dying way to early.
{x} half empty or half full? Half full.
{x} mustard or ketchup? Honey Mustard
{x} hard cover books or soft cover books? soft
{x} newspaper or magazine? Newspaper
{x} wonder or amazement? Amazement
{x} red car or white car? white beep beep
{x} happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy and poor.
{x} singing or dancing? dancing like a moron and singing like a virgin
{x} hugging or kissing? kissing mwa
{x} corduroy or plaid? plaid baby
{x} happy or sad? Happy
{x} purple or green? my house is purple.
{x} chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate
{x} marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? The perfect lover is the perfect friend.
{x} sweet or sour? sweet. but not like 10 sugars in your grits sweet.
{x} root beer or dr. pepper? root beer
{x} sappy/action/comedy/horror? Comedy
{x} ocean or pool? Ocean always<3
{x} cooler ranch or nacho cheese? EW. I hate doritos with a passion.
{x} shine or rain? Shine
{x} winter/summer/fall/spring? Late summer where you can still be on the beach and not be cold.
{x} eyes open or closed? Eyes open so you can see everything silly
{x} fly or breathe under water? Flyness. I'd fly to Cali right now if I had wings.
{x} bunk-bed or waterbed? Bunk bed. Water beds just don't do it for me.
{x} chewing gum or hard candy? Candy
{x} motor boat or sailboat? Motor?
{x} lights on or off? Clap off.
{x} chicken or fish? Fish. Chicken is gross.
FAVORiTE
{x} number? 11,7, 14, 23
{x} holiday? Hmmpf Easter. I've had good Easters usually.
{x} radio station? The Box or USB Radio-me and Aubria listen to Reggae Saturdays, well we used to till they took away the radio(bastards)
{x} place? La Jolla
{x} flower? Orange Roses
{x} scent? Hmmm Marine boy.
{x} if you could be anywhere, where would you be? La Jolla
CURRENT
{x} current clothes: Work uniform, hoodie, coheed tee
{x} current mood: tired
{x} current taste: coffee
{x} current annoyance: I had to throw out my coffee before.
{x} current smell: Dior addict.
{x} current thing you ought to be doing: Sleeping
{x} current desktop picture: On my homecomputer its something from exploding dog. Here its like some gay USB thingy
{x} current worry: Ahh, you probably didn't talk to me yesterday then.....
{x} current sound: Um, clicking and the random cellphone. I have "A Favor House Atlantic" stuck in my head though.
{x} current fav food: Um, monkey bread.
{x} current fav shoes: Soccer sandals
{x} current fav TV show: I miss Parker Lewis.
{x} current fav movie: Ferris Bueller's Day off
LAST PERSON
{x} you talked to? Um, evil woman at computer desk
{x} you hugged? Chiti
{x} you instant messaged? Rick
{x} you kissed? RICKKKKKKKKK
{x} you yelled at? er Rick.
{x} you laughed with? Xander my cat.
HAVE YOU / ARE YOU / DO YOU
{x} considered being a hooker? Rick said I should do it for the money.
{x} split personalities? Yup, I'm a freak.
{x} obsessive? Yup
{x} panic? fuck yeah
{x} anxiety? in the blood yo.
{x} depressed? yeah.
{x} open-minded? yeah.
{x} interesting?nah.
{x} hungry? nope.
{x} friendly? at times.
{x} smart? god I'm a blonde.
{x} moody? Yup. damn hormones.
{x} childish? Yes.
{x} independent? no
{x} hard working? no
{x} organized? in a messy way
{x} healthy? nope
{x} shy? at times.
{x} difficult? at times.
{x} attractive? to my cat, he seems to love me.
{x} bored easily? yes I think I have ADD
{x} thirsty? WHERE IS MY COFFEE
{x} responsible? Fuck no.
{x} sad? usually
{x} happy? usually not.
{x} talkative? yeah.
