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Officially. [Tuesday
October 18th, 2005 at 11:29pm]
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[Friday
October 14th, 2005 at 5:30pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

sea wicken
A sea wicken watches over you. You are an
unpredictable human being. Your emotions
fluctuate like waves and your mind swims
swiftly with thoughts and fantasies. You are
smart, but you have trouble paying attention.
You're a big fish in a small pond. Your sea
wicken may not always be by your side, but she
is always watching over you. With her magic,
she is always protecting you. When you are in
the water, nothing can harm you. Water is your
safest haven.


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[Friday
September 9th, 2005 at 5:53pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

OMG What assholes:


by Perth Confidential - The Sunday Times, 04 September 2005

The goss on Heath Ledger's now infamous orange-peeling interview on Channel 7's Sunrise just keeps getting better.

Last week PC reported that Ledger had made a written apology to reporter Katherine Tulich for his "terrible interview skills" in an interview for his new movie Lords of Dogtown.

Sunrise read out Ledger's letter and everyone accepted his humble-pie apology.

But perhaps it is Sunrise who should apologise to Ledger. Industry sources say the interview, in which Ledger peeled and ate an orange, was taped last April when the 26-year-old had just found out he was to be a father and didn't want to talk about it.

Ledger's camp tells us that Tulich asked to re-do the interview later and apparently got "a fantastic" interview in which he was open about impending fatherhood and his much-protected private life.

So why did Sunrise run the old Heath interview then proceed to rubbish him?

The film company that set up both interviews is apparently furious with Sunrise, while Ledger's family is seething that he had to apologise for it.

Sunrise did not return PC's call at the time of going to press.

~

Leave the poor guy alone...although I guess they say no press is bad press...but still, stuff like that hurts...as if movie stars didn't have feelings...grr.

P.S.

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YUM!

[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 3:28am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Marilyn Monroe - Dan Bern ]

Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller
Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller
Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller
Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller

But if she did he'd have taken her to Paris
And if she did she'd have smoked a lot of opium
And if she did she'd have dyed her hair blue
And if she did she might be alive

Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller
She lived outside the Tropic of Capricorn
Marilyn Monroe didn't marry Henry Miller
I don't even know if she knew Henry Miller

But if she did he'd a taken her to Paris
And if she did they'd have fucked every day
And if she did she'd have felt like a woman
Not like a photograph in a magazine

This is not a knock against Arthur Miller
"Death of a Salesman" is my favorite play
But Marilyn Monroe should have married Henry Miller
And if she did she might be alive

Cause if she did he'd have taken her to Paris
Tied her to the bed and eaten dinner off of her
And okay maybe she'd have died the same, anyway
But if she did she'd have had more fun

[Thursday
July 21st, 2005 at 6:10pm]
[ mood | touched ]

I can't believe I'd never seen these before! I've seen tons of quotes of course, but not her poetry. I think they're really good. Not surprised, but am impressed. :)

O, Time
Be Kind
Help this weary being
To forget what is sad to remember
Loose my loneliness,
Ease my mind,
While you eat my flesh.

~

I could have loved you once
and even said it
But you went away,
When you came back it was too late
And love was a forgotten word.
Remember?

~

I

I left my home of green rough wood,
A blue velvet couch.
I dream till now
A shiny dark bush
Just left of the door.
Down the walk
Clickity clack
As my doll in her carriage
Went over the cracks-
"We'll go far away."

II

Don't cry my doll
Don't cry
I hold you and rock you to sleep
Hush hush
I'm pretending now
I'm not your mother who died.

III

Help help
Help I feel life coming closer
When all I want to do is die.

~

From time to time
I make it rhyme
but don't hold that kind
of thing
against
me-
Oh well, what the hell,
so it won't sell.
What I want to tell-
is what's on my mind:
'taint Dishes,
'taint Wishes,
it's thoughts
flinging by
before I die-
and to think
in ink.

