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[10 Dec 2006|01:20am] |
last night sucked.
though i'll tell you i had fun ..
and maybe i'll even tell you i was going to ask you and give you the cd anyway.
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[10 Dec 2006|09:44am] |
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[10 Dec 2006|11:42am] |
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last night i went to the dance with someone else... my exboyfriend went with someone else too. i couldnt stop looking at him for some reason. i really thought i was over him. i tried hard to focus and have fun with my date.. but hes clingy. i havent talked to my ex.. in almost a month, and when the dance was almost over.. i was dancing iwth my date, when my ex walked up, and pulled me away to dance with him...
Secret.. i told everyone i dont like him anymore, and hes just a big waste of time.. when really i got a thousand butterflys, when he pulled me away.. :/
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[10 Dec 2006|11:45am] |
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last night i went to the dance with someone else... my exboyfriend went with someone else too. i couldnt stop looking at him for some reason. i really thought i was over him. i tried hard to focus and have fun with my date.. but hes clingy. i havent talked to my ex.. in almost a month, and when the dance was almost over.. i was dancing iwth my date, when my ex walked up, and pulled me away to dance with him...
Secret.. i told everyone i dont like him anymore, and hes just a big waste of time.. when really i got a thousand butterflys, when he pulled me away.. :/
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[10 Dec 2006|01:58pm] |
I can't sleep at night without you,
And I think about you constantly during the day.
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[10 Dec 2006|03:35pm] |
He wants to know what was wrong last night..
Maybe the fact that when the girl that likes him asked him if
he still talks to me he said 'sort of' when we fucking talk 24/7
and are basically together, it hurt kid.
Ps, when you said youve never heard me cry.
I bawled that whole phone conversation,
everytime I said hold on my parents are calling,
i let it loose.
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[10 Dec 2006|03:47pm] |
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8MM --> forever and ever amen |
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I'm thinking about starting an outreach program called Survive the Suicide - which includes having a website and I'm thinking about sending out letters to those who contact the website and a bible/track too to witness about Christ through the difficult times. Anybody support the idea? Comment and give your opinion.
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[10 Dec 2006|09:15pm] |
when i get nervous,
giving other people massages
is the only thing that calms ME down.
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[10 Dec 2006|09:34pm] |
the order of other people's top 8 shouldn't bother me
because after all, it's just myspace, right?
but i hate the fact that it does bother me.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:10pm] |
i wish on stars for you.
i play games with myself [ie. if the singer starts singing before i reach the corner of your street you'll fallinlove with me.
secret?
i'm not sure i want it to be true.
i know that sounds stupid.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:31pm] |
I love my mom to death but I dont think I'll be able to fully forgive her until I'm actually up there. I'm not that happy about having to go to a community school(not like it's a horrible thing) before something else but that is my own fault for fucking up my last year and a half of high school and I haven't forgiven myself for that either.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:47pm] |
i was driving 100mph on the highway last night, and i had the instinct to swerve off and drive straight into a tree. i stopped myself and slowed down, though, because even if no one else needs me... i know you do.
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[10 Dec 2006|10:58pm] |
i think i'm addicted to these. is that possible?
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