I'm in this thing alone
I think... I'm going to go away for a little while. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know when I'll come back. Maybe I'll take a solo road trip and see where I end up. Staying here only makes me want to cry all over again, and I don't need that. No..
Oh, and if anyone asks how I am again... if I say "You don't want to know," it means "I don't want to talk about it." I'm tired of having to try to explain a feeling I can't put into words, and it always comes across as complaining anyway, and no one wants to hear that. I do appreciate the concern and the support, but I don't want to think about some things, and talking about them doesn't help. Sorry.