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Monday, June 16th, 2003
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7:16 pm
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I'm bored. If you're on and shit, IM me. We could go do something...
By the way, Silverchair now owns EVERYONE. I'm liking their music. *hums along to "Lie To Me"*
Jeremiah, please refrain from spamming. It's scary. Although you probably will...
*hits post and starts spamming Jere*
current mood:  dirty
current music: Silverchair "Lie To Me"
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10:45 am
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*taps hands on keyboard and starts up Blurty*
Ugh, my head hurts. No, not from drinking last night. It hurts to think like this. I like Aly..but Jere's right. I'm using her, as sad as that sounds. Aly, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry. I..it's been a while. I just feel like shit, knowing I'm leading you on.
Somone help me.
current mood:  discontent
current music: Sum 41 "The Hell Song"
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3:10 am
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Jeremiah, this is for you.
My best friend
The one who's always there for me
The one who looks out for me
You're now the one crying
But you're not crying for yourself
It's me
You're crying for me
And I'm glad
Glad to have you as my friend
Glad to know you
Glad to be called your friend
Thankful
I'm thankful
I found that...and Jeremiah, I want to thank you. Thank you for all the advice you've given me. Thanks for being my best friend. Thanks for understanding me and listening to me when I thought no one else could or would.
Jeremiah...I am proud to be your friend.
current mood:  scared
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| Sunday, June 15th, 2003
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11:39 pm
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I fucking love playing shows. I didn't screw up for once! Jere did, though. He forgot the words to his own song. *shakes head*
The kids at the show were cool. Especially all the kids that were jumping. Haha, they rocked. Hard.
Tony got a few kids in trouble. Apparently, they weren't allowed to mosh and shit, and he told them to. *laughs* When he found out, he was like, "Oh, then just bob your heads or wiggle around and shit." *laughs again* Stupid crazy mo'fo.
current mood:  hyper
current music: GC "Girls N Boys"
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10:34 pm
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I fucking love playing shows. I didn't screw up for once! Jere did, though. He forgot the words to his own song. *shakes head*
The kids at the show were cool. Especially all the kids that were jumping. Haha, they rocked. Hard.
Tony got a few kids in trouble. Apparently, they weren't allowed to mosh and shit, and he told them to. *laughs* When he found out, he was like, "Oh, then just bob your heads or wiggle around and shit." *laughs again* Stupid crazy mo'fo.
current mood: hyper
current music: Girls and Boys // Good Charlotte
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| Saturday, June 14th, 2003
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9:51 am - Instores rock!
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We had an instore yesterday. It wasn't really an instore considering that we played in the parking lot and all. It was kind of a last minute thing considering that Tony had back surgery and all and we just really wanted to play for our hometown. We played 8 songs: "Until I Met You" "Hotel Room" "Jaded" "Rooftops" "Yesterday" "Fuck The Greyhound Bus" "Fuct Up Kid" and "Night Alone." Jere sang on "Yesterday" and "Night Alone" and screwed up both. He even wrote "Night Alone," that crazy speed queen.
Signing was fun, the kids at the show were great. Except for that one chick who yelled out "Benji sucks!" It was great though, cos Tony was like "Who said that?" When her friends pointed her out, Matt and Tony kept saying stuff about her. Tony was like "He wouldn't like you, either. He's got bigger tits than you. Although, your's are a nice size." It was so funny. When she came up to get an autograph, Tony wouldn't sign hers. Haha, stupid bitch.
It was great playing again. Tony's getting better, ya'll, don't worry. Jere and Matt had "a moment" on stage. I don't think anyone noticed that...
Leaving now, Aly, get on. Or else.
current mood: bouncy
current music: Me singing "I'm a knucklehead"
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9:48 am - [ I'm STUPID! ]
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[ hey, ya'll, I forked up Nick's last name. Yeah, shoot me. This is his new journal. Yeppers. I'm going to add all of his entries and backdate them, but not til Monday probably. So I'll catch you all later. New AIM s/n is xgigsx00x ]
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| Friday, June 13th, 2003
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11:50 am
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| Friday, June 6th, 2003
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3:44 pm - Johnny Quest thinks I'm a sellout
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McDonald's is good....
