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Thanks [16 Jan 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "Toxic" by Britney Spears ]

Today it rained so we had our work out inside. Am I cut out to be a jumper? We did excercises and ya, I did better than some people, but I didn't do as good as a lot of people, too. I'm ticked off with myself. I can never be the best at anything. I want to be really good at something. Once I think I've done something great, someone better comes along. So, our work out ended early and I was waiting for my mom to come. This guy one the football team started talking to me. His name is Cel? Ceb? Something like that. He gave me some skittles too. I've never seen that boy in my life. I thought it was really cool that someone I don't know could be so kind to me.

When I came home I was so hungry. I started raiding the fridge. So I got a nice bowl of rice and watched Oprah. I was expecting to change the channel because sometimes Oprah talks about stuff I don't really care about. Like yesterday. She was talking about... cheating on your husband? I dunno. Something like that. But today she talked about women in 3rd world countries. She talked about how a woman's husband will burn her if her family doesn't give him stuff. And a sad one is in some parts of Ethopia, they marry early. And sometimes they have to force you to marry. When I say early, I mean 8 and 9 years old. And once you hit puberty, your husband will start having sex with you. So now your pregnant and chances are, your body is much too small to be pregnant. So most of the time the baby dies inside of you. The only reason they can get it out is because when a baby is dead, it gets smaller. A girl can be in labor, labor for 6 days. So they born a dead baby and just wait until next time. But their bodies are so small that they tore a whole in their bladder. So now they leak urine and booboo everywhere they go. And they stink all the time so they become outcasts. So this woman opened a hospital to fix the holes in these young girls and she does it for free. She was nominated for the Nobel Prize.

Well, now I have projects to do over the weekend. I have
- a presentation on Morgan Le Fey (arthurian character)
- newspaper article on Napolean's 3 costly mistakes
- An essay written in spanish about my winter holiday
- a brochure on the genetic disease, Tay Sachs

I guess I should get to work. =/ Oh oh guess what? I heard Toxic on the radio last night! And saw the music video! That has to be the best song on Britney's new album! ^_^ I've been waiting and waiting for her to put it on the singles chart.

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The Track [13 Jan 2004|06:02pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "This Love" by Maroon5 ]

Well, today at lunch I ticked off Khanh again. He wanted me to move down and I go "Why do I have to move down? Why can't yall sit there?". You know I don't dislike Khanh as much as I used to and he don't hate me as much as he used to. We've had to see each other's faces for too long now. So I finished my lunch and I got up to leave and Logan wanted me to sit back down. That's significant because... *sniff* I never knew he cared. Well, I did but still it made me feel special.

So I went to do my hw (I left it at home v_v It's staring at me beside the mouse >_<) and then to get my trumpet and it ended up being late to biology. 5 minutes late and I didn't even know it. I just snuck in so it was cool. My current event hw was that recent studies say that you don't need to be on a diet to loose weight. Brigett did that one too. Then Matt did his on how sex is all good for you and stuff but please remember that you can still get STDs, pregnancy, and emotionally hurt if you're doing it with someone that you're not stuck with. Like... not married. Hence... don't have sex till marriage. These anti-abortion people are getting on my nerves. XD

Then I went to track. I snuck out of the distance runners group. Holy shizzle. I am not running 800s and 2 miles everyday. I'd pass out before I'd get half way. Coach is gonna make me a jumper anyways. So I went with the sprinters. We had to run 5 200s. My fastest time was 40 seconds which is a great improvement because yesterday I was 1 minute! It feels good to know that I'm faster than atleast 2 people out there. Most people got in the 30s though. I lifted weights today and I did much better. I didn't put any actualy weights on the bar, but I did better than last time. When I was done Tyler and William said Hi to me. ^_^ Again, I felt special.

So now I've got to do homework. And hopefully no one will stop me like yesterday (Logan... >_>). Research on Morgan Le Fey, King Arthur's great enemy. I went to a website and this one person worships Morgan as if she was the Godess of all that exists. *cough*demon child*cough* ^^;


Oh my gosh! That is the funniest thing I've seen in 2 weeks! Because Karen's mom put that on her computer monitor! I thought it said "Eat Dammit OK" XD ah I wish my mom would want me to eat donuts and leave the note on my computer as if she wants me to be on it. Our moms must be total opposites.

xoxo latah P.S. Listen to the song I'm listening to right now :D

edit: Woah, check it! People are reading this thing. Just wanted to hollah at yall. =)
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Another A day [09 Jan 2004|10:17pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | "White Flag" by Dido ]

I'm going to write this North Garland style only actually tell you what classes I'm talking about.

