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GUYSS!!! argh...I was on my way to school and stopped at the market first and when I got out it was like a freaking blizzard, so I got scared and decided to come home...Con and I had decided that if it was snowing or anything we would postpone...so yeah sorry guys...WE HAVE TO DO THIS THOUGH!!!! How does saturday sound? we can make it an all day thing?...sorry again, I feel horrible...but I just got REALLY REALLY scared....love you both!
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[07 Jan 2004|08:52pm] |
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Why do you hurt my feelings and then expect me to be fine? why?...maybe I should stop being so stubborn. Maybe not...its who I am. I hate being this way...but I can't change...
I hardly ever update. In the sence that I never say about my life or anything that has happne dor anything...so I guess i'll do that.
Rob and I haven't really hung out too much this school week and that kind of sucks...We have a good time when we're together...
I really REALLY wanted to hang out with the girls today, that sort of backfired...I felt horrible, I was so excited about baking cookies and such but the stupid weather pisses me off...I went to IGA to buy some bread and when I got out it was like freaking blizzard out...I got freaking scaaared so I decided to go home...psh, I wish I hand't 'cause 10 min later the weather was fine...I hate winter...but I LOVE my girls! :)
Lately I miss Jess SOOOOOO much, I just want to run up to her and give her a hug. She was like my sister...I mean how many times did we joke about being twins??...haha, I smile just thinking about like all the stuff we did and how much fun we used to have...but, I never forgive and I never forget. Should I make an exception?...I miss her..I know I do...but right now it seems hard. I love her, I really really do. I'm seriously not with Rob just to bother her, one of the main reasons I almost didn't go out with him was because of her. It didn't feel right. I dunno...
Family life has been pretty good lately. Mom sister and I are getting along really well. I love it. :)
Life is seriously wayyy too confusing. I don't know what to do anymore, i'm sick of my mood changes, i'm sick of the weather and i'm sick of feeling guilty for such stupid reasons, I don't know what to do anymore...
i'm talking to Rob...his friend Jim goes to school with ryan...well just read this:
BettyCantQuit: Ryan invited us to his party on saturday
EgoFasFedelisAbs: ryan?
EgoFasFedelisAbs: oh i heard
EgoFasFedelisAbs: jim txt me
BettyCantQuit: what did he say?
EgoFasFedelisAbs: first
EgoFasFedelisAbs: he was like
EgoFasFedelisAbs: what the fuck
EgoFasFedelisAbs: i was like
EgoFasFedelisAbs: what
EgoFasFedelisAbs: hes like
EgoFasFedelisAbs: carolina bitch
EgoFasFedelisAbs: i was like dude shut the fuck up what r u talkin about
EgoFasFedelisAbs: hes liek
EgoFasFedelisAbs: ellis is having a party i will txt u l8er
I don't care that Jim called me a bitch...I just want to know waht the fuck ellis is saying about me...becuase Wendy (girl that goes to school with him) also msged me and asked me what happened...I don't say anything about him, why does he say things about me?
I"m done..if I keep writing i'll just get even more upset...
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