~

Life-
I am of both your directions
Existing more with the cold frost
Strong as a cobweb in the wind
Hanging downward the most
Somehow remaining
those beaded rays have the colours
I've seen in paintings-ah life
they have cheated you

thinner than a cobweb's thread
sheerer than any-

but it did attach itself
and held fast in strong winds
and singed by the leaping hot fires
life-of which at singular times
I am both of your directions-
somehow I remain hanging downward the most
as both of your directions pull me

~

Night of the Nite-soothing-
Darkness-refreshes-Air
Seems different-Night has
No eyes nor no one-Silence-
except to the Night itself

~

Good nite
Sleep
and sweet repose
Where ever you lay your head-
I hope you find your nose-

~Marilyn Monroe <3

http://ellensplace.net/mm_poems.html
http://www.marilyncollector.com/legend/mmpoems.html

[Monday
May 9th, 2005 at 12:09am]
[ mood | amused ]

Starving Artist
You are 0% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 0% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.
You are the Starving Artist! You are more intuitive than logical, and are primarily guided by your heart and emotions. You are also very introverted and gentle. Of course, this does not mean that you do not have an ego. In fact, you are surprisingly arrogant for someone so emotional and gentle. This is why you are best described as a starving artist. You are very introspective and quite sure of yourself, as any accomplished artist is, yet your views are impractical, emotional, and overly gentle. You probably find math, logic, and similar intellectual pursuits offensive to your artistic sensibilities, and you prefer the open-endedness of artistry because then you know you can never truly have a wrong answer. So really you have no reason to be arrogant, you big doofus, because the skills you value (emotion, spirit, art, etc.) in yourself are valuable only on a subjective level, meaning your arrogance is purely masturbatory. In short, your personality is defective because you are arrogant, introverted, introspective, gentle, and thoroughly irrational...posessing most of the traits needed to be a starving--and useless--artist. So get out there, write a few short stories that are allegories for the spirit, and starve!

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Capitalist Pig.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Haughty Intellectual, the Televangelist, and the Emo Kid.

*

*

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.





My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 0% on Rationality

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You scored higher than 10% on Extroversion

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You scored higher than 0% on Brutality

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You scored higher than 66% on Arrogance
Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on OkCupid Free Online Dating


LOL! Sadly, or amusingly, it's pretty much true.

I haven't been feeling well at all. I'll write something when that is hopefully improved a bit.

[Friday
May 6th, 2005 at 5:27pm]
[ mood | bored ]


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.


*rawr* [Wednesday
May 4th, 2005 at 10:18am]

You Are Sensual Sexy


You exude a luxiourous sensuality in your everyday life
Turning heads every where you go, it's all about your sexy attitude.
You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos.
Your biggest problem is that your utra sexy self sometimes scares men away.



What Kind of Sexy Are You? Take This Quiz :-)



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You Are Catwoman


"Life's a bitch. Now so am I."

What Superheroine Are You?




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Your Inner Muse is Urania


You are most like this muse of astronomy.

Your head is in the stars, and you look to the future.

You give off a heavenly, mysterious vibe.

And you're not too bad at predicting the future.


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Your Passion is Purple!


You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.




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You are a New Age Girl!


You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world.
Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better.
In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love.
Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy!




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Bodhisattva
By the GODS! You scored 82%!
You're probably a pretty chill person. We are here and that is that. You realize some truths about reality and existence -and you are comfortable with your place in the world. For the most part, you have no objections to being who and what you are. Congratulations, you're probably a re-incarnated enlightened master. You should found your own school of higher learning or spiritual mastery.




My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:


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You scored higher than 54% on beliefs
Link: The Existentialist Mumbo Jumbo Test written by ariesfire79 on OkCupid Free Online Dating



William Dampier
You are 53 %Treasurer, have 68% Seafairability, crave 49% Bloodlusting, and lust 32% in Wenchwanting!
Naturalist, Scientist, and Buccaneer, Captain Dampier you are the gentleman of pirates! Circumnavigating the globe three times whilst collecting treasure and anthropological data has made you a pirate of substance and class which doesn't happen very often! You're in a league of your own here, and while I don't neccessarily condone the lack of wenching and bloodletting, your great passion and scientific inquisition are well noted!