Geometry: It was interesting. A former IB student came from college to talk to us and he was quite informative. After he left, Daphne asked Mrs. Driscoll why she decided to teach Geometry. She used to be an engineer, then tutored kids for free and decided to switch. She said that teaching is a lot of work. More work than engineering. Doesn't that make you wonder why teachers are paid so little? Neh... =/. I tried to talk to Edgar but I couldn't strike up a good enough conversation.
Me: So ... what do you have next?
Edgar: History, you?
Me: Spanish... 2. eh... *bell rings*
Not very good at being social. I dunno. I feel like I want to talk to somebody but don't know what to talk about and Edgar is a safe person to go to.

Spanish... 2: Boring as usual but today I decided to pay attension because I realized that I don't understand spanish as well as I thought I did. Ms. Mills said she is teaching IB because she couldn't handle Regular kids. She said if she had to go back, she would retire. I wonder what the Regular teachers think whenever they come into our IB classroom?

Lunch: Nothing ever happens at lunch because I sit with a bunch of people I don't care about and who don't care about me. Rachel talks on and on about who knows what. What the heck is she talking about nonstop for 30 minutes straight only eating 5 french fries dang don't she get hungry? Marybeth, some girl, Khan, and Sam they sit there. I don't really care about them. Perhaps Sam, but eh. I do care about Logan. He was the person who made me feel welcome. He used to crack me up all the time and now he's much quiter than he used to be. I dunno what happened. Well, we did our biology homework together and I ate caliente chicken (of course).

Biology: Biology sucked. We didn't learn anything new! We didn't even get any health homework to work on over the weekend. It was boring. It sucked. And I realized Sara Fitsimmons is in my class. We go back to the 5th grade and I never really liked her for some reason. She lost a lot of weight. I remember she used to be a whole lotta of somethin. Ha, I know it sounds like I hate everybody. I don't, but sometimes it seems that way. But I tolerate people. And I smile anyways. (Not a fake one... I smile whenever someone younger than 30 acknowledges me and isn't asking me a question.) But maybe I'm just judging. I observe how the person acts in class and that's how I see them. There could be a deeper person inside, but I wouldn't know. But oh well because what this person displays themselves on the outside should also be what's on the inside, right? enough thinking.

Athletics: OH LORD HAVE MERCY! I didn't know I was THAT MUCH out of shape, holy crap...! My legs ... my whole body has never been so sore. I'm sore in places I didn't even know I had! I was running so slow. I was half way around the track and girls were passing by me who have gone around twice. The coach pulled me aside and said that I'm extremely out of shape and that I can't run until I get my physical. She did say that she liked my jumping skills. I was the best out of all the new comers in the gazelle excercise. She wants me to do some kind of jumping. I can handle that.

Afterschool: My mom picked me up and I told her that I need to get a physical this weekend. She filled out the forms and got really ticked off at me. Because I'm not practicing my trumpet and now I'm doing something I've never done before. She said if I don't get straight As she'll send me to another country. But even without the threat, I wasn't planning on making anything but. So I went to Carenow. That place is cool. They played Finding Nemo which I've seen a bazillion times. I actually did my homework on a Friday. But then I stopped because I started massaging my shoulders, then my arms... then my feet, then my legs and ya. ^^; I'm massaging right now, too.


Toodles. "And I won't put my hands up and surrender..."

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[08 Jan 2004|05:47pm]
Oh this is a survey thing I got from Karen. xanga.com/krayolao

1. Bold everything that's true
2. Anything unbolded, replace with something true.
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Back [08 Jan 2004|05:23pm]
I haven't written in a while because I was in Nigeria. It was interesting. I don't really have time to tell all details and I don't think you'd care anyways. So the first 2 days of school were great. Mrs. Von Hilter has left the building and Mrs. Johnson is back! She's a cool lady.

