Saturday, May 7th, 2005

Time	Event
12:24p	Mother asked me why I put up with him last night.... It's because I love him. But I can't stand people who lie. Jesus. Am I really that repulsive? Last night sucked I cried and cried and cried and decorated myself. Ryan was over for a bit and we talked about it all because I was so upset (and still am) and then watched Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events, which I fell asleep watching... he left. I stayed up and cried... UGH...
love me right
12:29p	I just dont get it... I would do anything for him. I DO EVERYTHING for him already... Am I overreacting? Or is this justified. I don't want it to end - I'd never end it - but i'm getting the feeling hes going to end it... I should have known people always hate me... Especially people who fucking pretend to be your friends and then be bitches and exclude you from everything.....GOD. Why do I even try. I love him so much............
love me right

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