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[06 Dec 2007|11:09pm] |
The other day, some one said something that really hit me hard. She told me that I've just had a really hard time with people. At first, it didn't really sink, but I realize it's true. I haven't had one decent relationship with a guy. I've lost more friendships than I can count. I just feel like every time I become close to some one, they either mess up their lives completely or hurt me to a point of no return. I feel cursed or something. I feel like every guy I meet just wants to get in my pants and every friend I have has so many problems that it is so hard to keep up with all of them. In a nutshell, I feel used. I have two close friends that this doesn't hold to, but I feel like they are the only true friends I have. My other "friends" either call me to get trashed or brag about some boy they had sex with the other night (without knowing that I can see right through their fake smile, knowing fully well that they will come crying to me the following week about the same boy). I want to meet genuine people, who genuinely care about others. I feel like this world is full of too many fake people, who change depending on the time of day. I love this site because everyone is so honest. People post things that they really care about, and they aren't just looking for some one to feel sorry for them. I really think everyone on blurtysecret is just lovely basically =)
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