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Monday, April 13th, 2009
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9:19p - regret
I live my life with no regrets. You can't go back and undo things that you've done, so there is no use dwelling on something that you've done. If you think it was a mistake, then learn from it and move on to the future.
But lately I have been thinking that there is one thing that I have done that I shouldn't have done and more and more I regret it. But given the circumstances at the time how could I have known.
Another night sitting here on crying to my computer...
I'm so sick of being alone and sad. I want someone to fall in love with. Someone that loves me for who I am and show me that he loves me. I had that once. And then things beyond our control happened and I walked away from it because I thought it was the right thing to do at the time. Well, it wasn't. Or at least it doesn't seem to be right now. Because everything's gone wrong since I did that and now I can't go back.
I've tried to move on. I've seen other guys. But it's not the same. I don't feel good about it. I feel bad the morning after. Like I've done something bad. Like it wasn't worth it. I don't like that feeling.
There's nothing I can do now...
I just want someone to come home to when this war is over for me.
current mood:  sad
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9:47p - killers
I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes, clear your heart
Cut the cord
Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?
Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Hear my regards to soul and romance
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye, wish me well
You've gotta let me go
Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?
Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight
There is no message we're receiving
Let me know, is your heart still beating?
Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?
You've gotta let me know
Are we human or are we dancer?
My sign is vital, my hands are cold
And I'm on my knees looking for the answer
Are we human or are we dancer?
-The Killers - Human
current mood: sad
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