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henin retires [19 May 2020|04:25am]
Henin's sudden retirement confounding to tennis luminaries

ESPN.com

Updated: May 15, 2008, 1:15 PM ET

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A great competitor, an exceptional athlete, one who defied tennis because of her diminutive size. That's merely a snippet of the adulation Justine Henin has received throughout her dominant career.

As the women's No. 1 tennis player in the world and days away from beginning her defense of the French Open crown -- a title she has owned since 2005 -- Henin abruptly ended one of the most accomplished careers in history.

The decision to hang up her racket at the pinnacle of her career left fellow players, pundits, announcers and various other luminaries confounded.

Here's what some had to say to various media outlets:

"She was one of the most complete players of the last 10 years, winning seven Grand Slams. She was small compared to the other girls, but she had a very complete game. She made up for her size with her tennis. She was very creative and it made her the champion that she was. It's always a shame when you lose someone, but everyone has to retire some time. I just wish her happiness because life is starting for her now, and it's a chance for other women to emerge and take her place." -- Michael Stich, 1991 Wimbledon champion

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Justine Henin

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Fellow players were left bewildered knowing they won't be seeing Justine Henin walk off the tennis court anymore.
"It's a lot of pressure to keep playing at that level -- certain players like Bjorn Borg retired early, and you can't blame them. The top 10 in the women's game is full of big, powerful women and for her to outpower them in spite of her size was really fantastic. Her backhand was a thing of real beauty. It's a loss for the game as a whole, but tennis is quite stressful for players, there isn't much of an offseason, and it's not surprising that she's worn out and perhaps had enough. When you lose your motivation and the losses start to come, it's no fun. I'm guessing she just thought that she couldn't push herself any more and needed to stop." -- Pat Cash, 1987 Wimbledon champion

"I don't understand it. She was No.1 and she retires. She was such an unbelievable player and could have won more Grand Slams. I don't know why she did it. Maybe it's a woman thing. I don't understand women. It's very sad for tennis -- a big loss." -- Goran Ivanisevic, 2001 Wimbledon champion

"I'm always surprised when somebody young, who seemingly loves to do what they do, chooses to stop. The injuries and such have taken a toll on her emotionally and psychologically. I've seen her work. I know what kind of [conditioning] work she's done. It could very well be the Jim Courier [overexertion] departure. But for the fact this is happening when she's still at the top of the game -- you can never call into question the message of the great. And she obviously is just an exceptional competitor and exceptional tennis player. Her methods were pretty hardcore, which is admirable. It takes an unbelievable amount of courage to push herself as hard as she did. Unfortunately, it comes with the toll that most likely was paid." -- Todd Martin, eight-time ATP winner

"This is the most devastating retirement since Borg. She's No. 1 in the world but obviously doesn't feel like No. 1, and she has the kind of temperament where she's going to listen to her gut and not look at the rankings. She's made that dreaded decision to be happy. I think this is a very human response to her own circumstances." -- Mary Carillo, tennis commentator

"She gave every ounce of energy every time she stepped foot on the court. Henin obviously felt she couldn't do it any longer. Her style of play required tunnel vision and 100 percent focus. That took a lot out of her -- more than anyone could have noticed -- and [she] abruptly retired. It reminds me of the way Sampras talked at end of his career: The pressure and intensity of being and maintaining the No. 1 ranking just became too much." -- Patrick McEnroe, American Davis Cup captain

"I'd say she's the most complete player that we ever saw on a tennis court for the women. She knew how to hit all the shots. With her size she was still able to pull off an aggressive game of tennis. She can slice the backhand and hit topspin, she could hit winners, she could defend. I can't believe she quit. That's really disappointing. Being small and fast is a good weapon in tennis, especially in women's tennis, but she was the only one able to do it, for sure. It's sad because suddenly we don't have her around, and I would say suddenly everyone will now go towards playing exactly the same way as everyone else plays. She was the one that was different. I'm happy for her, but for the world of women's tennis, it's a big blow -- it's like Michael Jordan quitting basketball. It takes a lot of imagination out of the game." -- Mats Wilander, seven-time Grand Slam singles winner

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Henin was a small girl in a big girls' game. Her relentless fighting spirit and resolve led her to the pinnacle of tennis … but ultimately to her demise as well. Greg Garber

