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heyy people.. im new add me! <-- im in need of friends ;-)
-is neone in here from michigan?
( Read more... )
* i kno this song is old but its still my fav. plus i LOVE thursday if you cant see by my icon..
Jet Black- Thursday:
Don't even take a breath
The air is cut with cyanide
In honor of the New Year
The press gives us case to celebrate:
These air raid sirens
Flood barbed wire skylines
By artificial night,
As we sleep to burn the red
From our bloodless lives.
Tonight we're all time bombs
on fault lines.
Have we lost everything now?
We're walking
like each other's ghosts
Around these silent streets
(the sedatives tell you everything
is alright)
Like calendars dying
at New Year's Eve parties
As we kiss hard on the lips
and swear this year
will be better then the last
Jet Black - the ink that spells your name
Jet Black - The blood that's in your veins
We say, "How long can we take this chance not to celebrate?"
There's music playing
But we dance to the beat
Of our own black hearts
And draw diagrams
Of suicide on each other's wrists
Then trace them with razorblades
Fire to flames
"Strike Match."
Burn these words from our lips
As 'The Daggar' screams
"Love is dead"
and it's a "newspaper tragedy,"
Have we lost what we love?
Have we said everything?
Does it change anything?
Stare at the clock
Avoid at all costs,
This emptiness.
Ten seconds left
until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves
in black hair dye
eight faces turned away
from the shock:
seven windows and six of them
were locked
five stories falling
forever and ever
three cheers to the mirror
now there are two of us
can we have one last dance?
How long can we take this chance not to celebrate life?
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| Hey Once Again |
[12 18 2003·06:10pm] |
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well just posted in my other journal...and now for this one well this is a song i fucking love its a pretty badass song by Odd Project called Je Tadore
Je Tadore - by Odd Project
I'll part the sea
For you i'd break the sky
The heavens arent worthy
So why am i
Your a fucking masterpiece
A perfect played ensemble
I lose myself in your eyes
Let me take you home
Lying in serenity, your the image of an angel
Your face so radiant, even in the darkest hours
I want you to need me the way i need you
I want you...to be obsessed with me
Roses have never smelt as sweet as you do
You leave me breathless
Your touch washes all my worries away
How do you do it
I want you to need me the way i need you
I want you...to be obsessed with me
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| "it hurts to be this good" |
[12 18 2003·03:35pm] |
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hahaha I am new and i don't want to talk about all the things i like so I'll just tell you my name and get on with it so my name is Kaitlin and here's a little holiday song for all of you
So this is Christmas
And what have you done
Another year over
And a new one just begun
And so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
The near and the dear ones
The old and the young
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas War is over
For weak and for strong If you want it
For rich and the poor ones War is over
The world is so wrong Now
And so Happy Christmas War is over
For black and for white If you want it
For yellow and red ones War is over
Let's stop all the fight Now
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
And so this is Christmas War is over
And what have we done If you want it
Another year over War is over
And a new one just begun Now
And so Happy Christmas War is over
I hope you have fun If you want it
The near and the dear one War is over
The old and the young Now
A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear
War is over if you want it
War is over now
John Lennon-Merry Christmas (War Is Over)
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[12 17 2003·04:29pm] |
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Hello there again people well here is another song im working on but i just cant think that its complete i dont know it seems like something is missing well anyways here it is
Love Of my Life
I look at my life and i am scared and lost
and im afraid i have missed the beginning
I feel like my life is all over
But im wrong it has only just began
I never thought
these feelings of hate would fade away
the actions of my mind
but with you the pain fades day by day
The upper half has no more control i lead with my heart
I'm all connected but I don't feel whole (without you)
Some say i am nothing but a liar
That nothing I say is true
But forget that..... for one thing i know is true
So believe in me when i tell you i love you
I need you now
(im sick of the people of this world)
I would breathe my last breath for you now
(for without you this world is no longer beautiful and without me its just fine)
I would do anything for you lay my life on the line
(because you are the one true love of my life.....my friend, my lover, my wife)
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| new to the community |
[12 17 2003·03:18pm] |
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hi. i'm pretty much new to blurty and new to the community. my name is gwen and i'm an 18 year old emo kid from philadelphia (i go to school in nyc). i listen mainly to emo, scream, hardcore, grunge, and punk music. but i am always accepting of new music, so just try me. <33
i just wanted to say hi and i hope i'm welcomed into this community. also, if you want to add me to your friends list that would be awesome.