Also, I joined the track team and holy shizzle... We stretched and stretched and ran. My legs feel all jittery. And then we lifted weights holy cow... I couldn't even lift the bar with no weights on it. ^_^;; A minute ago I was ranting to David. That's not right, so let me do it here. The only reason for me to hate a class is because of the students in it(unless the teacher is boring). There is a kid and I truly do believe (but i haven't checked) that it is the "gay" guy that the phycho kid hates so much. You know what? I hate him too. I think his name is Andrew. I wouldn't be surprised if he was gay, but that's not why I hate him. I hate him because he's a friggin' retard and ticks me off. I talked to the guy once and it was an unpleasant experience. I observe him in my class and just looking at him ticks me off. Me and the phycho kid now have two things in common. (everyone go to Maddox's site! :D)

IM gonna miss him... He and his friends are cool (his friends aren't phycho but still cool). But I see one of them, Edgar, in geometry. He's a nice guy. He comes and talks to me and not vice versa ^_^. That makes me feel special. And biology class is cool. I met a guy named William and I sit by awsome people. I'm sorry, but some of the Austin (middle school) kids I just can't get over. For some unexplainable reason I don't like them nor want to approach them. Well, some of them are really stupid and some of them are not. Some of them act like snobs and some are really nice. But I know one thing. If someone pisses me off in class, its going to be someone who went to Austin. So far its always been.

During Biology class:
Ms. Barber: Heter means different. If you're heterosexual, you like the opposite sex.
Austin chick: That's a good thing
Me: hey! But It's okay to be gay!
Everyone: WOAH!

Isn't it? You're not going to hell for it don't listen to those people. Ooo people shouldn't get me started on the topic I call gayness for lack of the intelect to know a better name.

Aight... peace out.
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Nigeria and Germany [19 Dec 2003|07:54pm]
Hey guys check it.

On Sunday, we're leaving on German Airlines to go to Germany. Then from there we're going to Nigeria. In Nigeria we have our 3 story house and my dad's internet business. Dude, I feel like a rich kid. I need to stop feeling miserable for myself and start enjoying these benefits! I've been complaining how boring life is here. I have 10+ days in a whoooole 'nother enviorment! This is so exciting! I know, last time a guy tried to rape me and dogs chased me left and right, but even though it was scary, it was still exciting! It was... adventurous. ^_^ and when I think back to it, I wouldn't have had it any other way. I guess I love this kind of thing as long as I know I'll be alive afterwards. Heh.

I've never been to Germany before, so I'll be sure to take as MANY pictures as I can and I will try to spot some Engrish. Haha, there's engrish in Nigeria too! XD

List of places I've been:
- Nigeria
- Australia
- India
- England
- Chicago
- Milwaukee

I'm going to add 3 more places by the end of 2004 (hopefully).

xoxo Udoka feelin' excited for the first time in a looong time. Screw you Garland High! No more school till' Jan. 6th!
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Dumbass [18 Dec 2003|02:40pm]
I'm a friggin' dumbass and I hate it. Next semester I vow to keep my stupid mouth shut. *sigh* v_v It hurts when you're "being yourself" and even you are annoyed with yourself. What they say isn't true. Don't be yourself if you're a dumbass cuz then you'll commit suicide.

Yesterday I played DDR for 2 friggin' hours and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. Wow. I felt so good and then I went to Geometry and I sucked at life again. I hate my classes because the kids around me are so friggin' stupid. I know I'm the dumbass, but I'd rather be like me than like them. Hey, not everyone sucks. Just a lot of them.

Anyway, I had exams today. I got As in Spanish and History, but English I'm not so sure. I didn't read half of Julius Ceasar. >_< I feel like an angry version of Joey. I miss Joey a lot now. Then I came home and talked to Logan and Chris on AIM. Logan further lowered my self esteem but I was rolling on the floor laughing my butt off. And then I found this site. www.illwillpress.com Funny.

You guys know what my new years resolution is. (Look at first paragraph). Figure out yours and I hope you reach your goals! See, I'm not completely phycho. Its just that this week has drove me insane. o_O It shows...

