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Saturday, February 28th, 2009
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9:22p - and how...?
How did I end up worse off than when I started? I am not really even sure as to the current standing of things in this situation, but whenever I think it is going one way, an immediate 180 degree shift happens and I am left standing alone empty handed and confused until the tears fill up in my eyes and just pour out because I cannot hold them back anymore. And all this for what? There's no solution yet. Either way, I really would just like to know for sure so I can stop wondering and stop stressing and stop crying myself to sleep.
How could something that seemed one way at a certain point in time change completely in an instant?
current mood:  crushed
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10:37p - have faith
I don't want to give up. But have faith, what is right will be mine. Must have faith.
current mood: resigned
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