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28th October 2003

10:12pm: My mom and Robert are still fighting..........

Cute
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Mai
You are Mai


(Anime) Which Kanon Character Are You?
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15th October 2003

4:59pm: I was bored. I havint been to this site in a loooong time. Lots of new stuff to do. Not that anyone cares but...

Stand Up
STAND UP: You are a natural stand-up comedian. You
watch the news with people, and when you give
your opinions, people start laughing. They are
not laughing at you, they are laughing because
what you say is so TRUE. The world is a very
funny place, full of natural comedy. All you do
is repeat various humorous things that you
notice from everyday life. Your unique
perspective on the world is what makes you so
funny. Of all the various comedy types, you may
be the funniest of them all!

PREMIUM COMEDY OF YOUR TYPE IS WELCOMED AT:
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How funny are you?
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geez!! this was suppose to be one of the most popular ones! I am not satan/lucifer/hades or any other monster. Hmph!
vamp
You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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What the heck is with all these vampire quizes? They are getting old
Vampire Bunny Bunny
Wow you're nice. In fact you're a bit of a
doormat. You are ripe pickings for a Vampire.


The Ultimate quiz to see if you're Evil
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This one was the funest one yet....although I don't act like i'm six years old....
My inner child is six years old today

My inner child is six years old!


Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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CANDACE! Now who is that?
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Lord of the Rings!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Hey! Hey! This one actually sounds like me. Rock on...
hades
Hades


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Luckily for me, I would pay my taxes, not rob a store, or drink and drive. I am afraid to even speed so come on now, i've never broken that law before.
fdss
Hello, (insert name here)! The whole world would
know you by your birth name. You would not have
a special name, or you would not be unknown.
Everything you do would be recognized. You
would leave things in the open. You hate
getting caught in things you do, since it may
tend to happen a lot. That is why, I must say,
that you would probably get caught faster and
easier than usual. You may just be famous for
your slaughters, and then forgotten after
you're off the streets.


What Would Your Serial Killer Name Be? What Would the Public Know You As?
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Pretty girl! I don't think i'm that innocent though. Then again, i'm pretty much opposing all of these...
HASH(0x8551374)
Aesthete


The ULTIMATE personality test
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err? Okay...these are starting to get weird
GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
blood.cjb.net. Check it out!


What kind of girl are you?
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This is cool. I know ich means "one" like the number. I donno how just adding that extra i makes a whole sentance.
Ichi
Ichi - "That one with wisdom"
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What would your Japanese name be? (female)
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Wow I like this one
Season = Winter
You're Most Like The Season Winter ...

You're often depicted as the cold, distant season.
But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and
Independant. You have an air of power around
you - and that can sometimes scare people off.
You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you
rarely let people in if you can help it. You
can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily
you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be
negative, and hard to relate to, but you give
off a relaxed image despite being insecure -
and secretly many people long to be like you,
not knowing how deep the Winter season really
is.

Well done... You're the most inspirational of
seasons :)


?? Which Season Are You ??
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Spooky...this person shoulda got some anime eyes....
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.


What type of eyes do you have?
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uhhh....okie o.O
You are Lamentations
You are Lamentations.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Blahhhh don't compare me to him! He is an idiot...

Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!


What Inuyasha Character are you?
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I can't stand fire...
Fire
Your element is Fire. Wild and free. Your emotions
lead you everywhere. You are a very passionate
person, though sometimes forceful and
destructive you have a goal in life, even if
that goal is just to make it another day. Fire
consumes and purifys, it also protects. There
is always caution with fire because once it is
started on something there is no telling how
much it can destroy. Fire people have the same
tendency when mad you could be a candle burning
but if someone tips you over...


What's your element
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Yes thats it finally...

8th October 2003

6:47am: Today is exam day! ahh! Everyone knows what that means. Yep, 3rd and 4th period exams. I'm glad I have my jazz exam tomarrow though because i'm really nervous about that one. I am just going to miss not being able to go to 1st period today. I hope passing off get it on is not going to be our semester exam in band today or i'm going to be screwed. Wish me luck on todays exams! I am going to need it, well maybe not on the anatomy one but I don't know about what the band one will be. Yesterday was a really good day. I got to talk to Torey lots and I was in a really good mood. I just got really burnt at band practice and near the end I got cranky because Norona started giving me a hard time about my marching. bye now
Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: Moonlight Serenade ~ Glenn Miller

25th September 2003

5:52am: My laptop finally came in the mail yesterday! It is so sexy. It looks exactly like Elle Woods O_O The only problem is that it did not come with any adapters or battery so I cannot turn it on >< I will have to go to radio shack either today or tomarrow and have them find the best one for my outdated, sexy, tangerine computer. Today durring 1st and 2nd period is when I am going to take the ACT so wish me lots of luck please! I studied really hard for this one. Then in 3rd I will have to dissect that damn pig. My day will only get worse because 4th period i'll just be forced to march myself to death and then afterschool will probally be no different. I have a math test tomarrow and I have no idea what I am doing anymore in that class. School is becomming stressful again ah! Anatomy is really REALLY fun now though since we got into the Integumentary system because skin is my specailty and everything seems really easy so far. Well I am going to go get ready for school now.
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki ~ Dearest