Goodnight.
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Long Time [17 Dec 2003|11:06pm]
Because I'm banned from the computer. Haven't I said this? Well, I've totally been cruisin' this week, but I'm unsatisfied. Dammit. But I met some people. They're interesting and I like them. They aren't like the people that surround me daily and I thank God I found them.

Do not be alarmed if I come to school with a paintball gun and rifle. I've merely just gone insane. Aight? Peace out.
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No Internet [12 Dec 2003|03:15pm]
The reason I haven't been on the internet is because my parents got me off it. They banned me from it unless I'm doing school work so I could improve my grades. I must admit, this treatment is working, but it is kind of a pest. Sometimes I just want to get online and talk to Joseph or Henry. Sometimes I want to do a random research paper just for liesure (I know I'm weird).

Anyway, today was interesting. In Biology we watched "Lorenzo's Oil". We didn't see it all, but so far it is quite interesting and I give it atleast 4/5 stars. Bravo. It's about a boy with ALD. Dunno what that is? Then get Lorenzo's Oil! Spanish sucked. History sucked. English was cool. We got to play each other's games. It was a project. Your grade is determined on what your classmates thought of it. It was funny because Chris would keep ragging on Sean's game. Sean's game was pretty bad, but it wasn't THAT bad. It was a scale from 1 to 5 and he gave him a -100. HAHA! That was so funny to me. I gave him two 1s and a 2. You're only supposed to vote once but hey ^^;;. Someone gave our group's game a 3! I bet it was Obina. That boy, I knew I shouldn't have told him which one was mine.

Well, here's suggestions of the day. Rent "Lorenzo's Oil", study for your exams, get good excercise, and enough sleep. Man, I can't find my friggin' Tae Bo tape! Where the heck is it? >=-\

Gotta go. I'm on the internet and trying to be sneaky about it.

xoxo Udoka
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Thinking thinking... to myself... oh what a thought... [06 Dec 2003|10:00pm]
[ mood | alone ]
[ music | "The Voice Within" Christina A. ]

When there's no one else, look inside yourself and like your oldest friend just trust the voice within...


I've been sleeping on the couch a lot today. I didn't do any homework. I just ate and slept. I imagined a lot of things during my semi-resting periods. I imaged finding love. I imaged good times with the small quantity of considered friends I have. I imaged a future self and a nonrealistic version of me. In the future/nonrealistic me, I didn't have a gap between my teeth. My hair was longer and much prettier needless to say. I had make up applied to perfection. I had a full figure at long last. I was a woman. A pretty woman. A woman I don't think I'll ever become. Not just physically. I'll wear make up some day. I'll have a full figure, yes. That's not what's important. This woman I envisioned was ... wonderful. Wonderful because she could some how make someone's day brighter. Make someone laugh. Make someone feel better. Actually talk to someone and not have them drift away seeking something more entertaining. I was entertaining. Someone actually came and wanted to talk to me. I say this could never happen because it never will. It's not who I am. I wasn't born that way.

So I talked to someone. I don't know who it was. A random person from a chatroom? I don't quite remember. I just talked to them. I've confinded in myself for so long that it's not working anymore. Someone telling someone else seems more appealing. And they said I'm young. What am I? 15? And according to my biological clock, I'm probably more like 13. I don't know anything. I don't understand anything. I don't know anything about the real world. How can I know myself, truly know myself when I don't know my surroundings? And I said that I have a lot of time to myself. And the person told me to go think about it.

So I got off the computer and got back on my dreaming couch and thought. Did you know you can lie to yourself? How do I know these conversations I hold with me and myself aren't just a plethora of lives? I don't know what I would do in a situation unless I was really in that situation. I don't know what experiences I'll go through that could change me, I don't know what the future holds at all. How do I know I won't be that wonderful woman I dream about? How do I know I wasn't born to make my loved ones happy? I don't. I don't know myself as well as I thought. So I said to myself that i need to let go. I need to let go of whatever I'm holding on to and fall... not fall, fly. Fly to wherever I want to go. And where exactly that is I'm not sure yet. But I'll know before I do. I'll know by the time I die because if I die before reaching my destination, then I haven't lived at all. Or maybe it's the journey to the final place that is important. I just do not know.