It's safe to say nothing came easy for Justine Henin. As unassuming as she was on the court, her life was replete with drama and emotion off of it. And now, life after tennis begins. Bonnie D. Ford
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• Tennis.com: Irreplaceable
• SportsNation: You rank the greats
• Photo Gallery: Henin timeline
• Edgerton: Ten athletes who retired young
• What fellow competitors had to say

"It's sad for tennis, and the whole tour is in disbelief. Justine is a true champion and a great ambassador for the game. She'll be greatly missed. Champions like this don't come around very often. I wish her all the success in the future, in whatever she decides to do." -- Svetlana Kuznetsova, current world No. 5

"I suppose her legacy -- because of longevity -- is that you can't put her among the all-time greats. Obviously [she will be in] the Hall of Fame, but not like Martina Navratilova, Chris Evert or Margaret Court, because of the shortness of her career. She was an incredible athlete. She dominated on clay for some unknown reason to me. I guess it's just her speed. She was a good competitor, and maybe by the end of her career, a great competitor. I used to think she'd get tight and nervous at big times, but as her career went on, she was actually the best big-match player. She did have incredible power and a one-handed backhand that defied her size, really. Her serve to me was a little bit inconsistent but she popped it pretty good for her height. She was a great athlete. I wish she'd go ahead and try to play a little longer." -- Jimmy Arias, five-time ATP winner

"She had to work twice as hard as everyone else. She had to take two steps where everyone else took one step. She was a great defensive player as well as an offensive player and she had touch, drop shots and topspin lobs. I don't see anyone else out there with that variety. It's sad -- she brought a lot of heart and soul to the game. She obviously felt a lot inside even though she wasn't demonstrative. I hope she'll change her mind, but she did come on the scene pretty young. It'll be interesting to see where else she can find that passion in life." -- Chris Evert, 18-time Grand Slam winner



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Henin retires on top of rankings after early-season slump

ESPN.com news services

Updated: May 14, 2008, 8:59 PM ET

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LIMELETTE, Belgium -- The determination that helped Justine Henin beat bigger, stronger opponents time and again was fading.

"I decided," Henin said, "to stop fooling myself and accept it."

Henin retired from tennis Wednesday at age 25, an abrupt ending to a career in which she won seven Grand Slam singles titles and spent more than 100 weeks ranked No. 1.

More From ESPN.com

One can't keep the fire burning. The other saw a new chapter. Justine Henin and Annika Sorenstam both ended up at the same place: retirement. Mark Kreidler

Henin was a small girl in a big girls' game. Her relentless fighting spirit and resolve led her to the pinnacle of tennis … but ultimately to her demise as well. Greg Garber

It's safe to say nothing came easy for Justine Henin. As unassuming as she was on the court, her life was replete with drama and emotion off of it. And now, life after tennis begins. Bonnie D. Ford
More:
• Drucker: Henin among the greatest
• Tennis.com: Irreplaceable
• SportsNation: You rank the greats
• Photo Gallery: Henin timeline
• Edgerton: Ten athletes who retired young
• What fellow competitors had to say

She announced her decision at a news conference one and a half weeks before the start of the French Open, where she had won the past three titles and four overall.

Put simply, she realized she was burned out, and became the first woman to quit the sport while atop the WTA rankings.

"I always based everything on this motivation -- this flame -- that was in me. And once I lost that, I lost many, many things," Henin said.

Her agent, Ken Meyerson, told ESPN.com's Bonnie D. Ford that Henin called him Sunday evening and, in what he described as a "warm" conversation, said, "I've won everything I need to win, I have more money than I can use in three lifetimes, and I don't have the will to play one day more."

Henin told Meyerson she had been thinking about the decision for five or six months. Her play over that period has been flat, partly because of a troublesome knee that required cortisone treatment, but Meyerson said the reasoning behind her retirement is all emotional.

"She's simply burned out and has no more juice to go on," Meyerson told ESPN.com.

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Justine Henin

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Justine Henin consoles her coach, Carlos Rodriguez, right, at her news conference announcing her retirement on Wednesday.

"I was surprised at the urgency of the decision. We, as agents, like long farewells. I'm really sad," he said. "She did so much for the game, and we need her in the women's game. Pound-for-pound, she was one of the best tennis players in history. She was an underdog. She was someone we could relate to."

Surprising as her departure was to the rest of the world, it seemed somehow inevitable to her.