22nd September 2003

4:34pm: Today was a good day. I told myself to smile more today and people seemed to be come up to me more and make me feel important for some reason. 3rd period was definatly the best. I found out I got a 96 on my test on the tissues YAY! :) Me, Torey, Brooke, and Milenda were the only ones in the class who got As on that one. That made me feel smart, especally since most of the people are seniors. Then while we were taking notes Torey started talking and he was telling everyone that I was the best saxophone player in band and stuff (which is not true, Lindsey is). The whole class was talking about me and asking me questions and stuff. It was alot of fun. Well I got math homework to do now. Toodles
Current Mood: quixotic
Current Music: Okui Masami ~ Jama wa Sesanai

21st September 2003

9:08pm: Wow we actually beat someone for a change. Image, bay high school. We beat Milton on Friday. They are the #5 best high school in the 3A catagory in the state and the team I was so assure we were not going to beat we did of course. So now we have two losses and one win. Go tornados! I feel really depressed lately though. Like, whenever people try to ask me to lunch or invite me to a party I don't want to go, I just want to lock myself up in my room. I have to disect that stupid pig starting friday and I am not looking forward to it. We just got through with tissues on Friday and now we are starting the Integumentary System. Yay, I can hardly wait.... I am hoping for a miracle or something because I have been feeling like total crap lately and I really could use a spirit lifter.
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Fur Elise ~ Beethovan

18th September 2003

10:19pm: uhhhhhhh
Dang it. I hate knology. Take my advice and never use them for anything. We were going to use them and switched over our phone service trying to get a cheaper rate from sprint but when they did the installation they screwed up my cable line!!! I went without cable all week. *sigh* The good news is that my computer is finally in my room. Yep, I have the sexiest screen in the world. My computer is soo cool. It's a hp intel celeron 2.5GHz with 250RAM and 80GB and I have 6 USB ports :)))) I am really tired though and I have to get up earily and snake tomarrow so i'll just tell you about my little 'incident I had today in algebra. This boy who sits near me in class who started talking to me lately (and i've been kinda trying to avoid) asked me out today and I turned him down. Then he followed me to jazz band like I would change my mind or something. SpOoKy O_o
Current Mood: tired

12th September 2003

5:17pm: Today was okay. The football game last night was alot of fun. Of corse we didint win "Bay High School. A standing tradition of losing since 1998" I quote Eric lol. We didint march as bad this week as they said they did last week which is cool. The stands were alot of fun too. My throat is still sore from all that screaming I did :) Yeah and the cheerleaders even thew one of the footballs over to us band people and it happened to land in my seat and I wasint paying attention because I was talking to Christina and Crystal was turned around yelling at me to get it before Katie grabbed it. Then today was eventful. I had a math test in first period. Second period we played a bunch of music. Scott came out of the locker room with an onion and was peeling it and eating it. Norona told him to go throw it outside. When practice was over I went to go put my horn up and I found it in my locker.....I came out of the locker room and I was telling Crystal about it and Norona-head overherd and grabbed it from scott and threw it in the trashcan and then Scott was "hating on me" for the rest of the day LOL. 3rd period we watched Remember the Titans. Such an emotional movie *sniff* then 4th period Robert took the picture where the whole band is in it out on the stadium steps. Stupid Norona-head told us to look serious in all of our pictures and everyone was like "aww man why do we have to do that?" so right before we took the first one and Robert was counting the "one two..." Derek blurts out "rectum!!" and everyone can't help but laugh. Then for the second one Norona-head tells us to be serious again and he goes "just look at me and it'll be easier to make a serious face" then Scott blurts out "your face will make me laugh to tears!!!!" from way up at the top. I'm really suprised Norona-head didint say anything because I know everyone herd him. Oh well I had a rather amusing day.
Current Mood: amused

11th September 2003

3:06pm: oi!!! Sorry sorry sorry!!! I promise not to do it again. I wanted to type about my cool day yesterday but I kept on getting IMs from a million different people. It was weird. Well tonight we have a home game against Chiles. Today we had a pep ralley in the gym so we didint have to march outside, I just had to listen to mr. weaver talk into a microphone and go on and on about airplanes and crap when he wasint there so how would anyone know. Oh yeah! I got me a cool laptop! Its an imac and its one of those cool colored ones. It looks just like the one Elle woods had in legally blonde.
Current Mood: busy

8th September 2003

7:42pm: Sorry I didint post yesterday. I have been caught up with trying to find a good deal on a laptop that I can buy and all I have found so far is junk, scams, and really good stuff out of my price range. I have been saving my money up all summer now. Too bad Mrs. Wilson still has my other $100 that I saved up last year for the Europe trip or I could have bought the laptop just right for me by now. I have like $375 in the bank and the kind I want is something that has lots of space (preferably 20GB+), atleast 1GHz, atleast a Pentium 2 (I would really like a 3 or a 4 though), just as long as it's better than my moms piece of crap. It's got to have atleast 250MB of RAM because this thing has 191MB and it still runs out of memory at times when I think it shouldint because we put an upgrade in it. Um, lets see, Yeah it has to either have a LAN modem with it or socket for a LAN connection because there is no way I will use dial up. I don't care if it comes with a floppy drive or not. Oh yeah and since i've seen alot of crap out there that have NOT had the essentials with them I will enclude them here: My laptop must come with built in keyboard, sound, videocard, and must be able to accept upgrades. It must also come with a LCD screen and if it is a dual-scan then I better be able to view it at more than a 90 degree angle. I don't really want an Active Matrix though because those cost ALOT of money and the monitor by itself is usally like $500. An HPA will do fine ^^ alright. The most final thing that is most of all important to my laptop that I absolutely *MUST* have is a CD-RW!!! Not a DVD-RW because those cost hella lots extra and they do the same exact thing (I can burn DVDs and I have a CD-RW on my moms piece o shit). I don't care if it comes complimentary or not with an operating system because I have the equipment for that already. See I don't ask for too much. I know what I do ask though will not likely be in a $200-$350 range and I am going to be strict with exactly what I want and not go for anything less so i'll just keep saving until I get enough cash I guess. I got $5 today. That's how life is going now....one day at a time..............Oh Oh!!! Guess what??? See I went back to school today and I took these two tests in anatomy that I had to make up so I would not have a 0 on my report card. Well I didint get to study for them because I left my books in my band locker. I thought I flunked them really REALLY bad. Like on one of them I really thought I got a 30 or a 40 because I bearly knew anything but it turned out that I made a 93 on one and a 74 on the other and I am going to have an 84 on my report card! YAY!! Heather is happy now ^-^
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Masami Okui ~ Only One Number One