New Song to add to favourites: "The Voice Within"
~~ Udoka
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Boring [04 Dec 2003|11:36pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | "Breathe" by Michelle Branch ]

Another Xanga style update. Here we go. :D

[b]A1[/b]: I actually was prepared for biology today. I made 100s on the homework and our test. And Geovany has now corrupted my mind.

[b]A2[/b]: Spanish sucked as usual. I'm thinking I should take a summer course because I hate spanish class! It's all thanks to Mrs. Oh, excuse me. Senora Williams in 8th grade. Muhaha I will never forget that day she broke the table and tried to quit...

[b]A3[/b]: It sucked. We didn't take any notes. I'm weird, I know. I Actually like taking History notes. I like listening to Ms. Anderson explain the past. I dunno why. ^^;; We took a test which I don't know how well I did. I made a friggin' 69 on the Medieval project! >__<

[b]A4[/b]: English was cool today. We watched a movie about a black family. It was more of a play/musical. But OH! Daang that was some funny stuff! Mrs. Smith is awsome. Instead of taking a final exam, we're gonna par-tay. That's IB for ya, huh? ;D Shh... it's supposed to be a secret.

But some how I was in my moody sad state again. It's good to have friends like Van and David who care. I also got to talk to my counselour. Sweet-ness! Instead of taking another band course and study skills, I'm going to be in girls' athletics. I've wanted to do this since 6th grade. My dreams are coming true. *watery eyes* or atleast one of em. =/

Peace out cuz ya know we need it. Oh man I hate michelle branch...
xoxo Udoka

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Zanga Style [04 Dec 2003|12:01am]
I'm going to blog the way the NG people do on their Xangas.

[b]B1[/b] - Study Skills. It was okay. I played my daily game of 13 except Henry "helped" me. Hehe. I want to win alone for once! I had to teach myself how to do the Geometry because I left in the middle of class to barf.

[b]B2[/b] - Band made me mad. Ohh, I wish I had said something. I don't want to get into it now. People are stupid.

[b]B3[/b] - Kiesha and I skipped colour gaurd to go develope film and fool around with her boyfriend. Interesting experience. First time I've ever missed class.

[b]B4[/b] - Not cool. I kept falling asleep. I always feel very uncomfortable in that class. And then Ms. Driscoll got mad at us. She said the average grade on the Geometry test was a 54!! AH! I CANNOT make another C on my report card! My poor mother... So from now on, instead of grading homework, she'll give us quizzes. She didn't pick up homework. "Yes yes yes! THANKYOU JESUS!" because I didn't do it. =P

I'm baa-aad.
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Life... is... boring... [30 Nov 2003|09:30pm]
[ mood | BOOORREEED ]
[ music | NOTHING! ]

Here I am drumming my fingers on the desk... again. *sigh* Life is soo boring! Everyday is the same routine. I don't want to get on the computer or watch tv. I want to do something... different. Next semester is going to be bore fest because i made a C on my report card, my parents won't let me join any clubs. Who gives a damn if I'm in PreIB? Dammit! I'm so bored! I need something or someone different.

... >_> Nothing really to post about. Just ranting. -__- Boring... boring... life.

Let me take this time to thank the lord, heavens above and my lucky stars for letting me atleast be alive today and being abled bodied and not being totally mentally retarded, and making me not have parents who rape me or having anyone who's molested me. Thankyou for not letting me have AIDs and all those other bad things out there. Thankyou for letting me not experience extreme emotional or physical pain. Its so easy to forget how lucky you are...

But I'm still bored!

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Good Thanksgiving [28 Nov 2003|01:56am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Even Stevens Movie ]

I did something for thanksgiving afterall. Gee, I wish I brought my camera. Well, we went to this house. No, it wasn't a house; it was a mansion! It was the most beautiful home I've ever set foot in, I swear. It was like a dream! We got home just an hour ago. I've been watching the Even Stevens Movie. Well, here's what happened during my evening.

