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haha. my old journal. wish things were back to the way they were then.
i wanna fucking die.
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[25 Apr 2004|01:20pm] |
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oh yes i meant to state i dont use this anymore.....
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[17 Apr 2004|09:25pm] |
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woohoo. just got back from tims...a lil earlier than i wouldve liked. it was fun...hott though. we had pizza and stuff. there were a few people there...wes josh niko tim matt belmonte mike priano ben d... id spell his last name if i knew it. and tims girlfriend was there. shes cool. i cant remember her name though... :-/
woke up at like 6:30. finished tims cake. called wes. wes and josh came over. went to the library to meet niko. went to get ben. walked to brooks to get tim a present (a cool light up sword thingy...$2). walked across the broken down bridge. to a school and playground. then unexpectidly matt tim mike and tims girl showed up. we went back to his house and stuff and then ate pizza. we went to the school a few times and walked back and forth a lot. watched a zeppelin live dvd thingy. then went back to the school and the boys played strip wall ball...very close to having them all running around naked. then niko had to go home so i left too. wes josh and ben are supposed to be coming over. i dunno if they still are though. ok well i think im gonna be going now. i gots to go turn on the front porch light for them guys.
toodles.
m-ah
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[15 Apr 2004|09:25pm] |
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hi holy shit it has been a long time sing i updated. ppllaaaaaah. ive been at my moms cuz i didnt have a bthrrom here. wessey says my smileys look like the marshmellow man from ghostbusters. thats cool. well i dont like this "lets turn the clocks forward and get everyone fucked up" thing. im tired. but i took a nap today and now im happy. i have to watch teevee with me padre now though cuz i havent been able to chill with him in a week! ahhh!
mall:driven by my crazy drunken mother...:-/ (upsetting)
salvation army this week with niko. maybe wes n josh if they follow us.
i have to call ru. remind me.
took a 2 hour nap today at wes' then we cuddled. it was cute. we watched armageddon. or however thats spelled.
ok well today we stole the spaghetti suace. but shh dont tell. cuz wes' crazy grandmo will kill him. (shes over protective of her food)
ok well im getting far to sick and tired of not lounging.
toodles!
eye<3mywessey
<3 M*Ah
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[06 Apr 2004|06:37pm] |
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ahhhh i'm sickly! stupid andrew got us all sick. it sucks. well anyways electrical is ok. theres a crazy anal duude though. i have 2 journals mannn. isn't that cool.yes. i am so cool. i dont really have anything good to say.
my drunken mother is moving back in at the end of the month. i don't want her to. shes always drunk and gross.
on the up side tomorrow is friday. woohoo. then tim's party on saturday. i'm gonna make niko come too. as long as tim doesn't care. all his friends from dracut are gonna be there. yeah. dracut. where the fuck is that?
ooo and can't wait for the 24th. no one better forget to come to my house. if they do ill have to beat thier ass. ahh im supposed to call jake... i should write that down so i dont forget.
sweet home alabama!! i love this song. i don't know why i do so much but i do. well i have a good boyfriend who makes me seedees. palindrome. wontons? not now. ahh my head hurts. i don't know if i'm gonna go to school tomorrow. if i'm feel like shit like right now i'm deff not.
now jet is on.
wessey had a good birfday!
and hes gonna have a better 1 year!
heh heh.
ok well i'm gooooin... toodles
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[06 Apr 2004|12:01pm] |
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tomorrow's easter and i have to go to maine. plah. i dont think i want to drive up there...id rather stay home. but oh well nothing i can do to change that. on thursday went to the salvation army with niko and wes. then we went to a card store and got wendy a birthday card and a squishy ball. then wes was hungry so we went to wendys and niko got me french fries. then niko walked home and then josh and his mom and chelsea stopped on the side of the road to talk to us and then we went to walgreens so i could get a notepad for wendy. then i went home. then wes came back with my backpack that i left at his house. then i slept or something...i dont remember. well then yesterday was a half a day...which was stupid cuz everyone else had the day off. but anyways i took brits bus...which is the bus im actually supposed to take. then we went to bigarts and got a burger and ice cream. it was very yummy. then we chilled at her house for a while and then my mommy came and got me. i went home and searched for wes. he was out with corey and other people. then i went over his house fior a hilw and i fell asleep watching dude wheres my car. then i went home and went to bed. that was fun. and today so far ive woken up, taken a shower, made pancakes, talked to wendy on the phone, sang, walked to see wendy, walked to wes' then walked back home. and in a short while i shall be leaving to go get something for my westley bears birthday! hooray. hes gonna have a good party duude. but today his grnamo is makin him cake or something like that. thats cool though cuz it gives josh a reason to leave his grams to see wes.
well im departing..........
Toodles.
eye<3wes
>M-Ah
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| wanna feel my tumor? |
[02 Apr 2004|05:15pm] |
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well i have a tumor. im sad now. damn nigga im gonna die. shit. buck tooth is fucking gay. yes because we allknow that niko and me dike it out all the time. haha ya right that happens all the time. shes a fucking douche bag. dumb bitch. well im going to have to smash her face into the floor. i put body powder in joshwaaaaa's bum crack. it was so sexy. i have a tumor!!!!! goddamn. well im going to the mall. yay. i just remembered that and im excited now. yay. i havent been to the mall in a long while. well i havent gone with my friends to make mischief and have fun. i like going to the mall with no money. i ahve to change my brasier. its a sports bra and i dont like the way it squishes. it makes me uncomfortable. well i had a good day. i was on the computer all day. and last night i put the black stuff up around my bed again. and i went to my moms house again. she drove us...when she was cocked. i thought i was going to gie. she almost got hit by a car...almost his a car because she has a late reaction, and almost his a big truck bcuz she was in the wrong lane and she was trying to switch lans and didnt look so i thought i was going to die. the whole way home she was going 50-60 mph. and then she started going really fast and was heading straight at a mailbox til i screamed and 2 minutes later she was like what? and i just said nothing and then i made wendy her necklace but i might take it apart and do it again cuz i think i want to do it differently. maybe i wont though. well im going to go now cuz my mom is going to come get us shortly and then i gots to go home to change my bra and then we got to get niko.
toodles
<3yaswesssss
p.s. someone punch brendan in the face.
p.s.s. wes and me are having our 1 year on the 24th. and thats when his birthday party is going to be. its at my house. so come. bitch. its gonna be kickin. nigga.
p.s.s.s. josh is a good pickpocket.