6th September 2003

9:57am: Ahahahah those stupid juniors and seniors. They have way too much faith in our school. They should know better than to put so much faith in our crappy football team. "Oh man, we were soooo close"... "If Bay had beaten Mosely"... "geez"....Yeah if Bay had only beaten them right? One touchdown away is still too far to start getting your hopes high. Although I must admit, compared to last years' game with them we are really improving. But still, that was a really good laugh, good times yes. Good for the soul. I'll remember to tell my imaginary kids that in 20 years.
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Megami ni Naritai ~ Masami Okui

5th September 2003

9:56pm: Today was just another beautiful day. I woke up around 10am. Wow, I have not slept that good in a LONG time. Well when I got up to go eat my cereal my grandparents were sitting there at the table having tea...........Yeah I had lots of notice on this of course. My mom had about 7 hours yesterday to tell me and it just "slipped her mind" ha ha no. I don't think so. Anyway besides that, I found a new song that is just really awesome and is going into my collection of kick-ass songs. It's the one i'm listening to right now. A good part of my day was spent working on my website, I got a bunch of episodes of digi charat on there so I can now delete them from my hard drive and save me some space. Yeah speaking of which, I also bet on this laptop on ebay for $1.00 The catch is it does not come with an operating system, but it has a CD-RW and is a Pentium III so I hope I win it. It's got 30 GB too, our computer only has 13 :P
Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Megami ni Naritai ~ Masami Okui

4th September 2003

9:40pm: Today was really boring. Luckly I didint get any surgery done though. Today was kinda just the registration part. I sat for 3 freakin hours in gulf coasts' outpatient waiting area. Once I finally got back there all they did was ask me the same candy~ass questions like, "are you pregnant??", "are you pregnant?", "oh yeah, are you pregnant?" I guess they didint believe me because they made me pee in a cup to confirm a pregnancey test. Bitches all of them. My period ended like two days ago but when you tell them that they are just like, "you can be pregnant and on your period" well that's nice but I don't care, do I look that obese to you guys?? Then they had to ask the question about whether I have electricity and running water in my home. Why they hell does it even matter as long as I got insurance??? As long as I live in a cardboard box with a mailbox to mail my bill to Tricare shouldint that be all you guys need to piss your pants over? They are so stupid. Then they made me listen to this lady talk to me for like 30 minutes just about freakin anestisia or whatever you call the sleeping stuff. Yeah, it knocks you out like a rock, you are there one minute, the next you are somewhere else wondering what kind of drugs your raper banged you up on. What more do I need to know? They are going do some gastro-blahblahblah on me where they cut four holes on different sides of my tummy. Then I get the pleasure of waking up in a "recovery room" and lying there flat for a whole hour doing nothin'. Aint life wonderful?
Current Mood: scared
Current Music: Proof of Myself ~ Megumi Hayashibara

3rd September 2003

8:56pm: Hello. Today was boring for the most part. The good news is I have officaly learned how to make avatars and icons so if anyone would like a custom one I can do that for you. I'm so happy. Although I still like collecting avatars and posting all the cute ones I like on my website. This chii one just happens to be one of my favorites. I have so many more on my hard drive ahh! I don't know what to do with them all! I just love collecting the best ones. It's my hobbie. Soon i'm going to learn how to make the animated ones. Sorry this is going to be short but I got to make a CD case for my di gi charat DVD I just burned.
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: Narusagawa ~ Love Hina

2nd September 2003

9:50pm: Hello, today was really weird. I was out of it for most of it. I had to go in to Gulf Coast around 11:15. They made me strip down again like I was doing inpatient work again which started to scare me. Then after the nightgown incident I had to go over and lie back down in another hospital bed. Then they asked me all these candy-ass questions like, "have you ever smoked?" "are you being emotionally abused?" "do you have electricity in you home?" then this guy came over and told me he was going to stick an IV in me. Well that was just great. I was scared half to death after what happened last time. This time was much different though, only there was one change....I was in gulf coast and not bay medical. This nurse stuck my arm and got the IV in on the first time and it bearly hurt at all. Sheesh! Take my advice and don't ever go to Bay medical for anything. Well after asking me stupid questions for 30 minutes and getting my vital signs and crap they wheeled me on back to another radiology room to do an "endo" on me. First they put these tubes up my nose. I thought they were trying to put me to sleep with them and so I started breathing out my mouth. Then they put this ugly green tube in my mouth. I held my breath until I realized it was just a tube and I could stick my tounge out. Well the guy told me that it was just oxygen coming out the tubes up my nose so I inhaled. Then they made me drink this nasty pink crap that tasted like shit. Then about a minute later they made me drink this jelly that numbed all of my mouth and I couldint feel my throat anymore. I started swallowing and it felt all thick and stuff so I cut that out. Then they told me to lay on my side. That was the last thing I remembered. Next thing I know They are telling me to wake up back in the hospital bed where I started out on, IV out of me and everything. I went and put my clothes on and then I don't remember much after that except falling asleep in the car and passing out on the couch when I got home. Then I woke up around six and my mom told me that they put some tube down my throat and took a tissue sample. They said I had gastritis and I have to go back again on thursday. That's just dandy. What a wonderful day. I conclude it by updating my website if you want to take a peak.
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Only one Number one ~ Masami Okui