After reaching the final at each Grand Slam tournament in 2006, she won 10 tournaments in 2007, including two majors. But this season, she started to find it an ever bigger chore to pack her luggage to travel to tournaments. Her legs felt heavy when she should have been dancing in the backcourt, ready to turn another one of those sparkling backhands into a winner.

Justine Henin Retires

Justine Henin, who retired Wednesday at age 25, leaves an impressive slate of pro tennis accomplishments. Here's a look at her career, by the numbers.
Henin's Career Rankings
(Open Era, 1968-present) Category Number Rank
Singles Wins 41 11th
Grand Slams 7 T-11th
Weeks at No. 1 117 6th
Earnings $19.5 million 5th

When she was hurt, she no longer minded if an injury lingered. Ever since being discovered as a child prodigy, tennis was everything to Henin. Now, tennis was making it clear that her time was up.

"Everything became harder," Henin said. "I felt, deep inside, something was getting out of my grasp."

She lost 6-4, 6-0 to Maria Sharapova in the Australian Open, then 6-2, 6-0 to Serena Williams at the Sony Ericsson Open in April -- the worst loss for a top-ranked player in nine years.

At last week's German Open, Henin lost 5-7, 6-3, 6-1 to Dinara Safina. Then she pulled out of this week's Italian Open, citing fatigue.

"At the end of the match in Berlin, [retirement] all of a sudden was there as something evident," Henin said.

Her announcement came a day after one of the greatest female golfers in history said she's quitting: Annika Sorenstam, owner of 10 major titles and one of six women to complete a career Grand Slam in her sport, is walking away at the end of the season.

Henin, however, won't have any sort of farewell tour. She is retiring immediately.

"I had reached my limits, and I feel strong and relieved that I could take this decision," she said. "There are plenty of things that I can do. There are no regrets. I did everything I had to do in tennis."

A Grand (Slam) Career

Justine Henin retires second among active women's players with seven Grand Slam titles, including three French Opens. Wimbledon was the only Slam she never won.
Grand Slams, Active Players Player Titles
Serena Williams 8
Justine Henin 7
Venus Williams 6
All-time record: Margaret Smith Court, 24

In an interview with the French sports newspaper L'Equipe on Wednesday, Henin was asked if she could change her mind.

"It's a final decision even though some people will think the opposite," she said, according to the paper. "I know it's a shock for a lot of people, but I'm leaving without regrets, feeling relieved. It took some courage because I know there will be things I miss."

In addition to her four French Open titles, Henin won the Australian Open in 2004, and the U.S. Open in 2003 and 2007. She has been ranked No. 1 since Nov. 13, 2006, except for a seven-week period last year when Sharapova held the top spot, and won nearly $20 million in career prize money.

"She was a great champion," said Williams, who lost to Henin in a contentious 2003 French Open quarterfinal, "and she gave me a world of trouble."

The only Grand Slam title to elude Henin is Wimbledon, where she was runner-up in 2001 and 2006.

"Winning Wimbledon would not make me happier than I am," she said.

Winning again at Roland Garros would make no difference, either, no matter how much that event means to her. Henin dedicated her first victory there to her mother, who died of cancer when Justine was 12. When Henin won there last year, it capped a reunion with her father and siblings, from whom she'd been estranged for several years.

"That was awesome. It was a great feeling, and I am going to keep that feeling forever now," she said. "I won Roland Garros four times, three times in a row. I don't have to live that moment again. I know how it was."

Throughout her career, Henin has had to beat the odds.

With her 5-foot-5¾, 126-pound frame, she had to figure out how to deal with foes who could hit the ball harder. With a superb one-handed backhand, amazing speed and grit, she rose to the top of the sport.

"She always challenged herself to play her best tennis no matter what the circumstances. She was just a real fighter, so I think that was really what made her best," Venus Williams said.

"Justine Henin will be remembered as one of the all-time great champions in women's tennis, and a woman who made up for her lack of size with a will to win and fighting spirit that was second to none," WTA Tour CEO Larry Scott said. "It is rare that an athlete leaves at the very top of her game in this day and age, but Justine has always played by her own rules, in the very best sense of those words."

L'Equipe asked Henin how she would want to be remembered.

"That I was a different player -- the little one who came and challenged the bigger ones," she said.

Henin was away from the tour for months at a time in 2004 and 2005 because of an energy-sapping blood virus and assorted injuries, including to her knee and back. In early 2007, she divorced from Pierre-Yves Hardenne and dropped his last name.