We went there and the home is beautiful. I got a tour of the house and the masterbedroom is magnificant! And you can really tell their rich. THey have a big safe in the closet, a plastic jumbo coke thing with money in it and a little section off to the side with money on that nice big comfy chair. For the kids, there's a gameroom. They have XBox and Gamecube. They have the same kind of computer I have with comcast cable, and they have one of those prejection things. Where you have a big screen that you pull down from the ceiling, pop in a dvd and with a projector it appears on the white screen. It was awsome. Surround sound. I noticed they had a black GBA SP and I couldn't help thinking "Aw, Joey would like that." But anyway, we watched Shrek on their theatre, ate yummy food, played Smash Bros Melee, and watched The Emporer's New Groove.

Then we went to Linda's house where they were just beginning their feast. I was partially full, so I only had some corn and mashed potatoes. We watched Futurama, Family Guy, and Celebrity Couple break-ups. Now I'm home, watching Even Stevens Movie(heh, funny stuff), eating Rice Krispie Treats. :9 Yum. And talking to Henry via AIM, of course.

Well, goodnight. Hope your day was good. Mine was quite nice. :)


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xoxo UEO
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Actual Blog [27 Nov 2003|01:59am]
[ mood | pretty ]
[ music | "Hey Ya" by Outkast (we love u andrew :P) ]

I decided to actually blog. It's past 1 and I've awakened myself with extremely sweet rice krispie treats and watching a semi marathon of Daria.

Well, I saw Sammy for the first time via internet webpage and she is just too cute! Heh, I remember her last year and she looks totally different. It makes me want to wear make up and fix my hair. Lately, I've been caring about my image, but haven't done a thinga bout it.

Anyway, here's a survey. [lj-cut]
----x----
Step One: Crawling
----x----
1+ Name is- Udoka
2+ Call me- please
3+ D.O.B- 11/14/88
4+ Location- Rowlett, Tx
5+ Nationality- Nigerian
6+ School- Garland High School
7+ Hair Color- dark brown
8+ Eye Color- brown
9+ Height- 5'6''
10+ Shoe Size- 9-11 but hey I gots cute toes

----x----
Step Two: Walking
----x----
1+ Best Girl Friend- Erin
2+ Best Guy Friend- :P to sammy! Joey's my best guy friend.
3+ Weirdest Friend- too many are weird
4+ Smartest Friend- Van! Oh my gosh!
5+ Stupidest Friend- tehehehe
6+ Stubborn Friend- Ugh David Tran
7+ Craziest Friend- All my old girlfriends. We were tight like this in our lil group
8+ Wildest Friend- Erin
9+ Sluttiest Friend- I don't have any slutty friends
10+ Loudest Friend- Ashley Saint-E.
11+ Coolest Friend- Some are too cool
12+ Known Longest Friend- Erin
13+ Last Boy/Girl friend- huh?
14+ Hottest Friend- Brett hee ^^;;
15+ Ugliest Friend- you :P
16+ Most Popular Friend- Loan is the most popular freshman ever...
17+ Shy-est Friend- Kendall
18+ Quietest Friend- Me -__-;
19+ Dorkiest Friend- Sam Cason! HAHA!
20+ Most Prided Friend- Loan

----x----
Step Three: Mumbling
----x----
1+ First Talk To- huh?
2+ First Kiss- noone
3+ First Hug- chris
4+ First Laugh- uhm? I dunno
5+ First Word- dunno
6+ First Friend- Katie. She used to be racist but I bugged her until we became friends. And then she dumped me.
7+ First Best Friend- Erin
8+ First Boy/girl Friend- huh?
9+ First Love- no one V_V
10+ First Rejection- eeya. no one

----x----
Step Four: Talking
----x----
1+ Last Talk To- Sammy and CJ well IMed
2+ Last Kiss- myself
3+ Last Hug- Van that goody goody 2 shoos
4+ Last Laugh- Sammy
5+ Last Word- haha i dunno
6+ Last Friend [you miss]- huh?
7+ Last Best Friend - Erin
8+ Last Boy/girl Friend- ohh i get it
9+ Last Love- you
10+ Last Rejection- my parents XD
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Beauty is so hard to gain. Why do we bother? Is it to attract the opposite sex? It probably is. *shrugs*

"Lend me some sugar, I am your neighbor! Aiy!" I love that. I've heard this song a million times.