1st September 2003

10:32pm: Tomarrow I have to go back to gulf coast and they are going to run a bunch of tests on my tummy to see if anything abnormal shows up. This has it's ups and downs I guess. The down side is I couldint eat anything today or tomarrow until after I get this test done so i'm pretty hungry. The good part is I get to miss a full day of school. Then if they find anything, what I don't know, I will be going back to surgery on Thursday. I feel so un-specimen like. Today was humorous, I basically talked on the phone with Crystal for 5 hours while playing pac man at the same time and involuntarly screeming into the phone every time the little fuzzy things caught me in a corner. That was pretty fun and I also brushed up on my pac man skills at the same time. OoOo bonus points there. Dang it I have my first anatomy test wednesday, poop. I studied for that today also and I have every body cavity down flat now. I still need to clean my fishies bowel though. Poor fluffy, i'll make sure to do that after I get something in my tummy tomarrow. okie i'm off to bed now. *poof*
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: My Heart, Your Heart ~ Ah! My Goddess theme

31st August 2003

9:06pm: Today was fun. I learned how to make computer generated art. You know, like the real kind. I spent practically all day on that. Then I made some DVDs and downloaded some episodes of various titles. Yeah I also taught myself how to customize the Internet Explorer launch bar. So now instead of the ugly gray block at the top of my screen I have a love hina picture. Wow tomarrow is labor day. Shoot I hate September, too many important birthdays. My dads is the 2nd (not that he's important or anything), my moms is the 14th, and um...well that's it. My dad did not bother to even call me and leave a message on my birthday and I received a birthday card from him a week late with 20 bucks in it and that was my birthday gift. Stupid bastard he better not be expecting anything from me, he called me up and left a message on my machine on like Thursday at 8 in the morning saying he "herd I was under the weather" thanks dad I love you too. He didint even pay for that message, he called from his fucked up crazy lunatic ancient girlfriends parents house. How tacky, he was like, "call me back when you get this. Uhh well for one the caller ID said Denver CO on it, how the hell am I supposed to call you back retard? I don't even know where the freak you are. Yeah he's so smart, trying to get ahold of me at 8am while i'm in school. Dumbass psh. My mom is all like, "oh I donno I just want a CD" that's great mom, really it is. I have gotten her a CD for the past 5 years now for her birthday, now that I *almost* have $400 in the bank I am going to get her a real present so I don't feel like a hobo this year. Probally get her one of those freakin expensive lighthouse collectables that she has from hallmark. Not too expensive now, nothing over $60. I worked hard for that money thanks. No i'm not in a bad mood it's just crazy in september. I'm actually feeling spiffy.
Current Mood: Spiffy
Current Music: Lively Motion ~ Megumi Hayashibara

29th August 2003

9:17pm: Okie. I am back. *sigh* Nice long weekend, no homework, this should be going smooth yes. Today was rather interesting I guess. I am starting to really like jazz band now since we actually started playing music today. I seemed to know what I was doing pretty well I guess. That was my favorite period today since the others were pretty boring and I almost fell asleep in math. Man I hate that class. I feel like i've died and gone to hell every morning I am in there. There is no one to talk to and the work is so stupid. I just signed up to take Latin I online at Florida Virtual High School. All I need to do is give this paper to my guidance consoler to fill out and then I can fax it to them and take it this semester. That will be pretty dandy and it's free so that makes it even dandier. I am so going to get my hair cut tomarrow. I hate how long my bangs have gotten since I last got them cut at Easter. Yay, we are starting a new unit in anatomy. Now we are on tissues, something much more interesting than memorizing every cavity in the body and the quadrant reigons of the abdominal pelvic area. I just don't want to get to the Integumentary System because then i'll have to dissect the pig. I should be back to marching next week with everyone else as long as my body keeps being good about having already lost one organ early in life. I swear, I hate marching, but sitting on the side lines and watching everyone else march for 3 hours is even worse. It is so boring. Blah, i'm going to go study for that test I am having on Thursday now.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Welcome to Xmas~DiGi Charat

28th August 2003

6:19pm: Sorry it's been so long since I last posted. I have been trying to recover from this freakin surgery thing and I hate it. I can't goto the jamboree tonight because i'm not supposed to be moving too much for awhile. Lately since I have been sick, I have lost total intrest in doing my school work it seems. I just stare at my watch until the bell rings for the next class and only do what I have to in class. Man, I miss my mcflurries. I can't have mcdonalds too much anymore because I can't eat too much meat. I'm not supposed to eat steak and other tough things like sunflower seeds and raisin bran (not that I care too much about that one anyway...) I went out to eat with Ryan and all his friends today and we went to subway durring lunch so that was fun I guess. Well i'm going to go now, buh bye
Current Mood: pessimistic