Throughout last season, Henin said she had finally found a balance in her life between personal self-fulfillment and doggedly pursuing tennis titles.

Now it appears that changed. Perhaps she took note when Kim Clijsters -- another Belgian who was ranked No. 1 and won a Grand Slam title -- retired at 23 last year. Clijsters has since married and become a mother.

Dressed in a simple white T-shirt and jeans, her brown hair in a ponytail, Henin spoke in French for nine minutes before taking questions Wednesday. She never lost her composure and held the microphone firmly.

But her coach, Carlos Rodriguez, broke down in tears.

"Because of her," Rodriguez said, "I am somebody."

The news conference was at the Justine N1 academy in a village about 20 miles outside of Brussels. It has a smattering of her beloved clay courts, where she wants to train and coach youngsters.

"It is a new beginning for me. I feel like I already lived three lives. I gave the sport all I could and took everything it could give me," Henin said. "I take this decision without the least bit of regrets. It is my life as a woman that starts now."

Bonnie D. Ford, who covers tennis and Olympic sports for ESPN.com, and The Associated Press contributed to this report.

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[27 Sep 2013|11:36am]
Belle & Sebastian have played their 'classic' 1996 album 'If You're Feeling Sinister' in its entirety London last night (September 25). Tickets for the Scottish outfit's performance at the Barbican, part of the 'Don't Look Back' series of shows, were reportedly selling for vast sums on internet auction sites before the gig. And those who did get in were treated not only to the album, but a host of other classic tracks, including live rarity 'Electronic Renaissance' from their debut album 'Tigermilk'. They also played a new song, titled 'Another Sunny Day'.
The set was:
'Slow Graffiti'
'Another Sunny Day'
'Woman's Realm'
'The Loneliness Of The Middle Distance Runner'
'Electronic Renaissance'
'The Stars Of Track And Field'
'Seeing Other People'
'Me And The Major'
'Like Dylan In The Movies'
'The Fox In The Snow'
'Get Me Away From Here, I'm Dying'
'If You're Feeling Sinister'
'Mayfly'
'The Boy Done Wrong Again'
'Judy And The Dream Of Horses'

Encore:
'Dog On Wheels'
'The Boy With The Arab Strap'
'The Wrong Girl'
'I'm A Cuckoo'
'If You Find Yourself Caught In Love'

posted by mblind @ 9/26/2005 08:30:00 AM

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Though the mills of God grind slowly,
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A lie travels farther than the truth.
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Truth always lags last, limping along on the arm of Time.
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In this world, nothing is permanent except change.
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Would that life were like the shadow cast by a wall or a tree, but it is like the shadow of a bird in flight.
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Many people would be more truthful were it not for their uncontrollable desire to talk.
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Love is like a baby; it needs to be treated tenderly.
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The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
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Help yourself and God will help you.
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God is not a cosmic bellboy for whom we can press a button to get things done.
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If you look up, there are no limits.
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Were there no fools, there would be no wise men.
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Nothing is more like a wise man than a fool who holds his tongue.
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Whoever enjoys his life is doing the Creator's will.
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Kafka on the Shore [31 Dec 2004|02:34pm]
From Publishers Weekly
Starred Review. Previous books such as The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle and Norwegian Wood have established Murakami as a true original, a fearless writer possessed of a wildly uninhibited imagination and a legion of fiercely devoted fans. In this latest addition to the author's incomparable oeuvre, 15-year-old Kafka Tamura runs away from home, both to escape his father's oedipal prophecy and to find his long-lost mother and sister. As Kafka flees, so too does Nakata, an elderly simpleton whose quiet life has been upset by a gruesome murder. (A wonderfully endearing character, Nakata has never recovered from the effects of a mysterious World War II incident that left him unable to read or comprehend much, but did give him the power to speak with cats.) What follows is a kind of double odyssey, as Kafka and Nakata are drawn inexorably along their separate but somehow linked paths, groping to understand the roles fate has in store for them. Murakami likes to blur the boundary between the real and the surreal—we are treated to such oddities as fish raining from the sky; a forest-dwelling pair of Imperial Army soldiers who haven't aged since WWII; and a hilarious cameo by fried chicken king Colonel Sanders—but he also writes touchingly about love, loneliness and friendship. Occasionally, the writing drifts too far into metaphysical musings—mind-bending talk of parallel worlds, events occurring outside of time—and things swirl a bit at the end as the author tries, perhaps too hard, to make sense of things. But by this point, his readers, like his characters, will go just about anywhere Murakami wants them to, whether they "get" it or not.
Copyright © Reed Business Information, a division of Reed Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.

