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weekend was amazing. i love how every week they keep getting better and better. gives me something to look forward to. friday dale came over. we chilled then showed up at brittanys and she said she was going to the mall with cosola and nick was going somewhere else so i was like well ill go if nick goes so dale can come too. so they boys stayed at brittanys and played pool and me and britt went to pick up christina while BLASTING justin timberlake. we then went to lakeside and got ciggs then went to the mall. when we got there the boys were pulling in right behind us... we were walking through the parking lot singing sublime when they pulled in so we stopped walking and then they parked and i ran to dale and he picked me up and spun me around lmfao i love him. so cosola me and dale had a cigg and strong and hunter were inside. we then went inside and sooo much crap happened. it was fun. saw alot of my guy friends which was good. i miss them. yeah so we all went to my house and then britt and cosola stayed at my house while me and the boys went to blockbuster. then we all watched a movie but me nick and cosola passed right out and the boys left to go sleep at nicks at like 2 am. so they decided to come over at liek fucking 10 in the morning or some shit like that. my mom made us all pancakes. and then britt went to take cosola home and nick went home and me and dale chilled around. at like 830 we decided to play poker for money with my parents. they were all drinking and all that jazz. we made like 40 bucks but then blew it on food thorughout the weekend. lmfao. so yeah we played until liek 1am. nick came over for a little bit but then he left... dale slept over and planne don leaving sunday but his tummy hurt. we went out to breakfast but we left early and took the food to go so we could eat it at home. i drove there just me and him which was cool :-). so yeah then he called him mom and told her he was staying another night. we just laid around and shit. my mom cooked us like an obsene amount of food for dinner. then we chilled out and i slept on the couch and he slept in my room. monday morning my rents kicke dup out of the house at like 8am. we went to brittanys and slept on her pull out bed but her mom got upset so we left and got the house keys from my mom at work and went back to my house. he took his shot and then we laid aorund... ordered some more food and watched some tv. my mom came home and we chilled the cosola and casciola came over. theywere flippin drunk by time they even got to my house. i gave them more vodka tho cus it was fun. my baby left but not before i stepped on glass saying by to him lmfao. i didnt want to look like a fag so i cried about it after he left lmfaooo. yeah the girls helped me pick it out of my foot it was nasty. yeah so i was sad that dale was gone and i felt lefted out so i drank. and then we decided MALL <3 lmfao. so yeah we get outside and they decided to get robo once we get to the mall. so we get there i take 20 cosola takes 20 and then cass drinks the whole bottle. we went to rubys and ate then went in macys and it kicked in and i like passed out on the floor of the fitting rooma nd then dale called me and woke me up and i was curled up under the chair in the fitting room. i was insanly fucked up... not just cus i took a whole bottle but cus i hadnt been fucked up in so long. it was good and bad at the same time. goos because i was with my girls havign the time of my life and bad because i didnt think about the reprocutions (sp?) until after. dale was mad at me. which i dont blame him for being. cus i get upset when he drinks but hes a grown man he can do whatyever he wants and i'll never tell him other wise because if you know me i do whatever the fuck i want whenever i want and thats what makes me chelsea nixon. i do what i want and i let people do what they want thats why people respect me i guess. so yeah i got lost in the mall and got off the fone with dale so i could call the girls cus i lost them. they were outside where her mom was supposed to pick us up. i called dale and told him i found them and then i sat outside with my hea din my lap and my eyes closed cus i was rolling so intensly. they went inside but said they would be back. i dont remember that phone converstaion with dale at all. i just remember it feeling like it lasted for hours. maybe it did. maybe it was 5 minutes i dont know. her mom came and they came and 'woke' me out of my trance. we got in the car and i told cosola that when i move in with dale she'll be the only one i have desire to visit. and i told her i loved her. and we held hands the whole ride home. lmfao. it sounds gay but i love her. thats all i remember from the car ride. i got home and fell asleep or went into that trance again in the bathroom. i felt as if i wa sin there for hours. im guessing maybe 45 minutes. all i know is dale called me and woke me up when i was in there and thats when i stood up. i told my mom my stomach hurt and thats why i was in there so long. i called dale and laid in my room. he was veryu upset with me... which i deserved. he told me to call him back when i was done being fucked up becaus ei twas botihering him but i didnt know when that was gunna be cus it was like 11 and i was still peeking. so i got off the phone with him and called cosola. we talked for like an hour. and we bullshitted. i dont remmebr about what either.... *puzzled* i think about the feelings and about boys and stuff. she was still messed up but casicola wasnt. i got off the phone with her and called back dale and talked until about 1. im not sure if it was a dream but i think when we got off the phone he told me he forgave me for the night. i dont know though. i was still pretty messed up. but yeah. it was a good time and a bad time like i said. but deffinatly an awesome weekend.
today i slept all day. and it was nice.
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