ex and oh,
gwen
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[12 16 2003·07:12pm] |
hey whats going on im new to the group my name is doug and feel free to check out my journal anytime and hit me up onaol if you want im usually not doin shit but writting and being bored...well im in a band called Darker Days you can see us on www.corpusmusic.com and search Darker Days but anyways i guess i will post my latest song i wrote let me know what you all think any help will be taken thank you all bye for now hope to talk to some of you all soon....
Dream Girl
(Verse 1)
shes my dream girl..shes the only one for me
shes my dream girl..its just to bad that it cant be
i lay at night and think of her... thinking of those eyes
how i wish i could take her... and fly away into the sky
i like everythign about her..even all her faults
but tryin to be with her would be like a lost cost
(Chorus)
how i wish that this could truly be
i know shes real this dream girl..she talks to me
but thats about as far as it may ever go
for i can never have her here this i really know
my dream girl is real...yes shes real
(Verse 2)
my dream girl is real this i wont forget
how she likes to lay down and chill to music, its the best
see for my dream girl is as real as you and me
its just to bad it can never ever be
how i wish i could hold her and be with her tonight
and take a walk with her under the warm moonlights
(Chorus)
how i wish that this could truly be
i know shes real this dream girl..she talks to me
but thats about as far as it may ever go
for i can never have her this i really know
my dream girl is real...yes shes real
(Verse 3)
this girl is the girl from right out of my dreams
and is just like her from head to toe it truley seems
her i would treat so well and treat like a queen
my love for her will never end
but i cant have her for we are just friends
but in my dreams i know she can always be mine
but yet even though.. i just want her to know that i really care
and i know my dream girl is real and i know she is there
(Chorus)
how i wish that this could truly be
i know shes real this dream girl..she talks to me
but thats about as far as it may ever go
for i can never have here this i really know
my dream girl is real...yes shes real
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| hey kids. |
[12 15 2003·11:32pm] |
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hey im new to this community. i dont have a clue what im doing but thats okay. i love taking back sunday. they rock more than anything.. info you might want to know.. im 14.. 15 in 10 days . yay.
a few other bands im fond of..
AFI
Dashboard Confessional
Finch
The Used
The Starting Line
Something Corporate
The Ataris
Brand New
Juliana Theory
Phantom Planet
Blink 182
.. just a few
add me and ill add you.
_i can remember parking lot nights..
_what did they mean to you?
_wrapping my arms around your body..
_protecting and holding you <33
Later.
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[12 15 2003·11:24pm] |
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hey im new to this community. i dont have a clue what im doing but thats okay. i love taking back sunday. they rock more than anything..
a few other bands im fond of..
AFI
Dashboard Confessional
Finch
The Used
The Starting Line
Something Corporate
The Ataris
Blink 182
.. just a few
add me and ill add you.
_i can remember parking lot nights..
_what did they mean to you?
_wrapping my arms around your body..
_protecting and holding you <33
Later.
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[12 09 2003·06:24am] |
hey. i just joined. go me!
my name is sarah, i am 15 years old, and i live in nj.
here are some kick ass bands.
taking back sunday
the starting line
fall out boy
finch
further seems forever
brand new
the ataris
underoath
bright eyes
from autumn to ashes
senses fail
yeah.. i guess i'll be going now. talk to you all later.
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| Woo |
[10 22 2003·11:29pm] |
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Just joined this community...Woo.
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[08 17 2003·12:17pm] |
//Then a silence so heavy
//Broken hearts fall from throats
//When heaven is remembered but never seen
//Through hearts shaped like kaleidoscopes
P.S.-Add me and I'll add you back.
