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It was one of those days
when it's a minute away
from snowing and
there's this electricity
in the air...
you can almost hear it
Sometimes there's so much
beauty in the world I feel
like I can't take it, like my
heart's going to cave in.
I had always heard
your entire life flashes
in front of your eyes
the second before you
die. First of all, that one
second isn't a second
at all, it stretches on
forever, like an
ocean of time
It's like God's looking
right at you, just for a
second, and if you're
careful you can look
right back. And what
do you see?...
Beauty.
& mother fucking hearts
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[17 Jan 2006|11:24am] |
Well, all I'm saying is that
I want to look back and say that I
did I the best I could while I was stuck
in this place. Had as much fun as I
could while I was stuck in this place.
Played as hard as I could while I was
stuck in this place... Dogged as many
girls guys as I could
while I was stuck in this place.
Destiny is something we've invented
because we can't stand the fact that
everything that happens is accidental
when you meet someone and you're
attracted to them, it just means that
your subconscious is attracted to their
subconscious, subconsciously. So what
we think of as chemistry is just two
neuroses knowing that they are
a perfect match.
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[17 Jan 2006|10:17pm] |
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Brand New |
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So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ.
How irreparably changed my life has become.
It's always the last days of summer and I've
been left out in the cold with no door to get
back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my
share of poignant moments. Life passes most
people by when they're busy making grand plans
for it. Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of
my heart here and there. And now, there's
almost barely enough to stay alive. But I
force a smile, knowing that my ambition far
exceeded my talent. There are no more white
horses or pretty ladies at my door.
Sometimes you're flush and
sometimes you're bust, and
when you're up, it's never as
good as it seems, and when
you're down, you never think
you'll be up again, but life goes on.
May the wind always be
at your back and the sun
upon your face. And may
the wings of destiny carry
you aloft to dance with the
stars.
50 kilos of cocaine? That's nothing. I piss 50 kilos.
There he goes. One of God's own prototypes.
Some kind of high powered mutant never even
considered for mass production.
Too weird to live, and too rare to die.
two bags of grass
seventy-five pellets of mescaline
five sheets of high-powered blotter acid
a saltshaker half-full of cocaine
a whole multi colored collection of uppers
downers, laughers, screamers
Also, a quart of tequila
a quart of rum, a case of beer
a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls
the desperate assumption that somebody
or at least some force - is tending the
light at the end of the tunnel.
Dogs fucked the Pope... no fault of mine.
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[17 Jan 2006|10:43pm] |
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Fall Out Boy |
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This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.
I say never be complete,
I say stop being perfect,
I say let... lets evolve,
let the chips fall where they may.
Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
With a gun barrel between your teeth,
you speak only in vowels.
People do it everyday,
they talk to themselves
they see themselves as
they'd like to be, they
don't have the courage
you have, to just run with it.
Why do you hate me so much?
How could you tell the only person
in the world that I love, that I care
about so much, to stay away from
me? Do you think that the only
thing I'll ever do to someone is
screw them up?
That I'm not worth loving?
You can be anywhere where
when your life begins. You
meet the right person and
anything is possible. When
the future opens up in front
of you. And you may not
even realize it at first, but
it's already happening.
The greatest thing you'll ever
learn is just to love and be
love loved in return.
Come what may, I'll love you till my dying day.
Can't fall in love? But a life without love, that's
terrible.
My gift is my song.
And this one's for you.
And You Can Tell Everybody
That this is your song. It may
be quite simple but now that
it's done. I hope u don't mind
I hope You don't mind That I
put down in words... How
Wonderful Life is Now
you're in the world
We have a dance in the brothels
of Buenos Aires. It tells the story
of the prostitute and a man who
falls in love with her. First, there
is desire. Then, passion. Then,
suspicion. Jealousy. Anger. Betrayal.
When love is for the highest bidder,
there can be no trust. Without trust,
there can be no love. Jealousy, yes,
jealousy will drive you mad.
Never knew I could feel like this.
Like I've never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss,
every day I'm loving you more
and more. Listen to my heart,
can you hear it sing?
His eyes upon your face.
His hand upon your hand.
His lips caress your skin.
It's more than I can stand!
I gave her him my heart,
she he gave me a pen.
<3Are you shaking?
<333No.
<3You're shaking.
<333I don't think so.
<3You're cold.
<333I don't think I am.
<3Then why are you shaking?
<333I don't know. I think I'm happy.
All I know is... you're
beautiful.
But our love is like the wind.
I can't see it, but I can feel it.
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[17 Jan 2006|11:36pm] |
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BOYS LIKE YOU WERE OVER RATED * FOB |
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Yes, so... I've been staring at meaningless lines and quotes that should be meaningless but they aren't. wow that was confusing... idk try to follow.
Friday is my double date :)
im so excited!!!! hahaha yay!
i love my dale yes my dale
i just realized how giddy
and how hyper i am right now
and how cold i am
today i got my period BLAH
Cosola and me got it the same day
im sad tho
im not an aunt anymore
i wanted to be aunt NIXON
that would have been sweet
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