| 7:55p |
Why do good things always get fucked up?
Spent 90% of today crying.
Greg, Amy, Beth, and Byron all tried to comfort me. But its not helping.
So apparently he's upset with me because I want to spend all my time with him or something? According to Greg, he wants a relationship like Greg and Amy's where they can hang out but they dont have to be together all the time...hmm pretty sure I'm not wanting to be with him all the time.
Greg also said he's thinking of breaking up with me...interesting. I think I would probably go into an irreversible depression that would last well into my freshman year of college.
So I found out that on Friday night he slept in the bed with two girls I thought were my friends. Really cool huh? So yeah, maybe they didnt have sex or anything, but I would definately consider that not too nice...i.e. cheating. But I don't understand why he would do that. I mean I love him. I would do anything for him. I do all I can to please him. Physically, emotionally, monetary, I mean what more do I have to do.
I've had this sick feeling in my stomach all day. Its like a combination between nausia and cramps. I puked twice, and decorated my leg twice too. Kim Lucostic and Jim Lodge asked me if I was cutting today and made m like strip down. Whoever is telling them that is an evil person, it will hurt me more than if I was cutting....and you should know that |