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[08 16 2003·04:25pm] |
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'ello, i'm new. i'm kinda a loser, i skateboard, i sing, and i sleep. haha. anyway..talk to me anytime, AIM s/n rainbowbright927. i'm almost always on. yeah. well byeeeee
xoxo
<3 Lauren
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[08 16 2003·03:04pm] |
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Hey...I'm new.
I'll listen to just about anything...
Except for the really mainstream stuff.
I love meeting new people.
So add me and I'll add you back.
Then a silence so heavy
Broken hearts fall from throats
When heaven is remembered but never seen
Through hearts shaped like kaleidoscopes
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Heyy..ive been a member but really never have posted just enjoy the lyrics! um..I have this song stuck in my head..with the line 'not another teenage fucking whore' that ends one of the verses & its drving me crazy bc i cant remember what the lyrics are..If anyone could help,it would be thankful! Thanks x.Meg.x
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| New songs finally up! |
[07 18 2003·07:51pm] |
Thanks to  shinyshuichi (lj user), I managed to get most of my mp3s of digital songs that I've done up, so you can hear them again now (unless you have it from before or some other way). I'm very happy about this because I haven't been able to post songs for a really long time. Also, I have site hosted there now: the address http://natewentbaka.ukepile.com/ . Additionally, for people that signed my guestbook before, the cgi was horrible so I have a new one - feel free to sign it especially if you like my stuff! Unfortunately none of this is lyrical, I'm not sure if I ever will (for my old digital stuff, anyway), but it is fairly lyrical in its own way, so. If it does I'd like to play it live. Anyway I don't know really what genre to fit it into, a little idm-like? trip-hop? dark new age? I really don't know! Maybe you should hear for yourself and tell. All comments and feedback appreciated.
Oh, and if you're wondering, these were written by a midi program for little kids in which when you click on staff paper, notes appear. It's called Melody Assistant, you can check it out at http://www.myriad-online.com/ . It's not very good but you can still do something with it, although it's kind of hard to get around it's limitations (hopefully I'll have the time to switch to something that's actually better sometime soon). Meanwhile, this sounds okay though. It's not very standard. Hopefully stuff I play/write in the future will be a lot better, but this will do for now. Give it a try if you don't already know!
Nate Went Baka - Ecstasy Nymphs; this is the most recent finished digital song I've written, the first thing I have to say about this song is, you have to listen to it all the way through. I don't know but it sounds like crap and the total effect of it is ruined otherwise. Yes, it's very laidback and almost (at least from my view) boring at the beginning, but the whole idea about the song is the transition from that (which happen around the 2 minute mark I think). The song's basically about drugs, and personally I consider it very dark because...it's very much about how you feel both emotions - happiness and anguish, oxymoronic feelings that tends to turn everything sour - it's very negative. This can be really felt around the last portion of the song, especially when you hear it all the way through - you'll know what I mean. Incredibly fast notes (lots of 64ths and 128ths) to an unnatural pace gives the foundation of the general imagery.
Nate Went Baka - Interesting Exoskeleton; this is kind of a b-side that I wrote to Holocaust along with Sleepless. It's real purpose was actually the first song which I used tom-like drums in (by t he way the purpose of Holocaust was snares, and for Ecstasy Nymphs bass). The whole song is a buildup - this really starts to show around the second half of the song while the first half is more of a mood-setter. There's also backwards bass drums that goes along with the toms and a really rushed snare drum.
Nate Went Baka - Holocaust; This is probably thr most popular song out of these 4, it's kind of a catchy obscure dance track I guess. It has insane bass drums and (power) snares, they're just really really fast. Most of the melodies are percussive (from the snare to claps?), and it uses really thick basses as a contrast to the really high-up strings.
Nate Went Baka - Sleepless; this really was sort of an experimental song and it was written mainly because I couldn't think up of anything better to write so in that sense it's the worst out of the four here. Also this is the onyl digital song ever which has vocals, but it's just 3 screams and heavy breathing, nothing much. Also there's a recorded piano that gives a pretty nice sound to it actually, the song's based around it. I guess it's more of a message piece than a song that you're supposed to listen to all the time, it literally follows the mood of not being able to sleep so it might be a little annoying though. I guess you just have to see for yourself.
