LA is of course one place that will hold some special memories. *looks around and leans in* Cause guess what? You guys guessing yet? Hmm? Come on now! Alright then, since you guys give up *laughs softly* I'm going to be a Daddy. Yes seriously! And no this isn't too soon. I know we only been dating for like 2 months but I have known her and loved her for years. Yeah and that rumor you heard about us getting married is right. *grins* May I pin the label of "nosey parent" onto you? *chuckles* Just kidding guys. The excitement of everything has caused me to act crazy *thinks* but thing again, I always act crazy...
Faith's father and I had a conversation the other night and I can honestly say that man scares me. We got in the car and are driving back from the restaurant when he asks that oh so embarassing question about my love life. I can't lie so I say nothing and turns out he already knew that Audrey is mine. If he knew, why in the heck did he ask? *shakes head* Fathers!
Super Bowl kicked some major ass. But that wasn't the only ass that got kicked *adjust Tampa hat with a grin* Go Bucs!
Divorce hearing is tomorrow and I think I am more nervous than Faith is if that is possible.
I better get going, we have to meet up with the lawyers at 7 *groans* Night
Women are so damn confusing! You do for them what you think they want, they suddenly want something else. arg
WAHOO! What a night *grins* Left the party early to fly back to Nashville to be with my girls and left Nick to all the women at the party *chuckles* Sure he won't mind.
Congrats to everyone that won! I am going to sleep, caffeine pills only last so long...
I have realized some things recently:
1) Women are really confusing.
2) Dealing with two sick little girls and a their sick Momma while you are sick is no fun
3) Shan and Mere are sweethearts
4) Gracie is mean to me
5) Tour is going to be interesting this time around
6) I'm hungry so I'm going to end this entry and eat now.
Bye!
I wonder why saying the "L" word brings so much hurt. I blurted out today that I loved Faith and she said nothing. I give up. I don't understand why I fight so hard for something I can't have. After taking some more meds for this headache, I'm going to bed. Yeah, life sucks
Has anyone else ever had a friend who was once like a brother to you that you now want to punch the hell out of? I definitely have and his name is Tim, Tim McGraw to be exact *mumbles under breath* fucker. I know I shouldn't be bitter, but fuck this is the way I am, I'm not changing the way I am to please anybody. *shakes head*
Faith and I took the girls to see Tim before we left. We both talked about it and decided it would be best because Gracie kept asking about her daddy, saying she hasn't heard from him in months, which now that I think back on it, it seems true. Tim was great with the kids, me on the other hand, we got into a slight argument but nothing new there. I'm not going to let his opinions and criticisms change my mind about the one I love. My love is too strong for that.
After taking some meds for this migraine from hell I have, I'm going to try and get some sleep. Don't forget to watch Faith kick ass at the awards show *winks and presses update*
Last night was peaceful. Faith and I went into town, had pizza at the local pizza place, rented a movie, came home and watched it while eating popcorn. Now she is gone. Found a note this morning asking if I could watch the kids for a few days that if not to drop them off at her mother's house. Seems she is going back to Tim, I think I'm losing her to him again
This is going to be a sappy entry so yeah, Kenny doesn't write sappy entries often so this is going to be a once upon a blue moon kind of thing. Yeah. Maybe.
But anyways. I think I love her, no I know I love her. This isn't just some random chick I met on the streets and fell in love with at first sight without knowing her, this is Faith a woman I have known for almost 7 years. Sitting up last night and watching her sleep allowed me to think through a lot of things. I want to protect her and the girls, I love those kids like they are my own *smiles*. With all this shit happening with Tim, I think I might have a chance. I know that sounds bad but Tim lost his chance with Faith when he started his relationship with JoDee and now it is my turn. After what almost happened the other night with someone breaking in, I realize that life is too short to just sit back and watch the one you love get away, I'm going after her *smiles*
I'm shutting this entry down before I embarass myself further by being sappy. *laughs* Have a great day
*clears throat* Attention Gracie:
I am not bald, Uncle Kenny is insulted *holds back a laugh* So yeah look at my icon, I do have hair and yes it is real.
Faith: Your kids are as mean as you are *laughs* That bed is going to be cold and lonely without me in it tonight dear *smirks*
*sits at computer, a satisifed smirk on face* Finally got the computer away from Faith. She is on this thing all the time, not bad considering not too long ago she and Tim had no idea how to even turn on a computer *laughs*
Just got home from taking her two oldest girls to dance class and little Audrey with me to get some groceries. Lured Faith away from computer with ice cream *grins* It's fun taking the girls with me, just for a few hours I get to pretend they are mine and spoil them they way they need to be spoiled. Faith and Tim have three wonderful kids, I hope I have the same one day.
*stretches and rubs at eyes* It has been a long day so I think I'm going to end my first entry. People, make me feel loved and comment *winks*
-K
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