Sometimes u get wht u want and get it without any conditions, but sometimes there r attachments tht u could do without!!!

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This is a really nice story :D

A young and successful executive was traveling down a
neighborhood street,

going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar.

He was watching for kids darting out

from between parked cars

and slowed down when he thought he saw something.

As his car passed, no children appeared.

Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door!

He slammed on the brakes

and backed the Jag back to the spot where

the brick had been thrown.

The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed
the nearest kid and

pushed him up against a parked car shouting,

"What was that all about and who are you?

Just what the heck are you doing?

That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to
cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?"

The young boy was apologetic.

"Please, mister...please,

I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,"

He pleaded.

"I threw the brick because no one else would stop..."
With tears dripping down his face

and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just
around a parked car.

"It's my brother," he said.

"He rolled off the curb and fell out of his

wheelchair and I can't lift him up."

Now sobbing, the boy asked the

stunned executive,

"Would you please help me get him back into his

wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me."

Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the
rapidly swelling lump in his throat.

He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into

the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and
dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts.

A quick look told him everything

was going to be okay.

"Thank you and may God bless you,"

the grateful child told the stranger.

Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy
push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk
toward their home

It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar.

The damage was very noticeable,

but the driver never bothered to repair the dented
side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of
this message

"Don't go through life so fast that someone has to
throw a brick at you to get your attention!"

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Love ferz

This should have been written a long time ago.

All i want to say is tht im really very sorry to u all, for not visting ur blogs tht much over the last few weeks. Its not tht i dont visit, i do, its just tht i cant seem to find tht much time to write comments. Im even finding it difficult to update my blog. Just give me some time, and everything will be back to normal.

I cant believe how my wedding has just taken over everything...and i dont mean tht in a bad way. I havent got time to do have the things i used to.

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I havent shopped so much ever before, but yesterday i spent the whole day shopping,a dn this was only for my things. Im going shopping again in the enxt week to by 'his' clothes. All i feel like doing now is going to sleep. U know i hate shopping so much...am i normal?

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I sometimes wish for those special days, special moments spent with the one i love would just never end. Like im wishing right now :D

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Something i was thinking abt a few days ago...If money was no object, wht would u buy?

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Heres something i got in my email a few days back!

No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK.
No one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE.

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I ahve so had enough of my job at the moment. They r still refusing to change my hrs, and its really beginning to annoy me. How hard can it be to change one persons hrs, they do it all the time, to their 'fav' staff. The funny thing is they r always going on abt how much they value our contribution and how grateful they r...like hell they r, and to them its all abt costs, because it costs them more to train a new person, but even still they r willing to allow me to hand in my notice and go elsewhere. They treat their staff like rubbish., and this is a very big bank i work for.

The most annoying thing is nobody, not even my manager has had the decency to tell me exactly whts going on, its me who has had to keep asking, it wouldnt suprise me if he never did anything.

This place just amkes me laugh, they r recruiting for more staff, and guess wht they r doing the shift i want, and thts so not fair. They r prepared to entertain new starters and give them the hrs they want,a nd possibly some of them will leave after a few weeks, but they cant do the same thing for existing staff. I have worked so hard in this job, and after nearly a year, im wondering y do i bother?

The thing tht makes work bearable, is the fact tht Munawar has been a tower of strength for me over the last couple of weeks, if he wasnt there for me i dont know wht would have happened. He has been so supportive and so understanding, all ive done is take my anger and frustration out on him. Im sorry jaan, u know i appreciate everything u have done and continue to do for me. I know u understand ur support means so much to me. He wants me to do whtever i feel comfortable with.

I know i can get a better job elsewhere.

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This is just going to be a short post.

I have mixed emotions today, but im really happy also. I only want to say 'congratulations' to Amar and Mansi on their engagement today. Hope u guys have the best life together. I know things have been extremely difficult for u Amar, but im wishing u so much happiness in the world. I can only imagine all the buzz and excitement tht must be going on in ur house right now.

Just remember one thing, if u ever at whtever point in life need anything, thn u know where i am, and all u have to do is just ask. Im always there for u.

I wish u all the very best!

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Love ferz

I hate to admit this, but i have tendancies which, accumulates into both jealousy and possessiveness. I wish i didnt feel these emotions, but i cant hide, this, maybe, its one of thos many bad qualities in me. Somewhere down the line, everyone does suffer from this. Its not something, i enjoy feeling, and it doesnt occur regularly, only occasionally.