Jere rocks my socks, he's just that cool. Yep, Jere, you are *nods*
Matt better agree to help clean Tony's house after Matt, Jere, Alyson and I oh so innoccently egged, whipped creamed, silly stringed and T.P.ed Tony's house.
Speaking of Tony, he's coming home soon. It's kinda boring without him. He's a good friend to get drunk with.
Jere is semi-stupid, too. Just thought you'd like to know that.
current mood:  blank
current music: Less Than Jake "Johnny Quest Thinks We're Sellouts"
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| Thursday, June 5th, 2003
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6:20 pm - God does love me. Oh, yes, He does.
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Aly's great. We were hanging out before. She makes me feel, I don't really know, happy, complete, satisfied?
Jere was making me feel really good, I guess. He was saying all this stuff that made me feel better. That kid better make it work with Matt. They're cool together.
I get to hang out with Alyson again. Woohoo!
current music: Greenday :: Welcome To Paradise
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4:07 pm - WooHoo!
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So I asked Aly out.
She said yes.
WOOHOO!
current mood: excited
current music: Head On Collision :: New Found Glory
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3:57 pm - New "layout" and new, um, mindset?
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I changed the colors on my blurty. Purple, like the elephant I saw. Yep *nods*
[rant] I am so sick of being the "fat guy" or the "drunk guy" or something stupid like that. I have feelings, ya know. I do like to be taken seriously. I'm just sick of being the one everyone can make fun of. It's not like those name you all call me I don't hear. It's not like they don't hurt. It's not like I don't like having fun sometimes or getting drunk, but it's not like I do it all the time. Why do people assume I do? How come they assume all these things and don't even bother getting to know me? I wish I had someone who could understand. [/rant]
Well, that's done. I'll see you all later. Maybe.
current mood:  distressed
current music: Broken Sound :: New Found Glory
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1:06 am - Holy Fucking Shit
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It started off as a truth or dare game with Jordan, Aly, Jessi and I. Jessi and Aly started making out as a dare and it was really hot. Jordan left after he was a sissy and didn't want to answer a truth. Jessi left to go to sleep and I started talking with Aly. I ended up kissing her and I felt so embarrased. I got up and left.
The crazy thing is, she followed me. She kissed me, even. Oh, Moses, that girl is great. She said we'll talk tomorrow when I'm not so drunk. Ah, fuck. I'm going to sleep happy tonight.
Thanks, Alyson.
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2003
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10:20 pm - Pink and Purple Elephants
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Matt won't admit that there was a purple elephant. There was a fucking purple elephant. He says there was a pink one, but he lied. LIAR. OMG! There WAS a pink elephant, it flew away! COOL!
current mood:  angry
current music: Evanescence "Bring Me To Life"
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6:12 pm - Truth or Dare and Vandalism
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Well, Matt, Jere, Aly and I vandalized Tony's house yesterday. We egged it, sprayed silly string and whipped cream and t.p.ed it. It was great. Tony's gonna be pist, but it's okay cos it was fun.
Anyways, I was playing Truth or Dare with Aly, Matt, Jere, Juliya and Sarah Michelle. It was so fun. I kinda felt bad becuase I helped Juliya with deciding on a dare to make Matt do. I ended up saying he should make out with Jere. What I didn't realize is that Jere and Matt hadn't kissed as a couple yet, so I sorta forced it on them. Moses, why am I so stupid?
current mood:  ditzy
current music: Ataris "I.O.U. One Galaxy"
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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10:25 pm - Jere + Matt = Makes Nicky upset then happy
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Jere and Matt are dating. WOOHOO! They made me mad (grr) but now they make me happy (yay!). It's cool cos Jere was upset for the longest time. Now Jere's happy.
And now, I'm off to go egg and T.P. Tony's house. Cool.
I'll write about it later.
current mood: giggly
current music: Mr. Pibbles being a bitch
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6:06 pm - What. The. Fuck.