25th August 2003

8:22am: Wow, long time no update. Sorry about that but I have been having an on-going struggle with my health lately. I went to my family doctor about a week ago you know because I was having my usal vomit spouts and for some reason it pings in my moms head that this isint normal so she tells robert to take me to the doctor. Well we go, he checks my tummy out and then sends me to a local surgon just down the road because he thought my appendix was acting funky and since I have been having these vomit spurts for the past few years now, them only getting worse as the days go on, he thought this was a symptom that my appendix might burst. Oh joy. So we go to the surgon and he basically does the same thing my family doctor does only he asks me some personal questions that really stunned me like, "do you ever get this bitter taste in your mouth out of no where?" "Even though your an adolecent do you get heartburn even when you don't eat anything?" stuff like this has been my situation exactly so he put me in bay medical. Great. Just great. Those fucking people had no idea what the hell they were doing. They were poking me with anything and everything just to squeese some blood into a tube and one of those bastards hit a nerve and now i'm temporarly fucking paralyzed in my right hand. That stupid bitch poked me with the fucking needle and was like, "I don't see why you are screaming like that, i'm not even moving it." turdball, I should sue her. So then when all of their airheaded nurses got tired of poking me they finally got a real live surgon in there and he was like "heh, your veins are way too tiny for us to get to, were gonna have to go for your neck, ever had stitches?" uh no I havint actually. Yeah I wasint the kid who rode their bike into a mud puddle when they were 4. I played with my dollies and drank my milk and this is what happens to those people who ate their veggies. Sheesh, well after starving me for 2 days, taking more tests in a day then I had taken in all my life, and assuring about 40 people that I wasint pregnant that my period is just 10 days late, my family doctor comes into my room Saturday morning all bright and cheerful and goes, "ah Heather! Guess what? Your gallbladder is only working 9% of it's 100% potiential ratio. You should have it taken out. " Okay, well later that day the surgon comes in and he's all like, "We should only do surgery if it's absolutly necessary, if you can get through this week okay and then after then you should be fine ok?" So after having an episode of muscel spasms and crying spells I got discharged and now it's just like every time I get up to go do something, if I stand in one place for too long I either get sick or I get extremely light headed and make myself sit down. So my mom is all like "IM TAKING YOU TO THE ER @ GULF COAST ASAP!!!" until I calmed her down and assured her that I wasint going to spontaniously combust. It was so nice while I was in the hospital though, the church sent me this big basket of flowers that were so pretty! Robert got me some roses with a butterfly and candy (that I could not eat until I went home). My mom got me a cute pink rose, one of the ladies from the church got me another rose, and another lady got me a benie baby. Crystal got me a cute CD case for all my burned CDs and DVDs which was really sweet of her. I'm glad everyone has been so nice and caring. Too bad my mom is just going spastic. I donno, it's just sometimes it feels like I am right on the edge of throwing up again, then it feels like everything is alright and I should have gone to school. It goes on and off like that all day. More than likely I will be finding myself in another hospital bed tonight or looking at my once-attached gallbladder so I probally won't get another update in for a long time. Toodles!
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Genma no Digik~DiGi Charat

19th August 2003

4:49pm: Today was hilarious in Spanish. Oh my god I was crying from laughing so hard. See we were supposed to make a movie and Cody Farmer just had to be the director. Well he was calling all the black ghetto people up there like this one really ghetto black kid named Brock. He was like, "all right the name of this movie is Brock's douche bag. Come on Brock you have to come up here and play a role in your movie. Give me an enojado. You got an eclipse with the works okay, and then she *points at this one girl* trashes your 22 in. rims. What do you do?" Then the black kid starts to get all up in the girls face and Cody gets all these other people up there and makes one girl watch her grass grow as calma. Lots of fun yes. Then I felt so stupid in anatomy. We had to do coloring for homework (Mrs. vallas is a coloring freak) and I didn't know we were supposed to color the bubble letters that were all these different titles for the articles and I got a 47. Wow, can you believe it? I got an F in coloring *sigh* I am very intelligent indeed.
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: Nelly - Air Force Ones

18th August 2003

1:17pm: I ripped this off of Candace. Woo!

About you:
1. What's your full name: Heather Nichole Sedlak
2. Were you named after anyone: Heh....my last name maybe O_o
3. Where were you born: Bethesda, Maryland *copies Candace* Suburb of D.C.!
4. Where are you at right now: In my moms room, sitting in the computer chair, typing..
5. How tall are you? 5'6
6. Any siblings? How old are they: No....not applicable
7. What color are your eyes: blue
8. Your hair: blonde
9. What grade are you in: 10th grade sophomore
10. Some hobbies of yours: Band is life. Computer comes next in line. Then watching my shows.
11. What are your nicknames: I don't really have any nicknames although the freshman who don't know my name refer to me as the blonde hair girl in band class.
12. Would you ever bungee jump: Nope. What if the rope snapped? You couldn't sue if that happened because you would be mush.
13. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off: ha no
14. Are you a night or morning person: Night person.
15. What?s under your bed: My dvd player, some notepads, and my big shoe box full of pencils and pens.
16. Which do you wear, boxers, boxer briefs, panties, or a thong: I don't feel comfortable answering that question thanks.
17. Have you thought seriously about committing suicide: -_-;; I am guilty of this one for sure.
18. Are you ticklish: Yes! Don't tickle me please >_<
19. Have you ever stolen anything: I stole a couple dollars from my mom once...
20. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you: um......?
21. Do you like your handwriting: No it looks like chicken scratch
22. Any bad habits: I think everyone does.
23. If you were another person, would you be friends with you: probally not
24. Do you believe in God: yes
25. What is your most embarrassing story: ask jon bull
26. What has been the best day of your life: That's a toughie
27. Do you know what sctief' is: ????
28. What comes first in your life: I don't know really
29. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush: nope
30. What are you most scared of: Not being successful in life
31. If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them: In my heart
32. What do you usually think about before you go to bed: I always get really nostalgic while i'm waiting for my medicine to kick in.
33. Do you feel understood most of the time: I don't know. I tend to send out the wrong signials to people on accident alot.
34. Who makes you laugh the most: At the moment it would have to be Derek, Jay, Scott, and any other class clowns in band. They are so hilarious!
35. Who do you email the most: I usally don't e-mail, I prefer Instant Messaging