This test tracked 4 variables How the score compared to the other people's:


Higher than 32% on Treasurer

Higher than 69% on Seafairability

Higher than 57% on Bloodlusting

Higher than 28% on Wenchwanting
Link: The What Kind of PIRATE Are You Test written by JosephineGreen on Ok Cupid

[Thursday
April 14th, 2005 at 4:02pm]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Californication - RHCP ]

Stole this from http://www.livejournal.com/users/ohmysyzygy:

Bold the ones applicable to you, then add 3 of your own

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I am the youngest/only child
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra
07. I love beer.
09. I can't live without lip gloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Purgatory for 3 months.
12. I spend money I don't have.
13. I'll be in college forever.
14. I've seen Jason Mraz.
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
hey what happened to 17?
18. I have more then a couple of horrible memories.
19. I am addicted to Lizzie McGuire.
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was when I was 18.
22. I start film school in February.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizarre.
27. One of my close friends is gay.
28. I have way too many purses.
29. I've seen 'Fight Club' at least 45 times.
30. I usually dress how I feel that day.
31. I love 'Sex and the City'.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. I love winter.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I'm afraid of flying.
40. I hate drama.
41. I am addicted to 'The O.C.'
42. I love my hair.
43. I never fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach.
45. I have never had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have never broken a bone.
54. I hate racist people.
55. I hate my computer.
56. I love boys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.Especially in the rain =)
60. I love to read.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I love cute underwear.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I cry when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I want to go to Greece.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I am too forgiving.
69. I have a horrible sense of direction.
70. I love(d) high school.
71. I have a talent of sweet-talking my way out of things. ... sometimes
72. I'm a daddy's girl.
73. I love kisses on the forehead. Their my favorite!
74. I'm Hungarian.
75. I love the color pink.
76. I love to sew.
77. I have green eyes.
78. I love the Olsen Twins.
79. I played soccer for 14 years.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Paul Walker is my dream guy.
84. I love the smell of asphalt after it's rained.
85. I love my family. Sometimes
86. I hate needles.
87. I am a perfectionist...sometimes.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. I despise dishonesty.
95. I love pictures.
96. I love music.
97. I wish I were more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
101. I don't want to be married.
102. I hate the fact that my size 3 jeans are tight.
103. I've never watched "Sex and the City" and I don't really care if I do.
104. I really don't want to add three things to this list. (so i don't think i will!)
105. So I won't.
106. I love Harry Potter.
107. I am patient.
108. I like bunnies.
109. I often think before I speak and then regret it.
110. I love summer.
111. I have lived in New Mexico.
112. I love water.
113. There are criminals in my family.
114. The internet is my other home.
115. I think typing is fun.
116. I want to be famous one day.
117. Barbie is soooo cool!
118. Isn't dark curly ...hair just adorable?
119. I'm left-handed.
120. I love my best friends.
121. I straighten my hair sometimes.
122. I've never been out of the country.
123. I love reading books on the hammock.
