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[16 Dec 2006|03:11am] |
And that kitty behind her that you cant see well, that's my kitty I've had for 9 years. I'm going to be lost without her, even though she's a complete bitch cat half the time.
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[16 Dec 2006|04:07am] |
i masturbate way too much.
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[16 Dec 2006|04:11am] |
i tell everyone i haven't had sex yet because i haven't found the right person, but really i'm just too scared. i've had a few "almosts," and i don't know if i'll ever go through with it.
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[16 Dec 2006|08:53am] |
We're both so young.
But we got drunk and he said that he wouldnt object to spending the rest of his life with me. I said that I wouldn't object either.
When he sobered up he said he meant every word.
And i might lose him soon
And i can't face it.
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[16 Dec 2006|11:57am] |
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i hate him
but i still think about him constantly =[
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everyone thinks im crazy. me and my boyfriend of almost 4 years... broke up atleast a month ago. but stopped talking 2 weeks ago. i told everyone he didnt mean anything to me anymore.. i was ready to move on.. and then i went to a dance, and my date liked me SO much. but then.. my ex asked me to dance. thats when everything went back to how it was... so lately me and my ex have been together non stop.. and i love every second of it. he makes me who i am.. hes my best friend. and everyone keeps telling me im stupid, because hes just gonna hurt me again...
SECRET: theyre right. they just dont know it. he told me, he kissed 3 girls, while we were apart. (in just the two weeks we stopped talking) including, one girl i HATE the most in the entire world.. and the other 2 were my friends... and out of that, one of them gave him hickies. he tried, cocaine and ecsasty. hes more addicted to pills. and he use to always promise me i was the one for him.. but now. i dont know what to do. i still am sooo in love with him. BUT IS THIS RIGHT? he could do that to me? i didnt even kiss anyone.. let alone do drugs, when we were apart, it was too hard. and now im scared if my friends find out about all that stuff, there gonna give me the cold shoulder even more than they are now.. :-/ am i wrong?
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[16 Dec 2006|02:31pm] |
i wish i'd have been drinking and would have been drunk last night.
so i would have done everything he asked me to(because i WANTED to)
but i could blame it on the alcohol today.
fuck inhibitions and friends who always get to get drunk when i have to stay sober to watch them
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[16 Dec 2006|05:35pm] |
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I really like my other me..!
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[16 Dec 2006|06:09pm] |
I hate my body.
I'm realllly skinny but I have pretty big boobs for my size.
So I feel like everything I wear makes me look fat because of my boobs.
I hate boobs, I can't believe I ever wanted big ones haha.
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[16 Dec 2006|07:09pm] |
im sick of my parents not trusting me..
secret*- iv never really liked the feeling.. iv just went with what the crowd was doing.
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[16 Dec 2006|07:35pm] |
so he's trying to decide between his ex and me...
him: what should i do?
me: whatever makes you happy..
him: you make me happy
YAY.
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[16 Dec 2006|08:15pm] |
hey :) i'm new!
it really sucks.
it's not like i rub it in her face or anything
but she just seems to hate me for enjoying my life for once.
why can't she just be happy for me?
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| The no excuses truth to understanding guys |
[16 Dec 2006|11:15pm] |
(the no excuses truth to understanding guys)
I don't believe in self-help books. Except this one. If I could, I'd buy one for every girl I came in contact with.
...In fact, if you want to read it, I'll mail you mine. And then you can sign the inside cover, and mail it to someone else that needs it.
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