I am only this way, with a few ppl, its not something i purposely do, but wht can i do? Is it due to the fact tht i feel insecure, tht i cant let these emotions pass? I have begun to think, tht maybe, im too dependent on certain ppl. Could this be the reason for my possessiveness?

I dont think its a bad thing, but i suppose its human nature, tht we always get jealous over one thing, or another. I dont think jealousy is as bad as its made out to be. Its just a natural emotion, tht we all have to let go of some way.

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I had to take the day off work yesterday, as i had the worst headache ever. Whnever i get headaches, i end up suffering with crippling pain, and its horrible. I cant believe i slept all day. It felt so good having a day off work after months of working constantly for 7 days a week. From now on im going to take it easy, and take a break once in a while.

Hope u all have a great wkend!

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Phew! Wht a day.

Im sad Amar is going back to India today :( Have a safe trip.

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I dont know y im feeling so down and depressed, maybe its because of the wedding, or maybe its to do with work. But one thing is for sure whtever it is, its really making me sad.

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Sometimes all u really wish for is for someone to wish for u. Its not the i cant live without u, its tht i dont even want to try.

How true is this?

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Some quotes i have received through sms:

Friends in life r like pillars on ur porch, sometimes they hold u up, sometimes they lean on u, sometimes, its just enough to know they r standing by.

Softly the leaves of memory will fall, slowly i will gather them all because today, 2mora and till my life is through, i will cherish having a good friend like u.

A true friend is like a wind, ull never know whts inside their hearts but u will always feel, their presence and sincerity, Thank u for being one.

Friendship is like a garden. Its beautiful whn watered with love, care, affection, tears, but it dries up if left untouched. So keep in touch.

Happiness is like a butterfly, u run after it, it keeps flying away, if u stand still, it comes and sits on ur shoulder. Have the most happiest moments everytime.

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Y do we always want acceptance? Y is it at times we want approval from someone we hardly know, and its tht approval tht matters to us?

I believe tht inn life it doesnt matter who u r, but whether someone appreciates u for wht u r, and accepts u and loves u unconditionally.

At the end of the day u r wht u r and everyone needs to be accepted.

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Ive had my hotmail account for abt 3 years now. Up until recently, i had absolutely no probs with it, at all, until this account started to behave weirdly. I mean i get emails a day later thn i should, and sometimes i dont even get them, which is really annoying if im expecting something. It was fine before i updated MSN Messenger.

I used to be free from receiving junk mails, but something has seriously gone wrong. Im now getting irritating emails, even though the junk filters r on. I use this account everyday for all my mails, and i do have a yahoo account, which i never use, but hotmail is my main one.

My yahoo account is full of junk, and lots of it. I never check it, its just a waste of time, as the only thing tht is ever there is 'junk'. I wonder where 'these' companies get 'our' email address from. I guess nowhere is safe from the demons of junk mail. If tht wasnt bad enough, i now get junk msgs on my mobile, its very rare, but still...

Evenwith the junk filters on full. There r still emails tht go through automatically to the junk folders, and esp. whn they r from friends, whose email address u havent saved, and whn u come to realise, its too late, the mail is deleted.

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I have had the most awesome day ever :D U know its a strange feeling but i feel so happy today, everything is normal...i think ;P

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Gosh! I cant believe its May already. Where is the time going?

Just got back from my aunt and uncles, ive got a new baby nephew, who was born yesterday. hes so sweet,and so cute. Everybody keeps teasing me now...its ur turn next :P

Its absolutely freezing!

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Im absolutel fuming at this very moment, i cant actually use the words tht i feel...but lets just say im not very happy. My work is just a complete joke. I have asked for my hrs to be changed once i get married, and now work has turned around and said they cant do it, because 'we cant accomodate ur changed'. How can i work till 10pm every night after i get married, do these managers have no sense whtsoever. Im seriously very close to just walking out, and i have made it clear to my manager exactly how i feel, and i know nothing is going to get done. After everything ive done for this company, going out of my way to make some money for the bank, and this is the thanks i get. Well ive decided im not going to even bother anymore. They would rather lose a good worker, thn do anything.

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Take care!!!

Love ferz