124. I live for HOTTTT bubble baths.
125. I hate how summer is the shortest season.
126. I love dying my hair.
127. I love the city life!
128. I had a dog.
129. I have a headache right now.
130. I'm going to a party tonight.
131. I love Jesus.
132. I love history.
133. I live in a small town.
134. I have a dog, and it is very fat.
135. I have a dog, and she is very cute/loveable!
136. I like lactose-free sorbet icecream.
137. I'm afraid of the past. I'm afraid of the future more =/
138. Urban Outfitters is my favorite store!
139. I have too many books for my bookshelves.
140. I am an aunt.
141. If I go to bed with a fever, I'm guaranteed to experience delirium.
142. I've been a patient in the intensive care unit of a hospital.
143. I actually do care about ensuring fair and humane treatment for Saddam Hussein.
144. I like to ...buy books, not borrow them.
145. I like things that sparkle.
146. I would rather do something than let someone do it for me.
147. Weasley is my King.
148. I want to live in London.
149. I love watching TV.
150. I took ballet for 6 years
151. I have an extremely large extended family.
152. I love my ...car.
153. I love stars.
154. I have only one brother.
155. My name begins with K.
156. I HATE President Bush
157. I like the smell of cigarette smoke.
158. I love yellowm_m's journal.
159. I wish I looked like Britney Spears. Christina is wayy pretier though
160. Tiaras are my favorite accesory.
161. Boys are my biggest weakness tied with food.
162. I love walking on the beach at night
163. I hate the rain.
164. I love the sunsets.
165. My past 4 boyfriends have all had four letters in their first name.
166. My favorite drink from starbucks is caramel apple cider.
167. I'm a march baby
168. I currently really like a guy.. and I seriously think he stole my heart, but I'm afraid he'll destroy it.
169. I want to get (have) an upper back tattoo and am saving money right now!
170. I'm almost positive I'm gettin boob implants after I turn 21 and have the money.
171. I like ...older men...haha.
172. I love getting mixed CDs.
173. It's raining right now.
174. My favorite colors are green and pink. Those are two of them...
175. I've had the same best friend for at least 7 years. Two of them, but others have come along since =)
176. I like Lindsay Lohan's movies, but think she's a spoiled brat.
177. Ihave gone out with more than 1 guy with the same name.
178. Ihave been to the Alantis hotel in the Bahamas.
179. I listen to counrty music. How could I not?
181. I'm obsessed with the movie finding nemo
182. I've never had a cavity
183. I am completely OBSESSED with burberry.
184. I've moved to NJ from NY.
185. My boyfriend's name is Andrew.
186. I miss someone right now.
187. I hate to run.
188. I'm preppy.Some of my clothes are.
189. My name starts with a E
190. I love my cats
191. I think Paris Hilton is entertaining.
192. I think Gwen Stefani has a wicked fashion sense.
193. I live on Long Island.
194. I think the idea of a tsunami is sooo scary.
195. I am obsessed with dangly earrings
196. I'm a lush and i hate it... :)
197. I smoke Marlboro Reds.
198. I live in zip up hoodies/jackets
199. I have the buddy limit of 200 on AIM
200. I am terribly afraid of snakes!
201. I'm afraid of clowns.
202. I love using song lyrics for away messages.
203. I am very content with life at the moment.
204. I over-sleep all the time.
205. I live for my friends.
206. I have kissed someone in my room.
207. i am a virgin
208. i've fantasized about the same sex before. (c'mon who hasn't. it's normal, girls.)
209. bright eyes, how i love thee.
210. I should've realised this was for girls inseada guys
211. I'm a big softy really
212. I think the colour black is nobile rather than evil
213. I'm not sure whether or not God exists.
214. I am too sensitive and am working on that.
215. I'm stronger than you think.



Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake





You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.




How about a shitload of quizzes? No I didn't just take all these, been saving results for a couple of weeks and hadn't remembered to post them. )

And, uh, about last night...part of me wants to delete that, but it's too real to delete, you can't just ignore the less appealing parts of yourself, you have to face up to them. So. Yeah.

Destruction leads to a very rough road
But it also breeds creation
And if you want these kind of dreams
It's Californication

[Tuesday
March 22nd, 2005 at 3:47pm]
You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.



“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”

“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”

--Jean-Paul Sartre



“It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”

--Blaise Pascal

Existentialism

100%

Utilitarianism

80%

Hedonism

65%

Nihilism

50%

Kantianism

35%

Justice (Fairness)

25%

Strong Egoism

20%

Apathy

15%

Devine Command

0%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.01)
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[Thursday
March 3rd, 2005 at 3:09pm]
[ mood | calm ]



Cancer Horoscope for 2/28 - 3/6


This week's scenario is highlighted by a great need to get in touch with your spirituality.

You will become interested in the mysteries of life and will want to learn more in order to increase your knowledge and understanding of the meaning of life.

This new knowledge will bring about changes in your activities and in your appreciation for living.

You also could develop a strong desire to travel to foreign countries and to connect with people of different cultures.

It is very possible that you will take a long trip during the coming months to explore exotic places.

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the result of too much free time...daytime insomnia...pointless quiz overload )

[Friday
February 18th, 2005 at 4:00pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I apologize in advance to my Republican friends. Well not really. ; )

From http://fuckthesouth.com/

Fuck the South. Fuck 'em. We should have let them go when they wanted to leave. But no, we had to kill half a million people so they'd stay part of our special Union. Fighting for the right to keep slaves - yeah, those are states we want to keep.

And now what do we get? We're the fucking Arrogant Northeast Liberal Elite? How about this for arrogant: the South is the Real America? The Authentic America. Really?

Cause we fucking founded this country, assholes. Those Founding Fathers you keep going on and on about? All that bullshit about what you think they meant by the Second Amendment giving you the right to keep your assault weapons in the glove compartment because you didn't bother to read the first half of the fucking sentence? Who do you think those wig-wearing lacy-shirt sporting revolutionaries were? They were fucking blue-staters, dickhead. Boston? Philadelphia? New York? Hello? Think there might be a reason all the fucking monuments are up here in our backyard?

No, No. Get the fuck out. We're not letting you visit the Liberty Bell and fucking Plymouth Rock anymore until you get over your real American selves and start respecting those other nine amendments. Who do you think those fucking stripes on the flag are for? Nine are for fucking blue states. And it would be 10 if those Vermonters had gotten their fucking Subarus together and broken off from New York a little earlier. Get it? We started this shit, so don't get all uppity about how real you are you Johnny-come-lately "Oooooh I've been a state for almost a hundred years" dickheads. Fuck off.

Arrogant? You wanna talk about us Northeasterners being fucking arrogant? What's more American than arrogance? Hmmm? Maybe horsies? I don't think so. Arrogance is the fucking cornerstone of what it means to be American. And I wouldn't be so fucking arrogant if I wasn't paying for your fucking bridges, bitch.

All those Federal taxes you love to hate? It all comes from us and goes to you, so shut up and enjoy your fucking Tennessee Valley Authority electricity and your fancy highways that we paid for. And the next time Florida gets hit by a hurricane you can come crying to us if you want to, but you're the ones who built on a fucking swamp. "Let the Spanish keep it, it’s a shithole," we said, but you had to have your fucking orange juice.

The next dickwad who says, "It’s your money, not the government's money" is gonna get their ass kicked. Nine of the ten states that get the most federal fucking dollars and pay the least... can you guess? Go on, guess. That’s right, motherfucker, they're red states. And eight of the ten states that receive the least and pay the most? It’s too easy, asshole, they’re blue states. It’s not your money, assholes, it’s fucking our money. What was that Real American Value you were spouting a minute ago? Self reliance? Try this for self reliance: buy your own fucking stop signs, assholes.

Let’s talk about those values for a fucking minute. You and your Southern values can bite my ass because the blue states got the values over you fucking Real Americans every day of the goddamn week. Which state do you think has the lowest divorce rate you marriage-hyping dickwads? Well? Can you guess? It’s fucking Massachusetts, the fucking center of the gay marriage universe. Yes, that’s right, the state you love to tie around the neck of anyone to the left of Strom Thurmond has the lowest divorce rate in the fucking nation. Think that’s just some aberration? How about this: 9 of the 10 lowest divorce rates are fucking blue states, asshole, and most are in the Northeast, where our values suck so bad. And where are the highest divorce rates? Care to fucking guess? 10 of the top 10 are fucking red-ass we're-so-fucking-moral states. And while Nevada is the worst, the Bible Belt is doing its fucking part.