Your friends:
36. Who's the loudest: Hollie
37. Shyest: I don't know
38. Smartest: Candace
39. Sorriest: Nick
40. Wildest: Hollie
41. Prettiest: Hollie
42. Most understanding: lol Hollie...or Candace
43. Most honest: I hope my friends are all honest
44. Weirdest: I don't know
45. Your best friend: Hollie & Crystal
46. Do you wish on stars: I did....about 10 years ago
47. Which finger is your favorite: Index! I never knew how hard it was to live without it until it got broke a few months ago
48. Who do you go to for girl/guy advice: I don't know. I havint really been consulting people for advice lately.
49. Who knows all your secrets: No one knows all of them I guess but the people who know the most are, as usal, Hollie and Crystal

Favs
50. Movie: Legally Blonde (the first one)
51. Song: Lively Motion by Megumi Hayashibara
52. Band/group: B4U ^^
53. Store: Pocket Change, Afterthoughts, Rave. I'm also liking Charlotte Russell
54. Relative: Robert....even though he's not blood related
55. Sport: Marching band. It's the only sport I participate in.
56. Vacation spot: That i've actually been to? That cruise to Mexico last year was awesome!
57. Ice cream flavor: Chocolate
58. Fruit: blueberries, apples, and kiwi
59. Candy: Does gum count?
60. Car: I like those new beetles. Especally the green ones
61. Class: Anatomy/Physiology
62. Holiday: That's a hard one. Do birthdays count?
63. Day of the week: any day other than Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday
64. Color: Pink
65. Magazine: Seventeen and Cosmo girl are the ones I subscribe to
66. Name for a girl: I don't know
67. Name for a boy: I don't know
68. Foods: anything Crystals mom can make
69. Books: I like alot of non-fiction stuff. Any of those self-help books or biographies
70. Drink: water is vital for marching
71. Carbonated beverage: coke

Non favs: Vent your frustration on everybody.
72. What movie made you gag: I really could not stand Greece. That movie was uber boring.
73. Song that annoys the hell out of you: Anything my mom plays
74. Band/group that annoys the hell out of you: any of those bands that scream nonsense with thier electric guitars and call it music
75. Store that you would never be caught dead in: American Eagle
76. What relative drives you insane until you scratch yourself bloody: my mom and my dad
77. Where do you never want to go: jail
78. What ice cream flavor makes you gag: pistachio
79. What fruit makes you choke: oranges, grapefruit, the one I can't stand the most is apricots!
80. What candy do you involuntarily spit out: anything with coconut in it
81. What car could nobody pay you to drive: one of those trashy buick's that all the ghetto people drive
82. What class do you always fall asleep in: None yet, but the most boring is definatly my Algebra1?
83. Do you have a holiday that you don't like: I feel like the grinch for saying this but Mothers Day. My mom and I really have nothing in common and I hate having to go through will all of her boring activites.
84. What day of the week do you loathe: I hate Sundays. Church is okay and all but i'm always thinking about going back to school, either to where I can't wait or I loathe it.
85. What color makes you stick your tongue out and say bleweh: Brown, red-orange, and puke yellow.
86. What magazine can you not read cause you can't make sense of its psychobabble: After trying some of the beauty tips in magazines and none of them working, I just ignore those sections now. That along with their medical/doctor sections. Those are usally full of garbage.
87. What food don't you like: the fruits mentioned above, any kind of beans [except for green beans], anything red lobster cooks
88. What drink makes you spit it out involuntarily: carbonated water
89. What carbonated beverage can you not handle: carbonated water

In the past 24 hrs have you:
90. Had a serious talk: nope
91. Hugged someone: nada
92. Fought with a friend: nope
93. Cried: no
94. Laughed: Love Hina always makes me laugh
95. Made someone laugh: probally not
96. Bought something: I did on Friday! But that does not count does it?
97. Cut your hair: no, I was going to but getting my ears pierced was better than a silly hair cut
98. Felt stupid: yeah
99. Talked to someone you love: if you mean my mommy and robert then yeah
100. Missed someone: I don't think so