And for people who haven't already heard it (although most probably have), a recording of a cover with real instruments! The sound quality's horrible though and it was done pretty quick.
Nate Went Baka - Disintegration (The Cure cover)
Anyway, hope you like it!
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[07 17 2003·10:29am] |
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Words' doubt
Waited for this flame
Ignited by reason’s weakened wit
Devouring regrets that would only remain unconsoled
In this neurotic mind
So easily I’ve shouldered my shame
Slept inside a stranger’s head,that I was so sure
Was my own
How is it so certain that I can choke myself with logic?
To recreate this naiveness that has been rotting off of abuse
From words’ own doubt
Eyes bulge from their faces
Attempting to steal a sip of truth
Their sips morph into stings
As they learn to yearn to neglect pain
How is it so certain that I can choke myself with logic?
To recreate this naiveness that has been rotting off of the abuse
Of words’ own doubt
Now we lay awake in our death
Wondering how all of this crumbled
Into worthless and cheap failure
Scattered to keep ourselves dirty in our blinded visions
commentary?
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i'm..kind of new... just havn't posted yet i don't think. well anywho, thought i'd kick off with some... curl up and die. lyrics don't get any better.
Drawing this box for you to recreate me into something i can never be. disease turned these clouds a infinite light and the winds a translucent glow. it seemed so easy to quit everything to remember. transmitted recordings of robot tracks to forget how everyone sounds. tightly formed mechanical wings, dwelling on how to save us all. never in control, never really having a chance. we're all useless with our eyeliner dripping in red. we let it fester always knowing that it was coming and i'm hearing things in my head. i'm hearing things all wrong. these arms failed to lift when my eyes forgot to open. everything left offsetting through the dryed paint that creates these butterfly wings, twitching and teasing now. standing here one year later with signs of red shining through a decade more. among the morning light of bedroom walls deafeated to know the danger in this. it's so easy to forget everything we swore we'd remember. we're all useless. if only i could keep the eyeliner from running i'd drive these roads to kill my own kind.
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| Mad Caddies - Drinking For 11 |
[07 10 2003·10:58am] |
drinking for a livin' that's just what i do
when i'm not with you my heart goes to bed
enter the bar that's just where i'll be
don't try and come find me
cause i'm already dead
with one eye tied upon the open road
i feel your presents and i can't let it go
it moves so slowly as it creeps into my mind
steals every breath i have and leaves my heart behind
i wanna know what your feeling if you feeling alone
i wanna hear that you still care
the last time that i remembered you was the last time that i wasn't scared
when the night starts fading and the morning arrives
i wanna still feel you around
will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground
once more...
tell me what you're fighting for
gotta try gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
gotta try gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
there's nowhere left to stay
whoa.....
sometimes i feel like i'm out here all alone
just one in a millions with noplace left to go
fear steps up to me with every move that i make
following close behind my soul it wants to take
i wanna know what your feeling if you feeling alone
i wanna hear that you still care
the last time that i remembered you was the last time that i wasn't scared
when the night starts fading and the morning arrives
i wanna still feel you around
will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground
once more...
tell me what you're fighting for
gotta try gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
gotta try gotta try for tomorrow
you can't see through today
there's nowhere left to stay
whoa.....
drinking for a living that's just what i do
when i'm not with you my heart goes to bed
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| My site's actually up now. Also I got a lower quality version of a NEW NATE WENT BAKA FULL SONG ! |
[07 07 2003·07:36pm] |
My site's at http://www.anycities.com/user1/natewentbaka/ right now. I need a better address. Also, I'm getting mp3s up. By the way, here's a new one I just uploaded right now. It's only the lower quality version though. It doesn't allow direct linking, so you have to copy the link into your address and press enter to download it. Hope you like it! Opinions appreciated. Also, my guestbook's pretty lonely, if you like my lyrics or music, can you sign my guestbook? Thanks!
http://natewentbaka.tripod.com/mp3/holocaustlowerquality.mp3
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