| ....I will watch you burn like fire... |
[25 Jan 2006|04:37pm] |
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I miss you
I miss being overwhelmed by you
And I need rescue
I think I'm fading away
But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear
I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room
So I wait and I wait
And I run old scenes through my tired head
Of the days we laid by the school and said forever
Was that the best I'll ever be
I miss you
I miss talking all night long with you
And I need this to find a way to your home
My love can you hear me
Have I been hoping loud enough, wishing hard enough
Can you see me when I'm asleep all alone - alone
So I wait and I wait
And I run myself in the same old circles
I sit and I stare
And I run old scenes through my tired head
Of the days that we laid by the school and said forever
Was that the best I'll ever be
Can't keep my hands from shaking
Stumbling through the wreckage again
But you're gone
So I wait and I wait
And I run myself in the same old circles
And I sit and I stare
And I run old scenes through my tired head
Of the days that we laid on our backs and said forever
Was that the best I'll ever be
Was that the best I'll ever be
Was that the best I'll ever be
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| Sometimes it gets so hard I feel like letting it all go... |
[25 Jan 2006|04:54pm] |
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okay fat bitches and fat hoes and fat bitches and that ugly kid had a run in with nixon and the crew today. crew meaning cosola-casciola-alessi-brittany and yeah i think thats all that was there.... but if you were there and were part of it im sorry if i dont remember you i was caught in the moment. so yeah this girl alyssa has been giving cosola constent problems cus she slept with her boyfriend which she didnt know was his boyfriend at the time but whatever. so yeah they are still firneds but this girl is like going crazy. so today cosola was upset cus of this problem shes havign with this guy brian. so i was with her and my teahcer let me leave class instead of watching the movie and go into cosolas study hall and then have lunch with her in D. so yeah d lunch came and all my girlies have D so i was with them and Cosolas like shes gunna do something and i was like hahah lets see her say anything to you while im there. so we are all sitting there the girlies plus this girl who i helped with a boy problem who i dont know what she is but me being awesome and caring went up to her when she was crying and she was sitting there with us and was like "i wouldnt say anything if i were her. your fucking intimidating. but its so weird cus your SO nice" which made me feel really good about myself and then casciola went on to say how im too intimidating for her lmfao idk so yeah we were sitting there and the girl alyssa walks by and shes crying and i was being a totallllll bitch and yelled "AWE YOUR CRYING!?!?!?!? WHY ARE YOU CRYING" and she walked up to her boyfriend who i guess she was fighting with and they yelled and cursed and she walked away crying more and i was still in bitch mode and yelled "AWEEE STOP CRYINGGG" and she turned back and i thought she was gunna say something to me but instead she went "too bad you can't get the guy you want" and she was so shocked (cosola) that she didnt respond cus they all thought she would say something to me but i guess she didnt cus i am "intimidating" so i yelled across the cafe "SHE ALREADY FUCKED HIM" cus she was walking away. and i was the only one who is like a fighter in the group so i was like lets go follow her and everyone was like uuuhh uhh and i was like hm okay lets think this through then. so casciola got the idea to buy fries and be like "here comfort food" so we counted our change and walked into the senior cafe and bought fries and i carried them with both the christinas behind me and i put them down and went here hope you feel better and she looked at me and went look at you and i was like yeah im lookin and she was like and look at your friends and i took a step back and put my arms around the christinas and was like yeah i like my friends and gregg stood up and was like WTF IM NOT A PART OF THIS and goes to get up and alyssa was like no gregg dont leave me and grabbs on to him and he pulls away and she holds onto him and gets dragge don the floor cus he wanted to leave so bad and it was really embarassing for her and i actually started feeling bad so we left. and went into the hall and chuckeled about what happened. then like 5 minutes later BAM i get hit with the fries. thinking its alyssa i turn around about to punch her but its osme other senior girls that i guess were her friends but if they were such good friends why didnt they say anything during the episode in the cafe. well yeah anyways i turned around and followed them and was like wtf who threw that at me and they were all cowards and stayed quiet except this one bitch was like i didnt throw it cus you shouldnt be embarrassing her like that and the cosola was like she embarrassed herself and blah blahblah and all the classes in 3rd hall came out and the teachers came out and they all watched me and this girl screaming and cursing and we went to push eachother and mr lopez told us to stop and leave so we walked away and then kept yelling and cursing and she was like your a immature bitch and i raised my arms in the air and laughed and went YEP AND DAMN PROUD and then walked away. but lopez made me and cosola go to the office. so we told mr.m what happened and he was really mad at me since i wasnt even suppposed to be in that lunch and it was all sorta me eventhough it really had nothing to do with me. so yeah they brought that girl in who i was yelling with and then she left and then mrs.embley found that girl alyssa crying in a bathroom or something and talked to her and then came into where me and cosola were sitting with mr.m and was like WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT SLEEP WITH PEOPLES BOYFRIENDS and was like calling her a slut and stuff and i was so caught off gaurd i started laughing and cosola was soooo angry i could see the fury in her eyes. it was intense. so yeah we dealt with her then embley left and me cosola and mr m we talking about how the girl was on the floor and the 3 of us started laughing about it eventhough that was bad of a vice principle to do. but yeah still... anywho me and her left and like the second i stepped out of the office everyone was liek NIXON WHAT HAPPENED blah blah blah so i called dale to tell him and then gaum was there so i had to get off the phone. me n cosola went to the gym and then she left. and then that was the school day pretty much. dave came over for like an hour and watched a mosh dvd and some fuse. im supposed to be going to the mall but idk if i still am... idk idk. yeah so tomorrow is finals and then friday dale is comming (cue annoying voice just for cosola) hahahahah yeah hm peas out idk what else to say lol
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