Thursday, May 12th, 2005

Time	Event
3:32p	Austin cut his hair into a mohawk. Not my choice haircut on him. But I guess it looks pretty good. Except for the fact that he has a huge chunk missing, according to Ryan, which Siiri apparently did on accident. Lol. I miss him. Everyone thinks I'm obsessed with him, which I'm not but I just miss him. A lot. And its really hard to let go of your first love, especially when you know it shouldn't have ever ended. He did tell me he loved me, many times. And he said he missed me when I was gone. I just don't understand what I did do make him so angry and hate me now....I wish I could know!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
love me right
9:07p	WOW. So apparently EVERYONE hates me, excluding Caity (which I'm sure she doesn't hate me but I don't think she likes me too much) and Beth, and my fam of course. This really sucks. Time for my wonderful decorations! I STILL miss Austin. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
love me right
10:53p	WASH THE PAIN AWAY I just talked to Austin, it was hard. I think he still wants to be friends, but he wants to move on with our lives. I told him about what happened. But I don't know if it scared him or made him realize why I acted the way I did...UGH. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
love me right

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