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[03 Nov 2007|12:05am] |
i feel like i've just grown accustomed to life without my dad.
along with my sisters. we talk about him less and less each day.
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[03 Nov 2007|02:33pm] |
"I just never realized how much you liked me, or cared or how much I meant to you, and now that I do and I feel like an ass for not realizing it sooner. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I treated you like I did sometimes, I was an ass. But I never felt like I was important in any relationship, and I feel like I pushed you away and stopped talking to you because in a way...I knew I was more important to you than anyone else I was ever dating. I was just trying to make them happy. I just didn't want to admit it. I love you and I hope you don't hate me and we can hang out sometime and start talking more again. I hate distance, but I know you did what you did for the best, I still wish you didn't leave me for West Chester."
The first boy I ever fell in love with in 10th grade said this to me last night. Now I'm a Sophmore in college. And after four years, I finally know the truth.
I've always said the men who have dumped me would realize they let go of something great.
I just never thought it would be two of them in one week.
Kind of makes me wish I wasn't in such a wonderful relationship?
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