Have you ever
101. Eaten an entire box of oreos yourself: *sigh* yes
102. Hiked a mountain: I wish. The only mountain i've ever been on though was the apalacian mountains and I always see the smokey mountains when I am driving through West Virgina.
103. Stayed home on Sat night just cause: yeah. I am not too much of a party girl
104. Been in love: *sigh* once...
105. Seen the white house: Shoot, i've seen it like 10 freakin times. I've also been through it a few and been through a bunch of secret underground places that no one knows about.
106. Seen the Eiffel tower: Never been to France
107. Tried smoking: What's the point in that?
108. Drank alcohol: I'm very proud to be able to honestly say no
109. Seen 'Titanic': Yeah. I used to think it was so stupid when I was little. Now I think it's pretty romantic minus leo decrapio and that girl who played rose. If they would have gotten some less-cheesey actors then it would have been perfect...
110. Wore the shirt that said ?it was a boat. It sunk. Get over it?: Never seen that one before
111 Tried a weight loss program: not really. I took aerobics and I learned some yoga when I was little but never actually went on a diet program.
112. Jumped on a trampoline: yeah. I used to have one of those little ones that you use for exercise...I wonder what happened to that thing
113. Hated yourself: you can't be suicidal without hating yourself
114. At what age was your first full kiss: 15.....pathetic I know
115. Do you hold hands in public with other people: no
116. Are you out going or isolated: isolated
117. One word to describe your mood: indescribable. I really don't know what i'm feeling right now.
118. Two words to describe your desired mood(s): care free
119. Do you make music on your own: uh no

Day dream beliefs if money were no object:
120. Where would you live: I'm not sure. I really would like to see a bunch of different countries but I wouldint want to live there.
121. What would you pursue more education in: medicine, theology, performing instrumental arts
122. What kind of transportation would you use: a red convertable. Those things are so cool looking.

If a time machine were available to you:
123. Which time would you like to live in: I am very happy living in the present.
124. What specific event would you like to witness: the assaination of George W. Bush
125. What historical figure would you most want to meet: Socrates/Plato/Aristotle

If you had ulimited time/lifespan:
126. What language(s) would you master: Japanese, Slovak, Chinese, Korean, Vietanamese, and latin
127. What activity/sport/hobby would you take up: Chess Club
128. What would you do to better the world at large: blow up africa


129. Whats your family heritage: Czechoslovakian
130. Whats your top 3 best qualities: hah that's a good one
131. Whats your top 3 biggest flaws: I don't know when to leave something alone, I have a hard time concentraiting, I can be too blunt about somethings in peticular
132. What is your biggest issue: My weight
133. Where did you grow up: for the past 11 years i've lived in this ugly bluish grayish house in kings point.
134. What did you want to be when you grew up: I use to want to be a meterologist because I have always been obsessed with the weather channel for some odd reason.
135. Now what do you want to be when you grow up: a doctor or perhaps a musician for the military band.
136. What do you do for work now: clean my room, take out the trash, homework, and starting soon i'm going to be a woodwind tutor over at jinks
137. Where would you like to ideally see yourself in 3 yrs: Senior in High school/College freshman on a paid scholorship. Whichever happens in 3 years
138. 5 yrs: graduate school
130. 10 yrs: getting either a PhD or M.D. is what i'm aiming for atleast
140. What do you look for in a mate: I don't really look for one. It just happens
141. What do you prefer the opposite sex wear, boxers, briefs, boxer briefs , panties, or thong: I don't ever consider that kind of garbage
142. Do you want to get married: yes *blush*
143. Do you want children? How many: no i hate kids
144. What if you, or your mate, are incapable of having kids? Would you leave them or adopt? neither. I would look at the good side of it. That just saves us some money on contraceptives and a bunch of stress
145. Do you like animals? besides bugs and those gigantic dogs that drool and bark real loud, I love animals.
146. What do you drive? Do you like it: I don't really drive.
147. Whats your dream car: a beetle or that red convertable I was talking about
148. Are you taking any meds: unfortunatly I take too many. 6 different kinds every freakin day. If anyone is drugged it's me
149. What's the worst thing you ever did: I told my mom I hated her once because she put me in the hospital.
150. Are you seeing a therapist: ha no :)
151. Should you be seeing a therapist: I've wasted too many hours in therapy
152. What box or subculture do you think you belong in: ??? uh....caucasian???
153. Tell me something I don't already know about you: my skin is peeling
154. Whats your favorite feature about the opposite sex: I don't know

Which Do You Prefer?

155. Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers: neither
156. Dogs or cats: Cats all the way
157. Rugrats or Doug: Rugrats
158. Monica or Brandy: um....?
159. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Taste the same to me
160. One pillow or two: I prefer four or five but to answer the question, two
161. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
162. Hot chocolate or hot cocoa: what's the difference?
163. Cappucino or coffee: coffee is for old people
164. Drinks with or without ice cubes: with the ice cubes
165. Give or receive: I like them both
166. Have you ever cut, burned, or mutilated yourself in some way: ......*blink*.....^^
167. Have you ever browses/surf net porn: not on purpose. I hate it when I get email titled, "grow your manhood by x.inches!"
168. Have you ever for any reason bled all over yourself: It's kind of hard not to if your a girl that's gone through puberty.
169. Do you get motion sickness: nope
170. Do you like thunderstorms: no i'm scared to death of them

171. Best eye color: brown
172. Best hair color: black
173. Best height: anything that's taller than me I guess
174. Best first date location: eh? I donno O_o
176. What do you wear to bed: a pair of flannel pj pants and a tank top
177. When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal: last night lol
178. How many rings until you answer the phone: however many it takes for me to get to the phone
179. How many places (that includes cardboard boxes) have you lived in: if you want to get that technical, 3 although one of them I only spent a few months in and it was in the projects almost because my dad's a cheap bastard
180. How many schools have you gone to: gosh let me count....there's Holy Nativity, Panama City Christian, MLK jr (when I lived in DC), Jinks, Rutherford, and Bay High. Wow that's 6 schools
181. What color is your bedroom carpet: the color of crap
182. Would you shave your head for $5000 dollars: no my worst nightmare lately is going bald. No one want's to look at my disgusting psoriasis-plaqued scalp
183. *gasp* the desert island question! If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take 4 things with you what would you take: a toilet, air conditioning, solar powered laptop, and an unlimited supply of pads.