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inbox clearing [02 Dec 2004|07:00pm]
ui! nikki! bibili ka ba ng chocolate? ü
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*who, 6 days after this text, lost his cellphone in the bus after he got robbed by three loonies!

Wala daw pasok! Hehe!
-Kiss Dec2 06:01:03

Kung may pasok daw bukas sabi ni Ms.Vi, English and Filipino daw yung LT since cancelled and retreat ng 4A. Please pass.
-Ralph Dec2 17:12:20
Yeah right, like I have my Eng and Fil notes here!!!

May pasok kaya bukas? Magaaral ka?
-Bambi Dec2 17:40:01

Hola. Im okay, busy, I'm shooting an indie Kitchie vid next week
-Avid Nov22 21:14:06

Hah dont call it a "project" because that means I'll make money out of it, I so won't! But I love Same Ground (piano) so it's ok
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[09 Oct 2004|08:56am]
sabi sayo candy's overrating jenny rockett. its her fourth time on the cover. wala. im just annoyed, wala na silang ma feature. JENNY OWNS CANDY!

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TODAY: Boys, Anton Chekhov [02 Oct 2004|05:08pm]
Boys

“Volodya’s come!” someone shouted in the yard.

“Master Volodya’s here!” bawled Natalya the cook, running into the dining-room. “Oh, my goodness!”

The whole Korolyov family, who had been expecting their Volodya from hour to hour, rushed to the windows. At the front door stood a wide sledge, with three white horses in a cloud of steam. The sledge was empty, for Volodya was already in the hall, untying his hood with red and chilly fingers. His school overcoat, his cap, his snowboots, and the hair on his temples were all white with frost, and his whole figure from head to foot diffused such a pleasant, fresh smell of the snow that the very sight of him made one want to shiver and say “brrr!”

His mother and aunt ran to kiss and hug him. Natalya plumped down at his feet and began pulling off his snowboots, his sisters shrieked with delight, the doors creaked and banged, and Volodya’s father, in his waistcoat and shirt-sleeves, ran out into the hall with scissors in his hand, and cried out in alarm:

“We were expecting you all yesterday? Did you come all right? Had a good journey? Mercy on us! you might let him say ‘how do you do’ to his father! I am his father after all!”

“Bow-wow!” barked the huge black dog, Milord, in a deep bass, tapping with his tail on the walls and furniture.

For two minutes there was nothing but a general hubbub of joy. After the first outburst of delight was over the Korolyovs noticed that there was, besides their Volodya, another small person in the hall, wrapped up in scarves and shawls and white with frost. He was standing perfectly still in a corner, in the shadow of a big fox-lined overcoat.

“Volodya darling, who is it?” asked his mother, in a whisper.

“Oh!” cried Volodya. “This is—let me introduce my friend Lentilov, a schoolfellow in the second class.… I have brought him to stay with us.”

“Delighted to hear it! You are very welcome,” the father said cordially. “Excuse me, I’ve been at work without my coat.… Please come in! Natalya, help Mr. Lentilov off with his things. Mercy on us, do turn that dog out! He is unendurable!”

A few minutes later, Volodya and his friend Lentilov, somewhat dazed by their noisy welcome, and still red from the outside cold, were sitting down to tea. The winter sun, making its way through the snow and the frozen tracery on the window-panes, gleamed on the samovar, and plunged its pure rays in the tea-basin. The room was warm, and the boys felt as though the warmth and the frost were struggling together with a tingling sensation in their bodies.

“Well, Christmas will soon be here,” the father said in a pleasant sing-song voice, rolling a cigarette of dark reddish tobacco. “It doesn’t seem long since the summer, when mamma was crying at your going…and here you are back again.… Time flies, my boy. Before you have time to cry out, old age is upon you. Mr. Lentilov, take some more, please help yourself! We don’t stand on ceremony!”

Volodya’s three sisters, Katya, Sonya, and Masha (the eldest was eleven), sat at the table and never took their eyes off the newcomer.