But two guys making out is going to fucking ruin marriage for you? Yeah? Seems like you're ruining it pretty well on your own, you little bastards. Oh, but that's ok because you go to church, right? I mean you do, right? Cause we fucking get to hear about it every goddamn year at election time. Yes, we're fascinated by how you get up every Sunday morning and sing, and then you're fucking towers of moral superiority. Yeah, that's a workable formula. Maybe us fucking Northerners don't talk about religion as much as you because we're not so busy sinning, hmmm? Ever think of that, you self-righteous assholes? No, you're too busy erecting giant stone tablets of the Ten Commandments in buildings paid for by the fucking Northeast Liberal Elite. And who has the highest murder rates in the nation? It ain't us up here in the North, assholes.

Well this gravy train is fucking over. Take your liberal-bashing, federal-tax-leaching, confederate-flag-waving, holier-than-thou, hypocritical bullshit and shove it up your ass.

And no, you can't have your fucking convention in New York next time. Fuck off.

LOL!

P.S. To my lovely Southern friends who are not that way, it doesn't mean you! I assume you know that...

[Monday
November 22nd, 2004 at 2:11am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Personal Jesus - Marilyn Manson ]

I don't have Photoshop so my skillz suck but this still looks tres fun, so.

- Comment and I'll pick one of your LJ interests and make you an icon.
- You have no say in what I make.
- Put this in your journal so I can do the same.

[Monday
November 8th, 2004 at 10:50pm]
[ mood | moody ]

I...really, I have things to write, of course, it's been awhile and life happens and I put it all out there. But I don't feel like it. I'm too open, I pour out everything about myself until there are no more secrets. Honesty always. But nobody's honest, not really, the world's full of nothing but bullshit. I'm not stupid, I know how things work, I know how the game is played, just have never wanted any part of it. But you have to grow up sometime right? Growing up in our fucked up world seems to translate to becoming jaded, cynical...do unto others before they do unto you, right? Well I can't. I just can't. And so I don't know what to do. I'm too sensitive, I feel too much, I cry too much, I expect too much from people and from the world. I want to believe that people are basically good and will do the right thing, but they aren't and they don't. In my mind I know better...but my heart just never listens. And I don't know how to change. And I don't think I should have to change just because things are so fucked. It's not fair. Yeah I know, nobody ever said life was fair. But shouldn't it be? I don't even know what I'm talking about. Pay no attention to the crazy girl. : /

[Monday
November 8th, 2004 at 3:29am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

The Road Less Traveled
B:


You take the Road Less
Traveled.
Who
wants to go where everyone else has already gone
anyway? You look for the hidden
paths, ones most don't see and don't care to
venture down. You go boldly and
stand proud discontent with what's been put in
front of you, determined to find
a way perfect for you even no one else will take it
with you. You live as you
want and not for others, but be careful not become
selfish. Others may need you
and you should be there for them, especially the
ones close to you. You tend to
be the leader in most situations and people listen
and trust you not lead them
astray. Your firm in your opinions and beliefs and
unwilling to change yourself
to suit other people. By the same token, you can be
stubborn to a fault, change
isn't always a bad thing you know. Everyone changes
and grows, you shouldn't try
to stay exactly the same or you could be left
behind. Then again, you may change
frequently. Some people change to fit in, you my
little non-conformist, may
change to be set apart. It's great to be different,
but it's also just as great
to have things in common with people, even if those
people are in that "crowd"
you seem to have a vendetta against. Don't try to
be different, just be who you
are, whoever that is and you'll be unique all on
your own. So make some time for
people, let yourself blend into the crowd every
once in awhile, you may just
learn something about them and yourself you never
knew before.




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Dreams
J:

Your Beauty lies
in Dreams. Day-dreamer, creative and forever lost
in thoughts. You're a
dreamer, wanting more in your life than you have
now. Though you a lot of your
dreams never seem to leave your own mind. You've
created your own little world
inside that head of yours and you're most beautiful
when your mind is in
the clouds with sparkles in your eyes. You'd rather
be asleep than awake and
people find it hard to have long conversations with
you as you mind often
wanders and you aren't a big fan of reality. You
are long and almost child-like
probably with a great love for Fantasy or Science
Fiction. You're very creative
and most likely love to write wonderful stories or
draw and even sing, anything
creative that you can use that vast imagination of
yours. You're a bit of a
puzzle to people love to wonder as to what is going
in your mind.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Eagle Color:
Purples, Blues,
Pinks, Misty Colors Song: Imaginary by
Evanescence Expression: Blank Stare



Gemstone:
Rose Quartz Mythological Creature: Unicorn,
Fairy Sign:
Cancer Planet: Saturn Hair Color:
Strawberry
Blonde Eye Color: Violet



Quote:
"I lie inside myself for hours and watch my
purple skies fly over me."