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yesterday went to brendans house and chilled. then niko and courtney slept over. fun fun. this morning i woke up with courtneys elbow in my mouth. "jewy". wes and josh came over then we went for a walk. then we came here and played sims. then we went glowbowling and played in the arcade. it was fun except the lights hurt my eyes. and then my leg was being stupid and hurt. so i couldnt bend. oh well. tomorrow i guess im going to see my nana and niko might come with me. hooray. ok wel toodles im sleepy.
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using band names, spell out your name
E- eagles
M- Metallica
M- Manson
A- Alice in Chains
2) have you ever had a song written about you? yes
3) what song makes you cry? no song does
4) what songs make you happy? so far away. plush. everyday. all apologies.
5) what do you like to listen to before bed? anything
a p p e a r a n c e
height: 5’8
hair color:brown
skin color: im black
eye color: green
piercings: 9
tattoos: none
r i g h t n o w
what color pants are you wearing?: Blue
what song are you listening to?: creep- stp
what taste is in your mouth?:yucky gum
what's the weather like?: warm and sunny!
how are you?: peachy
get motion sickness?: No
have a bad habit?: i move a lot and scratch
like to drive?: yes
f a v o r i t e s
tv show: simpsons. that 70s show.
conditioner: pantene
book: i dont have one
non alcoholic drink: Vanilla Coke...or strawberry milk or dr. pepper
alcoholic drink: drinking is naughty
thing to do on the weekend: chill with wessey
h a v e y o u
broken the law: yes
ran away from home: yes
snuck out of the house: yes
ever gone skinny dipping: yes
ever tipped over a porta potty: haha no
used your parents' credit card before: no i used my uncles though. he was drunk
skipped school before: yes
fell asleep in the shower/bath: yea i do it all the time
been in a school play: i was supposed to be but i told that ugly lady i wasnt going to go. BWAAAAA hahahaha
l o v e
boyfriend: wessey
girlfriend: nicole
sexuality: Straight
children: josh
current crush: johnny depp
been in love: Yes..am in love
had a hard time getting over someone:kinda not really
been hurt: yes
your greatest regret: not killing certain people :0)
gone out with someone you only knew for three days: no i dont think so.
r a n d o m
do you have a job: soon hopefully
your cd player has in it right now: staind
if you were a crayon what color would you be?: tickle me pink
what makes you happy: wes. and cookies. and strawberry milk. and other stuff im sure.
who makes you happiest: WES unless hes being mean like now :-P
what's the next cd you're gonna get?: not sure...bright eyes.
w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
time you cried: 2 days ago
you got a real letter?: on valentines day from my nana. it was a barbie card and it had a card thing it was a "liscense to have fun"
you got e-mail: last night
thing you purchased: lunch
tv program you watched: the lost world or something....wes' crazy grandfather watches it every morning
movie you saw in the theater: taking lives
y o u r t h o u g h t s o n
abortion: what ppl do is their buisness
teenage smoking: no reason i guess.
spice girls: YAY!
dreams: mine arent happy. :-/
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the other day josh decided to get naked and take pictures of himself in my bathroom. sexy huh? i hate school. too much fucking homework mannn. it SUCKS. watchin the staind dvd with wes. its kinda stupid. oh well. my dad left and i cant stay on long. well yesterday went to nikkis and chilled for a while. i hate chris, he corrupted her. hes a stupid fat pervert. i should capture him in a gigantic sack and throw him off a criff....well id have to use a buldozer to push him off. i dont think id be able to move the sack. he said he weighs like 230 lbs. thats fat. thats not good for someone who is only like 5'8. o spit. its 7:30 i gots to go.
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hi. Today is sloooooow. I wasn't killed yesterday. Wes is away. I woke up early to go see him. And I had french toast. Then we watched Anger Management. Twas fun. I went to Walgreens now I'm back home. Doing nothing. I wanna do something though. Waiting for Wes....waiting waiting waiting. Plah! Wes is "cooky in the coconut." Haha. Hes crazy! But I still love him. Hehe. Well I have nothign to do so I'm going to make this joirnal look better then maybe play some Sims.
toodles
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[20 Mar 2004|11:09pm] |
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hi. This is my new journal because I like this name better. The other one was stupid and I dont like that old shit. Now I'm Emma and this was my day...
Nicole slept over last night and we were up til all hours. Then this morning we made muffins to eat. Then my daddy took us to pilgrim lanes. Then we got Wes and went to Wendys. Then back to my house and stuff. Then Ru showed up and we had to bring Nikki home. Then to Rus. We got pizza and watched Fight Club. Now I'm home.
Yesterday Nikkie Josh Wessey and I went to the loop and saw Taking Lives. It wasn't bad. My nails glow in the dark. Its hott.
I'm sleepy and ought to be going to bed if I want to see My sexy bear bright and early.
Toodles ya'll
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