Lentilov was of the same height and age as Volodya, but not as round-faced and fair-skinned. He was thin, dark, and freckled; his hair stood up like a brush, his eyes were small, and his lips were thick. He was, in fact, distinctly ugly, and if he had not been wearing the school uniform, he might have been taken for the son of a cook. He seemed morose, did not speak, and never once smiled. The little girls, staring at him, immediately came to the conclusion that he must be a very clever and learned person. He seemed to be thinking about something all the time, and was so absorbed in his own thoughts, that, whenever he was spoken to, he started, threw his head back, and asked to have the question repeated.

The little girls noticed that Volodya, who had always been so merry and talkative, also said very little, did not smile at all, and hardly seemed to be glad to be home. All the time they were at tea he only once addressed his sisters, and then he said something so strange. He pointed to the samovar and said:

“In California they don’t drink tea, but gin.”

He, too, seemed absorbed in his own thoughts, and, to judge by the looks that passed between him and his friend Lentilov, their thoughts were the same.

After tea, they all went into the nursery. The girls and their father took up the work that had been interrupted by the arrival of the boys. They were making flowers and frills for the Christmas tree out of paper of different colours. It was an attractive and noisy occupation. Every fresh flower was greeted by the little girls with shrieks of delight, even of awe, as though the flower had dropped straight from heaven; their father was in ecstasies too, and every now and then he threw the scissors on the floor, in vexation at their bluntness. Their mother kept running into the nursery with an anxious face, asking:

“Who has taken my scissors? Ivan Nikolaitch, have you taken my scissors again?”

“Mercy on us! I’m not even allowed a pair of scissors!” their father would respond in a lachrymose voice, and, flinging himself back in his chair, he would pretend to be a deeply injured man; but a minute later, he would be in ecstasies again.

On his former holidays Volodya, too, had taken part in the preparations for the Christmas tree, or had been running in the yard to look at the snow mountain that the watchman and the shepherd were building. But this time Volodya and Lentilov took no notice whatever of the coloured paper, and did not once go into the stable. They sat in the window and began whispering to one another; then they opened an atlas and looked carefully at a map.

“First to Perm…” Lentilov said, in an undertone, “from there to Tiumen, then Tomsk… then… then… Kamchatka. There the Samoyedes take one over Behring’s Straits in boats… And then we are in America.… There are lots of furry animals there.…”

“And California?” asked Volodya.

“California is lower down.… We’ve only to get to America and California is not far off.… And one can get a living by hunting and plunder.”

All day long Lentilov avoided the little girls, and seemed to look at them with suspicion. In the evening he happened to be left alone with them for five minutes or so. It was awkward to be silent. He cleared his throat morosely, rubbed his left hand against his right, looked sullenly at Katya and asked:

“Have you read Mayne Reid?”

“No, I haven’t.… I say, can you skate?”

Absorbed in his own reflections, Lentilov made no reply to this question; he simply puffed out his cheeks, and gave a long sigh as though he were very hot. He looked up at Katya once more and said:

“When a herd of bisons stampedes across the prairie the earth trembles, and the frightened mustangs kick and neigh.”

He smiled impressively and added:
“And the Indians attack the trains, too. But worst of all are the mosquitoes and the termites.”

“Why, what’s that?”

“They’re something like ants, but with wings. They bite fearfully. Do you know who I am?”

“Mr. Lentilov.”

“No, I am Montehomo, the Hawk’s Claw, Chief of the Ever Victorious.”

Masha, the youngest, looked at him, then into the darkness out of window and said, wondering:

“And we had lentils for supper yesterday.”

Lentilov’s incomprehensible utterances, and the way he was always whispering with Volodya, and the way Volodya seemed now to be always thinking about something instead of playing… all this was strange and mysterious. And the two elder girls, Katya and Sonya, began to keep a sharp look-out on the boys. At night, when the boys had gone to bed, the girls crept to their bedroom door, and listened to what they were saying. Ah, what they discovered! The boys were planning to run away to America to dig for gold: they had everything ready for the journey, a pistol, two knives, biscuits, a burning glass to serve instead of matches, a compass, and four roubles in cash. They learned that the boys would have to walk some thousands of miles, and would have to fight tigers and savages on the road: then they would get gold and ivory, slay their enemies, become pirates, drink gin, and finally marry beautiful maidens, and make a plantation.

The boys interrupted each other in their excitement. Throughout the conversation, Lentilov called himself “Montehomo, the Hawk’s Claw,” and Volodya was “my pale-face brother!”