Either or:
184. Music/TV: music
185. Guys/Girls: guys if you are talking about my sexual preferance
186. Green/Blue: blue
187. Pink/Purple: purple
188. Sleep/Stay Up: sleep
189. Summer/Winter: winter
190. Spring/Fall: fall
191. Night/Day: Day
193. Friends/Lovers: both
194. Cold/Warm: warm
195. Dark/Light: light
196. Sparkle/Shine: shine
197. Peach/Plum: plum
198. Apple/Orange: apple
199. Laundry/Dishes: laundry
200. Rock/Rap: rock

What first comes to mind when you see the following words:
201. Glass: translucent
202. Shake: bullies
203. Club: wild and crazy
204. Sing: church chior
206. Loud: speaker
207. Garcia: Those people in the spainsh book
208. Hair: my own hair
209. Money: different things
210. Work: waiter/waitress
211. Play: someone telling me to play my horn
212. 4002: the inverse of 2004
213. Betty: a curley haired lady
214. Sara: Sara fulton
215. Brain: Cerebrum
216. Frank: Ann Frank
217. AM: morning
218. FM: The good radio channel
219. Morning: the sun comming up
220. Ball: those different colored balls in the playground at mcdonalds

Some random stuff.
221. Crunchy or peanut butter: crunchy
222. When you drive, and somebodys behind you, do you speed up for them, intentionally slow down to annoy them, or just keep the same speed: same speed: I try to speed up
223. Do you regularly get booted off the net? the wonders of having a T1 modem. Nope
224. Whats the reason for it: my computer never kicks me off. My mom usally will kick it off though...
225. What kind of pencils do you write with: those machanical ones with the colored grips
226. Are you forgiving, easy to please, and the kind of friend everybody wants, or do you hold grudges, and walk over other people: I probally walk all over other people because not too many people want to be my friend
227. Whats my middle name: what's my age again: ??????????
228. How many close friends do you have: 2
229. How many people have been there for you %110 all the way: two
230. Name them if you feel comfortable: Hollie and Crystal
10:11am: My mom made me stay home today because I could not get to sleep yesterday even with my medicine. I was also vomitting but i'll leave those details alone. Urgh!!! I wish I would stop peeling!! Now i'm peeling on my arms. Very attractive indeed. I wonder where stephanie has been. I hope she's ok. I havint seen her online in a long time. I feel alot better today, I don't know why. Probally the extra absense from school ^-^ heh..Well it would appear that my hair has not only stopped falling out but it's actually growing back thick! Yay! I'm sooo happy. I love my dermatologist, she is a life saver. Today I am going to go help Robert move all of his junk out of the spare room. Right now i'm in the process of cleaning my room up and getting all of my laundry put away. I really want to go to the mall and play ddr. I havint been in a while now. Then I need to go by the new Japanese restraunt and see if they are hiring yet. Yeah I guess i'm going to be a little busy today. I deposited a $200 check the other day into my savings account that robert gave me. He's so nice to share his workmans comp. money with meee! I would say that I didint do such a bad job this summer making money without a job. I started my savings account in June, right before summer school. Now I have $356.27. I'm not really sure what I am saving up for right now, all I know is that if I find something I really really want in the future, say a laptop or maybe a cheapo car, i'll atleast have some investments. I have learned really well to save my money I think because the only time I went on a shopping splurge with my own money this summer was the other night when I had $20 to blow at the mall. Okie back to my chores
Current Mood: working
Current Music: Lost Universe ~ Megumi Hayashibara

17th August 2003

4:45pm: Ugh......I don't feel good. Ever since last night I have been feeling nausiated. Too bad I think it's a new record for me in health. I have a really bad headache and i'm kinda dizzy. My mouth tastes really bad too for some reason. Yeah I have been working on my own little webpage for awhile now and I think it's decent enough to go public now. If you would like to view it http://www.angelfire.com/anime3/lunaball2000/Site/index.htm Click Here. It is kind of ghetto now. I only have a few songs and some avatars on it right now. Not too much to see. Man, I don't want to go back to school tomarrow. I think i'm gonna lie down.
Current Mood: nauseated
Current Music: Smile.dk.~Dancing all alone

16th August 2003

4:46pm: Today was kinda boring. My computer took like 4 freakin hours to defragment my hard drive. Sheesh! Durring that time I watched a movie, cleaned my room a little, and helped Robert with his loading. He just got back this morning with this gigantic U-Haul. The spare bedroom right next to mine is totally devestaded with all of his crap all over the place. There is literally no place to walk in there and I can bearly see the ceiling. Oh yeah I have been doing my laundry too. Yuck, my tounge got burnt kinda bad from yesterdays tea, now it feels like I have canker sores all over my mouth :'( Man, I forgot that my mom told me yesterday that I should invite someone to mikatos. How in the world could I forget that??? So now i'm stuck at home eating leftovers. I hope tomarrow is more eventful than today. Oh yeah, etude is having a Fazoli night next friday. I will be working there from 5-9pm. Come on over if you can and eat and support me and the band please. Then the next week we are having a cookout, I have to bring dessert. Man, I need to make some new friends so I can have more oppertunities to have fun over the weekends.
Current Mood: bored
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