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No School [26 Nov 2003|11:17am]
I had a dream, guys. I call it "Rodents' Search for Freedom" guys this reminds me of a movie made my Don Blunt. THe great animator who quit Disney and tried to make it on his own.

So it starts out like this, a mother rodent and her daughter, younger daughter, and son are coming home from gathering things the mother needed for something. When they got home she said "You've had enough light. See it." The children played for a bit. The daughter and the youg'n went to a little vanity set. The girl brushed her hair merrily and the little one explored the cosmetics. The mother told them to get into their positions. The little one obviously didn't want to leave the older one but the mother scolded her and she listened.
"Everyone in their correct spots?"
"Yes" the children replied.
The mother pushed a button and walls started to close from the sides of the house and the cieling. The girl (Dangit, let's name her Ann) was in the wrong spot and was about to get squished. Confused she ran, dodge the falling/incoming walls and accidentally went outside. She was just beside her mother and was terrified. If her mother saw she was outside when she told them to stay in she would be in big trouble. She ran around the house looking for somewhere to hide. On the side of the house were little footings and what looked like stone candle sticks. (See the house is 2 stories tall, but the kids only use the firsts floor). She used these things to climb to the roof. She heard the mother say "enlight the candles!" and the stone candle sticks around the house engnighted. She saw her brother and sister here too. They must have iminated what she did. They were eating leafs and things that seemed to be caarefully placed in various positions on the roof. She ate some too and the boy began to talk "Wow..."
The little one (Let's name her Susy) who only grunted and groaned (which was actually very cute!) said "Ooh! hey!" Their noses began to to shorten, their fur/skin darkened and they slowly began to look like cute rodents that you see on the tv (like stuart little or the rescuers something)

Ann ate a long green leaf. It enabled her to fly and speak.
Susy ate a little blue one. It enabled her to fly with less power and know how to use her limbs correctly. (no more cute tumbling and jerking about. hehe im tellin u Susy is sooo cute!)
Ryan (let's name the boy that) ate a short green one which wouldn't let him fly at first but made him very smart.

Ann:" Let's get out of here. I'm sick of always sitting in a dark room until its time to eat. I want to see the world. Come on Susy. You can fly right? "*takes her hand*
Ann and Susy float above the house waiting for Ryan, putting more effort into it and he finally lifts.

They stay around he house for a bit, watching their mom trying to understand what she's doing. They then go and explore the city they lived in. They didn't want to walk on paws because people would squish them. Oh, and they were wearing clothes as well (so was their mom). The children were white and nude but now they're tan and clothed. Susy had on a a pink dress, Ann had on overalls and Ryan had on a shirt and shorts or something. So they're flying and get tired and finally walk. They walk until they find a resturaunt and steal the human's food. They eat it outside.
"ahh! This is so yummy!" Susy exclaimed.
"Ya, waay better than what mom used to give us" added Ann.
"Hehe, I agree" said Ryan.
Susy finished and asks her big brother why their lives were so boringl ike that. All of a sudden they are like in outerspace. Ryan brings a dropdown thing (you know liike the things your teachers use when they turn on the over head) and shows a cartoonish picture of the earth.
"See, mom wants to create something that will destroy the earth" Then he pulls the picture and it goes up.
"*gasp* Then we have to find somewhere else to live!"
He shows them it will hit every planet behind the earth. Gliding their way past the planets.
"Oh, except Jupiter. see it has a big red spot. It's kindof like a vaccum. And besides, we can't live anywhere else. Earth is the only planet we could survive in. Come on." but Susy wouldn't move. She said "hehe look! I'm by the hooole! ... Eep!" She was beginning to be sucked into Juptier's red spot, but Ann grabbed her and they flew back to earth.

They happened to land in a church and they hid themselves so they could watch the sermon. Suddenly 3 rodents that looked like them before transformation came and sat beside them. The mother burst in and found them all. She took them to the front of the church and put them ina box. SHe preached how bad they were and "may god bless their souls." She slowly put a cap on the box and said "Please make sure they never see daylight." But they got out before then. She grabbed them again only this time the box looked like a little burial thing for a baby. There were 6 crosses representing the 6 rodent children. but they ran out again. The humans were mourning and shouting for the kids. Well, the pale ones went home. The Ann clone brushed her blonde hair (Ann has brown) and Susy clone rolled and tumbled. RYan clone looked like he was on crack and started going "Hey praise the lawd and wutcha gonna do?? I SAID PRAISE HEEEM!!" The mother came alll in a fury ready to kill them. Our "heros" grabbe the clones and gave them some of the magical leaves. and that's when I woke up.