“Mind you don’t tell mamma,” said Katya, as they went back to bed. “Volodya will bring us gold and ivory from America, but if you tell mamma he won’t be allowed to go.”

The day before Christmas Eve, Lentilov spent the whole day poring over the map of Asia and making notes, while Volodya, with a languid and swollen face that looked as though it had been stung by a bee, walked about the rooms and ate nothing. And once he stood still before the holy image in the nursery, crossed himself, and said:

“Lord, forgive me a sinner; Lord, have pity on my poor unhappy mamma!”

In the evening he burst out crying. On saying good-night he gave his father a long hug, and then hugged his mother and sisters. Katya and Sonya knew what was the matter, but little Masha was puzzled, completely puzzled. Every time she looked at Lentilov she grew thoughtful and said with a sigh:

“When Lent comes, nurse says we shall have to eat peas and lentils.”

Early in the morning of Christmas Eve, Katya and Sonya slipped quietly out of bed, and went to find out how the boys meant to run away to America. They crept to their door.

“Then you don’t mean to go?” Lentilov was saying angrily. “Speak out: aren’t you going?”

“Oh dear,” Volodya wept softly. “How can I go? I feel so unhappy about mamma.”

“My pale-face brother, I pray you, let us set off. You declared you were going, you egged me on, and now the time comes, you funk it!”

“I… I… I’m not funking it, but I… I… I’m sorry for mamma.”

“Say once and for all, are you going or are you not?”

“I am going, only… wait a little… I want to be at home a little.”

“In that case I will go by myself,” Lentilov declared. “I can get on without you. And you wanted to hunt tigers and fight! Since that’s how it is, give me back my cartridges!”

At this Volodya cried so bitterly that his sisters could not help crying too. Silence followed.

“So you are not coming?” Lentilov began again.

“I… I… I am coming!”

“Well, put on your things, then.”

And Lentilov tried to cheer Volodya up by singing the praises of America, growling like a tiger, pretending to be a steamer, scolding him, and promising to give him all the ivory and lions’ and tigers’ skins.

And this thin, dark boy, with his freckles and his bristling shock of hair, impressed the little girls as an extraordinary remarkable person. He was a hero, a determined character, who knew no fear, and he growled so ferociously, that, standing at the door, they really might imagine there was a tiger or lion inside. When the little girls went back to their room and dressed, Katya’s eyes were full of tears, and she said:

“Oh, I feel so frightened!”

Everything was as usual till two o’clock, when they sat down to dinner. Then it appeared that the boys were not in the house. They sent to the servants’ quarters, to the stables, to the bailiff’s cottage. They were not to be found. They sent into the village—they were not there.

At tea, too, the boys were still absent, and by supper-time Volodya’s mother was dreadfully uneasy, and even shed tears.

Late in the evening they sent again to the village, they searched everywhere, and walked along the river bank with lanterns. Heavens! what a fuss there was!

Next day the police officer came, and a paper of some sort was written out in the dining-room. Their mother cried.…

All of a sudden a sledge stopped at the door, with three white horses in a cloud of steam.

“Volodya’s come,” someone shouted in the yard.

“Master Volodya’s here!” bawled Natalya, running into the dining-room. And Milford barked his deep bass, “bow-wow.”

It seemed that the boys had been stopped in the Arcade, where they had gone from shop to shop asking where they could get gunpowder.

Volodya burst into sobs as soon as he came into the hall, and flung himself on his mother’s neck. The little girls, trembling, wondered with terror what would happen next. They saw their father take Volodya and Lentilov into his study, and there he talked to them a long while.

“Is this a proper thing to do?” their father said to them. “I only pray they won’t hear of it at school, you would both be expelled. You ought to be ashamed, Mr. Lentilov, really. It’s not at all the thing to do!

You began it, and I hope you will be punished by your parents. How could you? Where did you spend the night?”

“At the station,” Lentilov answered proudly.

Then Volodya went to bed, and had a compress, steeped in vinegar, on his forehead.

A telegram was sent off, and next day a lady, Lentilov’s mother, made her appearance and bore off her son.

Lentilov looked morose and haughty to the end, and he did not utter a single word at taking leave of the little girls. But he took Katya’s book and wrote in it as a souvenir: “Montehomo, the Hawk’s Claw, Chief of the Ever Victorious.”

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[19 Aug 2004|08:21pm]
momentary love.
mama gave me an early gift,
500 pesos as usual.

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