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[Monday
November 8th, 2004 at 2:05am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I hear the sound of the world where we played
And the far too simple beauty
Of the promises we made

Where the touch of the lover ends
And the soul of the friend begins
There's a need to be separate and a need to be one
And a struggle neither wins
Where you gave me the world I was in
And a place I could make a stand
I could never see how you doubted me
When I'd let go of your hand

Yeah, and I was much younger then
And I must have thought that I would know
If things were going to end

And I'd have fought the world for you
If I thought that you wanted me to
Or put aside what was true or untrue
If I'd known that's what you needed
What you needed me to do

But the moment has passed by me now
To have put away my pride
And just come through for you somehow

If you ever need holding
Call my name, I'll be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, I'll see you through

You're the color of the sky
Reflected in each store-front window pane
You're the whispering and the sighing
Of my tires in the rain
You're the hidden cost and the thing that's lost
In everything I do
Yeah and I'll never stop looking for you
In the sunlight and the shadows
And the faces on the avenue
That's the way love is
That's the way love is
That's the way love is
Sky blue and black

[Wednesday
November 3rd, 2004 at 9:13am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | We're All to Blame - Sum 41 ]

With an exception of the way we came together right after 9/11, I've been a little embarrassed to be American the past 4 years. Especially the past 2. But today. Obviously over half the people got what they wanted, and so what they deserve. And I want to move to Canada. I don't want to argue over this anymore because it's pointless. It's over. Have fun. Celebrate. 4 more years! Of...well...the same. I'm gonna go be sick/sad now.

Don't be an American Idiot : ) [Monday
November 1st, 2004 at 11:59am]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | Mosh - Eminem ]

"If this were a dictatorship, it would be a heck of a lot easier, just so long as I'm the dictator."
George W. Bush
Washington, DC 12/18/00


Zieg Heil to the President gas man
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang Bang goes the broken glass man
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause
Just cause because we're outlaws, yeah!

I beg to dream and differ
From the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

More Lyrics )

And as we proceed,
To Mosh through this desert storm,
In these closing statements, if they should argue
Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard


The George W. Bush Resume )



For a non partisan breakdown that Dick Cheney recommended as being an unbiased place to get facts...it points out lies/exxagerations/innacuracies on both sides and is probably the most fair and helpful way of weighing the candidates, visit http://www.factcheck.org

And then, if you're American and able, vote tomorrow!!!



P.S. I'll do an update tomorrow or something, this is more important right now.

[Sunday
October 10th, 2004 at 5:03am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

When anything is blocking my head or there's worry in my life, I just go sit on Mars or something and look back here at Earth. All you can see is this tiny speck. You don't see the fear. You don't see the pain. You don't see thought. It's just one solid speck. Then nothing really matters. It just doesn't.
~ Heath Ledger

Perfect.

And now that it's 5 am...I'm going to bed. *yawns*

I'm bound to get lucky baby, or I'm bound to die tryin' [Saturday
September 4th, 2004 at 11:05pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Freewheelin' Bob Dylan! ]


You are Marilyn Monroe. You're a sexy bombshell who
knows how to get what she wants, but sometimes
people underestimate you or misread you and
you're seen for one thing instead of all that
you are. You can actually be very shy and hard
on yourself, and feel that sexiness is all you
have to offer to people. You will have your
success but be careful that you don't let
anything consume you completely. Feel better
about how smart you are.


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This was funny. Because it's true. )

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