{x} different? I'm a fucking queer
{x} unique? repeat
{x} lonely? in a way yes
{x} colored your hair? Yeah
{x} have a boyfriend? Yup
{x} own a webcam? Yup
{x} ever get off the computer? Nope
HAVE YOU EVER..?
{x} fallen for your best friend? Um, sorta.
{x} been rejected? Yup
{x} been in love? Yup
{x} used someone? Yup
{x} been used? Yeah
{x} done something you regret? Yup
{x} long or short hair? Long
{x} dark or blond hair? Dark hair right now but I miss being highlighted
{x} tall or short? Im short
{x} dark or light eyes? I have light eyes
{x} hat or no hat? depends. Aubria is a hat person.
{x} pierced or no? Pierced.
DATiNG QUESTiONS
{x} do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes I do.
{x} describe a perfect date: Get up, get ready, In & Out Burger, go for a drive, go to the beach, stall out his car a couple of times, take a nap together, and he gets me Squirt<3
{x} how will it end? teehee he knows.
{x} describe love in your own words: When that person is a part of your life and you never want them to leave. When you break down hours before you leave cause you can't stand to see them part. When you want to spend all of your money just to see him and you'd be willing to do anything for it. When your apart and you feel like he's right next to you always. When you wake him up on Sundays at 9AM and he doesn't get pissed but he's happy to hear from me. Buying me Squirt at 3AM. Listening to me complain about everything. Him allowing me to do whatever I want cause he wants me to be happy. Spending a fuck of a lot of money in text messages just so I can hear from him during the day. Laughing at him while he's singing Italian songs. Standing in my garage talking to him till 2AM so my Mom doesn't hear what we're talking about. Making him a happy tree friends valentines day card. Not getting mad when I call him 9 times when I'm drunk saying I'm gonna rape him. Making sure I'm okay when I'm puking my brains out. Balcony's<3. Oh I love him, I really do.
{x} do you have a crush? Got it bad, got it bad, got it bad.
{x} who? I'm hot for teacher.
current mood: Floaty
current music: Good Eye Sniper, I Shoot, You Run.......
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10:07 am - Stolen from Jackson
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LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Rochelle
-- Birth date: 2-3-85/5-23-85
-- Nickname: Rowshell, Llama, Roey
-- Current Location: Stony Brook Library
-- Eye Color: Blue
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Height: 5'2"
-- Righty or Lefty: Ambi
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
LAYER TWO:
-- The shoes you wore today: They have velcro on them <3
-- Your weakness: text messaging, spending money on stupid stupid things, Rick
-- Your fears: Iraq
-- Your perfect pizza: PINEAPPLE
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Winning Lottery<3
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: LOL
-- Your thoughts when you first wake up: Who the fuck is calling me this early
-- Your best physical feature: Hands
-- Your bedtime: 21:00 Pacific Time-ish
-- Most missed memory: Dad being alive and well.
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Waater
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton?
--Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Coffee I think.
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: I want a cigar right now.
-- Cuss: yes.
-- Sing: lol to myself.
-- Take a shower everyday: Yeah
-- Have a crush(es): Yes Rick and my Spanish teacher
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yeah.
-- Want to go to college: Don't want to go this one
-- Like(d) high school: Eh, yeah I guess, dunno
-- Want to get married: Yup
-- Believe in yourself: True.
-- Get motion sickness: Eh, at times
-- Think you're attractive: Ditto Jackson
-- Think you're a health freak: Eh, at times.
-- Get along with your parents: Alright
-- Play an instrument: I used to play Clarinet, Flute and Oboe. Now I just own a cowbell.
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Word.
-- Smoked: Word.
-- Done a drug: Word.
-- Had Sex: Word.
-- Made Out: Word.
-- Gone on a date: Word.
-- Gone to the mall?: Word.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Hell naw son
-- Eaten sushi: Word.
-- Been on stage: Hell naw son.
-- Been dumped: Word.
-- Gone skating: Hell naw so(I'd like to though....)
-- Made homemade cookies: Word.
-- Gone skinny dipping: Hell naw son
-- Dyed your hair: Word.
