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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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10:35 am
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*sigh*
Life sucks.
What a surprise.
Did you all forget or something? xGIGSx00x
current mood:  depressed
current music: Plain White T's - Your Fault
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| Saturday, August 16th, 2003
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8:36 am
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I've been sitting here, bored, for God knows how long. Why is it that my life seems so...minuscule compared to everyone else's? Jere and Billy are engaged, everything's working out for them. Tony and Benji have had/are having problems, everyone's so...needed for something. I feel like a leech. Like I don't belong.
Where do I belong?
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
With all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
current mood: depressed
current music: Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003
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2:48 am
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OOC: Be away Monday - Friday. KTHNXBYE
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003
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11:28 am
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Billy said I should update, so here goes:
Hi, my name is Nick Gigler. I'm addicted to....
Sex?
Hahah, that works.
I'm a cactus, with brown spots.
And apparently, we're all going to be bats. Billy told me.
current mood:  weird
current music:
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| Monday, August 4th, 2003
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6:48 pm
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Yo, who died? NOT ME! Um, yeah, Torry's...gone. I guess. :-(
And yay DRAMA. :-/
current mood:  restless
current music:
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| Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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4:23 pm - OOC
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[ I do believe I shall leave DF. Why? Well, for one, it's not that fun for me anymore. 2, no one ever talks to Nick :-(. I MIGHT leave, though. If things start to change, what the hell, I'll stay. This doesn't, at all, affect Chris. I like playing him. :-). So if I leave, I'd be leaving Nick. ]
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| Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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11:16 am
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Where's Torry? Where is everyone..?
current mood: Alone
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2003
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2:47 am
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Jeremiah Obediah Massiah is a very depressed child. So that's why I went to the supermarket with him. *eg*
Pretending to be gay with eachother, asking where the bread is when you're in the bread aisle, fighting with sausages and fruit, scaring little children and playing the penis game is exceptionally fun when you're in a supermarket.
Cheer up, Emo kid.
current mood:  amused
current music:
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| Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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1:38 pm
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Billy almost died. Not good. Not good at all.
Billy: You're not going to die. We need you too much. Good Charlotte would suck without you.
current mood:  anxious
current music:
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| Monday, July 7th, 2003
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2:56 am
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Okay, I don't know how to go about this...
I am so bored with my life. I mean, yeah, I'm touring and yeah, I'm doing a lot, but I'm bored. It's like, the same thing, always. I miss being home. I miss Torry. I miss Mr. Pibbles. I really want to be home, be myself.
You see, on tour, we've got to sorta limit ourselves. Shade the true us to not piss off any of the bands on tour. I just want to be me again, you know? It's like, ahh..well, I wish I was on tour with bands that we know really well, like Good Charlotte or Goldfinger. Those guys know the real us and wouldn't give two shits whether or not we fuck a million groupies (which none of us ever do) or get really drunk or whatever.
Tony's better. Thank God, I mean, he freaked all of us out. We're playing Jimmy Kimmel tonight and going back on Warped tomorrow. Yay, I guess. Back to having oh so much fun.
Someone save me.
current mood:  bitchy
current music:
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| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
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4:39 pm
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New layout. Green is good.
current mood:  giddy
current music:
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11:41 am
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Yay, Torry's back on Blurty. Wooo! I still miss her, haven't talked to her in a while.
Why is my life so boring?
current mood:  bored
current music:
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| Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
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12:46 pm
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I guess I should update. It's been a while. Anyways...erm, everyone is dead. Why?!?
I finally finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix. Yes, I read Harry Potter. Anyways, it was pretty good. You should all go read it...
Where is Torry? Torry!! Where are you?!? I miss you..come back, please?
This is sad.
current mood: bored
current music:
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| Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
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6:08 pm
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I'm soooo bored. I can't wait to start touring. But that means I won't get to see Torry. Speaking of Torry, oh, gosh, what can I say? She's amazing. She makes me feel amazing. It's great having a girlfriend, especially one who cares about you just as much as you care about them. She's that girl. Torry listens to what I have to say and never passes judgement on what I do say. *shakes head* I'm getting too excited over it, now. *chuckles*
In other news, Nick Gigler has bought the fifth Harry Potter book. Nick Gigler is a nerd. Nick Gigler is talking about himself in the third person. Nick Gigler also has to go tune his drums.
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| Friday, June 20th, 2003
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12:00 am
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| Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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11:52 am
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So I guess Torry and I are together. She's awesome. I'm glad I'm with her.
Torry, this is for you:
Do do you wanna go out with me
Do do you wanna go out with me
Come on baby
Do do you wanna go out with me
Come on baby
Do do you wanna go out with me
Baby can't you see
Won't you go out with me
Nothing else will do
I only wanna be with you
*laughs* That's a good song. For you slow pokes, it's The Donna's "Do You Wanna Go Out With Me"
-Baby
current mood:  grateful
current music: do you wanna go out with me - the donnas
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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7:24 pm
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Nick is ___.
The funniest thing about Nick is ___.
My best memory with Nick is ___.
My worst memory with Nick is ___.
The best thing about Nick is ___.
If I could take one thing from Nick it would be his ___.
I am jealous of Nick's ___.
Nick should ___.
I really want to ___ with Nick.
Nick needs ___.
Do that for me, please?
current mood: bored
current music: Anthem for the year 2000 - silverchair
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3:50 pm
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I'm going to get taken advantage of. WOOHOO!
Baby loves you.
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3:26 pm
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Everyone must go over to Donna C's (Torry) Blurty and tell her that she is the hottest drummer, not me. Unless, of course, you think I am. *laughs* Although that is totally untrue. Kidding. I think.
current mood: bored
current music: The Bitch Song - Bowling For Soup
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9:29 am
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Need to ask a question
Calling out my name
Nothing seems to bother
Wish I had a clue
C'mon abuse me more I like it
Well I don't think you like me
Well I hate you as well
No one seems to like you
Wish I couldn't tell
C'mon abuse me more I like it
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Overboard
C'mon abuse me more I like it
C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Throw the sailors overboard
Overboard
current mood:  artistic
current music: Silverchair "Abuse Me"
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