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Jere came out to Matt and said he liked Matt. Not only that, but Jere tells me he's liked Matt for five fucking months. FIVE! He never said A THING to me. That, and Matt is TOTALLY pissing me off. He says "he needs to think." How fucking obvious is it that he has a thing for Jere? How fucking stupid can two people be? Why don't they just accept each other and go with it? Why can't anyone around here see how fucking lucky they are?
God, I feel so stupid...I feel like I just pushed Jere and Matt over the edge. I was pressuring them and I fucking over did it. [I actually cried because of what "Matt" said. I'm not joking. Scary, isn't it? And it's just a role play, they say, pssh.] I don't know why I'm thinking they should immediately go together, maybe I'm fucking drunk, but that's no excuse for how I treated them.
Matt said this: Imposter Matt: But you're not the one sitting here, just figuring out that you might be bi, when all the while you thought that you were straight. You're not trying to figure out wether to try and go with something that may not be there anymore. You're not reeling with the fact that you not just like you're best friend, but love him. You're not tearing apart at the seams, Nick!
God, just let me cry. Please.
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Kelly Clarkson "Anytime"
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5:18 pm - Proud to be an American....
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*clicks to Blurty and goes to update, turning his WinAmp on, discovering American Idol and Country music in there*
Damn Ameircan Idol and how great they all sing. If I could sing like that, I'd be lead singer for Mest. Yes, Tony, I'm out for you. *laughs*
Jere is seriously melting down. Matt, get your ass on AIM and talk to the motherfucker. He needs to tell you something.
I need a girlfriend. Yes, a girl. I have to stop fucking around and settle down. I miss having someone there, someone who I can depend on, someone who will love me for ME and not Mest or anything else like that. I want to be loved again. I want to be with someone.
I'll probably end up getting drunk again tonight. *clicks update*
current mood:  sad
current music: American Idol Finalists / God Bless The USA
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| Monday, June 2nd, 2003
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6:34 pm - Yay for secrets!
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*clicks on Blurty and goes to update*
Hmm...Jere is seriously troubled. He needs to get this thing off his chest and he can't exactly do that right now. I guess it sorta sucks for him. I feel for him, ya know.
Anyways, I'm going to get drunk off my ass with my bro's and Alyson. WOOHOO! You all have not seen this fat man drunk, it's great. I just hope I don't fuck some random hoochie. Chicago girls are, well, not the greatest. [ooc: I actually live by Chicago, it's not entirely true]
Mr. Pibbles (my kick-ass kitty) is so fucking annoying. I guess I should start feeding him....Jere does that for me, but I think he's getting sick of me asking him to do it. Woo, maybe I'll go feed him
Well, I gotta go see if Jere told Tony yet....then, I'm feeding my cat!
*clicks update*
current mood:  confused
current music: Mr. Pibbles meowing for food
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7:28 am - Stupid Jere
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Jere wanted me to fill out this form thinger..so yeah.
I love Jere.
Jere is most likely gay.
If I were alone in a room with Jere, I would dance in my black thong and see if he liked it.
I think Jere should get laid.
Jere needs to get laid.
Jere will never get laid.
I want to get a hooker for Jere.
Jere can feed my cat.
When I think about Jere, I laugh hysterically.
Someday Jere will probably get laid.
Jere reminds me of a cow.
Without Jere, my cat would die cos it'd never get fed.
Memories of Jere are him feeding my cat and getting drunk off his ass.
Jere can be cool when he's drunk.
POO is how I describe meeting Jere.
Worst thing about Jere is he might be gay and come on to me.
Best thing about Jere is he feeds my cat.
Jere is a good cat feeder.
I don't have anything against gay guys, don't worry. I'm just scurred he'll come on to me. Jere, I love you, bro.
Wait, now ya'll have to fill out my survey!
Nick is really ___.
If I were a prostitute I'd pick up (Nick, Matt, Tony, Jere) first.
If I were Nick, the guy I'd most likely sleep with would be (Matt, Tony, Jere).
Cats are ___.
Yeah, that's it.
current mood: amused
current music: Less Than Jake Help Save The Youth Of America From Exploding
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