-- Stolen anything: Word.
LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes, oh god Dare Club
-- If so, was it mixed company: Yup Yup
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Word
-- Been caught "doing something": Um, yes
-- Been called a tease: Yup
-- Gotten beaten up: Yup
-- Shoplifted: Yup
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Sorta
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: Eh, we'll leave that up to him.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: FINAL FANTASY
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Not in a church, lots of drunken sex later that night.
-- Where you want to go to college: It knows. It calls me in my sleep.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: I want to make a Final Fantasy.
-- What country would you most like to visit: I would like to visit...um....I think either France or some hot hot hot island. And Puerto Rico to see my familia.
LAYER NINE:
-- Best eye color? Blue
-- Best hair color? Blonde<3 How I miss ye.
-- Short or long hair: LONG
-- Height: I would like to be 4'11"
-- Best weight: god I wish
-- Best articles of clothing: Hoodies.
-- Best first date location: Um, La Jolla
-- Best first kiss location: Tim's kitchen
LAYER TEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: That number stays with me
-- Number of CDs that you own: 200+
-- Number of piercings: Um...right now 7, but I had 8 total.
-- Number of tattoos: I wish, less than Rick though
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? Quite a good amount of times, due to State Cup
-- For good things for bad things? Good.
-- Number of cars you own: Um, now two. My other car died though RIP: Cutie, the Deathcab
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| Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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Woah alright so I've been in this chair for the past 2 hours or so.
I'm going nuts and I need a drink.
I have like half a page to write and yet I can't bring myself to do it.
I swear I have ADD or something
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| Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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6:40 pm - I Love You Rick
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So after I ran some errands on Friday and headed to the airport. I was late but I made it to my gate at time. Then I started to freak out cause my plane didn't leave the runway for an extra 50 minutes. So once I got to Ohio I had to sprint to get something to eat (that when I discovered people in Ohio are morons) and then make it to my gate just as they were loading my row. Damn good. Then I slept, I watched the STUPIDIEST movie ever created(ahem, Master and Commander) and started on some of my work but the Pilot went "oh we're arriving to San Diego early" I was hyper and I started to squeal and I got off the plane and I went nuts cause it was 61 degrees and it was night and then RICK CAME AND I GOT SOOOOOOOOO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY and omg and yeaaahhhhhhhh I loveeeeeee himmmmmmmmmm and words can't describe it and HHHHMMMMMMMM. We saw my brother and that was most of the night cause I was tired.
And so this weekend we went to LA and La Jolla(and saw the seals) and flipped off a lot of people and hung out at my brothers and oh yes we went to Hollywood and we went to all my favorite places and Mission Beach adn we watched the sunset on the beach on Valentine's Day and just was a normal, well semi normal couple from New York and yeah I love him and he loves me. It was the worst thing to say goodbye to him, I couldn't stop I broke down in the airport after I talked to him for the second time but I just fell asleep right away on my flight, thought I was going to die in Atlanta cause it was the WORST put down on the runway I thought there was machine guns hitting the plane or something, then I had to walk about a mile with all my crap and almost fell asleep at the gate and then boarded my flight to evil New York and then came home to 19 degree weather(after wearing a short skirt and having the air conditioner on in Rick's car it was the worst.) Oh yes I tried to learn stickshift this weekend but that was terrible and I probably destroyed his car. And oh yeah I got really drunk at my Brother's apartment. Good times, great oldies <3
I really miss him. I want it to be April now. I swear I am such a mush around him. I love him so much. I can't even go into this but its so awesome and I love him and I'm repeating myself and sigh I love you Rick and all the goodness that comes with that and I can't wait to see you again. (umm...how about Solamente tu?)
Chiti thank you to listen to me freak out at the airport.
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| Friday, February 13th, 2004
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2:11 am - DemonOfTheFall95: update!
