Sneaker and I had a good talk today. We are both in the same boat on this issue that is plauging both of us...
I rushed
He doesnt know how I feel.
Sneaker put it a good way:
When you're dying for a relationship to work out you just want to solidify it, but almost always that act that solidifies it just FUCKS IT UP.
I hope he will talk to me, and help me work this out. There are so many things I cannot control. I can control myself but I cannot control my feelings and I feel so much love for him but I'm afraid I ruined it.
GOD WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN
I am praying you will speak with me and tell me your fears and I'll catch your tears with my heart and i will cut out the bad from my arms. Slicing it away so i can never ever be wrong for you....
Current Mood:
restless