I so want to have a little Susy! She was just adorable. There was more happenings than I told you. THey did a lot of dodging of feet and what not but i forgot when they did it.
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Sorry [21 Nov 2003|08:44pm]
[ mood | angry/sleepy ]
[ music | "Autumn's Monologue" by Autumn to Ashes ]

I haven't been posting lately. Sorry. I've finally gotten serious with this IB thing. I think this proves how much I'm not naturally ready for IB. I mean, these people keep talking as if preIB was a piece of cake. I mean, it's not oh so hard, but its not oh so easy, either. I actually have to study for all the tests and quizzes. Well, mind you these people don't go to my school. Maybe their preIB was much less than ours.

Well, we have a football game tomorrow since we won our play offs. I hope we loose because I do not want to keep going to games, wasting 7-10 hours of my Saturday that I could use to do some real work.

And let's put something on top of that. I've been getting 5 to 6 hours of sleep and I still fall asleep in class. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe its my lack of nutrition and excercise. And dammit! My friggin' mother is being such a fuggin annoyance! To add to it, my brothers are freakin' retards, too.

Goodnight, dammit. dammit. yes, I say dammit. dammit dammit dammit!

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Happy Birthday [17 Nov 2003|10:28pm]
[ mood | unsatisfied ]
[ music | "Shut Up" by Black Eyed Peas ]

I wanted to post happy birthday to myself. I got a lot of Happy Birthday, Udoka's today. It was cool because that doesn't happen often. Today was normal and boring, though. I didn't even get cake. Sucks. 15 years old. Man, gosh I'm so friggin' unsatisfied.

"We try to take it slow but we're still loosing control and we try to make it work but it still isn't the wurst..."

~* grbleja...

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In a While [16 Nov 2003|08:03pm]
[ mood | humble ]
[ music | "Let Me Be Your Wings" from Thumbelina ]

It feels like I haven't updated in forever. I guess its just that life has been strangely interesting for once. I don't have anything of real importance to post except that I will be 15 tomorrow and I want to change myself in some way. You know? I'm cleaning my room tonight and studying for the biology test as a birthday present to myself. I know, corny, but what else is there to do? I have $14 to my name and We got a new playstation 2. I know PS3 is coming out next year, don't remind me. I've got FFX, Jak and Daxter and soon to add to the collection Sly something and Theives Racoonus. I must say it seems to be one of the funnest games ever made. New additions to my GBA collection will be Super Mario 3, Castlevania, and Tony Hawk.

Oh, and my hair is down. Yes, the weave is out FINALLY! I put my hair in a way that I think is cute. It reminds me of the hairstyles that the mom from the Brady Bunch used to wear. It is actually nice looking on me (I think). I just hope that I can leave it like this until Christmas (that's when we're leaving for Nigeria. [Be there for 10 days in our 3 story vacation house]). I feel like a rich girl. Hehe

"Leave behind the world you know for another world of wonderous things..."
~* Udoka

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IB song [12 Nov 2003|06:24pm]
Hey I thought this was funny. I didn't write it, I got it from an IB message board.

BS
(sung to the tune of Michael Jackson's "Beat it")

She told him "please write me a long essay
I'll be collecting it a week from Thursday
Your grade depends on this, so you'll do it or pay"
So BS, just BS

You better write about as much as you can,
Don't stop at just 6 pages; drag it out to ten,
Just keep saying the exact same thing all over again,
So BS, just BS

Just BS...(BS...) BS....(BS...)
No word should ever be deleted
Showin' how frickin' long is your writing,
It doesn't matter if it's not exciting,
Just BS...(BS...)
Just BS...(BS...)
Just BS...(BS...)

I didn't read the book, i need to find ten quotes,
i gotta get online so i can read the sparknotes,
the teachers gonna kill us, she'll slit all our throats,
so BS, just BS

Hahaha it is so true
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