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DemonOfTheFall95: youre dumb
RydiaRA: ahem you're dumb
RydiaRA: the dumbness beloning to you
DemonOfTheFall95: learn to spell
RydiaRA: I learned from your mom
DemonOfTheFall95: theres your problem
RydiaRA: be low me
RydiaRA: say that
DemonOfTheFall95: you wish
RydiaRA: be low me.
DemonOfTheFall95: i'll bet you would you dirty ponce
RydiaRA: WACHOOGA ON YOUR HEAD
DemonOfTheFall95: fight for honor, glory, DEATH IN FIRE!
RydiaRA: or when your grilled cheese sandwich burns and your house goes on fire.
DemonOfTheFall95: could you be any more mexican?
DemonOfTheFall95: cut it the fuck out, ese
And that is me and my best friend. A typical night.
Alright so today I overslept, missed my first class(eep) then FUCK I HAVE TO DO MY COMP SCI HW. Okays anyways, headed to the mall, got some things for this weekend, then to USB where my class ended early because we refuse to work for the man. I walked across to the SAC and while I was looking at ghetto jewlery I see gasp, Greggie and Amanda so I stayed with them and annoyed the hell out of Greg for awhile. And then I walked Greg to class. Aww I love my best friend.
Went to MVL where it flew by and then walked to the library, then headed home. I stopped off at Staples(paycheck), Krit's(picked up something for Rick) and then headed to the diner with Devon and Chiti and then went home to do absolutly nothing, I now have to pack for my plane where I have to be at the airport in 8 hours, still have to shower, go to the store and yeah, just run around for awhile and then I'm relaxing for a weekend full of sex, drugs and rock and roll out in the wonderful West Coast. Ahhh lovely.
So Happy Valentine's Day
I hope the sun's out in New York
I hope he bought you roses
I hope he bought you roses
So Happy Valentine's Day
I hope the sun's out in New York
I hope he bought you roses
I hope he bought you roses
This weekend is going to be like the best ever. I was expecting to wait like 50 more days or so to see him but now its like, hey, interruption to that you get to see him now cause you deserve a good boyfriend and something good to happen to you. So thank you God. I just hope that if I get drunk again I don't wind up online apologizing to someone again. I think I'm past that now, the balls in his court if he ever wants to talk to me again. And I know he doesn't care about me anymore so I don't see why he would want to anyways. Anyways, I don't have much planned for the weekend, I'm thinking perhaps a trip to Mission Beach one day but I don't know what Rick has up his sleeve for Saturday(all I know is that he keeps on saying "YOUR GONNA LOVE IT") just as long as it isn't like "your getting a tattoo now" cause knowing me I'll get "Chiti" written on my arm and scare the shit outta him(like I did the other night at dinner) that or my dog's name tattooed on my ass cause there's no way to describe what I really want even when I'm sober. Oh jesus, its like 2:30 and I haven't started to pack with the exception of Rick's present. I hope he likes it, its cute and all Rochelle giving like. I made him cookies tonight that I hope came out good. Ahh god I can't wait to see him no more calling him at night he'll actually be there and oh god its gonna be awesome and I miss him so much and I'm just like this is fucking real and stuff and I'm so happy and he is too and I can't stop writing his name on my papers in my class and oh god I'm getting obsessive so before he reads this and thinks I'm more of a stalker then I should stop.
Alright Greg is going to bed and he wants to read my diary so I'll update once I get back with my weekend of Wonderfullness.
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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3:49 pm
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I wish I was famous so I could make everyone do my work for me.
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| Monday, February 9th, 2004
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9:58 am
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Alright so hopefully I make it to California alive
I have called just about everyone this morning who can listen to me whine and bitch about my life this morning(Greg you aren't included because I know your sleeping) after a really really long night of crying and stressing out for probably no good reason, well it was a good reason to me, a bad reason in general.
Prior to flipping out I hung out with Moogs and Glo and we drove to like very close to the city and then very close to the other side of the island. I miss them, I wish sometimes that it was like old times and stuff but I guess its just the way it is.
And I just remembered...Crystal Chronicles comes out tomorrow.
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